Please do Spirit World Rising, or heck the whole album lol

Funny Little Frog (Belle & Sebastian cover)

After the waiting
(Mark I Anderson)

If I could hold you / and protect you
I’d walk this sacred path
I’d fall in love / with all my heart
And never would look back

If I could find / those pretty words  
I’d whisper in your ear
My truth / in rhyme and passion
And pray you’d always hear

[Chorus]
I would wait for you
On a field of green
I would wait for you
Oh, anticipating
The eyes that smile in a lover’s dreams
After the waiting 

If I could share / a heart that’s true  
I’d bring it every day
And every night / a fire’s warmth
When nothing’s left to say

And when the morning / came to call
You’d hear it speak our name
In a language / shared by two
Naked in its aim

[Chorus]
I would wait for you
On a field of green
I would wait for you
Oh, anticipating
The eyes that smile in a lover’s dreams
After the waiting 

[Bridge]
Oh, the waiting 
Seems to go on and on
Lord, the waiting
Twisting and turning, constantly yearning
This feeling inside is so strong

[Chorus]
I would wait for you
On a field of green
I would wait for you
Oh, anticipating
The eyes that smile in a lover’s dreams
After the waiting 

I will wait for you
On a field of green
I would wait for you
Oh, anticipating
Where eyes will shine and lover’s dream
After the waiting 
The eyes will smile in a lover’s dream
After the waiting…

After the waiting

lets just say 5 years in and my anti depressants work
no more therapy except for when the symptoms get worse and i get
not depressive just sad

will i be alright? do i have a job? do i have a lover and do i have a dog?
do i feel the world  can i see the sun   do i play guitar  or do i bite my thumb
do i dream of real stuff or am i still in bed
laying in my own filth clawing at my head

do i see the real world
as it actually is
will i kiss a real girl
and finally feel bliss

fuck my brain   fuck the haunting pain
fuck the world that tells me that its not really there
if i wasn’t sick  why am i like this?    wouldn’t i be not depressive just sad

but will i have life? will i have enough time? will i get a wife? a family that i
feel safe in, will i run? will i see the sun? or will i keep on crying and crying and crying

do i see the real stuff
do i ask enough
or do i ask just too much
just too much

Shit

lyrics:

hold me closer
wait until i break
i promise i was fine last week but now i am a mess
and i wish that i was better 
like the people on tv
they go outside and do shit
and they dont have ocd
and i promise i was happy once
or maybe i was not
maybe ive been sad forever 
isnt that fucked up?
i cant say: oh i miss the times where everything was great!
cus there has never been a year where things were just ok
my brain is messy ! it slathers slimey snot
i wish i had a scalpel so i could slice it all up
id sort it into pieces
the good and aaaall the sad
id have like 20% left of things that arent bad
and i think that im annoying or maybe i am not?
but everything i say always sound so fucking lost
i cling onto people
with everything i got
hoping they wont squish me like a tiny nasty bug
cus i lure people in with my patheticness
then i run away cus i dont like myself
i go from being clingy to distant and it sucks
i wish that i was more than a little fucking bug
cus i lure people in with my patheticness
then i run away cus i dont like myself
i go from being clingy to distant and it sucks
i wish that i was more than a little fucking bug...

hold my hand
and then ill go away
ive sucked all of your lifestream out and now you cant escape!
its like i am a vampire
i feel like im a thief
i steal peoples time because of all my needs
and im sorry i cant hear you when you tell me its not real
you tell me that you have no problem being there for me 
cus my mirror tells me differently
it tells me i am fucked
it tells me im manipulating all the ones i love
and i make myself available for everyone to use
and never actually tell anyone if i need them too
cus im better at just wanting things and never speaking up
cus then i can just tell myself that it is all my fault

that i want all the things that i could never get
that i want a little break from my sicky brain
that i need a little hug so i can dissapear
i need a little hug to make me feel like i am here 
x 2

Vampire

True Love Will Find You In The End (Daniel Johnston cover)

lyrics:


there is someting and i am waiting
but i am losing my patience
everyday is like im in deep seas
cus i didn’t think i would get this far

im alive now almost twenty
but i died when i was seven
now im zombie  sleepwalking
going off on muscle memory

but all my muscles now is the abuse
how many people get to use and use
until the last drop hits and its too late
just how much pain can one human take

i am tired even sleeping
and i am fucked up from so deep in
i dont think ill get to feel things
that other people do


like loving healthy like kissing plenty like happy wealthy in safe
like dreaming sweetly like feeling free in the brain not evil and pain

and three years ago i said
the reason not to kill myself
was then i could never feel the rain again

hear it drumming on the glass
laying in my bed at last
sleeping just sleeping with no questions asked


but now im older and i know that life has more
no im older and i know to ask for more
i want the things that normal people take for granted
the happy life the safe life the boringness of the enchanted

cus i know that there is something  and im just so tired of waiting
is living even worth it  if all i do is trying not to feel pain  if
i had lived on back then would i have a shot?
do i still have a chance to get all the things i never got?

Almost Twenty

Tears Stupid Tears (Daniel Johnston cover)

Deviltown (Daniel Johnston cover)

Constant Headache - Joyce Manor (cover by Blood Girl)

Life In Vain by Daniel Johnston (cover by Blood Girl)

Griveances by Daniel Johnston (cover by Blood Girl)

Hello. I am Blood Girl! 
I am a 24 year old nonbinary creature that sings about sadness and bettering

Deviltown (Daniel Johnston cover)

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