thank you for 2̶0̶2̶2̶ everything

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4AWLELv8lgmouGZRODTEJg?si=QwxVK8mTSiqZ_BOc_Gqj3g

2 stories:

if you really loved me then you wouldnt do this to me
speakin from tha outside.. wish it was you breathin thru me
left behind, i feel just like hachi
say it back, but its just to taunt me
you know i would save this if i could (s/o @artemys)
but she dont like me roll my feelings in this wood
and ive been dreamin bout a kiss and if you would
could take my hand and be in bliss i wish you could
all of a sudden i keep lying to u dont even mean to do it
im so glad that we're through, you told me stay i couldnt
why cant you tell me the truth? cant hurt more than im hurtin
i keep looking for you, im lost and its so certain
i keep thinking of you, even i know i shouldnt
i keep waiting for you, but i know youre not coming
i wont follow through, holding back im still learning
wish youd tell me the truth, it makes me feel so worthless

fightin n fuckin wont turn us to something so
im leaving for you to make the assumption that
i dont care bout you so you give up trusting and
leave me behind cause you treat me like nothing
cant take the difference, cant take the distance
walk in my shoes and youll see why i missed it
i cant lose her so i cry when shes with them
you want this to last babygirl take a picture

and thats just it
why i fall in love so quick
fell in love with someone else i got you callin me a bitch
and its so much life to live
doin shows and walkin through the city ill get over it
and she looks so pretty lyin in bed faces dimly lit
baby this is how i live
sharin cigarettes and late nights yea thats where my attention is
and theres so much tension in
in the way she moves her lips
and by the way youre lookin i know whats gon happen next
told you this is it
show you what its like to live
you can see all what ive been through by the scars up on my wrist
she leaves scars up on my lips
still you dont know where ive been
so i wish youd learn my story i cant go through this again
feel just like hachi, 
i feel just like hachi
its just to taunt me
still i love how you love me

spotify

hachi (mixedmatches)

@kiryano
@jjaholics @pray4solo

[blx]
every time we talk she's just tearing my heart out
oh you love me well.. show me you love me then
i start every morning just puking my guts out
shouldn't have thought of you i shouldn't breathe again

oh you love me well,, tell me you love me then
oh you'd cry for me,, go ahead start crying then
why do you mess with me mess with my heart again
and my heart is saying i don't want love again

love again ft. kiryano (jj x solo)

inspired by the film hana & alice (￣▽￣)ノ
prod by @tgwog n @litothedon 🌱 ( ´ ∀ ` )ﾉ

hana & alice 。。

prod @1yugenn //

::𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚊 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚊𝚐𝚘,, 𝚒 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑 whoever reading this 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝:: 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚜 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚞 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚋𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚎,, 𝚒 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎..  ^^

𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑,, 
𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚑 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚞𝚙 𝚝𝚘 𝚞𝚜 . . . . . . .
 ,,(つx･｡`*)゜．・𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑 𝚒𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚞𝚜𝚝,, 
𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚒𝚏 𝚒𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚘𝚛 𝚕𝚞𝚜𝚝 : :

𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 
𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚗
𝚒𝚖 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚞𝚛 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎,, 
𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝? 
𝚒 𝚝𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚞 𝚞 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔
𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚘 𝚋𝚊𝚍 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚛𝚒𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚛𝚝 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜  
𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚍𝚔 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚍𝚘 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚞 𝚜𝚎𝚎? 
𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚒 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚜 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚊 𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖 𝚒𝚍𝚔 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚘 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏: 𝚢𝚑 𝚑𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚕𝚢
𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚔 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚒𝚗,, 
𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚜 𝚠𝚊𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚎,, 
𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎 
𝚝𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚞𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚞 𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚞𝚕𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚍𝚞𝚎 
𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚜𝚎
𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚞 𝚒𝚝𝚜 so 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚝𝚑 
𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚞 𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚗 𝚒𝚝 𝚞𝚙? 𝚒𝚖 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚞 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚑 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜 𝚒𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚘 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚞𝚜
𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚒 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚝
 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚒𝚖 𝚋𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑
 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚘 𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚏 𝚒 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚝,,

love like,, ̷d̷̷u̷̷s̷̷t̷..゜,,(つx･｡`*)゜．・

@emorave
www.instagram.com/888psych/
i will never leave i love you ariel

why did we fall in love

why did we fall in love <3 (emorave)

koji kuga,, (✽´ཫ`✽) mh

𝔡𝔢𝔠𝔞𝔶𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔪𝔢𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔶,, 
𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔡 𝔰𝔞𝔫𝔢1+ 𝔣𝔯𝔞𝔫𝔠015
 𝔦𝔱𝔰 𝔟𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔣𝔣 𝔦𝔣 𝔲 𝔡𝔬𝔫𝔱 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔯 𝔣𝔯𝔬𝔪 𝔪𝔢 𝔦𝔱𝔰 𝔟𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔣𝔣 𝔦𝔣 𝔱𝔬 𝔢𝔞𝔠𝔥𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔴𝔢 𝔡𝔬𝔫𝔱 𝔪𝔢𝔞𝔫 𝔫𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔬 𝔲 𝔦𝔱𝔰 𝔟𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔥𝔬𝔴 𝔦𝔱 𝔦𝔰 𝔲 𝔠𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔯𝔲𝔫 𝔞𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔡 𝔦𝔱 𝔡𝔬𝔫𝔱 𝔱𝔯𝔶 𝔱𝔬 𝔰𝔞𝔶 𝔰𝔬𝔪𝔢𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔢𝔩𝔰𝔢 𝔡𝔬𝔫𝔱 𝔱𝔯𝔶 𝔱𝔬 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔱𝔬𝔭𝔦𝔠  𝔲𝔯 𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔭𝔞𝔫𝔶,, 𝔟𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔢 𝔪𝔦𝔰𝔢𝔯𝔶 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔦 𝔫𝔢𝔢𝔡 𝔱𝔬 𝔰𝔢𝔢 𝔦𝔣 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔪𝔶𝔰𝔢𝔩𝔣 𝔲 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔠𝔥  𝔲 𝔡𝔬𝔫𝔱 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔱𝔢𝔩𝔩 𝔪𝔢 𝔶 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔦 𝔡𝔬𝔫𝔱 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔯 𝔞 𝔩𝔦𝔢 𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔶𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔡𝔞𝔶 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔫𝔦𝔱𝔢 𝔰𝔬 𝔶 𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔟𝔬𝔱𝔥 𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔱𝔦𝔪𝔢? 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔞𝔦𝔫𝔱 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔞𝔫𝔶𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔢 𝔦𝔪𝔞 𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔳𝔢 𝔦𝔱 𝔱𝔬𝔯𝔫 𝔪𝔞𝔶𝔟𝔢 𝔦 𝔰𝔥𝔬𝔲𝔩𝔡 𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔰𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔬𝔬𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔣𝔢𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰 𝔫𝔬 𝔩𝔬𝔫𝔤𝔢𝔯 𝔴𝔞𝔯𝔪  𝔲𝔯 𝔫𝔬𝔱 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔣𝔦𝔯𝔰𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔢 𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔰𝔢 𝔟𝔲𝔱 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔩𝔩 𝔟𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔩𝔞𝔰𝔱 𝔬𝔫𝔢 𝔬𝔬𝔬 𝔲 𝔠𝔞𝔫 𝔫𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔭𝔞𝔶 𝔟𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔴𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔲 𝔬𝔴𝔢 𝔰𝔬 𝔫𝔬𝔴 𝔦𝔱𝔰 𝔞 𝔟𝔲𝔯𝔡𝔢𝔫 𝔦 𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔡  𝔦 𝔱𝔬𝔬,, 𝔴𝔦𝔰𝔥 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔦 𝔠𝔞𝔫 𝔲𝔫𝔡𝔬 𝔦 𝔤𝔬𝔱 𝔰𝔬𝔪𝔢𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔫𝔢𝔢𝔡 𝔱𝔬 𝔱𝔢𝔫𝔡 𝔱𝔬 𝔤𝔲𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝔴𝔥𝔞𝔱,, 𝔦 𝔡𝔬𝔫𝔱 𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔫 𝔨𝔫𝔬𝔴 𝔲 𝔦 𝔤𝔬𝔱 𝔰𝔬𝔪𝔢𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔫𝔢𝔢𝔡 𝔱𝔬 𝔱𝔢𝔫𝔡 𝔲 𝔤𝔲𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝔴𝔥𝔞𝔱,, 𝔦 𝔡𝔬𝔫𝔱 𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔫 𝔨𝔫𝔬𝔴 𝔲 𝔲𝔯 𝔫𝔬𝔱,, 𝔤𝔬𝔫𝔫𝔞 𝔠 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔤𝔥  𝔪𝔢𝔰𝔰𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔪𝔶 𝔣𝔬𝔠𝔲𝔰 𝔦 𝔤𝔬𝔱𝔱𝔞 𝔨𝔫𝔬𝔴 𝔴𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔫𝔞 𝔤𝔬 𝔱𝔥𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔤𝔥 𝔤𝔬 𝔱𝔥𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔤𝔥 𝔞𝔩𝔩 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔰𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔡𝔰 𝔬𝔣 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔟𝔦𝔯𝔡𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔴𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔦 𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔫 𝔪𝔬𝔰𝔱 𝔟𝔲𝔱 𝔲 𝔤𝔢𝔱 𝔰𝔬 𝔡𝔢𝔣𝔢𝔫𝔰𝔦𝔳𝔢 𝔡𝔬𝔢𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔥𝔦𝔱 𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔰𝔢

;;faint memories (misery + company)。。

produced by negativecreeper & guardiangel
art by @cryinggsilence

@i9bonsai
@kggn
@negativecreeper
@guardiangelll

[blx]
no no
im at my brink im like no no
i been sinking im like no no
i dont know where to go go
im like waves ya im one with the fluid
i dont wanna do it anymore i cant do it
i do what i want ya dont look at me stupid
i tell them to move it well they're going to fucking move it
i told them to love me well they're going to fucking love me
how am i gonna get my point across ur acting like a dummy
oh he acting funny wrap him up justt like a mummy
and i said she looking stunning when im with her it is sunny
go go (go go)
said she wanna love me i told her that i dont need that
go go (go go)
she told me she love me i told her that she dont mean that.

[i9bonsai]
leave me in the cold i dont wanna go out。。
anymore but i know that i dont want to stay around,, anymore
n i dont want to b bound by the chains n the words n the sounds ::
yh its time t forget it then (・・;)ゞ
i dnt wna pretend:: i cant let u in

goin t to the road。。 can u let it end?
if i stay around its a never ending mess
its not enough,, we just needa c it less
its a mess 2much with tht excess

cut tht off,, :: (・人・)

[ku]
go go
go go
wipe my tears as u leave me in the cold
im on some stuff that u aint heard of movin slow
whts the big deal im messed up dont u know
this
hopeless
focus
on my eyes
we’re almost there
psychosis
i did evrything i cld but its all bogus
all tht stuff u put on me w/o a notice
feel the addy in my stomach got me so sick
its clear u rnt tht so tell me why im homesick
feel the walls theyre closin in im claustrophobic

no no ft. i9bonsai & kuru

performed, written, and produced by me @mental

i dont know what ima dream about 2nite
i dont rly wanna leave without a fight
and i rly cant believe that thats my life
every single time i breathe im boutta die
i cant ever even see the reason why
ur even in love with me, but thats alright
ill just hold onto belief until i die
and then i cry and say goodbye

know u wanna leave me
stay up cuz im bleeding
it dont matter what im feeling
but its nothing, im eating

Love me, hate me, wannakill me

I h8 me so badd wanna end it

im so mad @ me im so mad @ me

im mad @ me

windchimes ~ ⋆ ˚｡⋆🎐⋆ ˚｡⋆

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IPX-L2F78fU
SiM - under the tree

under the tree; finale tribute~ :::::::::::::

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;;faint memories (misery + company)。。

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