Etller - Lunasense

The eighth track of my sophomore album, Hiraeth.

Wow! Only one more left and the albums out. This one is sort of a center piece of the record for me, and really encapsulates everything I was feeling while writing it. The word Hiraeth is Welsh in origin, and has a few specific meanings. The one that resonates with me in particular is as follows: (n.) homesickness for a home to which you cannot return, a home which maybe never was; the nostalgia, the yearning, the grief for the lost places of your past. Last year, I had really negative falling outs with a few close friends, which led to homes I felt at place in being destroyed. I struggled so intensely with this, and this track is a deconstruction of everything running through my head at the time. I hope you enjoy!


Intro:

The sun, oh it's burning
It's ripping through
Us all tonight
Immaterial, it's not all right here

Verse 1:

You wanted it all and you had it
Your 15 minutes go straight into static

You flew too close to the sun tonight
I can see your hiraeth a mile away
Is all of this just a joke to you
You'd never know what it meant until it's gone too soon

I can see your soul, you're just a broken mess
What if I told you your life was just a fuckin' test
For people more observant to follow your step
I know you know the rest, oh you know the rest

Verse 2:

I thought this was the part I'd think about my life
I guess when I'm here, I'm just obsessed with the strife
It just infects my mind, I guess it never leaves
It's in the back of my head, whatever I achieve

The afterimage of everything I made for you
It's time to burn it out, I guess I know the truth
It doesn't hurt any less, but at least I know
My hiraeth of us, it  isn't just for show

Bridge:

You go away
and I know
I won't feel
Like this forever

Chorus:

Your miserable façade won't last much longer
This is just a cloud in skies of many more 

You and I saw
You and I saw
You and I saw
My empire fall before our eyes

EDIT1: slightly adjusted vocals

Hiraeth

I've been sitting on this one for a while, when Slippy made the tweet about the compilation he was making for charity I immediately sent this over. He liked it and here we are.

All proceeds go to national network of abortion funds

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"𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘪'𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪'𝘭𝘭 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘮𝘦 -- 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵."

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𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞
      𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐢 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡
                𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐮𝐞𝐝
                                           𝐢 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐝.
                                                       𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕞𝕪 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖
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Ghostmemory, Mailto, Key Archive, Violet Angel, Psykh, Kuyashiva, DJ Neo Destiny - Septagon

𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗴𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝗼𝗻 (𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗿𝗲𝗺𝗶𝘅)

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mister.sire X Kaiyo - You and Me

This is the story of how everything began. As the catalyst of creation, Aleph took a motherly form upon herself; consequently initiating a cycle to pursue eternity. She created a universe of chaos, hoping to preserve a truly infinite cycle that would eventually generate its own imagination.
Although her plan succeeded, her ambition came at a cost. Drawing every bit of energy she had, she simply ceased to be... 

YouTube MV: https://youtu.be/9oB8RChRM1U
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