lyrics:

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

I could do it all perfect and they’d still need more
I already quit once I won’t hide no more
Its lonely in ur head and I need the bottle to survive here
There are no fucking breaks I chose the path and ill die here
Oh u miss my pain well here’s the pain now clap
This shit feel the same as on that bridge when I had snapped
Eat ur fucking food u better enjoy it it cost souls
Im sitting in my room at 2am just drunk and stoned
Of course were all a bit fucked up that’s how it goes
But my job relies on being fucked up to go gold
The stress destroys me quickly but they love it so I stomach it
Abusing all this shit inside my body im in love with it
I cant hold relationships cause my body doesn’t work right
She touch me on my chest her hand went numb and she got frostbite
I been broken forever so u can treat me how u deem right
Vomit on my sweater Im throwing up because it feel nice
Its only right I give my wounds time to heal yea yea
I thought 150mg of Zoloft pills might help
I was wrong I was cursed from my birth I swear
This aint shit to fix with cigarettes and dyeing hair
I been out my mind since I got back on my meds
I cant even fuck or feel emotions in my head
I feel so alone inside this home that I built
This shit been my life every day it dont feel real

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

i start to rust (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Hot tongues in the mix in the inn at night
In the lobby I will change for my cinderella
It all changed when I thought about the u and I
It all changed six months ago come this mid September
Front bangs hit my chest when we sleep at night
We roll ups wood and get some  lower eyes
How I feel against u how I wanna die
I swear ill be urs till im a poltergeist
 
Back home in this snow storm mid December
Troop left and I morned in this stormy weather
I made sure to be on for them all spring
U See the sewage but u dont know what the fox brings
Im surprised u made a solid effort
But I waste u and I play around inside the remnants 
Felt my words leave ur mouth while u coughing
Oh im sad when I need to kill an offspring
Loose in the moonlight
Dirt leaves and a black sky
I told you to kill me
Now I watch u lose your life
I pray that u hear me
From up inside paradise
I pray that u heal me
I wish instead I died
Drowned
Somewhere in the lake
I start growing bloated from this water in my veins
Still safe from the fire
Back at where we stayed
I left home but I cant forget the place
Oh Im tearing up
Proud
Not upon my name
U can take a picture but just leave me out the frame
I dont wanna be found
Rather be erased
Even now she remember my face
Oh im tearing up

Hot tongues in the mix in the inn at night
In the lobby I will change for my cinderella
It all changed when I thought about the u and I
It all changed six months ago come this mid September
Front bangs hit my chest when we sleep at night
We roll ups wood and get some  lower eyes
How I feel against u how I wanna die
I swear ill be urs till im a poltergeist

Cinderella (branwen)

pain cup

produced by @larkinbeats

lyrics:

2 4 big blunts in the yard
fucked up when im not going hard
fucked up when im not going ham
cash stacked in the red rubber bands

ion really wanna always go hard
bottle service in the club free of charge
fucked up when im not going ham
hella faded but im feeling like a star

stars
im in the stars
too high bitch im on mars
whip foreigns only ride fast cars
we gon get rich while u watch
i know this one hit the spot
expensive shoes thrifted tops
i give this all that i got
im giving u all that i got

stars
constellations in the sky
rip spliffs and i listen to my own tracks
im finding the fuck ups im not gassed
dm's like bro how u do dat
bitch dont u watch how i do dis
im making songs when i feel like it
this shit does not have a blueprint

close the grinder lock the grooves in
the game had some space so i moved in
i come from the city of music
but i do not stress in my music
release less get more attention
that do not sound bout the music
if all u care about is a like button
move to youtube boy u losin

2 4 big blunts in the yard
fucked up when im not going hard
fucked up when im not going ham
cash stacked in the red rubber bands

ion really wanna always go hard
bottle service in the club free of charge
fucked up when im not going ham
hella faded but im feeling like a star

2 4 big blunts in the yard
fucked up when im not going hard
fucked up when im not going ham
cash stacked in the red rubber bands

ion really wanna always go hard
bottle service in the club free of charge
fucked up when im not going ham
hella faded but im feeling like a star

stars (prod. larkin)

produced by @idealismus

cover art by SirC at https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

i been feeling kind of lonely
maybe i should try and find somebody decent for me
i dont need no one to hold me
just that some of these ideas i have need to reach somebody elses ears
falling out with my peers
i dont enjoy nobody elses company and im scared
nobody really knows me
well enough to say whats wrong with me
and the people there that try deserve the deepest of apologies

took me 6 months
but i blew past
miss my medication
got brain zaps
looking at the scene
i dont reflect rap
im a skinny freckled kid
with no face tats

i live the life
if u minus all the ammunition
bitch i do the drugs
but i never wanna go to prison
my own blood turn on me
to see that shit is sickening
but i thank em for my lyrics
cause they fueled the feelings

blueberry og straight out the deal
my exes tell me im cold and i should learn how to feel
i dont feel no love because i know its never real
every girl i meet just want mcdonalds fries and a pill

i cant connect with them
the only one i liked wont respond again
id love to prove that ive evolved from then
ill never be back in that apartment

sap (prod. idealism)

produced by nicholas allan found at https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChXjXO9F6i4O8fnrQc1lpzA/about

lyrics:

mouth like guns
lately all it do is blow smoke
ill never find new love
if im chasing the one from before
fuckings not fun
when it doesnt feel like before
got me checking every newsfeed
as soon as i walk in my door

cold like numb
had to wipe the pictures from my phone
swept up moved on
but i feel her touch to my bones
if i ever blow up
will i see your name on my phone
promise i would never judge you baby
how the fuck could i judge home

watching the process of falling
in love with a person other than me
i dont think i can handle this
but ill unconditionally
love you, even if its not me,
with you, even if you hate me,
i just wanna see you happy
thats been helping me breathe
baby

come back and grind your body on mine
we kiss we hitting our teeth
bit lips until they would bleed
we'd strip and take off the sheets
lights on she said she wanna see love making
youll come round eventually
you can be as late as you please
they can build my grave with two seats
baby

mouth like guns
lately all it do is blow smoke
ill never find new love
if im chasing the one from before
fuckings not fun
when it doesnt feel like before
got me checking every newsfeed
as soon as i walk in my door

cold like numb
had to wipe the pictures from my phone
swept up moved on
but i feel her touch to my bones
if i ever blow up
will i see your name on my phone
promise i would never judge you baby
how the fuck could i judge home

my home (prod. nicholas allan)

produced by Sam Brodie Beats

lyrics:

i fucked up my life
to do what i love everday
hard when even my own mama
tell me im not gonna make it
tell her check the calender it could be any day
no matter what the time frame
ion wanna wait

i fucked up my life
to do what i love everday
hard when even my own mama
tell me im not gonna make it
tell her check the calender it could be any day
no matter what the time frame
ion wanna wait

that girl like me only cause im musical
fubu love i know she starting faking months ago
i cant blame her if im somewhat antisocial though
i guess someone gotta entertain the followers

thats a problem i got people acting different to me
forget the curve and theyll come back around with feelings for me
she too clever she only text me when im really horny
everything i say is something new that she could plant upon me

thats just one thing
hold up thats just one thing
text to argue phone ping when im tryna fucking sing
swear ill just delete you if bout to here a ring
lemme hit the hook and maybe later we could grab a drink or somethin

everyone i talk to got a look about them
like i didnt fuck them over but they think im bouta
listen up that shit is fallacy im good without ya
i got people mad at me i never have encountered

i fucked up my life
to do what i love everday
hard when even my own mama
tell me im not gonna make it
tell her check the calender it could be any day
no matter what the time frame
ion wanna wait

i fucked up my life
to do what i love everday
hard when even my own mama
tell me im not gonna make it
tell her check the calender it could be any day
no matter what the time frame
ion wanna wait

look at me go
burning the road
pressing my toes down
im breaking out of my mold

lately im no peoples person
i dont do hellos
i might live out in the forest 
and let no one know

sweater ovo
swaine his cap is xo
from the east side
my girl is from the rex tho
house of balloons is banging loud from the condo
racing cars in here they way it smell like gas smoke

i fucked up my life
to do what i love everday
hard when even my own mama
tell me im not gonna make it
tell her check the calender it could be any day
no matter what the time frame
ion wanna wait

wait (prod. sam brodie)

for how long? (prod. hateful)

produced by 9TAILS

samples from kingsway music library

lyrics:

packed down pipe
in the christmas lights
in the middle room
fried on a wednesday night
one track mind and i never think twice
wrist water hit the light look like gatorade white
checkered up vans like talladega nights
john reilly with the curls
ricky bobby with the drive
crystal skull and five alive
solo mission stay inside
phony figures cant confide
in many people in my life
im working like its do or die
but still find time for getting high
crush a q and resupply
stoned flow is verbal arsenic
the sauce brewed and the fans fucked with it
jealousy an epidemic

epidemic
you infected
dont get close to me
had no reason
had no traction
what the fuck you see
i can hear your
past emotions
calling out to me
did the same thing
as my baby
and just let it be

gmail full of you fell off shit
i wonder how it felt to send it
what the fuck did i fall off of
if i had barely had leverage
if i had barely had the traction
when every song i made was rationed
when all the lyrics started matching
now with this unreleased im laughing
project worth of em no cap
upload all of em with no caps
diamond mine this one could make me shine
like a bald broski with no cap
taking shots but got no strap
flood the hats and put no claps
now the beat sound like the crowds bad
but theres no crowd at the mousepad
b cup bra on the matress
double cup but like no ac
got a bad one on my ballsack
cup it up like a jock strap
so good i had to spit about it
when she use her knees like ong bak
clothes throwing on
im already gone
she said "there he go"
no kodak


epidemic
you infected
dont get close to me
had no reason
had no traction
what the fuck you see
i can hear your
past emotions
calling out to me
did the same thing
as my baby
and just let it be

thankyou for listening ♥♦♣♠

epidemic

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

draft 001 (prod. idealism)

well i guess thats cool im just gonna sleep anyways (pourboy)

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my home (prod. nicholas allan)

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