this is stunning....  beautiful version.  you've made it your own!  <3 <3

a cover of a song by one of my favourite artists by one of my favourite artists???? hell yess!!! this is so so gorgeous what a wonderful version!

* covers *

most of what i write about is sadness but i guess
its just an easier emotion to dig into than the rest
theres always layers top of layers of self hatred i can dig thru
whilst the positives just gather dust in corners of my brain goo
 when i go to sleep i watch the dust bunnies like pretty flowers
and i count the sheep while they tirelessly jump around for hours
the night is gorgeous in its greyish blue and i love how calm i feel
when im awake inside this quietness that almost feels unreal

why am i crying?   crying over what?
and my pillowcase is drying with ounces of my snot
i feel like emptiness colliding cus i am bored by everything
but i just want to feel alright ish i dont want to feel like shit
why am i lying?   lying cus of what?
cus i keep telling you i am fine but im actually not
i think its more about my own shit than anybody else
but that doesn’t make it less weird cus then im just lying to myself

im going sorta crazy how bout you are you ok?
i miss my friends and i miss school but time just flies and goes away
i think two weeks are spent now nothings new just laying in my bed
im taking naps to try and sleep until its all normal again
keeping up with   everyone    has been the hardest task
cus back before this quarantine i saw them at their desks
in school we sat out on the balcony and smoked when we felt like it
now the weather is amazing but we’re all stuck in our apartments

why am i crying?   crying over what?
and my pillowcase is drying with ounces of my snot
i feel like emptiness colliding cus i am bored by everything
but i just want to feel alright ish i dont want to feel like shit
why am i lying?   lying cus of what?
cus i keep telling you i am fine but im actually not
i think its more about my own shit than anybody else
but that doesn’t make it less weird cus then im just lying to myself

why am i hiding? hiding cus of what?
cus if i want to go outside  i can do that if i want
but i just dont have a routine now it was pulled out of my hands
and now its expected that i do the things i could but now i can’t
why am i dying? dying over what?
its like stupid how im trying it makes life feel like a job
i am an expert in my own shit  but i miss everyone else
everything is weird now im just lying to myself

Lying To Myself

I Miss America

I should be glad to have you back 
But this time around, something’s turned to black 
Your pale body a projection screen 
I know every frame, so many times that I’ve seen - 

Will it be like before? 
Will it ever be the same? 
If we reuse the cels 
Would the color start to fade? 

It’s history that hasn’t happened yet 
Last time I cried, this time I sweat 
And doesn’t it seem an awful waste 
That all of our cells will get replaced? 

Will it be like before? 
Will it ever be the same? 
If we reuse the cels 
Would the color start to fade? 

Will it be like before? 
Will I lose you again? 
If we reuse ourselves 
Could there be any other end? 

If it’s just like before 
If I’m losing you again 
Still we reuse the cels

Reuse The Cels

Immortal Shrine

ON THE NIGHT THAT I DIED I ALWAYS CHICKEN OUT

CHICKEN

The Orbiting Human Circus

J'Attendrai

Constant Headache - Joyce Manor (cover by Blood Girl)

Sick Girl

Agoraphobia

lyrics:

i am blood cute cus i eat you
mostly eating myself
i am shitfuck cause im lonely
life is boring as hell
and i speak up
in my nightmares
and everything goes to shit
so im quiet
quiet riot
and i cry for a bit

i am angry when im singing
and i yell all i can
put the creature in my brain cage
into the garbage bin
she’s a wild dog  and she bites me
when i try to stay strong
like when i play my guitar
and i forget where i was… umm

oh  the problems my problems
are becoming my friends
we watch tv eat popcorn have pillow fights to death
i am used to feeling used you feel the same way too i think
i am crushing up my meds to make them into pixie sticks

i am blood girl cus in blood world
we are all alive
check your voicemail
theres a voicemail from me inside
saying  “hey you , do your thing dude! blood girls cheering you on!”
hope yr ok if you’re not hey
maybe write a song

Bloodcute

Life In Vain by Daniel Johnston (cover by Blood Girl)

Funeral Home by Daniel Johnston (cover by Blood Girl)

lyrixxx:
i am still here holding onto
scabs from all your now-healed tattoos
searching how to change my body
i love you but im not that lovely
i change into another skin
to  fit the person i am with
you loved me once i think you did
or were you only trying to fit in
im tiptoeing circles around your name
ill follow you footsteps until i am in pain
i want you to love me  to tell me to talk
to pretend to listen is more than enough
i talk to your shadow cus i am too shy
to talk to you maybe im boring inside
im shaking and drooling and turning to stone
i am always afraid that i will end up alone
if you loved me back then  then  you’ll love me even more
when i am terrified or i am sobbing on the floor
i cant rly change all the parts of my brain
that i hate that i wish would just go away
but in the end i am my only friend
and the end is close enough

i know i’ve yet to hurt a lot
before ive finally hurt enough
i love you but im not that lovely

FUZZYFACE - Lovely

Griveances by Daniel Johnston (cover by Blood Girl)

no shade in the shadow of the cross (sufjan stevens cover)

i am not alright
to the point where i 
should just stay at home and not go to school
cus everytime i speak
i float from my body
and i look down thinking: shut the fuck up dude!
like everything i say is so fucking stupid
and everytime i speak im completely useless
i feel embarrassed by my stupid brain and i just wanna cry
i feel embarrassed by my stupid brain and i just wanna cry

URGH!

i embarrass myself by being embarrassed
and when i try not to be i think i come off as arrogant
i always start at A and end up somewhere by the H
and oh the H is giant capital it stands for how i hate myself
i think im stupid when i talk 
and then i say “haha im stupid”
and then i think it is annoying
so i think im even worse
i am so angry at my stupid brain and i just wanna cry
i am so angry at my by my stupid brain and i just wanna cry

WAH!

all roads lead to stupid
im stupid cus i think that i am stupid
this song is stupid cus its about being stupid
and it is stupid that its stupid so its stupid
i am tired of  myself
cus my brain is poopy!
when i go to hell
all roads still lead to stupid
i feel embarrassed by my stupid brain and i just wanna cry
i feel embarrassed by my stupid brain and i just wanna cry

All Roads Lead To Stupid

Hello. I am Blood Girl! 
I am a 25 year old nonbinary creature that sings about sadness and bettering

no shade in the shadow of the cross (sufjan stevens cover)

Blood Girl

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