Written by: Reapers Shadow
Produced by: 05alagen
Mixed by: Reapers Shadow & AkiraDoves 
Mastered by: AkiraDoves
Artwork edited by: Reapers Shadow

[Intro]
Just why did you have to leave
You're me & I'm you
So don't fucking 
Leave me behind 

[Verse]
Back in 2018 and 2019 
They'd fight every night 
Locking myself away 
In my safety chamber
Drowning ears with 
9tails, guardin, hk, nothing nowhere, and NF
Music was my life line
 
[Chorus]
Still have insecurities 
I'll never give up hope just to die 
That's your funeral 
But I won't take the cyanide
I'll live past unlike you

[Bridge]
Somehow I found love within friends 
I can call mine
Made a song for them 
Called Make Me Shine

[Chorus]
I still have insecurities that I hide
Still I'll never give up hope just to die 
In the end 
That's your funeral 
But I won't take the cyanide
Trying to find the truth 
Within these Polaroids

Insecurities (Prod. 05alagen)

2018-03-03 17:21:42.

Lyrics :

Not funny (Woah)
Spend too much time making music
I'm low on fluid
Don't write that bar, that shit is stupid
I'm going stupid
I release too much, I'm always moving
It's bad, it's habit
Now it's changing my life outside music


The bag will break if you put too much in
Collecting lighters and roaches inside my trash bin (Trash bin)
Deepest thoughts in my words my brain is wiretapped (Wiretapped)
Got no filter on him, you could taste the Scooby snacks (Scooby snacks)
Oh, you really shouldn't done that
Play the click, like the crib was on a mousepad
Break the game so easy it's like playing mousetrap
Break the bank to share the wealth like it's a kitkat (Kitkat)
Ay, okay, okay
Nose ring, hard headеd like a bowl, ole ole
Think I'll tеach him all a thing or two
I think I'm major pain
Cyborg, Super Saiyan, white hair, ultra instinct, yeah


Baby you don't get it, that's okay though (That's okay though)
I hate the easy, I'm chasing after the hard mode (Hard mode)
I really like you, I understand you're not mine though (Mine though)
But I'll choose to believe you if you (Ay) say so (Say so)
She bring a extra bag just for the night clothes (Night clothes)
She bring a extra phone just for the side bros (Side bros)
That party finna blow when she arrive though (Arrive though)
She just changing all her clothes inside the volvo (Inside the volvo)


Baby you don't get it that's okay though
I hate the easy, I'm chasing after the hard mode
I really like you, I understand you're not mine though
But I'll choose to believe you if you say so


Ay (Ay)
I don't really fuck with the deets, I'll let it play (Play)
Fuck me over, you fuck me over, not much to say (Not much to say)
Get me thinking and at this point you just in the way (In the way)
Don't know why you got comfy like you were here to say
Get up above out of my place
Grab your Jansport by the drapes
Pull that pants up to your waist
Don't try fucking for the cake
Don't try fucking for the dough
This is not a foreign concept, I've been here before
Same place, same scenario
Why they message like I'm in a foreign throwing up the doors
I'm in flannels playing warcraft on a decent computer
What are all the emojis for
She try speaking weblings if it was on her keyboard
Swear to god this shit abort (Oh)
Same shit, different day, ordering fish fillet
Click the link, play the wav, click FL and use my brain
Mama tell me take a break, "take a break?" not today
Working nights, working storms, vacay and holidays (Holidays)
If he hit me with the open, tell him make it done today (Done today)
Less I'm napping, needa sleeping, if not I'll send it your way
I'm not special, I just use time the most efficient way (Efficient way)
Vibe her mental and I don't know shit about my GPA (GPA)


Baby you don't get it, that's okay though
I hate the easy, I'm chasing after the hard mode (Woah)
I really like you, I understand you're not mine though
But I'll choose to believe you if you say so
Baby you don't get it, that's okay though
I hate the easy, I'm chasing after the hard mode
I really like you, I understand you're not mine though
But I'll choose to believe you if you say so
(Yeah, turn me up)
(Fuck you if you don't believe me, NV)


Baby you don't get it, that's okay though (That's okay though)
I hate the easy, I'm chasing after the hard mode (Hard mode)
I really like you, I understand you're not mine though (Mine though)
But I'll choose to believe you if you (Ay) say so (Say so)
She bring a extra bag just for the night clothes (Night clothes)
She bring a extra phone just for the side bros (Side bros)
That party finna blow when she arrive though (Arrive though)
She just changing all her clothes inside the volvo (Inside the volvo)

volvo (prod. roman rsk)

town by the rails (secre)

deafears (michael harrison)

pulm0n4ry (michael harrison)

4cc3pt4nc3 (neverforever)

2018-02-03 17:10:33

Lyrics : 

(Beam me up Scotty)
(Let's go)
Yeah, yeah, yeah


This is in my genesis
I make a move constructing weapons
Wipe out oppositions
Slave to rhythm abolitionist
Spit is acidic
Like my dixie cup was filled with piss
Killing shit, thrift it out the thrift and placed in a fit
High key moving solo
Fucking hate the vibe of company
When I'm in my zone
When I'm fried and home alone (Home alone)
Baffled by the luminescence it's pouring from my phone, yeah
Crippled by my genesis, it guide me to the cold, yeah (Cold)


Ayy
Okay, okay
Get inside my mind
Fool you running out of time
Take over my sight and try to guide me through the night (Through the night)
I have the elixir, baby, sure to make you right (Sure to make you right)
You cannot fucking be friends with me
I cannot fucking be friends with me
Constantly chasing an ecstasy
I know I could never catch, it's not meant to be
Do not disturb when you're texting me (Yuh)
I may have came with you next to me
Look at my eyes, just a check for me
I stare at me in the mirror they dead to me (Dead)
Twist the top like a bop it
Spark it up like a socket (Spark it)
Hemstring in my pocket
Burn the fuel like a rocket
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Genesis, genesis


This is in my genesis
I make a move constructing weapons
Wipe out oppositions
Slave to rhythm abolitionist
Spit is acidic
Like my dixie cup was filled with piss
Killing shit, thrift it out the thrift and placed in a fit
High key moving solo
Fucking hate the vibe of company
When I'm in my zone
When I'm fried and home alone (Home alone)
Baffled by the luminescence it's pouring from my phone, yeah
Crippled by my genesis, it guide me to the cold, yeah (Cold)

Okay, okay
Genesis, yuh
Genesis

genesis (prod. scottysplash)

quicksand

if i could read your mind
then maybe i'd do right
till then i'll just die
my heads the source of lies
if i could redesign
my soul to feel alive
then maybe
you could play along

in time we'll be alright
baby look into my eyes
this night's just another night
my heads just a waste of time
in the dark i can't help but cry
no matter where we are
i'll be by yourside

with you on me it's like a home
and i get scared when i'm alone
i need u

if i could just feel alive
then baby i could do it right
till then i'll just hate myself
my deaths the only thing to help

my death the only thing to help
my love

ificould (theMythic)

i feel it in my systems
it's invading my cognition
the more i mask the symptoms
my mind has started glitching 
i feel influences
i'm not sure i'm in control
i know i love my misses
i can feel it in my soul

i know that you miss me
i know that you're real
shadows here they tempt me
help me align this seal

i been calling out ur name
silence was all i  ever craved
could you help me with my mental state
dying's all i can seem to take
while your love could tell me i'm okay
i know deep down i'm never safe
and there's things deep down inside my brain
that tell me things i fucking hate

i feel it in my systems
it's invading my cognition
the more i mask the symptoms
my mind has started glitching 
i feel influences
i'm not sure i'm in control
i know i love my misses
i can feel it in my soul

glitchin (wraithontheporch)

The meaning behind my name is "The idea of the Reaper is cool yet scary to me & I live within the shadows of everyone and everything"


I make music about my struggles, frustrations, & Passions
I play video games, watch anime, & Chill with my friends when I'm not making music

@angelsofsorrows l is my close friend and mixes my songs along with my other close friend @joshiguess huge shoutout to them wouldn't be able to pursue music without their help

Been makin music for ~2 years.

A professional Shit Ass

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