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we cant be friendz

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https://soundcloud.com/teenpregnancy

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https://lilsedative.bandcamp.com/

☆ LYRICS ☆

Poppy Tears: 

under her skin like the ink on my arm
cold where I’ve been I’ve got a broken heart 
ten sedatives slow down I’m gone
she’s the one I’m with she’s the one I want

I don’t wana ever take you for granted 
when I’m coming down you’re the one who helps me manage
heart so pure I don’t mean to enchant it
and when I’m fucked up girl your so understanding

I can’t fall asleep and I want it change
lost in this world I’ll help us find a way 
it’s a gift and a curse and I’ve been led astray
I know that it hurts I’m here till we decay 

9TAILS:

too many nights I’ve spent on my floor 
I don’t know where to go my mind is slipping from my reach and its shows
my whole family see’s I’m not really me anymore too many times I just fall asleep -getting stoned

break away, days come and they go 
loves fades, plans change and lose hope 
fucked up and useless and its shows, 
people change but I know that I wont

love me just like you used to 
I’ll be just like I used to 
mornings, wake up around noon
body wrapped up against you

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until we decay w/ 9TAILS (prod. teen pregnancy)

WRITTEN & PERFORMED BY https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
PRODUCTION & ARTWORK BY @scottysplash

ANTI-SOCIAL ✨ (feat. 9TAILS)

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ANTI-SOCIAL ✨ (FEAT. 9TAILS)

not going back (prod. canis major)

factuals (prod. canis major)

produced by 9TAILS

samples from kingsway music library

lyrics:

i dont wanna get too fucked up
i dont wanna get too wasted
2 shots down of bacardi black
and i dont know where my face is

why do i drink this if it tastes shit
cookie smoking spaceship 
dark backyard for the 5th damn time
in a week i need to stop this

listen to me girl
angel and demons
fill the world
i cant protect you for much longer theyre stronger 
than i can handle
a vandal upon my soul
i could love you until im cold
but i doubt the quality of my loving is close to gold

enough to hold
you down
stay around
stick around baby
stand your ground

looking down baby 
fix the frown
stay around baby 
stay around

i wanna die right now fucking right now
switch up in two seconds im just starving craving any help
dontchu yell
sweaty in the summer 
in my bed im screaming while i melt
terrors in the night 
i started becoming scared of myself
woah
talking to the mirror
off the drugs while im alone
i took out my septum and i threw it out onto the road
looking for identity
than throw that person to the floor
i might throw out everything
my shoes my hats and all my clothes
yo

this is not new to me
happens every night
happens every time i have too much im out of line
my friend dipset for the re-up cause he out of lines
ask me if its cool to use my dresser i said i dont mind

i dont mind
everybody on a seperate path these days to try and lose their life
its not our time
but why the fuck we acting like we outta try
what the fuck i gotta hide
damn

experiments
build experience 
dont get lazy though thats how you lose a friend
premature end
tear shed
so preventable
its so sad
a best friend
its too bad
theres no back
once you fall in
your brain is
quickly filled with toxins
a pill reacts with your perscription
breathing heavily
do you think ill live
could you hold my hand
my legs feel like sand
pins and needles
crawling up my back
neck numb
and my heart slow clap
someone bring me back
someone hold my hand
could you have

enough to hold
you down
stay around
stick around baby
stand your ground

looking down baby 
fix the frown
stay around baby 
stay around

stay around

produced by 9TAILS

I might slide through
if I feel you
if you really know me
and what I been through
first hand
what's on the menu
whispered in my ear back at the venue
I need you
I could be the one to feed you
what you crave boo
I am hopeful that I can save you
you hate me
I love you
something that I must do
I know the struggle
I can't sit back and just watch it take you
watch it break you

I just need to find myself
I cannot take this fuck shit
faking like friends just to chase new wealth
don't stop if they gotta cheat, steal, sell
I smell that aura
eyebrows melt
way too strong
couldn't match the scent if I was smoking top shelf

eyes bright red
and they green like elf
will so strong when my mind so gone
scratch plans like feral cats
make new jingles like ferrell elf
wrestlemania title belt
when it comes to doing it by myself
I don't feel to hot in my mental
but I write as my outer self
bowl piece full of pot on the menu
my methods are killing my health
I'm overworking myself
I'm low on stories to tell
I started searching for topics inside of me
I tend to pick on myself
I tend to beat on myself

I been willingly naive
to the operation of the earth
people lining up to guide me
like their own life don't work
feel like dirt
when they mass reply me, fry me,
tell me to get back to work
mans still sad and he needs my words
lately they would take it all except my shirt
except my tee
killing myself with the do re mi
this music bleeds
it's what I need
what I need

I might slide through
if I feel you
if you really know me
and what I been through
first hand
what's on the menu
whispered in my ear back at the venue
I need you
I could be the one to feed you
what you crave boo
I am hopeful that I can save you
you hate me
I love you
something that I must do
I know the struggle
I can't sit back and just watch it take you
watch it break you

I don't speak well
I don't text well
I don't love well
searching for a time
when I had memory for storage
nah
like a careful thief
it never rings a bell
what was life before the smoke smell
before the yellow spit
I hear the lunch bells
talking way back
lunch packed
stuffed inside of my scooby-doo knapsack
throwback
flashbacks

in my dreams I guess I'm missing that
I'm the same me as that child
it's just not as hype now everytime Santa's back
life got whack
times changed time flew so much faster past
reach out grab my hand
one wrong move you're on your ass
fuck the facts
sometimes we just want our feelings backed
I'm never laxed
mind been way too active to even think of rest

I might slide through
if I feel you
if you really know me
and what I been through
first hand
what's on the menu
whispered in my ear back at the venue
I need you
I could be the one to feed you
what you crave boo
I am hopeful that I can save you
you hate me
I love you
something that I must do
I know the struggle
I can't sit back and just watch it take you
watch it break you

I know you hate me
and I don't blame you
yuh

thankyou for listening

late pm

whole damn week (sewerperson)

i love you... (addict.)

Imma go and leave the house again i got my backbone
Watch the ground shatter glass when i walk up on
People only call me when there something always wrong
I see distant memories creepin when i pass by
Hope its the last time
Stay connected like its land line
Watch my footing cause im surrounded by land mines
Never gonna trip cause im allways on stand by
I got ice up on my wrist you know this shit took time

Pills in my system only reason I would fall
Error in my coding so i always reinstall
They always try to stop me but im breaking threw these walls
Still hopin for that call

every night
baby i used to see u bout like every night
now im like
are we alright
damn
i just hold my head and dig my feet into the sand
man i miss my home land
u look like an angel in this candle light ya
the news had said that storm out west been heading over here
we sit in front this fire waiting for it to appear
while my eyes roll back into me as shes thumbing thru my hair
exhausting all my energy into the summer air
i swear i had this in me way before i was aware
sheath this field when im in public cause i hate when people stare
this aura seeping out of me whenever im feeling scared
black clovers
covering my books
im tainted
i levelled before i was ready now its rage i shoulda waited
rippin thru my mind i separate from what i hated
i live in constant fear of my projection in my basement

Everyday thinkful to god that i made it 22 
I be mixin all my pills and with my liquor to
She be fuckin good im keepin all the answers inside the coop
She tell me that’s she wasted i tell her im am to
Markings on her body 
She levitate the room
In my mind i tell her that ill see her soon
I be writing scriptures in these pages
Witth you know i keep it weighted 
Hated
Only show me love when your jaded
New beginnings but im feeling outdated 
Comin home to see nobody waited
Oblivious is stated

Standby ft sewerperson (Prod. APT.102)

lyrics:

sift thru the hallways
out to the drive way
shes kissing my forehead
and shaping my cold face
a break in the pine trees
im back at my old place
the cottage behind me
reminds me of old days

lights start to hum
im going to sleep now
what have you done
the size of those teeth now
i cant see the sun
baby im stuck in the dark
i tried to move
but im stuck in this tar

baby im stuck in the car
i cannot not see thru this fog
im coughing up blood in my scarf
i cannot breathe thru the smog
even all alone in the dark
we cannot forget who we are
outlines of her face come to my vision
on this windy summer evening
at the birth of the spark

sift thru my memories
erasing my old ways
killing my ego 
could unlock this doorway
a break in the dead leaves
im back in the cold space
the cottage behind me
reminds me of old days

sift thru the hallways
out to the drive way
shes kissing my forehead
and shaping my cold face
a break in the pine trees
im back at my old place
the cottage behind me
reminds me of old days

cottage country (eric godlow)

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