Thoughts

She Tell Me Im Dyin  (jabarionthebeat)

lyrics:

Well I guess this is how the world gets even
We could of died that night but were breathing still
Well i must believe now if I had never
Without the shelter over head were at the weathers will
But now u know I know you so much better
Then however much the person next could ever
I guess you won and still im fine with how I never will
sure he’s the sun but it dont work without the chlorophyll

The cape winds still speak to me
And prolong my pain to condition me
I swear ill be thicked skin come tragedy
And flip pain into these broken heart  melodies

With storm clouds on this windless night
I could hear the whole talk this time
Off the lake thru this pale moonlight I know
I was bound to accept this blight I know 
I hold my heart in my own two hands so well
Filled with glue and duct tape I applied myself
I think Ill just save the tears for when im by myself
In my head I never guessed I would’ve lost myself

But tonight
Its ok
Were just fine
And This whiskey inside of me is sun light
I can wait
For my time
But Till then I step thru landmines
But I get by
And Ill survive
When I die ill wait for u to reach my side
And I cant lie
Ive been torn up
But in time we always heal and we grow up

I trip and I fall over my own two feet
Everything described is always never what it seems
But still I look great thru this horse shit mood
But whenever I talk I fail to hide the blue

Well I guess this is how the world gets even
We could of died that night but were breathing still
Well i must believe now if I had never
Without the shelter over head were at the weathers will
But now u know I know you so much better
Then however much the person next could ever
I guess you won and still im fine with how I never will
sure he’s the sun but it dont work without the chlorophyll
With storm clouds on this windless night
I could hear the whole talk this time
Off the lake thru this pale moonlight I know
I was bound to accept this blight I know
I hold my heart in my own two hands so well
Filled with glue and duct tape I applied myself
I think Ill just save the tears for when im by myself
In my head I never guessed I would’ve lost myself

bad_weather (splashgvng x milodrama)

Sewerperson - Shrapnel 4 Breakfast (savagegasp)

lyrics:

Hot tongues in the mix in the inn at night
In the lobby I will change for my cinderella
It all changed when I thought about the u and I
It all changed six months ago come this mid September
Front bangs hit my chest when we sleep at night
We roll ups wood and get some  lower eyes
How I feel against u how I wanna die
I swear ill be urs till im a poltergeist
 
Back home in this snow storm mid December
Troop left and I morned in this stormy weather
I made sure to be on for them all spring
U See the sewage but u dont know what the fox brings
Im surprised u made a solid effort
But I waste u and I play around inside the remnants 
Felt my words leave ur mouth while u coughing
Oh im sad when I need to kill an offspring
Loose in the moonlight
Dirt leaves and a black sky
I told you to kill me
Now I watch u lose your life
I pray that u hear me
From up inside paradise
I pray that u heal me
I wish instead I died
Drowned
Somewhere in the lake
I start growing bloated from this water in my veins
Still safe from the fire
Back at where we stayed
I left home but I cant forget the place
Oh Im tearing up
Proud
Not upon my name
U can take a picture but just leave me out the frame
I dont wanna be found
Rather be erased
Even now she remember my face
Oh im tearing up

Hot tongues in the mix in the inn at night
In the lobby I will change for my cinderella
It all changed when I thought about the u and I
It all changed six months ago come this mid September
Front bangs hit my chest when we sleep at night
We roll ups wood and get some  lower eyes
How I feel against u how I wanna die
I swear ill be urs till im a poltergeist

Cinderella (branwen)

[Verse]

Storm cloud mind, thunder in the brain

808s stomp, shake the windowpane

Snakes in the grass, venom in the chain

Words cut deep, sharper than a fang



Stepping on beats, the concrete cracks

Echoes in the void, shadows on my back

Lost in the maze, no map, just facts

Every move I make, the system reacts



[Chorus]

Trap thunder, rolling in the night

Trap thunder, flashes of the fight

Trap thunder, shaking up the heights

Lightning in my veins, can't dim my light



[Verse 2]

Heart in a snare, bassline thump

Life's a tightrope, no safety jump

Eyes on the prey, the hunt begun

Caged in the rhythm, can't come undone



Money talks loud, whispers to the soul

Pawns in the game, chasing fool's gold

King on the board, but the nights stay cold

Crown too heavy, truth never sold



[Chorus]

Trap thunder, rolling in the night

Trap thunder, flashes of the fight

Trap thunder, shaking up the heights

Lightning in my veins, can't dim my light

Trap Thunder

prod. @notmorgn featuring @i_x_t_a_i_l_s

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFHw9ImuMok

guccihighwaters:

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

rot all alone cus i stay locked in my home
i only see the fucking light when my friends are getting stoned

i don't smoke that shit my brain to fucked up
if i could i would i always seem to the worst luck
anxiety embedded in my bones
when i turned 10 man i always felt all alone

9 years later you know im still floating
above the rough ocean treading in emotions
sippin on the potion plan to turn my ghost in
i will fade away no one ever fuckin knows me

9TAILS:

side note ps i would go back
to the scenes i keep seeing in my flashbacks
on the nights when i dream it never makes sense
cross the line and hurry back like im defense

breathe swallow air then i dive in the deep end
calmer under water love when everything is silent
seeing faces even when im not dreaming
tell me are they real i really hope that you can see them

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

side note (feat. 9TAILS)

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//ごめんなさい//

thank you guys so much for the endless amount of support. working with my favorite artists is something i never imagined would become a reality, but you've all made it achievable. i cherish what this music has brought me & i hope we can all grow together in unison through it. i love you guys so much.

this is the first single off my upcoming album, "lacuna" which'll be out october 28th

huge s/o to my mans @i_x_t_a_i_l_s
i can't thank you enough for hoppin' on this one with me

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guardin x 9TAILS - suffocate

produced by @killedmyself

cover art found at 80sanime.tumblr.com/post/134500403407

lyrics:

look at me catching breathe
i got way too many problems on my chest
tell the clock that it gotta reset
im sitting in my room i should be running up a cheque
needa vent
got so many thoughts evolving in my head
some of them could show me id be better dead
fuck em block em out and focus on the bread

its 1:50 
view dizzy
drink fizzy
heads spinning
blunt flicking
bong hitting 
cant lose
stay winning

574 new balance
blue polo player pajama
words make u sweat like saunas
bars bring heat like llamas

petrified
u look dead inside
but i can tell u scared
no u cant hide

look at me catching breathe
i got way too many problems on my chest
tell the clock that it gotta reset
im sitting in my room i should be running up a cheque
needa vent
got so many thoughts evolving in my head
some of them could show me id be better dead
fuck em block em out and focus on the bread

reset the clock (prod. killedmyself)

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ＳＵＢＪＥＣＴ　ＭＡＴＴＥＲ

ＣＬＯＳＥ　ＹＯＵＲ　ＥＹＥＳ　＆　ＴＡＫＥ　ＩＴ　
ＡＬＬ　ＩＮ

ＭＡＹ　ＴＨＩＳ　ＢＲＩＮＧ　ＹＯＵ　ＰＥＡＣＥ

//ごめんなさい//

lacuna

just breathe (feat. st. silver)

@lilmoonlet <3

hello?

you call in the night why you tryin to fight me
i don't get the issue i'm sorry i'm trying
i just can't relate to your problems
how you expect me to solve them, i hope you don't think i'll resolve them

sometimes its just not that easy
(not that easy)
sometimes its just not that easy
(i wish that it could be)
your vices control you you're not seeing clearly
(i wish you could see what you're doing to me)
your vices control you you're not seeing clearly
(i need you to be, all that you can be, i'm sorry)

you call in the night why you tryin to fight me
i don't get the issue i'm sorry i'm trying
i just can't relate to your problems
how you expect me to solve them

i am only human, how do you expect me to react when you're abusive
i get that you're hurting but i'm not deserving of being your way out 
if i'm such a burden then why don't you leave
hoping you'll stay but its hard to foresee, if you will ever be happy with me
i can't keep doing this every week, i'm growing too weak, 
i think this relationship has reached its peak, i'm growing to weak
so sad its bleak

you call in the night why you tryin to fight me
i don't get the issue i'm sorry i'm trying
i just can't relate to your problems
how you expect me to solve them

problems w/ moonlet (prod.hkfiftyone)

i will never be a memory 2/14/18


i dont got nothin but time
i feel it burning inside
the ghosts of my past they berate me
the feeling just cannot escape me
hate me but you are forgiven
this is the point that youre missin
blind faith in apparitions
no way to lose inhabitions

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again

wasting the day
and im wasting your space
you told me to get the fuck out your face
sometimes i wish i could just fade away
the same way the ink on my skin turns to grey

scars on my body remind me of pain
reminding me that nothing will be the same
reminding me that nothing gold ever stays
and itll always be this way

violence in the purest form
we both know when it rains it pours

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again
(x2)

violence in the purest form (prod. charlie shuffler)

neverclear (prod. scandibeats)

factuals (prod. canis major)

produced by 9TAILS

fragile mind
I'll find a way inside I know
let her ride
bring the heat until the drive is white snow
you can't cry
and spring that guilt on me I hope you know
I don't lie
I'm just speaking different truths on the low

lemme go
friends step in show girlie to the door
whole scene started moving slow-mo
I thought we got her out
but she just hit me for her phone
enough about phones
fuck a phone
my love meant nothing if I didn't give you passcodes
going through my bag when I'm stoned
who is it that you think I'm tryna bone
oh no I can barely text you back
let alone hoes
let alone bros
even my own family barely catch me before the tone
they think I got cold
think I got a stained soul
really I'm just tryna mix these vocals to the beat
it's about the only time I go airplane mode
never left my country far as airplanes go
I got people hitting me to book paid shows
no passport guess I'll reach the venue on a boat
lake Ontario could take me to Buffalo
the waters hella cold this time of year so I don't know
still I hit you with the news right away
but you just brush it off no "wow, thats great"
no "can't believe your passion is the way you're getting cake"
even if you did hype it it would feel fake
it would feel so played out
too custom made
acting like I made it there'd be nothing you could make
god damn

fragile mind
I'll find a way inside I know
let her ride
bring the heat until the drive is white snow
you can't cry
and spring that guilt on me I hope you know
I don't lie
I'm just speaking different truths on the low

thankyou for listening

fragile

produced by 9TAILS

combo breaker life just done turned into realer shit
almost lost my bro the other day to prescriptions
please just send him love
been one hell of a month
I need that man here
I love my bothers like a son for real
how I stay inside
and hold my faith that I'll blow up for real
hit my block for backwoods
then it's back to booting up FL
talking sound like static 
when the beat play from the beats pill
moonrocks with some vodka
making magic like I'm copperfield
woah
quick to the mic no slow
make beats then I hit flows
I just chopped my hair
I swear my fanbase is the only thing that grows
I might have some thorns and ya it shows
mean as fuck theres no payoff
stop looking for my rose
hoes
stay all up in my phone
cant talk in my zone
even if I could I'd facetime
my main on the phone
hands slide on her tattoos as I kiss her on the throat
this not Call of Duty but I got her going prone
she say she love my tone
said it sound like anger with a mix of monotone
I do not wear wool it make me itch
so why they calling me the goat
i dont know
my personal opinion is that I'm not even close
I'd never boast about the shit that
I'm supposed to hold as passion
acting like I'll blow is what'll make it never happen
everybody saying they're the best is less than avergae
I see too much arrogance on
my twitter I can't stand it
I can't have it

outside is heat now
CP24 told me four shootings in a week now
used to be downtown but now its 
two blocks from my street now
city grizzly children need more safety
than just seatbelts
walking home from starbucks get you
jammed just for your drink now
when it's bright out
12 year olds are scared to ride their bikes out
or fly kites out
not even when it's night out
that shit make me wanna cry now

you can trust me
you can tell me
things you wouldn't dare speak
there's not much I haven't seen
my thoughts are melting
you can trust me
you can love me
without the worry of me leaving
for a few weeks at least
girl take it or leave it

thankyou for listening

combo breaker

lyrics:

look at it falling apart
i got some quads in my swisher i member when seeds 
would rip it apart
im blowing sticky im blowing disease
i got this shark on my shorts
lately his shawty been feelin on me
i pipe at his in the dark
diamonds high vis in the dark
i had swim with the sharks
high fashion drip like the ocean on me
baby just get in the car
she barely fit in those saint laurent jeans
she grab on my crotch for the pork
her man just texted my phone with the beef
perc got me bored
i sip on this drink and my power restores

where is she at
i bought his shawty some passes and that bitch is way in the back
muscle relax
i took a percocet pill and i feel it massaging my back
going to fast triple up dash blow by head lights too bright on
the 401
panic attack
bitches be smoking on kush too much green out n they throwin up
i gotta blast
took the lil bitch to condo pronto south toronto
love me on text then she mad when i never say it back like edge
and dick and bono
beat it up im throwing out combos
she gon hit the hit note soprano
blowin gas propane in the shit
shit i might blow up in this bitch

look at it falling apart
i got some quads in my swisher i member when seeds 
would rip it apart
im blowing sticky im blowing disease
i got this shark on my shorts
lately his shawty been feelin on me
i pipe at his in the dark
diamonds high vis in the dark
i had swim with the sharks
high fashion drip like the ocean on me
baby just get in the car
she barely fit in those saint laurent jeans
she grab on my crotch for the pork
her man just texted my phone with the beef
perc got me bored
i sip on this drink and my power restores

disease_130 (scottysplash)

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