I'm a guitarist ... ( almost is ) music is inside my blood..... many bad things happen to me in the way of my dream... i lost my hearing ability deaf at left ear and can't hear any high frequency above 4khz ... in my right ear...  also gain load tinnitus ... ( all of this because i'm serve my land... by my ability... and it's forever lost)
also infected by Carpal Tunnel Syndrome for my both Hands. ... i almost quit music... ( i really quit them quit my dream ... for years... until i realize ... music still give me happiness .. and many peoples try hard to stay with it... Django Reinhardt / Shawn Lane / Jason Backer ... they have bad saturation than me.. but they continue til very end ... Becker still compose songs with only his eyes ... why i will quit ? ... if it's only thing i'm almost happy with... )

this must be my last time to practice everything again ... ( but mixing lol i can't hear very well use only eyes for mixing sound... that i never thing i must being here before... 


if i can't reach my dream... i still happy what i'm try hard enough ... even i'm alone with out supporting from anyone my bands... my friends.... my land.

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