(vol 1)

where you left me to die

sewerperson💜

9TAILS

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RESIN [PROD. GEEKEY]

drive home
with lights too bright to see the road
drive slow
last exit before the toll
i know
the tires turn but on their own 
another change of pace
another brand new face
and you cant say 
these things will change 
too far gone
sorry never helped
cant make up for the time
for never making up my mind
change comes and goes
so easily
everything i felt
never ment 
a fucking thing 

ill make the same mistake 
every fucking day
of waking up again 
im doing fine just great
im ok


drive home

with my heart on my sleeve
theres only so many times ill try
before im bound to break
screaming your name
a reflection saying
how you couldnt take it
just lie to me 

tell me exactly the things that have been on your mind
im dying to hear how your lifes going fine
ill tell you the same
till i shake the waves
coming and going just wishing all day
killing myself could solve it
so the reaper can cave

i am no longer
asking for closure 
as long as im dead when
you get fucked over 

dont wait for me

ill tell you the same

SINGLE OFF THE ALBUM
'BITTER BLUE'

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And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

And thought i was right for too long
Now its time to face it
I can feel it inside of my bones
And its so hard to shake it
And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

Run Home (Prod. nothing,nowhere.)

MISS U SPENCE <3
FT https://soundcloud.com/barrenwaste
PROD @GREAF
mixed by @prohibeo

gizmo

Shitt, I still miss my fam and my friends but I swear that most of all I miss my bro lil spence, whip tha Acura out Tha pad smokin Newport cigarettes, I still think think about those times, little stress it was the best, but,

Now I gotta grow up, but I'm still wastin my money on green stuff ta roll up, you can eat my dick, if, ya don't know us, and I still ain't shit but I ain't gunna slow up now


Codiene, high - c, back woods fulla terps, Im without a place to be,

Feels like I'm living in a deam, but I'm missin the feelin of when I had you next to me girl

Naw wait, fuck every stupid bitch that twisted ripped my life ta shits,

that's a pain that Ill never forget,

I'm great, I could lie until I'm rich, if you granted me wish, I wouldn't take that shit cuz

I never fucked with my life, and there aiint a single thing, that could make it all right,

Everyday I'm up all night, with the music in my head, it's the only thing I like,

It's so hard to love me you don't wanna look at me I'm fuckin ugly

Fuck me let me disintegrate,

deep into the soil and deteriorate

barren

before i say a word
please listen close this time
i said this all before 
but Ive really lost my mind
i know you're always worried
my fingers looks so blurry
crossing over to a new world
i love the way you look so lovely 
my self worth is so ugly
i am absolutely nothing

contradicting thoughts
read back on the screen
makes no sense to me
its all a dream
i can’t be thinking these
dreadful thoughts about
you and me

I’m living in a void now
just testing all my patience 
with no one to try and say shit
its just a statement
that I’m making
please no mistaking

deteriorating ft barren (prod. GREAF)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pEdP80j8To
thank you <3

vocals mixed/mastered soundcloud.com/omenxiii

lyrics
lets raise the stakes 
you must have a lot of faith
dying breaths
and lonely days
falling leaves 
off of the trees
help me through
the growing pains
you ever think that
as a kid
you’d be this fucked up 
inside your brain
you’d think by now 
we understand
how many times 
do i have to say
I’m just great
im full of shit
but thats ok 
its times like this
i dont know what to think
just help me
get through this please

you ever think (prod ʎpoqou) (video in description)

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NEMY

don't go back [prod.93feetofsmoke]

Download - https://we.tl/IggAhqivaV

prod. by judge beats

lyrics

okay you get money okay you fuck bitches 
okay you get higher than anyone living okay you be sipping
suppressants you mix em prescriptions you need em like breathing i get it 
you cooler than who be the coolest and more 
but bones got something that you need to know 
you are the same as everyone out only the weak take the popular route
feel like you popping till we come around 
get a big head when they bumping your sound
think you untouchable up until now the skeleton touch will you make you turn around vanish now where do you think i am now evaporate rise up turn into cloud never seen you when the rains coming down i touch every drop before it touches the ground 

im real
j.lo, ja rule
they dont do it like i do

UNRENDERED

Bones - MustBeARealDragWakingUpAndBeingYou

Download - https://we.tl/IggAhqivaV

prod. by abstrkt

lyrics

i gotta know bitch i be lurking outside your door wait wait
i gotta go 24/7 live on the low wait wait
i gotta know bitch i be lurking outside your door wait wait
i gotta go 24/7 live on the low wait wait

match in the gas tank bitch boom boom
i was left in the bath froze lips turning blue
who knew screw lose fall and make a new noose
scale the highest shit around smoke and jump like footloose
i aint talking medicine when i say i got the juice
cold pressed everyday im sipping and peeling fruit
its funny how they all the same he said it they said it to
id certainly be at peace if i could just get my mind to mute
shut both my eyes lay my head back
envision nothing but forests that still intact
i see a place with no pavement i right click save it
no painter could ever paint it no scholar could every say it

ready to go now please just let me know
i cant take another day

i dont know what you been thinking i been doing lots of that

Bones - SystemPreferences

peace of mind (prod. Skel)

#mood (prod. excedi x gudnightguy)

it was all the same (prod. KAYVXN)

im still learning (prod. killedmyself)

tidal waves ft. 93FEETOFSMOKE (prod. killedmyself)

Lyrics: 

stack skrilla, margiela killa, i dont wanna die here
gucci, fendi, louis, blow some cash and feel alive wear
white on white designer head to toe im like a polar bear
surgeon mask is fillin with the smoke theres potent in the air

straight karambit fade im pullin up in polo underwear
my bitch wear a sundress but theres nothing else thats under there
work so hard im killin for a sign like it aint even fair 
i could cry but im too busy flying like im delta air

breeze through the hate
30 gram at my waist
louis belt keep it placed
smell so skunk you could taste

taste it on your lips
like your hands are on her hips
thats the night i lost my shit
bitch im still not over it

fight fight just to fall through the cracks yuh
cold night even when your on my lap ay
you hate my guts why the fuck you saying that
we cant get back something that we never had

stack skrilla, margiela killa, i dont wanna die here
gucci, fendi, louis, blow some cash and feel alive wear
white on white designer head to toe im like a polar bear
surgeon mask is fillin with the smoke theres potent in the air

straight karambit fade im pullin up in polo underwear
my bitch wear a sundress but theres nothing else thats under there
work so hard im killin for a sign like it aint even fair 
i could cry but im too busy flying like im delta air

delta air (prod. ʎpoqou)

produced by @notmorgn

im a waste of space just like the air between our lips
i dont really have a purpose i just take other sip
man this bottle make me feel so numb
gimme a penny for my thoughts
so i can buy a fuckin gun
imma blow my brains out and leave them on the floor
please drown my memories so they wash up on the shore
and while ur out socializing im behind a locked door
and when the sun goes down i feel way better than before 
just like an owl 
my head is doing 360's
back of the party 
and im flippin on switch blades
these bitches looking at me like im crazy
yeah im so cold my wrist is like 150
and please take a step back
cus we were never that close
i lost a lot of fucking trust
that night by the coast
it was 3 AM 
i had drugs in my coat
i had vodka in that water bottle just so i can float
just so i could float

waste of space

https://soundcloud.com/teamsesh/bones-whitetrashmidwesterntown

You used to say, when I was down
There's more to life outside this, white trash midwestern town
You birthed the spark in my brain
Said it'd be sunny, but that night it rained
Wet shoes as I stepped on the plane
Found my seat and closed the window shade
I fell asleep and then awoke to a shake
I overheard like they spoke my name
The captain said, "It'll be a task to make it
To LAX with a storm like this
We'll try our best," he said with a nervous grin
You could hear the breath, you could see the face
Of a man who'd cut the tension if his hands didn't shake
He's got a wife, two girls, and a home on the ground
And the most disturbing part is they don't know it's going down (X3)

I'll paint the sky you're flying
Tired of the Earth of lying
Lowering my eyes to see you
Telling all the lies to be with you

But not in the fire and not in the crash
The weather, the storm, you say will land intact
It's when he goes home that it becomes real
There's a small part of him that resents the wheels
He hates the wings and the bolts that hold them
Together like promises they never told him
He thinks they deserve the same life that he had
He wished the fucking engine would've blown to pieces

whitetrashmidwesterntown (cover)

lyrics:

9TAILS:

seeing signs hold up
she just blew my mind wow
we dont speak
she just talking with her eyes now
heave when i breathe
air and water blow my chest out
bury me
at the bottom of the waterwell

slow down a bit
got me sad i know u know that
feeling sick
baby hit me with the toe tag
why we here
where my friends and all my bros at
imma a shadow here
and i know that u know that

i know that u know that
i know where my phone at
imma call a friend
and they gon scoop me like u know that
since like way back
i been on my own shit
late night text
from ur number imma block it
i just hit playback
on all of the dumb shit
it was ur fault
and i know i shoulda stopped it

BARREN:

breathing down my neck
like you live for that
you must think that I’m
still not fucking over it
you need to get a grip
you’re losing all your shit
drink out the waterwell
move on and go home please
you fucking bitch
living out the same dream
over and over
again
you’re making it hard to 
break out of you’re fucking grip

im not even flaunting
im not even crossing
revolving door around my conscious
see right through
but don’t get caught
in it

TOGETHER:

seeing signs hold up
she just blew my mind wow
we dont speak
she just talking with her eyes now
heave when i breathe
air and water blow my chest out
bury me
at the bottom of the waterwell

slow down a bit
got me sad i know u know that
feeling sick
baby hit me with the toe tag
why we here
where my friends and all my bros at
imma a shadow here
and i know that u know that

waterwell ft. barren (prod. kodyak)

lyrics:

contact goyard with the arm strap
bet ill bounce back quicker than i fall back
bet ill text back quicker than you call back
all the smoke got me feeling like a smokestack

come thru i dont know my eyes red
when they close i can see you in my eye lids
nearly gone, so i roll another blunt wrap
all the smoke got me feeling like a smokestack

smoking slo mo
that shit kick in pronto
i just got some new friends
i put in my new phone

feeling blue like the faces in my bank note
i dont need a meal i just need a fucking goose coat

now she getting real close
start to tell me she know how i feel tho
say we work and she can read me with her eyes closed
i just stay inside so how the fuck would you know

broken car yellow stars
lead me home
sense your hate
and i can feel it in my bones
sense erased
feel my mind work on its own
see your face
in the pictures on my phone
know your place
whats the value of your soul
hows it taste
when you eat your lover whole
cant replace 
the emotions in the mold
change of state
she said ive never been so cold

contact goyard with the arm strap
bet ill bounce back quicker than i fall back
bet ill text back quicker than you call back
all the smoke got me feeling like a smokestack

come thru i dont know my eyes red
when they close i can see you in my eye lids
nearly gone, so i roll another blunt wrap
all the smoke got me feeling like a smokestack

smokestack (prod. fats'e)

my friends (prod. killedmyself)

lyrics:

they stay hating on me like they used to
she dont wanna feel me like she used to
they still sleeping on me like im used to
but its been the same shit since high school

i been deep in the green like a jungle
all i do is work all i do is hustle
ya im too busy right now couldnt come thru
but its been the same shit since highschool

long hair blow back everytime i fucking come thru
feeling like a throw back everytime i miss you
thinking all the right things when i kiss you
saying all the wrong words into tissues

breaking down to the ground, but my heart still beating
done grieving but im still bleeding
shes so far from a heathen
keep me sane and it keep my breathing

round after round downing shots of bacardi
im still home while she fienin at the party
1am downin water with the molly
lied to my face when she say she just like me

they stay hating on me like they used to
she dont wanna feel me like she used to
they still sleeping on me like im used to
but its been the same shit since high school

i been deep in the green like a jungle
all i do is work all i do is hustle
ya im too busy right now couldnt come thru
but its been the same shit since highschool

high school (prod. ftbondatrack)

prod. @notmorgn featuring @i_x_t_a_i_l_s

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFHw9ImuMok

guccihighwaters:

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

rot all alone cus i stay locked in my home
i only see the fucking light when my friends are getting stoned

i don't smoke that shit my brain to fucked up
if i could i would i always seem to the worst luck
anxiety embedded in my bones
when i turned 10 man i always felt all alone

9 years later you know im still floating
above the rough ocean treading in emotions
sippin on the potion plan to turn my ghost in
i will fade away no one ever fuckin knows me

9TAILS:

side note ps i would go back
to the scenes i keep seeing in my flashbacks
on the nights when i dream it never makes sense
cross the line and hurry back like im defense

breathe swallow air then i dive in the deep end
calmer under water love when everything is silent
seeing faces even when im not dreaming
tell me are they real i really hope that you can see them

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

side note (feat. 9TAILS)

produced by @teendepression 

art by https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

i used to be scared to just be myself
right until i fucking caved and just changed myself
twitching on the floor i dont need no help
i need to dump my thoughts on someone else

smoke up a zip all to myself
all this marijuana just kills my health 
i cough more than i can speak
if block that thought i dont feel so weak

if i block that thought i dont feel so weak
time moves fast and life looks bleak
before i pass i wanna live my dream

nights grow longer i lose sleep
mind grows stronger limbs grow weak
just put me out of my misery

i couldnt fuck with the vices soon
all of the shit has subsided blue
waters are filling my eyelids
i think im reaching the island

come out the water and feel renewed
all of the troubles have left from you
go do whatever you wanted to
when life doesnt matter its possible

oh god
how long have you been standing there
lights grow dim
i cant get air
i cant win and its not fair
and i cant move so get the fuck out of here

i couldnt win if i wanted
continue it when i say stop it
nothing else could ever hurt me
when im busy already hurting

i guess all my work was a waste shit
im getting sick of the way i say
my words cause im always eating them
and im getting sick of the taste

cold out
but no snow out
its august
but i wear a coat out

on the walk back
from your house
phones dead so i listen to the street sounds

i used to be scared to just be myself
right until i fucking caved and just changed myself
twitching on the floor i dont need no help
i need to dump my thoughts on someone else

smoke up a zip all to myself
all this marijuana just kills my health 
i cough more than i can speak
if block that thought i dont feel so weak

the island (prod. tinyforest)

produced by @white-shinobi

lyrics:

so many places to go
i wanna visit with u
whenever im not touching road
u give me something to do

baby could u call me back
i keep on trying again
girl u dont gotta hold back
just let me love u again

how u gon say u not into me
then get up on me again 
how u gon talk about trust
when u think im fucking ur friend

baby i know u been playing me
that shit it tears me apart
but i cant really complain
i knew that shit from the start

i been in the fucking zone
producers hit me on the phone
nobody can get enough of me
so why am i feeling alone

why am i feeling alone
come by cause im always home
ring the bell if i dont come
then im out back in the smoke

she always said im a stoner
but she get it from me for the low
i been feeling like a goner
but i guess thats just how it goes

im so sorry but 
this cant wait
i needed to go
i needed to tell u everything and then some more
i needed to know
if we feeling cold

u cant help but pull away from me
sometimes words are hard to believe
this may sound crazy if it dont make sense
so let me run it by one more time again like

so many places to go
i wanna visit with u
whenever im not touching road
u give me something to do

baby could u call me back
i keep on trying again
girl u dont gotta hold back
just let me love u again

so many places to go
i wanna visit with u
whenever im not touching road
u give me something to do

baby could u call me back
i keep on trying again
girl u dont gotta hold back
just let me love u again

wintr nites + morning rain (prod. white shinobi)

produced by @white-shinobi

art by insidetoout.tumblr.com/

lyrics:

lighter flipped out lighting up a spliff 
ive been told this is good as life'll get
heartbreaker and i havent broke a sweat
windbreaker white stripes on the back

push start thats the way i turn it on
when i drive she just like to turn me on
hide the ash gotta put it out fast
this is a rental and it got enough gas

they watching me like a trilogy
over 9000 with the energy
uber a porsche and i keep the keys
i hope u enjoy university
i hope u enjoy university
i hope u enjoy university
imma be off prolly overseas
imma be off prolly smoking weed
prolly spending stacks while i make em back
while the loud pack gimme heart attacks
its hard to breathe when im so relaxed

fucking my girl in the ghost
grind while we listen to post
celebration its a toast
im inebriated at the most

and all i wanted was to make u happy
girl why do u never text me
my mind is full but the screen is empty
but its been like this since u left me

make u happy (prod. white shinobi)

produced by why loner at https://twitter.com/why_loner

search search
fight like the greeks and the persians
u want merch
dont got enough of my earnings
i gotta soul search
maybe i live for a purpose
maybe worse
but fuck it im dying for certain

fuck it im dying for certain
i do not make enough earnings
maybe i live for a purpose
but fuck it dying for certain

fuck it im dying for certain
maybe i live for a purpose
fuck it i make enough earnings 
i guess am dying for certain

i blend in like im in camoulage
i walk around with no entourage
one of my boys wear a g shock
when i come up he gon get audemar

my mans still whippin a civic
saw the ghost he couldnt get it
i swear imma get u a lambourghini
u need to hear when u whip it

rolly is iced it dont look like it tickin
think im addicted to spinach
she look like emma watson
and she on my broom like its quidditch

i used to hit bed with no food in my stomach
and now i cant finish
im stable but i keep on waiting to plummet
im reaching my summit

fuck with my brain 
fuck with my brain
drugs drive me insane
im doing great
stay in ur lane
i dont need the fame
i dont wanna talk
but reporters hit me up anyway
id go to the mall
been i been up for like two nights and i aint looking great

looking rough
im not feeling great
havent ate nothing but a rice cake
bottom lip i got toothepaste
rock bottom bitch how the dirt taste
got candy bars how the words taste
take cheap shots like a cheap skate
my women look like lois lane 
her pussy sweet like a cheese cake

fuck it im dying for certain
i do not make enough earnings
maybe i live for a purpose
but fuck it dying for certain

fuck it im dying for certain
maybe i live for a purpose
fuck it i make enough earnings 
i guess am dying for certain

dying for certain (prod. why loner)

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dying for certain (prod. why loner)

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