(vol 1)

where you left me to die

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drive home
with lights too bright to see the road
drive slow
last exit before the toll
i know
the tires turn but on their own 
another change of pace
another brand new face
and you cant say 
these things will change 
too far gone
sorry never helped
cant make up for the time
for never making up my mind
change comes and goes
so easily
everything i felt
never ment 
a fucking thing 

ill make the same mistake 
every fucking day
of waking up again 
im doing fine just great
im ok


drive home

with my heart on my sleeve
theres only so many times ill try
before im bound to break
screaming your name
a reflection saying
how you couldnt take it
just lie to me 

tell me exactly the things that have been on your mind
im dying to hear how your lifes going fine
ill tell you the same
till i shake the waves
coming and going just wishing all day
killing myself could solve it
so the reaper can cave

i am no longer
asking for closure 
as long as im dead when
you get fucked over 

dont wait for me

ill tell you the same

SINGLE OFF THE ALBUM
'BITTER BLUE'

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And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

And thought i was right for too long
Now its time to face it
I can feel it inside of my bones
And its so hard to shake it
And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

Run Home (Prod. nothing,nowhere.)

MISS U SPENCE <3
FT https://soundcloud.com/barrenwaste
PROD @GREAF
mixed by @prohibeo

gizmo

Shitt, I still miss my fam and my friends but I swear that most of all I miss my bro lil spence, whip tha Acura out Tha pad smokin Newport cigarettes, I still think think about those times, little stress it was the best, but,

Now I gotta grow up, but I'm still wastin my money on green stuff ta roll up, you can eat my dick, if, ya don't know us, and I still ain't shit but I ain't gunna slow up now


Codiene, high - c, back woods fulla terps, Im without a place to be,

Feels like I'm living in a deam, but I'm missin the feelin of when I had you next to me girl

Naw wait, fuck every stupid bitch that twisted ripped my life ta shits,

that's a pain that Ill never forget,

I'm great, I could lie until I'm rich, if you granted me wish, I wouldn't take that shit cuz

I never fucked with my life, and there aiint a single thing, that could make it all right,

Everyday I'm up all night, with the music in my head, it's the only thing I like,

It's so hard to love me you don't wanna look at me I'm fuckin ugly

Fuck me let me disintegrate,

deep into the soil and deteriorate

barren

before i say a word
please listen close this time
i said this all before 
but Ive really lost my mind
i know you're always worried
my fingers looks so blurry
crossing over to a new world
i love the way you look so lovely 
my self worth is so ugly
i am absolutely nothing

contradicting thoughts
read back on the screen
makes no sense to me
its all a dream
i can’t be thinking these
dreadful thoughts about
you and me

I’m living in a void now
just testing all my patience 
with no one to try and say shit
its just a statement
that I’m making
please no mistaking

deteriorating ft barren (prod. GREAF)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pEdP80j8To
thank you <3

vocals mixed/mastered soundcloud.com/omenxiii

lyrics
lets raise the stakes 
you must have a lot of faith
dying breaths
and lonely days
falling leaves 
off of the trees
help me through
the growing pains
you ever think that
as a kid
you’d be this fucked up 
inside your brain
you’d think by now 
we understand
how many times 
do i have to say
I’m just great
im full of shit
but thats ok 
its times like this
i dont know what to think
just help me
get through this please

you ever think (prod ʎpoqou) (video in description)

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NEMY

don't go back [prod.93feetofsmoke]

one of the tracks off the GREENWOOD EP dropping April 28th <3 <3 <3 Thankyou everyone for sooo much support :)))

after the crash (prod. Skela)

peace of mind (prod. Skel)

#mood (prod. excedi x gudnightguy)

im still learning (prod. killedmyself)

tidal waves ft. 93FEETOFSMOKE (prod. killedmyself)

Lyrics: 

stack skrilla, margiela killa, i dont wanna die here
gucci, fendi, louis, blow some cash and feel alive wear
white on white designer head to toe im like a polar bear
surgeon mask is fillin with the smoke theres potent in the air

straight karambit fade im pullin up in polo underwear
my bitch wear a sundress but theres nothing else thats under there
work so hard im killin for a sign like it aint even fair 
i could cry but im too busy flying like im delta air

breeze through the hate
30 gram at my waist
louis belt keep it placed
smell so skunk you could taste

taste it on your lips
like your hands are on her hips
thats the night i lost my shit
bitch im still not over it

fight fight just to fall through the cracks yuh
cold night even when your on my lap ay
you hate my guts why the fuck you saying that
we cant get back something that we never had

stack skrilla, margiela killa, i dont wanna die here
gucci, fendi, louis, blow some cash and feel alive wear
white on white designer head to toe im like a polar bear
surgeon mask is fillin with the smoke theres potent in the air

straight karambit fade im pullin up in polo underwear
my bitch wear a sundress but theres nothing else thats under there
work so hard im killin for a sign like it aint even fair 
i could cry but im too busy flying like im delta air

delta air (prod. ʎpoqou)

lyrics:

ive got too much to die for
3am and my eyes sore
i think i smoked more
then i was good for

she says that she loves me
layed out naked in the pine leaves
she said baby its cold out
but ive got my own heat

please can u hold me
these memories haunt me
so please can just control me
and pretend u love me

i need it so bad
i hope that u know that
these scars dig in so deep
my mind was never one to hold back

all u left was ur coat 
i could float on my words if i chose
i could choke on the do and the donts
i fix everything i had wronged
but ud pick it apart and just tell me i should go

tell me i should go
rum is in ur coke
i could see the bag that u were using for the blow
i dont fuck with them
but i guess i fuck with u
so if u want me to go i guess that thats what imma do

u tell me im lost 
but i fell in love with u
im really only lost
cause i know im losing u
great ok thats cool
guess its bye from the door
id say text me when ur home but i never hear from u

please can u hold me
these memories haunt me
so please can just control me
and pretend u love me

i need it so bad
i hope that u know that
these scars dig in so deep
my mind was never one to hold back

luv me (prod. kryptik)

my friends (prod. killedmyself)

lyrics:

they stay hating on me like they used to
she dont wanna feel me like she used to
they still sleeping on me like im used to
but its been the same shit since high school

i been deep in the green like a jungle
all i do is work all i do is hustle
ya im too busy right now couldnt come thru
but its been the same shit since highschool

long hair blow back everytime i fucking come thru
feeling like a throw back everytime i miss you
thinking all the right things when i kiss you
saying all the wrong words into tissues

breaking down to the ground, but my heart still beating
done grieving but im still bleeding
shes so far from a heathen
keep me sane and it keep my breathing

round after round downing shots of bacardi
im still home while she fienin at the party
1am downin water with the molly
lied to my face when she say she just like me

they stay hating on me like they used to
she dont wanna feel me like she used to
they still sleeping on me like im used to
but its been the same shit since high school

i been deep in the green like a jungle
all i do is work all i do is hustle
ya im too busy right now couldnt come thru
but its been the same shit since highschool

high school (prod. ftbondatrack)

produced by @teendepression 

art by https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

i used to be scared to just be myself
right until i fucking caved and just changed myself
twitching on the floor i dont need no help
i need to dump my thoughts on someone else

smoke up a zip all to myself
all this marijuana just kills my health 
i cough more than i can speak
if block that thought i dont feel so weak

if i block that thought i dont feel so weak
time moves fast and life looks bleak
before i pass i wanna live my dream

nights grow longer i lose sleep
mind grows stronger limbs grow weak
just put me out of my misery

i couldnt fuck with the vices soon
all of the shit has subsided blue
waters are filling my eyelids
i think im reaching the island

come out the water and feel renewed
all of the troubles have left from you
go do whatever you wanted to
when life doesnt matter its possible

oh god
how long have you been standing there
lights grow dim
i cant get air
i cant win and its not fair
and i cant move so get the fuck out of here

i couldnt win if i wanted
continue it when i say stop it
nothing else could ever hurt me
when im busy already hurting

i guess all my work was a waste shit
im getting sick of the way i say
my words cause im always eating them
and im getting sick of the taste

cold out
but no snow out
its august
but i wear a coat out

on the walk back
from your house
phones dead so i listen to the street sounds

i used to be scared to just be myself
right until i fucking caved and just changed myself
twitching on the floor i dont need no help
i need to dump my thoughts on someone else

smoke up a zip all to myself
all this marijuana just kills my health 
i cough more than i can speak
if block that thought i dont feel so weak

the island (prod. tinyforest)

produced by @white-shinobi

lyrics:

so many places to go
i wanna visit with u
whenever im not touching road
u give me something to do

baby could u call me back
i keep on trying again
girl u dont gotta hold back
just let me love u again

how u gon say u not into me
then get up on me again 
how u gon talk about trust
when u think im fucking ur friend

baby i know u been playing me
that shit it tears me apart
but i cant really complain
i knew that shit from the start

i been in the fucking zone
producers hit me on the phone
nobody can get enough of me
so why am i feeling alone

why am i feeling alone
come by cause im always home
ring the bell if i dont come
then im out back in the smoke

she always said im a stoner
but she get it from me for the low
i been feeling like a goner
but i guess thats just how it goes

im so sorry but 
this cant wait
i needed to go
i needed to tell u everything and then some more
i needed to know
if we feeling cold

u cant help but pull away from me
sometimes words are hard to believe
this may sound crazy if it dont make sense
so let me run it by one more time again like

so many places to go
i wanna visit with u
whenever im not touching road
u give me something to do

baby could u call me back
i keep on trying again
girl u dont gotta hold back
just let me love u again

so many places to go
i wanna visit with u
whenever im not touching road
u give me something to do

baby could u call me back
i keep on trying again
girl u dont gotta hold back
just let me love u again

wintr nites + morning rain (prod. white shinobi)

produced by @white-shinobi

art by insidetoout.tumblr.com/

lyrics:

lighter flipped out lighting up a spliff 
ive been told this is good as life'll get
heartbreaker and i havent broke a sweat
windbreaker white stripes on the back

push start thats the way i turn it on
when i drive she just like to turn me on
hide the ash gotta put it out fast
this is a rental and it got enough gas

they watching me like a trilogy
over 9000 with the energy
uber a porsche and i keep the keys
i hope u enjoy university
i hope u enjoy university
i hope u enjoy university
imma be off prolly overseas
imma be off prolly smoking weed
prolly spending stacks while i make em back
while the loud pack gimme heart attacks
its hard to breathe when im so relaxed

fucking my girl in the ghost
grind while we listen to post
celebration its a toast
im inebriated at the most

and all i wanted was to make u happy
girl why do u never text me
my mind is full but the screen is empty
but its been like this since u left me

make u happy (prod. white shinobi)

produced by @killedmyself

lyrics:

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

come thru to the back round 8 we could roll up spliffs
blow a little smoke but girl u gotta go round 9 gotta make music

how did i do all this shit
without ever leaving my room
none of my friends are bumping my shit
but im still on the move

still on the move
mid afternoon but im still on the juice
my baby confused
she tell me i live like theres nothing to lose

girl i got plenty to lose
but why is it worrying u
im caring for u
well stop and just leave me to do what i do

girl it dont concern u
never meant to hurt u
swear my flow and all my lyrics dont say shit about u

u know im not with that shit
problems id just say it to u
they never come out when i spit
my word is as real as it gets

everybody wanna snap chat streak
i havent been on snap all week
i been fucking with the wavs all week
dont put no pressure on me

gucci red snake sweater on me
hate put no stress upon me
i got no drugs up on me
but i got some in my body

i see light at the end of the tunnel
except im not dead 
im in bed
and i sleep in the breeze from the window

i feel so alive
trust me they never could feel what im feeling
i set bars so high that they touching the ceiling
my come up is coming i know i can feel it

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

how did i do all this shit
without ever leaving my room
none of my friends are bumping my shit
but im still on the move

how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

september (prod. killedmyself)

produced by @anobodyreally

cover art by TrapSirC https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

alot of things make me fucking nervous
alot of things get me really scared
i do not fuck with like none of these people
im smelling the fake in the air

sneak bitches they fake and the phony
sneak disses bout me like they know me
u'd fuck me up if u knew bout the shit that i do
when ur girl call me lonely

i smoke a blunt now snoring
still fill a cup with the porridge
that would be problems for old me
i dont give a fuck now so lets get it going

i got the fade for like 40
vodka but chase is a 40
they talkin like damn i go hard
but frankly this party is boring

i smoke a blunt now snoring
still fill a cup with the porridge
bad bitch from new orleans
she call me daddy like maury

i aint a father no maury
but im gonna son u like morty
ur girl just told u she was sleeping 
but im in her house like im cory

i think yo girlie my mistress
she run the dome like a beep test
i let her grip it like viscous
she want me to spray like im windex

ruby stay hot like a furnace
all this success cause i earned it
this shit is not bout the earnings
its me excersizing my purpose

you know this
im focused
this beat i just hit and i owned this

the shadows
im cloaked in
allow the emotion to soak in

the words all
have meaning
think bout the shit that im screaming
even if you got to see it
it'd be such a reach to believe it

garbage
fucking garbage
i pick and destroy every target
sometimes i dont think im an artist 
most of my ideas come out sounding fucking garbage

garbage
fucking garbage
i pick and destroy every target
sometimes i dont think im an artist 
most of my ideas come out sounding fucking garbage

garbage
fucking garbage
i pick and destroy every target
sometimes i dont think im an artist 
most of my ideas come out sounding fucking garbage

alot of things make me fucking nervous
alot of things get me really scared
i do not fuck with like none of these people
im smelling the fake in the air

sneak bitches they fake and the phony
sneak disses bout me like they know me
u'd fuck me up if u knew bout the shit that i do
when ur girl call me lonely

i smoke a blunt now snoring
still fill a cup with the porridge
that would be problems for old me
i dont give a fuck now so lets get it going

so much garbage (prod. ʎpoqou)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6bt08gOCHM

lyrics: 

poppy tears: 

everything is a lie and nothing here is true 
how I feel inside and what meant to you
when I broke my spine I lay inside my room 
tried to take my life before a flower could bloom

where you go when I fell into your heart 
in a galaxy alone I found your star 
she said are you with it, I said if you are 
she be going for my neck like a vampire x 2

my dark red blood drips on your skin 
my heart holds love just deep within x 2

9TAILS:

one side of my pillows always cold 
cant sleep and i thought you should know
summer heat seeps in through the windows
2 o clock and youre still not home 

2 o clock and im still 
heard the ring but i cant find the phone
summer heat seeps in through the windows
3 o clock and youre still not home

4 o clock and im in my zone
fuck out my room can you please not touch me
she said she wanna know how to feel empty
if thats the case then just watch me

they always want me to meet their friends
why would i do that if i dont have any of them
i abandoned everyone i dont wanna start again
im still learning bout myself so i wont let no body in

pour it up
roll it up
smoke it up
drank

fade away
looking like
my eyes
sank

feeling worse
than i look
think i might
faint

feel myself
coming down
roll some more
stank

what you mean you cant see me anymore
slow it down tell me what you yelling for
say to quit i think i might just roll some more
3 grams to a zig couldnt pack more

❄︎ ✰ ❄︎ ✰ ❄︎

where you go w/ 9TAILS (prod. YungJZA)[visuals in description]

lyrics:

when i ask if u really with me then u should say no
im going insane and i think i could feel my blood trickling into my throat
smoking a wood full of sour i suck in the smoke
lately i feel like the goat
this whole experience feel like a glow

this shit it feels like a glow got 
green and red stripe on my toes
ur girl put her snap on my phone like
damn i just thought u should know

i got real intentions fuck fakes
no gucci shoes but they snakes
i make a song half baked
then put it out in two days

i put it out in two days
take a big blunt to my face
got two girls at my place
they talkin like ya we go both ways

want beef fuck out my page
shoot shit u get erased
thats true shit look in my face
im insane look at my face

this shit some fucking garbage 
no music ur starving him 
u dont try it dont fucking knock it
talk up and u silence him

look what u fucking started
i cant be ur guardian
if i lost the music shit now
fuck it id start again

fuck it im on again
all winter long again
taking in oxygen
and screaming out lyrics in front a mic again

look what u fucking started 
i cant be ur guardian 
i know some things u dont know
dont let me start again

when i ask if u really with me then u should say no
im going insane and i think i could feel my blood trickling into my throat
smoking a wood full of sour i suck in the smoke
lately i feel like the goat
this whole experience feel like a glow

oxygen breather (prod. kryptik)

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oxygen breather (prod. kryptik)

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