[Intro]

Yeah…
I’ve been carrying too much weight, heavy in my veins
Tryna clear my head before it all comes back again

⸻

[Verse 1]

Moving like a ghost in my own reflection,
Dodging every thought like I’m ducking an inspection.
Told ’em I’m good, but they never see the tension,
Pain behind the smile they take as confidence and blessings.
Late nights staring at the ceiling, that’s confession,
Every single memory pulling me in one direction.
Running in a loop, I keep losing all connection,
Trying to fix the part of me that breaks from imperfection.
Steady on my feet but the world keeps tipping,
Heart keeps racing, my mind keeps tripping.
Tryna hold on but the grip keeps slipping,
Still I stand back up, yeah, I stay committed.

⸻

[Pre-Chorus]

Too much in my mind, I’ve been sorting out the mess,
Trying not to let the pressure settle in my chest.
Walking through the chaos but I’m learning from the stress,
Yeah, I’m trying, yeah—trying my best.

⸻

[Chorus]

I’ve been tryna let go of the weight I’m holding tight,
Drop it on the floor and watch it fade into the night.
Every time I fall, I find a way to rise and fight,
Yeah, I’m climbing, yeah, I’m climbing.
And the storm inside my chest is finally losing light,
Turning all the noise into a song that feels like right.
I don’t need to run—I’m learning how to stand upright,
Yeah, I’m climbing, yeah, I’m climbing.

⸻

[Verse 2]

People only hear the highs, never hear the static,
Never hear the nights when I’m battling the panic.
Trying to keep calm but the thoughts move erratic,
Mind doing laps like it’s trained for the athletics.
Pocket full of fears that I never learned to name,
Tried to shake the past but it stayed inside the frame.
Looking in the mirror like I’m searching for a flame,
But the spark I’m tryna find ain’t ever been the same.
Still I keep stepping even when the road bends,
Still I choose truth even when the hurt blends,
Still I climb walls even when my strength ends—
Turning all the breaking into something that ascends.

⸻

[Pre-Chorus ]

Too many days where I stood in my doubt,
Too many nights where I couldn’t climb out.
Now I take the pain and flip it inside-out—
That’s the part of me I’m learning about.

⸻

[Bridge]

One day I’ll breathe without the pressure in my lungs,
One day I’ll rise without the weight that made me run.
Even if I’m shaking now, the worst is done—
I’m learning how to stand in the place I’m from.

⸻

[Final Chorus]

I’ve been tryna let go of the weight I’m holding tight,
Drop it on the floor and watch it fade into the night.
Every time I fall, I find a way to rise and fight,
Yeah, I’m climbing, yeah, I’m climbing.
And the storm inside my chest is finally losing light,
Turning all the noise into a song that feels like right.
I don’t need to run—I’m learning how to stand upright,
Yeah, I’m climbing, yeah, I’m climbing.

Climbing

produced by classixs beats found at www.youtube.com/channel/UCkNqXC7nc4gtHQ8cKU48iow

lyrics:

i needa wean off
4am waking up and skipping zoloft
i needa wean off
all this isolation gimme hard ons
im not lonely
honestly ive come to love it here
i get my rocks off
but i cant take the emotion when the drugs wear off
i needa wean off

hit me with a feature boy just know this is art
come at me with garbage and ill rip it apart
honestly i been about it prior to you
and i dont need a fucking friend i need a drink and a dart

i dont even smoke but i think i should start
take a couple years and give em back to the dark
eliviate the pain and fucking take out my heart
eliviate the pain and give me back to the dark

i needa wean off
4am waking up and skipping zoloft
i needa wean off
all this isolation gimme hard ons
im not lonely
honestly ive come to love it here
i get my rocks off
but i cant take the emotion when the drugs wear off

they want a love song
but i havent felt love in a minute
its been so long
truthfully im not sure if i was ever in it
but now its all gone
the people and the visions we both thought of as vivid
thought of as lucid
fuck all the bullshit
strangle and beat up and fucking spit on the cupid
im so gone
scotch and a spliffy had got me saying some shit 
i never dreamt of
sertraline pills im not an artist im a motherfucking
pill box
right now fuck the flashing lights i think id rather see a 
red dot
headshot
maybe its time that i met god

4am waking up and skipping zoloft
i needa wean off
all this isolation gimme hard ons
im not lonely
honestly ive come to love it here
i get my rocks off
but i cant take the emotion when the drugs wear off
i needa wean off

i cant finish project
or put it in motion
everythings sounds shitty
by the damn second verse
got some real friends
sending me some warm texts

but its a shame that my phone dont work

i got debt on debt
u like my shit oh bet
i might not make it for a while
cause im fucked in the head
find me sleepin in bed
i got a 12 hour rest
imma wake up for an hour then go do it again
i needa wean off

give a fuck if im dependent on the meds
as long as i get up and think enough to make a track
its weird to have a thousand people screaming what i said
im good at working under pressure when im sad i write the best
smoke alot of weed but im addicted like its crack
i been rippin blunts until i feel it in my back
when you adopt the music you adopt it till u dead
your brain'll change and you can fire thoughts like your a gat

i needa wean off
4am waking up and skipping zoloft
i needa wean off
all this isolation gimme hard ons
im not lonely
honestly ive come to love it here
i get my rocks off
but i cant take the emotion when the drugs wear off
i needa wean off

wean off (prod. classixs beats)

9TAILS - Speed Bumps (Prod. Excedi)

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LYRICS:



$waine:
red laces on the balmains, laced up
yeah we warring bout the ice like a face off
this a tip to the game, like im paid off
this a deduction, like a pay stub
where i was and who i am, i guess ill never know
all i know is i got music on the stereo
its all me like i got nobody else
but i mean it when i say that i been makin so much filth
dirty when i play it back, i know that you can smell
but i got so many things to do i cant come out the shell
working overnight it seems i feel like my own manager
late night lil link up team go erase the passenger
everybody driving now, we leading like a matador (x2)

2 bags full of cash on the table
bad bitch eyes me like a eagle
tats hips, big lips, count c-notes
pop shit, too lit, ride me slow 
tongue ring, good lick like snow cone
so cold, heart froze, on a big roll

blue jeans, so clean givenchy
my girl too hot, like palm tree
in the back, Thats That, like audi
audemars on arm, lord timepiece

Givenchy (feat. 9TAILS)

produced by @airavata

lyrics:

sattelites and spaceships
its quiet out in this wind
feeling much more somber in summers end
2g backwoods at night before bed

snow on top of my head
weed smoke seeps out and flies through the fence
dont regret anything
cant feel bad if you forget everything

damn it kinda shitty she dont really want you back now
damn it kinda shitty how the weather always bad now
dont you find it funny how the news is always bad now
i would call my honey but shes only ever mad now

fiji water camel back 
on her wrist
she made me like this
behaviour like this

zero fucks i given im not taking none of this
imma keep on grinding
till my wrist so wet it drips

sattelites and spaceships
petty fights and bullshit
feeling fine when you awake in your bed
that shit keeps ringing round in my head

thoughts better left unsaid
block em out till theyre dead
cloud my mind before bed
sleeps like a free trail before death

sattelites and spaceships
its quiet out in this wind
feeling much more somber in summers end
2g backwoods at night before bed

snow on top of the shed
weed smoke seeps out and flies through the fence
dont regret anything
cant feel bad if you forget everything

im on my dork shit im a new breed
i been runnin thru her mind but ion do feet
i been making music back at 16
now i make her see the vision like im visine

ion even want a girl
too much maitenence
but i fuck alot
im on johnny sins gang shit

not too fancy
old spice fragrance
no one to impress
im on my music all day shit

sattelites and spaceships
its quiet out in this wind
feeling much more somber in summers end
2g backwoods at night before bed

snow on top of the shed
weed smoke seeps out and flies through the fence
dont regret anything
cant feel bad if you forget everything

satellites and spaceships (prod. airavata)

produced by 9TAILS and G9

lyrics:

Slimey tires
Bros on the road
Pacifier 
Weed that I smoke
An Audemar cost more than my home
Scuffed attire when I'm playing shows
Fight the fire
You might get smoked 
Look at my soul
Look at my health
I got no time to waste
Look at the holes in my face
Look at the holes in my clothes 
How the belt couldn't stay on my waist
Losing weight when I'm upping pace
Torontos home but not today
I copped a bnb in la
No vacay
Business trips no suit no fade
People looking over like how he on the plane
Man lookin like he hasn't got a dollar to his name
Not yet
Flows wet though
Flying out the boy not something you regret
On god yo
Coming for the man no macho
Present weird future looking odd no taco
Then I drop
Then I drop
Two weeks till I'm jaded uh
Needa step it up
60 to the ceiling yuh
I'll make you feel the feelings
That I been fucking feeling
I know you'll never wanna try it once it show you love
Roll one up
I think I gathered all the feelings I need for a heater
Camera action 
I don't practice 
I just fuck it up
Muck it up
Fuck a favour ion really wanna deal with ya
I'm peeling ya
No healer
That's just frank as fuck
Im tank as fuck
You fake as fuck
Stay down like duck
She snapping ya
Right after she blow me like duct
She told me you're a cuck 
Fuck man that must suck
She says you find it tough
Tough like math
Light a woods up watch it bubble like bath
Night weather
Owl flying off the sweater
Bed wetter 
She don't mean no accident she sending pictures over Instagram
She askin for the homies @
He tap
She got the whole squad on it like a business plan
He don't wanna hurt you
But he don't got time to see you
Try to get back stage new venue
No one out here gonna lowe you
Homie got things that he values
He putting on for the team
It's in his blood like he sheen
That man been chasing the dream
NV

roadtrip (prod. 9TAILS x G9)

ARTWORK BY @scottysplash

produced by LCS and Silent Fresh

mixed & mastered by 9TAILS

thankyou for listening

proud of me (prod. LCS & Silent Fresh)

lyrics:

{Hook}
I tell Scott "Send it through"
I'm about to make a heater
Beam me up, rollin' zoot
Pouring dirty by the liter
In a whip and it's blue
Had to park it like it's Peter
Got some heat in the booth
Turn these goofies to believers

Make her "Ay" then she "Ouh"
Tell me just a little higher
I came back out the blue
Fuck the 9, I'm droppin' fire
Take a seat by the booth
I got bottles and a driver
But I got Backwoods and a lighter
Say I'm good but I'm a liar

{Verse 1}
Baby what'chu want
Fuckin' til I see the sun
I'm a fill it up
Tell your boy it's fisticuffs
Since you somethin' special
Scoop you in a rental
Swear her teeth like dental
I got sex all on my mental

Let me lay it down
We smoke by the pound
I got some much layin' 'round
Take a quarter ounce
Fuck it, half a pound
I don't wanna see a new moon
Feel like Lil Tracy I been sellin' lil' whore

Take five, take four
I've just gotta take a break
I've been thrustin' like hour
Need some water, goodness sake
Rollin' leaves like I'm a rake
Frontwoods, Bear Kush
Girl you lucky you got me
Straight up, real talk

{Hook}
I tell Scott "Send it through"
I'm about to make a heater
Beam me up, rollin' zoot
Pouring dirty by the liter
In a whip and it's blue
Had to park it like it's Peter
Got some heat in the booth
Turn these goofies to believers

Make her "Ay" then she "Ouh"
Tell me just a little higher
I came back out the blue
Fuck the 9, I'm droppin' fire
Take a seat by the booth
I got bottles and a driver
But I got Backwoods and a lighter
Say I'm good but I'm a liar

{Verse 2}
Spy spaceship to high need a grip
Mad lips, big spliff, no we buy by the zip
Maybe one drink of Goose and some rum now I'm drunk
Try to move look at me
I'm lookin' like a fool
Play me, make me sad 'cause I'm a tool
Got me fallin'
Got me textin' back I'm all in
See you stallin'
I know that your man callin'
Blond hair, big lips, man I want it
Juicy wide hips, let you flaunt it

And I can't go out
Start thinkin' what I'm 'bout
Half of these bitches just want clout I say
I just Migos these bitches and ballout

{Hook}
I tell Scott "Send it through"
I'm about to make a heater
Beam me up, rollin' zoot
Pouring dirty by the liter
In a whip and it's blue
Had to park it like it's Peter
Got some heat in the booth
Turn these goofies to believers

Make her "Ay" then she "Ouh"
Tell me just a little higher
I came back out the blue
Fuck the 9, I'm droppin' fire
Take a seat by the booth
I got bottles and a driver
But I got Backwoods and a lighter
Say I'm good but I'm a liar

okkkk (scottysplash)

lyrics:

i think i might be an overachiever
i got a temper just gimme a reason
shawty dont trust me im battling demons
when im in my city i feel like im meaner
she off a pill but we not in ibiza
thought she was loyal but she is an eater
diamonds on flashy im getting a seizure
i think i might be an overachiever

im in the dot im in the six
fashionnova model sending me pics
i call for the reup i buy it in bulk
green in my cup imma turn to the hulk
half of my family is not in my family
buy him a gtr came from a camry
triple my cup and i call it a stanely
half of these artists are tryna can me

imma try to stay strong ya ya ya ya
please dont cry when im gone no no no no
promise imma come home baby dont chu wait on me
dont wait on me
baby please dont wait on me

look at the life that i gave to you
look at the life that i gave to you
i was too busy with feeling you
to see there someone thats stealing you
i had to focus on healing you
now she too busy for seeing me
i just need you to believe in me
i just need you to believe in me
baby i know whatchu need
i know eventually ill make it easily
woke up at 5 and i work till 11 
you cant understand what it mean to me
all of this shit was a dream to me
and all of this shit is a piece of me
you told me it feel like it meant to be
and you do not know what that meant to me

i think i might be an overachiever
i got a temper just gimme a reason
shawty dont trust me im battling demons
when im in my city i feel like im meaner
she off a pill but we not in ibiza
thought she was loyal but she is an eater
diamonds on flashy im getting a seizure
i think i might be an overachiever

i think i might be an overachiever
i got a temper just gimme a reason
shawty dont trust me im battling demons
when im in my city i feel like im meaner
she off a pill but we not in ibiza
thought she was loyal but she is an eater
diamonds on flashy im getting a seizure
i think i might be an overachiever

overachiever (tommyice x glasear)

lyrics:

every day fuse into one this month
i cant keep control if the speed to much
triple up my fluid on my last good night
i cant even see my fingers front my face in these lights
every things different than it had been before
unroll my backwoods and break my meteors
friends like these family i never knew before
life on this planet aint felt this new before

but we'll get by
she gets high
every other night
and just cries
girl ill be with u tonight
im on en route
im around the block
im near the drop off
really got me locked down
im ten down
i cannot not stand 
for this shame im too proud
locked up
so i kick the door down
locked down
she really got me locked down
guess she know me too well

im bleeding
im falling
im breaking apart
past the andromeda im in the stars
once you look down on the earth from this far
you can see just how small of a person you are

you could stay girl its cold can you see the lightning
i just talk then i leave im not tryna slide in
i distract then i bleed if she got me biting
dont get me wrong we all human but im uninviting
in the club but im tryna write inside that top my night stand
i fit too much of my work into this fucking life damn
i put too much of my pride into my fucking spine man
if i had to live a pawn just take my fucking life then

every day fuse into one this month
i cant keep control if the speed to much
triple up my fluid on my last good night
i cant even see my fingers front my face in these lights

but we'll get by
she gets high
every other night
and just cries
girl ill be with u tonight
im on en route
im around the block
im near the drop off
really got me locked down
im ten down
i cannot not stand 
for this shame im too proud
locked up
so i kick the door down
locked down
she really got me locked down

locked_down (nevrfall)

@sewerperson
chorus:
don't hold your blade to my neck 
hold me hostage instead 
I can't render the pain 
I think my life is a stain 
put the gun to my head 
leave me to die in my bed 
must be something I said 
why are u stuck in my head 

hook:
violence and crime im pretty sure I wanna die tonight 
privacy I try to give but I'm the one that's suffering 
I swear I've had enough of it


sewerperson:

alright
alright
alright ya
baby im faded where are u at i couldnt find ya
blood in my eyes when i cry 
i stepped out my window just to fly i couldnt believe my eyes
i wake up inside a sweat just right before i die
i could deal with phases but it happens every night
im so sick and tired of yelling i dont wanna fight
ill take my chances with these omens  just to make it right

chorus / hook repeat

suffering

suffering w/ sewerperson (prod. athan.kaz)

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