lyrics:

U dont know shit about me n I dont blame u
cause After all he did to u its hard to trust me so u aint able
Drug paraphernalia on top the table in my home
She text me I love u then she tell me it was a typo

No more x8

Alright alright
I been in the area here like all night tonight
But she bored and tryna fight
and U crazy u wild
and U grown and employed but u still act like a child
and I said what I said so we aint spoke in a while
and Im damaged again So she use me again
Cause I let it happen again cause I just love seeing her smile 
I kicked some problems for a couple of days but u know me Ill snap back to my ways like nothings changed im the same The habits become ingrained
I need to deal with the pain so Please do not come to my aid
Im away from home but the road feel like my second home when im in my zone
I drink like I party but I much prefer to drink alone
I record and wake up wondering what I had wrote
Im only 22 but living like this had made me old

No more x16

The city rough
No one show u emotion till its hate for when u coming up
Like “im mad its not me glowing up”
But that’s just a part of growing up
Still they show u love with pity invites when they don’t think that u showing up
But then u pulling up
And its a different story every time
Im glad u made it now we pouring lines and we getting high
Ask me how I been doing and im like getting by
I couldn’t count the amount of times ive had to fake the smile
People want in my head too much
They fail but she the magic touch
Substance be my crutch But I keep it cobra clutch
You’ll never guess im off my face but I dont even know my name
and I feel like superman on teslas she my Lois lane
this Shit is so poetic and Life get way too hectic so these scripts act like a medic
I hope to be eclectic in my writings like I said it so they know just who to credit
I made 20 thousand edits but they still dont get the message like Damn
I take out my brain and I do a chest roll for u
The label work the circus and they teach me all the moves now
I rattle out my cage inside this foul human zoo now
She ask me bout my goals but I had never had a clue
Oh u negative No that won’t do
Oh u mad at the world Well I am too
Oh u poppin shit Well I try to too
and They told me I was ugly in my brain like u

No more x16

no more (jabarionthebeat x kxvi)

[Verse 1]

The space you leave reminds me
I am water, not just plaster
How hearts get cast to hold each other
Mold each other—some harden, some shatter
Some are more like clay
The silence is like time without a shape
Here I find me: hard edges, liquid walls
Some parts drying, some dissolve
Like a microscope, I magnify when I'm alone
What do I find? How have I hardened?
How have I grown?

[Verse 2]

Now I'm breathing back into moments 
I wasn't fully being
Wasn't able to fully receive them
Wasn't speaking, wasn't hearing
Now I listen to myself—
"Promise me, you will never leave," I plead
"Never. Only you can be yourself
Not a role, not a pattern, not like anybody else"

But my children, they need to hear the same from me
I can't promise to always be right there with them
Not when every week we're torn apart
Shared custody, work, school, daycare
How many hours am I not there
Where they want—where they need—me to be?
I can't lie, I can't always be there
I… I…, it gets hard to breathe

Reminds me of silence, reminds me—
I can't always be there for my children
But I can teach them how to always be
With themselves, to never leave
I love them, and I teach them to love
Who they are, who they be

[Hook]

I write to fight evil—no
I write love fiercely
I write to witness being alive
I write for a world where my children
Will want to stay alive, and thrive

[Verse 3]

That's a real concern
Teen suicide been on the rise
Tripled since they been legalizing the lies
Making humans an abstraction
No measure that reflects real life
I've been writing from capitalism's confines
Lowest tier of the triple bottom line
A renewable resource to be optimized, not self-actualized
Where humans are to be seen and not heard
Polished puppets grateful to serve

I write to hear, to see myself
I disappear when my voice is stifled or ignored
Like my words are ghosts walking through bodies
Unnoticed, unheard
I write because selling status pays more
Than expressing love and care
Serving the machine is the priority
Not being where you're most needed
Too much liability to care
Consider this my love letter
A silent way to meet you when I'm not there

[Bridge]

Words don't carry the weight
They aren't fragmented, they can't erase—
Naw, that's in me, not your place
To tell me what I meant or what's the case
I'm tired of y'all thinking you can hear me
Treating me like an echo of the words I speak
Not even checking if we're on the same page

I'm speaking clearly from a place
You can't map, you can't analyze
You cannot turn into a commodity
You cannot cannibalize
I know you hate this, navigating in the dark
That's because it's not your territory
Only place that's yours to claim, to define
Is your own mind, your own thought
But—this isn't about you
I set you free, I'm not your mirror
I'm not your product, I'm not your enemy

[Verse 4]

Can't price love neatly
Can't tokenize and extract care given freely
Treat humanity like they died
All the ghosts of Christmas past
Taken to court, whole claim dismissed
Cost socialized and subsidized
Whole generation of scrooges trying to live forever
No redistribution, gotta prepare for infinity
But can't measure—
Even a trillion trillion, is that enough?
Claws dug in life like "Help! It's killing us!"
Hoarding forever, building tombs
Their bunkers and mansions will be the pyramids of the future
Everyone left wondering: with all this wealth, all this tech
Why'd billions starve? End up dead?
What were they really doing here?

Because abstraction keeps us all in inaction
Because when you live in your head
You can dream of anything and never need
Your math to be mathing
Because you mistake the introject for the person
You mistake the projection for their distortion
Because you treat me and my children like a data point
A flat metric, a probabilistic means of capital generation
Without consent of valuation
Because you never touched or listened 
To a single person on your excel spreadsheet…

Couldn’t fit all the lyrics.

Love Letter

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All tracks prodded by me except for "False Hope".
thank you so much for listening and supporting me <3
i love you all <3 :)
ENJOY!

LYRICS:



$waine:
red laces on the balmains, laced up
yeah we warring bout the ice like a face off
this a tip to the game, like im paid off
this a deduction, like a pay stub
where i was and who i am, i guess ill never know
all i know is i got music on the stereo
its all me like i got nobody else
but i mean it when i say that i been makin so much filth
dirty when i play it back, i know that you can smell
but i got so many things to do i cant come out the shell
working overnight it seems i feel like my own manager
late night lil link up team go erase the passenger
everybody driving now, we leading like a matador (x2)

2 bags full of cash on the table
bad bitch eyes me like a eagle
tats hips, big lips, count c-notes
pop shit, too lit, ride me slow 
tongue ring, good lick like snow cone
so cold, heart froze, on a big roll

blue jeans, so clean givenchy
my girl too hot, like palm tree
in the back, Thats That, like audi
audemars on arm, lord timepiece

Givenchy (feat. 9TAILS)

produced by 9TAILS

samples from kingsway music library

lyrics:

motherfucking tired of these problem starter bitches
hit my line for something else
but know im never fucking with it
pussy boy you reach
ill save you the speech
fix your fucking life
i dont got time to preach
you v me
whos it gonna be
bitch ill crush your fucking soul before you come at me
i said i like the way
your girl had looked at me
i bet that i could sweep her up
and get her out her jeans
dont you question me
your crew my fucking seeds
i might slap the plaque right off em if you kiss ur teeth
ahh make me bleed
now thats a sight to see
i said ill crush your fucking soul before you touching me
ahh

sewer gang shit
spitting acid hot shit
out my mouth dont get offended if i say some fuck shit
everytime i get lit
why i go way to far with it
im passing out on someones couch holding an empty 2 6

i got some baggage 
but ill carry on
i got some questions
for a higher one
fuck whats this planet 
that you put me on
is chasing dreams ever gon pay off

i wake on weekends and live like i made it
10am wake up roll up get faded
smoke so many woods i swear im jaded to em
pink dress shirt know had to do it to em
acoustic on my lap and i got mixtures in my hand
take a sip im floating some like peter pan
throw some cash i might just go to iceland but 
my hair the only thing i got in rubber bands huh

boom pow crash blip
all that fucking comic shit
i load up in the lyrics
and i fire like a rocketship
quick with it
im burning lately i been on my comet shit
i get to the cheese i been on my wallace and gromit shit 
every track i made till now swear i remember all of it
growth has come with patience i work like im fucking calling it
gang of giants squad roll out youd look at me like optimus
im not checking odds for this
work like its my job for this

soon you shall see
everything i had imagined
come to be exactly how i had accounted for

i got some baggage 
but ill carry on
i got some questions
for a higher one
fuck whats this planet 
that you put me on
is chasing dreams ever gon pay off

i wake on weekends and live like i made it
10am wake up roll up get faded
smoke so many woods i swear im jaded to em
pink dress shirt know had to do it to em

sewers

produced by 9TAILS

samples from kingsway music library

lyrics:

packed down pipe
in the christmas lights
in the middle room
fried on a wednesday night
one track mind and i never think twice
wrist water hit the light look like gatorade white
checkered up vans like talladega nights
john reilly with the curls
ricky bobby with the drive
crystal skull and five alive
solo mission stay inside
phony figures cant confide
in many people in my life
im working like its do or die
but still find time for getting high
crush a q and resupply
stoned flow is verbal arsenic
the sauce brewed and the fans fucked with it
jealousy an epidemic

epidemic
you infected
dont get close to me
had no reason
had no traction
what the fuck you see
i can hear your
past emotions
calling out to me
did the same thing
as my baby
and just let it be

gmail full of you fell off shit
i wonder how it felt to send it
what the fuck did i fall off of
if i had barely had leverage
if i had barely had the traction
when every song i made was rationed
when all the lyrics started matching
now with this unreleased im laughing
project worth of em no cap
upload all of em with no caps
diamond mine this one could make me shine
like a bald broski with no cap
taking shots but got no strap
flood the hats and put no claps
now the beat sound like the crowds bad
but theres no crowd at the mousepad
b cup bra on the matress
double cup but like no ac
got a bad one on my ballsack
cup it up like a jock strap
so good i had to spit about it
when she use her knees like ong bak
clothes throwing on
im already gone
she said "there he go"
no kodak


epidemic
you infected
dont get close to me
had no reason
had no traction
what the fuck you see
i can hear your
past emotions
calling out to me
did the same thing
as my baby
and just let it be

thankyou for listening ♥♦♣♠

epidemic

produced by scottysplash
written, mixed & mastered by 9TAILS

lyrics:

artist with the words i got my flow straight outta OCAD
labels trading prices on me artist in the NASDAQ
iphone speaker all cracked
someone might've tapped that
his girlfriend call me baby i cant have her cause you tapped that
enemies have been in there
i would never smash that
call of duty camping on the day they think i could crack
sadness come with losing
guess i never been sad
i look anorexic but im eating from my mouse pad
i should get some food now
mcdouble on my nightstand

thrifted jeans
tommy tee
all these girls will love you if you let em take it from me
burnt cd mixes in her stereo
you cant get that shit from me
this not a feel good trip
fragile feelings shit
i got appointments i cant miss its 2am she need that dick
netflix isnt needed
by the time i got there she was waiting to clean me up
waiting to catch a nut

soft heart
like it used to be
wide arms id embrace em like a movie scene
hard head
its what the world had done to me
fuck a fling i been pushing at my boundaries

artist with the words i got my flow straight outta OCAD
labels trading prices on me artist in the NASDAQ
iphone speaker all cracked
someone might've tapped that
his girlfriend call me baby i cant have her cause you tapped that
enemies have been in there
i would never smash that
call of duty camping on the day they think i could crack
sadness come with losing
guess i never been sad
i look anorexic but im eating from my mouse pad
i should get some food now
mcdouble on my nightstand

music got em switching  up
all these fuckers i cant trust
all these problems i keep hush
you should be glad im quiet huh
youd be done if i talk up
ill say it to the camera if you act up
that man called me waste and he cant even waste my stamina
yugioh i challenge you
fire on my track and i aint even use my mana huh
rip a bowl and ravage you
chimney smoke my throat im spitting goodies feel like santa huh
my bro look like goku blue and he just wanna damage you

artist with the words i got my flow straight outta OCAD
labels trading prices on me artist in the NASDAQ
iphone speaker all cracked
someone might've tapped that
his girlfriend call me baby i cant have her cause you tapped that
enemies have been in there
i would never smash that
call of duty camping on the day they think i could crack
sadness come with losing
guess i never been sad
i look anorexic but im eating from my mouse pad
i should get some food now
mcdouble on my nightstand

OCAD (prod. scottysplash)

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

draft 001 (prod. idealism)

heart_beat (sewerperson)

thats my brother jay (solow)

Unreleased Acoustic Sewerperson Song

Imma go and leave the house again i got my backbone
Watch the ground shatter glass when i walk up on
People only call me when there something always wrong
I see distant memories creepin when i pass by
Hope its the last time
Stay connected like its land line
Watch my footing cause im surrounded by land mines
Never gonna trip cause im allways on stand by
I got ice up on my wrist you know this shit took time

Pills in my system only reason I would fall
Error in my coding so i always reinstall
They always try to stop me but im breaking threw these walls
Still hopin for that call

every night
baby i used to see u bout like every night
now im like
are we alright
damn
i just hold my head and dig my feet into the sand
man i miss my home land
u look like an angel in this candle light ya
the news had said that storm out west been heading over here
we sit in front this fire waiting for it to appear
while my eyes roll back into me as shes thumbing thru my hair
exhausting all my energy into the summer air
i swear i had this in me way before i was aware
sheath this field when im in public cause i hate when people stare
this aura seeping out of me whenever im feeling scared
black clovers
covering my books
im tainted
i levelled before i was ready now its rage i shoulda waited
rippin thru my mind i separate from what i hated
i live in constant fear of my projection in my basement

Everyday thinkful to god that i made it 22 
I be mixin all my pills and with my liquor to
She be fuckin good im keepin all the answers inside the coop
She tell me that’s she wasted i tell her im am to
Markings on her body 
She levitate the room
In my mind i tell her that ill see her soon
I be writing scriptures in these pages
Witth you know i keep it weighted 
Hated
Only show me love when your jaded
New beginnings but im feeling outdated 
Comin home to see nobody waited
Oblivious is stated

Standby ft sewerperson (Prod. APT.102)

There is no real/official 9TAILS twitter, Instagram, youtube, in-game accounts or anything else. ANY account claiming/pretending to be or acting like they are 9TAILS on any platform is 100% fake.

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