Kill Me Vibes

9TAILS

9tails

MY FUCKING KIDS

9tails & sewerperson

it wasnt worth it
prod by killedmyself
vocals m/m prohibeo

lyrics
letting it go
im letting it go
my fingers break off
of the hate I’m latched on to
my mind is racing
at the thought of you
i enjoy every second of time spent
i mean that sincere
even in hardship
my love for you is endless
you make me fucking breathless
we fight sometimes
its reckless
but its all so fucking worth it
for the end of the day  
i fall asleep
next to you 
so perfect
i hope you think its worth it

you are not alone (prod killedmyself)

lil thc: https://soundcloud.com/lilthc
excedi: https://soundcloud.com/excedix

heart attack ft. lil thc (prod. excedi)

thankyou to everyone i know it doesnt look like much but the support i get on my tracks means a ton to me. thanks for all the love <3

lyrics: 

i just wanna ball
i just wanna fuck
i just wanna sip
i just wanna cheque

i just wanna bash
i just wanna love
i just wanna smash
i just want neck

nobody knows how im feeling you
kissing my lip and you bite it too
feelings i drown in the alchohol
i get too deep in this adderal

3 to the face i feel magical 
my girl just called me an animal
smelling the skins of these shrooms ya
eating the flesh like im hannibal

i just black out
every night its all out
i dont want no damn clout
i just want some fucking help

all this weight i fucking felt
i just keep it to myself
like why we never going out
you just taking off my belt

is that your man he outside 
pronto i get in my ride 
fuck its like 2 in the night
why he gon ruin the night

i hit that shit in july
bet that i made her my side
that girl took me by suprise
im calling her every night

i cant win
i dont work
i cant talk
off a perc

i just blow on my purp
i just sip on my surp

all these pills
they dont work
got no drive
on this earth

i just sit in my room
grip a mic get to work

i just wanna ball
i just wanna fuck
i just wanna sip
i just wanna cheque

i just wanna bash
i just wanna love
i just wanna smash
i just want neck

i jus wanna (prod. excedi)

thankyou to everyone i know it doesnt look like much but the support i get on my tracks means a ton to me. thanks for all the love <3

anymore anyway (prod. Muck)

excedi: https://soundcloud.com/excedix

thanku to all u guys <33 ur support means the most :)))) <3

fiveofive (prod. excedi)

amnesia ft. Yung Dough (prod. excedi)

im still learning (prod. killedmyself)

forest (prod. killedmyself)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ArQQLzjR_c0

prod @medicinemxn

lyrics

Bitch it's the Cyclopes 
I'm where the sky drops
Don't interrupt don't fuck wit me while I talk
SUICIDE WALK EVERY STEP,
WITH ACTION COMES CONSEQUENCE GET WHAT YOU GET
YOULL GET RAPED AND THELL MAKE YOU THEIR PET,
DONT LISTEN TO THE GOVERMENT JUST LIVE AND FORGET
BURN THE WHITE HOUSE ITS STILL FUCK THE PRESIDENT,
BURN ME A ROACH TO THE FACE LIKE ITS RELEVANT,

2x IM A MAN NOW,
YOU A BITCH DUUDE,
BETTER STAND DOWN I DOWN LIKE UR ATTITUDE 
YOU GOTTA FAN NOW,
YOU AINT RICH DUUDE,
YOU HADDA BAND WOW GO AND EAT A DICK WOOH!


2x Eat my brain
Feed my brain
Need my brain
Bleed my brain
See my brain let me keep my brain
Reap my brain decease my brain

BRAINFOOD (PROD. MEDICINE MAN)MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION

lyrics:

im being tossed around losing all my worth
and i dont really know if i should tell you that it hurts
pill powder in my frown these dont even work
pick myself apart and i just wipe away the dirt

i knew it when we met that i would fall in love again
but no one ever told me loved ones tend to turn their back
now im all alone just scrolling through my phone in bed
tears are hard to cry when i dont have no water left

watch a pill breaking down in the water when i stir
did it all on my own
this is not your fault i swear
i just starve skin and bones
its ok ill eat the air
spend my work on a shirt
and a pair of nike airs

i get sick when i think of your lips on his face
cause i know the love he gives you couldnt be replaced
by my soul and my blood by my heart by my taste
and im so sick and tired of just lusting your embrace

im being tossed around losing all my worth
and i dont really know if i should tell you that it hurts
pill powder in my frown these dont even work
pick myself apart and i just wipe away the dirt

incompatible (prod. killedmyself)

lyrics:

woah u went and switched up on the kid
set free from the pressure of ur grip
set free to the nothing i had missed
sent straight into reality again

night i take my medication
fits my body to my placement
my minds full of broken places
take the drug fill the spaces
it just put me in my placement
it just made me feel amazing
i dont need any assistance
i dont need any vacation

i dont need any vacation

audio through my head make it pound
seeing sounds u should be glad u aint me ya
long nights blowing smoke into the street
through my teeth blurry sleeps every night of the week now
focused up having visions in my dreams now

woah u went and switched up on the kid
set free from the pressure of ur grip
set free to the nothing i had missed
sent straight into reality again

reality (prod. 4or3ver)

my friends (prod. killedmyself)

lyrics:

they stay hating on me like they used to
she dont wanna feel me like she used to
they still sleeping on me like im used to
but its been the same shit since high school

i been deep in the green like a jungle
all i do is work all i do is hustle
ya im too busy right now couldnt come thru
but its been the same shit since highschool

long hair blow back everytime i fucking come thru
feeling like a throw back everytime i miss you
thinking all the right things when i kiss you
saying all the wrong words into tissues

breaking down to the ground, but my heart still beating
done grieving but im still bleeding
shes so far from a heathen
keep me sane and it keep my breathing

round after round downing shots of bacardi
im still home while she fienin at the party
1am downin water with the molly
lied to my face when she say she just like me

they stay hating on me like they used to
she dont wanna feel me like she used to
they still sleeping on me like im used to
but its been the same shit since high school

i been deep in the green like a jungle
all i do is work all i do is hustle
ya im too busy right now couldnt come thru
but its been the same shit since highschool

high school (prod. ftbondatrack)

produced by @teendepression 

art by https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

i used to be scared to just be myself
right until i fucking caved and just changed myself
twitching on the floor i dont need no help
i need to dump my thoughts on someone else

smoke up a zip all to myself
all this marijuana just kills my health 
i cough more than i can speak
if block that thought i dont feel so weak

if i block that thought i dont feel so weak
time moves fast and life looks bleak
before i pass i wanna live my dream

nights grow longer i lose sleep
mind grows stronger limbs grow weak
just put me out of my misery

i couldnt fuck with the vices soon
all of the shit has subsided blue
waters are filling my eyelids
i think im reaching the island

come out the water and feel renewed
all of the troubles have left from you
go do whatever you wanted to
when life doesnt matter its possible

oh god
how long have you been standing there
lights grow dim
i cant get air
i cant win and its not fair
and i cant move so get the fuck out of here

i couldnt win if i wanted
continue it when i say stop it
nothing else could ever hurt me
when im busy already hurting

i guess all my work was a waste shit
im getting sick of the way i say
my words cause im always eating them
and im getting sick of the taste

cold out
but no snow out
its august
but i wear a coat out

on the walk back
from your house
phones dead so i listen to the street sounds

i used to be scared to just be myself
right until i fucking caved and just changed myself
twitching on the floor i dont need no help
i need to dump my thoughts on someone else

smoke up a zip all to myself
all this marijuana just kills my health 
i cough more than i can speak
if block that thought i dont feel so weak

the island (prod. tinyforest)

produced by @white-shinobi

lyrics:

so many places to go
i wanna visit with u
whenever im not touching road
u give me something to do

baby could u call me back
i keep on trying again
girl u dont gotta hold back
just let me love u again

how u gon say u not into me
then get up on me again 
how u gon talk about trust
when u think im fucking ur friend

baby i know u been playing me
that shit it tears me apart
but i cant really complain
i knew that shit from the start

i been in the fucking zone
producers hit me on the phone
nobody can get enough of me
so why am i feeling alone

why am i feeling alone
come by cause im always home
ring the bell if i dont come
then im out back in the smoke

she always said im a stoner
but she get it from me for the low
i been feeling like a goner
but i guess thats just how it goes

im so sorry but 
this cant wait
i needed to go
i needed to tell u everything and then some more
i needed to know
if we feeling cold

u cant help but pull away from me
sometimes words are hard to believe
this may sound crazy if it dont make sense
so let me run it by one more time again like

so many places to go
i wanna visit with u
whenever im not touching road
u give me something to do

baby could u call me back
i keep on trying again
girl u dont gotta hold back
just let me love u again

so many places to go
i wanna visit with u
whenever im not touching road
u give me something to do

baby could u call me back
i keep on trying again
girl u dont gotta hold back
just let me love u again

wintr nites + morning rain (prod. white shinobi)

produced by @white-shinobi

art by insidetoout.tumblr.com/

lyrics:

lighter flipped out lighting up a spliff 
ive been told this is good as life'll get
heartbreaker and i havent broke a sweat
windbreaker white stripes on the back

push start thats the way i turn it on
when i drive she just like to turn me on
hide the ash gotta put it out fast
this is a rental and it got enough gas

they watching me like a trilogy
over 9000 with the energy
uber a porsche and i keep the keys
i hope u enjoy university
i hope u enjoy university
i hope u enjoy university
imma be off prolly overseas
imma be off prolly smoking weed
prolly spending stacks while i make em back
while the loud pack gimme heart attacks
its hard to breathe when im so relaxed

fucking my girl in the ghost
grind while we listen to post
celebration its a toast
im inebriated at the most

and all i wanted was to make u happy
girl why do u never text me
my mind is full but the screen is empty
but its been like this since u left me

make u happy (prod. white shinobi)

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-ほぼそこに-

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my love (prod. by deadalive)

produced by @chivnti

lyrics:

nose lame as fuck get it peirced like a bull
i live and i die to be different
if we fuck just know that my hearts not involved
i learned i could numb my emotions

think my body dont make tears no more
couldnt give a fuck about the feelings
fuck a plan last thing im gonna do is pull through
too busy sharing thoughts with the ceiling

mid september ill be fucking crazy
swear to god im ugly no one wanna date me
i been so fucked up i want it please dont save me
whenever im stuck like this all my dreams amazing

when i make plans respond within the fuckin minute
im not busy but i hate it
10 minutes tops and im not waiting

like what the fuck u comtemplating 
for so long
u wouldnt do this if i made it
and blew up

i always hated being sheltered
im not urs just give it up
i go to parties full of strangers
just to come thru and fuck it up

at least my music going good
but knowing me ill prolly fuck it up
tonight my head is feeling good
but of course i always drug it up

i went from always being late
to pretty much never showing up
i went from i dont have a plug
to damn my plug is coming clutch

think my body dont make tears no more
couldnt give a fuck about the feelings
fuck a plan last thing im gonna do is pull through
too busy sharing thoughts with the ceiling

art found at http://johnnysboots.tumblr.com/post/76103773768

scissor hands (prod. chivnti)

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//ごめんなさい//

thank you guys so much for the endless amount of support. working with my favorite artists is something i never imagined would become a reality, but you've all made it achievable. i cherish what this music has brought me & i hope we can all grow together in unison through it. i love you guys so much.

this is the first single off my upcoming album, "lacuna" which'll be out october 28th

huge s/o to my mans @i_x_t_a_i_l_s
i can't thank you enough for hoppin' on this one with me

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guardin x 9TAILS - suffocate

produced by @anobodyreally

cover art by TrapSirC https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

alot of things make me fucking nervous
alot of things get me really scared
i do not fuck with like none of these people
im smelling the fake in the air

sneak bitches they fake and the phony
sneak disses bout me like they know me
u'd fuck me up if u knew bout the shit that i do
when ur girl call me lonely

i smoke a blunt now snoring
still fill a cup with the porridge
that would be problems for old me
i dont give a fuck now so lets get it going

i got the fade for like 40
vodka but chase is a 40
they talkin like damn i go hard
but frankly this party is boring

i smoke a blunt now snoring
still fill a cup with the porridge
bad bitch from new orleans
she call me daddy like maury

i aint a father no maury
but im gonna son u like morty
ur girl just told u she was sleeping 
but im in her house like im cory

i think yo girlie my mistress
she run the dome like a beep test
i let her grip it like viscous
she want me to spray like im windex

ruby stay hot like a furnace
all this success cause i earned it
this shit is not bout the earnings
its me excersizing my purpose

you know this
im focused
this beat i just hit and i owned this

the shadows
im cloaked in
allow the emotion to soak in

the words all
have meaning
think bout the shit that im screaming
even if you got to see it
it'd be such a reach to believe it

garbage
fucking garbage
i pick and destroy every target
sometimes i dont think im an artist 
most of my ideas come out sounding fucking garbage

garbage
fucking garbage
i pick and destroy every target
sometimes i dont think im an artist 
most of my ideas come out sounding fucking garbage

garbage
fucking garbage
i pick and destroy every target
sometimes i dont think im an artist 
most of my ideas come out sounding fucking garbage

alot of things make me fucking nervous
alot of things get me really scared
i do not fuck with like none of these people
im smelling the fake in the air

sneak bitches they fake and the phony
sneak disses bout me like they know me
u'd fuck me up if u knew bout the shit that i do
when ur girl call me lonely

i smoke a blunt now snoring
still fill a cup with the porridge
that would be problems for old me
i dont give a fuck now so lets get it going

so much garbage (prod. ʎpoqou)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6bt08gOCHM

lyrics: 

poppy tears: 

everything is a lie and nothing here is true 
how I feel inside and what meant to you
when I broke my spine I lay inside my room 
tried to take my life before a flower could bloom

where you go when I fell into your heart 
in a galaxy alone I found your star 
she said are you with it, I said if you are 
she be going for my neck like a vampire x 2

my dark red blood drips on your skin 
my heart holds love just deep within x 2

9TAILS:

one side of my pillows always cold 
cant sleep and i thought you should know
summer heat seeps in through the windows
2 o clock and youre still not home 

2 o clock and im still 
heard the ring but i cant find the phone
summer heat seeps in through the windows
3 o clock and youre still not home

4 o clock and im in my zone
fuck out my room can you please not touch me
she said she wanna know how to feel empty
if thats the case then just watch me

they always want me to meet their friends
why would i do that if i dont have any of them
i abandoned everyone i dont wanna start again
im still learning bout myself so i wont let no body in

pour it up
roll it up
smoke it up
drank

fade away
looking like
my eyes
sank

feeling worse
than i look
think i might
faint

feel myself
coming down
roll some more
stank

what you mean you cant see me anymore
slow it down tell me what you yelling for
say to quit i think i might just roll some more
3 grams to a zig couldnt pack more

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where you go w/ 9TAILS (prod. YungJZA)[visuals in description]

produced by @beatzera

cover art found at https://vskyevaz.tumblr.com/

lyrics:

i been tryna switch up my lyrics
and fixing my mixing sometimes u cant even hear it
im hit with a blessing sometimes i cant even see it
i smoke so much potent i swear i practically breath it
i should take it easy
i choose not to
coat the blunt with keef u see me dip it like some fondue
i could sing a song and tell u everything is possible
but i dont want to
im not even fucking done yet
how im spose to say that when i aint even blow up yet
it didnt fucking happen so u couldnt say it does yet
u say tomorrows sunny but u cant even see the sun yet
fuck im kindov upset
i see how we acting and i think we better off dead
fuck it ill go first just put the bullet up in my head
i could clear my thoughts with just a little bit of meds
or i could clear it all and take a lesson from the lead

everything i make is fucking shit
i mean how cool can multiple voices really get
every single drop is always just what u except
9tails making music just for crying in ur bed

bitch im making fucking music bout the thoughts inside my head
tired of my problems u should drop a track instead
i make all my shit for me im barely getting bread
get the fuck out of my messages with all the disrepect

u know i really dont deserve it
as for all the lyrics bitch i hope u fucking learn this
and i dont need the fame and fuck the tours this aint purpose
this aint  no small loan of one million bitch i earned this

i hope u heard this
i fucking earned this

ill try to explain (prod. beatz era)

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//ごめんなさい//
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@lil_pretzel

lacuna

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alright (prod. by ernest gonzales x kid pretzel)

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//ごめんなさい//

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@notmorgn

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cold (feat. guccihighwaters)(prod. by notmorgn)

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//ごめんなさい//

just breathe (feat. st. silver)

producer. @lightbodyent
guitar written by @Tylerburkhart
https://soundcloud.com/tylerburkhart/i-want-to-drown-in-snow

i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
inside
i don’t want to live
but ill stay alive
i don’t want to leave
so ill make time
you don’t tell the truth
so you make lies
i cried
i cried again
last night flowers in my bed
last night i lost my best friend 
last nights flowers torn to shreds
last night our love wound up dead
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
inside
our love subsides i don’t feel right
pin me down you eat my insides
like a spider pull me in
kiss my neck make my blood thin
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
your pain inside

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Last Nights Flowers - (prod. lightbody)

produced by @notmorgn

@guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(guccihighwaters)

where my friends?
all i see is ghosts with drug addictions
im floating well but i will sink with this affliction

and that night they found u dead right in the kitchen the sharp needle pushed like a piston

come feel come feel

(9TAILS)

come feel the beat of my heart
is it fast and should i be scared
bitch i been falling apart

ur friend hit a rough patch
bitch i BEEN falling apart
i could teach em how to deal with that
i could show em where to start

it really isnt that hard
put the work raise the bar
i treat the game like a football
kick that shit all 53 yards

catch up to me thats a trek
far trek no picard
u aint really been thru enough
take a look at these scars

im falling
through the cracks
back breaking
under the pressure u had put up on my back

love bites purple onto my neck
with no love its boring
wish i could feel something

(guccihighwaters)

i wish i could
i wish i could
i wish i could
just a fragment of my heart
is all that u left me
how many times
cus girl i been stressin

no friends just vices around me
they only help me block out my surroundings
19 but my heart is in fragments
now every night i just sleep in the casket

(9TAILS & guccihighwaters)

im falling
through the cracks
back breaking
under the pressure u had put up on my back

love bites purple onto my neck
with no love its boring
wish i could feel something

9TAILS & guccihighwaters - scars (prod. notmorgn)

produced by @taylorkingmusic

lyrics:

how u wanna do this
i been in advance 
i been working i been moving

people going stupid
party got a molly plug
everybody too lit

numbers say im growing
i just get ideas then i put them all in motion
feel it flowing smooth

drop top roof
hot box bentley
only going up broke boys keep filling with jealousy, envy
running through veins
white ash on the blunt high grade
while u promoting ur shit i bang out a tape
we are not the same

bitch u will never be like me
get out of my psyche
u must have been bumping like all my old shit cause u sounding just like me

these rappers that like me, bite me
if u wanna get at me, fight me
pull up on me and ignite me
if u want it dirty then sprite me

i got pains inside my chest when i breathe
i should really get a vape but that shit gonna cost me
im broke as fuck i dropped a rack on balmain jeans
i dont know why cause that shit so damn ugly

how u wanna do this
i been in advance 
i been working i been moving

numbers say im growing
i just get ideas then i put them all in motion
feel it flowing smooth

dont invite ur friends if u tell me u wanna see me
i dont like em dont u get it fuck theyre ur friends for a reason
i dont need em if u wanna u can skip our plans and see em
to be honest i was gonna hit u up and say im sleepin

grey goose orange 
in some fresca 
in a stainless steel bottle 
take a shot 
take a sip 
and swallow 
and im gone now
look around 
everything
in slow mo 
its home time
lets get out
i really think we should go now

how u wanna do this
i been in advance 
i been working i been moving

numbers say im growing
i just get ideas then i put them all in motion
feel it flowing smooth

drop top roof
hot box bentley
only going up broke boys keep filling with jealousy envy
running through veins
white ash on the blunt high grade
while u promoting ur shit i bang out a tape
we are not the same

drop top roof
hot box bentley
only going up broke boys keep filling with jealousy envy
running through veins
white ash on the blunt high grade
while u promoting ur shit i bang out a tape
we are not the same

envy (prod. taylor king)

produced by @beatzera

lyrics:

feeding off lames like calories
new releases expected like pregnancy
everybody levelled like 4g
come and hear a fast track mind like 5g

got bags on my eyes like gucci
but i been checking off flows like nike
bitch im not a sample table try me 
the come up like dog whistles its so high key

everybody dye blonde not unique
go for eminem but you look like miley
i been blowing up like a pizza pocket
on the wrong microwave setting when i spit high heat

sauce me the aux bitch i got an mp3
filled with eminem like a subway cookie
i am not a shooter if i was i wouldnt test me
leave u on the shore no jersey no snooki

im an i spy book
thoughts like waldo
smoking on rainforest
smoking on congo
baddie on my dick
get the meat like taco
double bag the goods
like im checking out at costco

kill shit pronto
like gonzo
three bad blondes
looking straight off of bang bros
songs like swine flu
shit goes viral
fucking up the game
like auction houses in diablo

you cant turn me to a type beat
experimentally hitting up a hype beat
thats why my enemies dont like me
cause im like fiji water and theyre nestle
they cant best me

go ahead drop something
it dont stress me
you cant vex me
your whole vibe is shit
the last youd ever do is impress me

kill shit pronto
like gonzo
three bad blondes
looking straight off of bang bros
songs like swine flu
go viral
kill shit pronto
like pronto

kill shit pronto
like gonzo
three bad blondes
looking straight off of bang bros
songs like swine flu
go viral
kill shit pronto
like pronto
kill shit

kill (prod. beatz era)

produced by jeler beats

lyrics:

you wouldnt
fuck with life 
drowning in shit
thought i was immune for a while
arrogance spoiled it

doom in the night
at least the feeling of it
the feeling of it
could be enough to bring me to the edge

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

ill be good sauce me the crest
freaking the fuck out
at almost everyone of my friends
not in real life
just in my head
schedule flip fuck with the meds
im wide awake when youd be in bed
my average night is a two hour rest

every circumstance is detremental
when winter season ends regain my mental
least ill try
and maybe i could try and find somebody special
its happened before but damn i swear it wasnt meant to

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

always feeling like i said some shit i knew i would regret
you aint finding love cause you been cuffing for the sex, in love with head
whens the last time u left a message
instead of hang up
avoiding contacts a nervous habit
that i cant give up
everytime you call i cant pick up
im too fucked up
get drunk pull trig
but i cant throw up

but you just called to say
that you wouldnt show up anyways
good luck
lifes gonna suck
once you realize i was worth more than a fuck
treat me like a slut
incapable of depth
listen to the song
its as deep as it gets
you let go
i worked i just dropped that let
i just went
face first into
my music again
going amtopm

amtopm
im here again
trapped here with my problems 
it dont end
here i am layed in my bed at 3am
listen to the silence
it just simulates the end

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

dive in the mess (prod. jeler beats)

produced by @airavata

lyrics:

sattelites and spaceships
its quiet out in this wind
feeling much more somber in summers end
2g backwoods at night before bed

snow on top of my head
weed smoke seeps out and flies through the fence
dont regret anything
cant feel bad if you forget everything

damn it kinda shitty she dont really want you back now
damn it kinda shitty how the weather always bad now
dont you find it funny how the news is always bad now
i would call my honey but shes only ever mad now

fiji water camel back 
on her wrist
she made me like this
behaviour like this

zero fucks i given im not taking none of this
imma keep on grinding
till my wrist so wet it drips

sattelites and spaceships
petty fights and bullshit
feeling fine when you awake in your bed
that shit keeps ringing round in my head

thoughts better left unsaid
block em out till theyre dead
cloud my mind before bed
sleeps like a free trail before death

sattelites and spaceships
its quiet out in this wind
feeling much more somber in summers end
2g backwoods at night before bed

snow on top of the shed
weed smoke seeps out and flies through the fence
dont regret anything
cant feel bad if you forget everything

im on my dork shit im a new breed
i been runnin thru her mind but ion do feet
i been making music back at 16
now i make her see the vision like im visine

ion even want a girl
too much maitenence
but i fuck alot
im on johnny sins gang shit

not too fancy
old spice fragrance
no one to impress
im on my music all day shit

sattelites and spaceships
its quiet out in this wind
feeling much more somber in summers end
2g backwoods at night before bed

snow on top of the shed
weed smoke seeps out and flies through the fence
dont regret anything
cant feel bad if you forget everything

satellites and spaceships (prod. airavata)

produced by @jesmal

lyrics:

make another toast to me
same damn vacancy
beautiful tragedy 
pain filled master piece
not about a salary
this is a mentality
take hold in reality
u know what its spose to be
u the one that told me that
safe every time u could pull me back

make another toast to me
words have potency
that hit close to me
wound me vocally
guilt keep choking me
bad dreams wake up sweat soaking me

ion really need that shit
fuck love, i really dont believe that shit
just trust come up and its always rare as shit
fucka rapper on some life was never fair bullshit
be a rapper on some work until you there bullshit
working nights paid off you there bullshit

you can begin to improve 
when you got nothing left to lose
when you got nothing left to do
except the thing you love to do

when you got no one left to see
focus in eternally
enrapture me
enrapture me
enrapture me
enrapture me
enrapture me
enrapture me
enrapture me
enrapture me
enrapture me

enrapture me (prod. jma)

featuring @lilsadeyes

produced by @victim731

lyrics:

friday evenings

lonely
stacked
packed
in my chair
choke on smoke
in the air
heart attack
smacked
in my cardiac
look at that
over there
where
underneath my hair
in my brain
way deep down
under all the veins

heavy thought
empty parking lots
dots in the air
sniper fire
need to duck
duck behind a chair
crosshairs
bring on lethal
damage
into the ceribral
it might strip you of ur person
bullets fly erasing people

chilling high as fuck on friday evenings ya
2 days of the week is ur vacation
9 times out of 10 where all too busy
figuring out how to waste it
spend it in the basement
hightened ego in our mind to make us feel complacent
giving u the power to go ham on everyday shit
time for getting texts just not to say shit
time for you to be alone and hate shit

@lilsadeyes :

Snowing in toronto 
But it raining at my place
Every Friday evening got some time I gotta waste

I don’t have no friends that wanna kick it at my pace
9tails hit me up he said I gotta see you raise

I don’t have no problems with the people in my league
I’m just tryna help, wanna see you all succeed
Then hit the pipe I think it’s getting hard to breathe 
Almost out of weed, hit my plug I need the tree

Almost out of weed 
Hit my plug I need the tree

that shit say delivered it don’t don’t say deleted real shit I been busy but soon ima see it

Just give me the time, people change just believe it. don’t ask how I’m feelin don’t give me a reason to lie

cry wolf,
never have the time 
might sell my soul
people wanna switch change sides that’s cool
ima keep on rockin do what I do

friday evenings

friday evenings ft. sadeyes (prod. victim731)

produced by Sam Brodie Beats

lyrics:

i fucked up my life
to do what i love everday
hard when even my own mama
tell me im not gonna make it
tell her check the calender it could be any day
no matter what the time frame
ion wanna wait

i fucked up my life
to do what i love everday
hard when even my own mama
tell me im not gonna make it
tell her check the calender it could be any day
no matter what the time frame
ion wanna wait

that girl like me only cause im musical
fubu love i know she starting faking months ago
i cant blame her if im somewhat antisocial though
i guess someone gotta entertain the followers

thats a problem i got people acting different to me
forget the curve and theyll come back around with feelings for me
she too clever she only text me when im really horny
everything i say is something new that she could plant upon me

thats just one thing
hold up thats just one thing
text to argue phone ping when im tryna fucking sing
swear ill just delete you if bout to here a ring
lemme hit the hook and maybe later we could grab a drink or somethin

everyone i talk to got a look about them
like i didnt fuck them over but they think im bouta
listen up that shit is fallacy im good without ya
i got people mad at me i never have encountered

i fucked up my life
to do what i love everday
hard when even my own mama
tell me im not gonna make it
tell her check the calender it could be any day
no matter what the time frame
ion wanna wait

i fucked up my life
to do what i love everday
hard when even my own mama
tell me im not gonna make it
tell her check the calender it could be any day
no matter what the time frame
ion wanna wait

look at me go
burning the road
pressing my toes down
im breaking out of my mold

lately im no peoples person
i dont do hellos
i might live out in the forest 
and let no one know

sweater ovo
swaine his cap is xo
from the east side
my girl is from the rex tho
house of balloons is banging loud from the condo
racing cars in here they way it smell like gas smoke

i fucked up my life
to do what i love everday
hard when even my own mama
tell me im not gonna make it
tell her check the calender it could be any day
no matter what the time frame
ion wanna wait

wait (prod. sam brodie)

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wait (prod. sam brodie)

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