Vintage

Distance Puppets

i︣n︣d︣i︣ vol II

Copy of SoundCloud Weekly

Shoutout to @puppet for helping me out on this one
Also to @rainsweptmusic for listening to the many mixes

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Lyrics:
Falling down
People got a lot to say
When your falling out
I've been straying so far away

And the years take route
Wish that I could hit replay
When I'm 6 feet down
don't Wish me away yeah

Staring down
All my life I've been okay
And I don't know how
But I'll do it anyway

All this noise so loud
But Ill try my best to change
or just shut my mouth
And refuse to Run away

Can't find the words to say
I'm not done but everything's so grey
Sick of feeling this way 
I've been losing sight of things and trying to be okay

When you say that shit do you mean it
I'm better off not hearing it repeated
Most times I'm easily defeated
I'm all alone and I rarely feel completed

I can’t convey
What I’m tryna say
Scared of what they’ll say

Why should I try again?
I’m always in my head
Wish that I could just forget
Would I be better off dead?

Stay up till 3 am
Ignore the things that people said
Wondering if this shit will ever end
But I guess I’ll just keep falling down

(What am I tryna be?
Why don’t I feel anything?
What do you expect from me?
I'll just fuck up everything

Falling more day by day
Wish that I was A-Okay
I know that it sounds so cliche
But I just miss yesterday.)

falling down

this place doesn't mean anything anymore

ATO - no caroline

BUY / STREAM SIDE A  http://1995.eu/ato-side-a

Written by ATO

Produced by - singular balance , SteveXCooper , Jonathon Ng



LYRICS

 
HOOK 1

I just like money getting stacks I want P 
Telephone for me I just let that shit ring 
You just keep running n you’ll never catch me 
(Oh yeh)
Would this bitch die for me, we could be easy
Six fall for me, I’m living dreams

No sign,
No sign of my
My girl 
No Caroline



Yeh I’m in
N then I’m gone
I’ll get that
Suttin knocking on the floor 
I gotta move soon, i aint got nothing
Got a life, gotta take it back star!
Yehh you know me from back in those days
Like I know..
There ain’t nothing they can say to me
Got nothing, like how you gonna 
Maybe.. (maybe)
An you’ve got that same smile 
Like you did before
You miss that late night, calling





I just like mone getting stacks I want P (One time for my niggers on the red line)
Telephone for me I just let that shit ring 
You just like money and you’re gonna like me 
(Oh yeh)
Would this bitch die for me, we could be easy
Six fall for me I’m living dreams

No sign,
No sign of my..
My girl 
No Caroline

Feelings
How you gonna breathe through

-


She just want a nigga with change
a nigger street enough to blow house money on chains 
but I grew up on garrowby way 
years pouring with rain 
too busy looking to God 
to see my world drowning in waves
now it’s dark when I pray
swimming deeper for closure
she like to divulge to her girls 
but they ain’t real and that’s something she already knows 
tale of two cities
ain’t no pity
karma got interest for you, check check
moving risky 
hardly discreet
i used to be holy 
loved priscilla 
like my only, young hurt n full of dreams 
tryna clean up
throwing dirty money at therapy
counting down from 10
until I wake up in the cemetery 
tales of the rest of the city
it bleed 
help me
wild wild west, moved to grove 
tryna bury your past, first you have to bury your soul
it ain’t easy round here, when you’re living with ghosts
some white people, black people, frame n a mirror too close 
these times, friends were moving snakey
i pressed Kacey for the truth
i said tell me straight!
coz lies echo in this room
black boys with mental health
he had his own demons too
bam had already just been sectioned
that shit took him out of school 
we couldn’t be friends 
tryna survive 
tryna mend
our pasts
tryna defend
who we thought we were
red lights 
whilst reaching for the stars
escaped a couple suicides
then suicide
life became walking a line
the long way home 
for young black boys
up north
where now?
who am I?
both my parents ill
i was falling short and in denial
a pain i couldn’t feel 
sometimes my reality feels like the casino 
mother gave birth to my brother
through her chemo 
helpless, watching life reload 
now I’m rising to the surface
nah I need it
treat my brother like my own
coz his life gave me purpose 
now if she knew me
could she love me
when it’s cold
her love go through me 
like a knife 
n its cold.

no caroline

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Lyrics:
What is happening 
Will I keep on struggling
I'm done pretending
I want something
Tired of hearing things I don't want to hear
I just want to go back just a few years

Left behind, I'm so tired of this new life
Every single day I'm just waiting for the next time
Stuck inside my room, I wish everything would fly by
Used to be okay but now just nothing ever feels right

All my friends are gone 
Now I'm waiting on the phone
Pretending that I'm alright 
Even though I'm so alone

Everyone will move away
I look back on yesterday 
Want to see them one more time 
But now I'm waiting for the invite

I don't know what to say
Will it be okay
Tear me down, yeah everyday
Gave it up, yeah everything

Miss it bad 
What I had 
Now I'm sad Im just so damn far away now

Living life in the past
What is it I can't decide 
What am I even tryna find 
Every single day I forget what I'm really chasing
Running from my problems sinking in the deep end

Left behind, I'm so tired of this new life
Every single day I'm just waiting for the next time
Stuck inside my room, I wish everything would fly by
Used to be okey but now just nothing ever feels right

All my friends are gone 
Now I'm waiting on the phone
Pretending that I'm alright 
Even though I'm so alone

Everyone will move away
I look back on yesterday 
Want to see them one more time 
But now I'm waiting for the invite

left behind

ATO - Nobu 

BUY / STREAM SIDE A  http://1995.eu/ato-side-a

Produced by 
Jonathon Ng

Lyrics:

Yeah she living fast fashion

Two nights looking all pretty Paris

Take a perfect picture, can’t think of a caption

Thought we were done, why we fucking? Bad habits

The way I see love, faded 

The boy runs away and finds a mirror, frames it

I ain’t ever seen both sides until it shattered

Lies weighing down on me 

As it happens I could fly



Aim for me, the same

Window side, praying that the rain made a wave 

If the city don’t love me, that’s cool, that’s the game

It’s funny how you never found time to stop, baby, hustle

The sky bleeds as it grows

I wake 7:45 on the ropes

Thoughts bright, tryna find themselves

Let me go



I just wanna be

180 to the city

Why you calling my name

Why she calling again

Get T on the phone

Some bitches we met out in soho

Me and J ain’t tryna get caught up

Will somebody take them to nobu



I ain’t been serious enough on this music

I was in uni moving half hearted

Didn’t even know where I was heading

Where we’re going, where we going?

I just wanna show love for loves sake

Bro’s kept me held me down



And while I felt those days don’t mean nada

I’m still looking to you ain’t that something

I need to be here on my own

Swerving tryna balance my lows

Shit I can’t force it

And if it’s important it’ll come, sure

I’m calling, it’s nothing to say



I just wanna be

180 to the city

Why you calling my name

Why she calling again

Get T on the phone

Some bitches we met out in soho

Me and J ain’t tryna get caught up

Will somebody take them to nobu



Same life but different

Couldn’t tell you how I feel inside

I could be a whole lot of things, just don’t think about it twice

I just need you

Take my fears and right them

Stare at the sky, wont outlast the day

Hold me closer on the fall down

Nobu

for me

ARTWORK : Rofu_Kagazaki

Original Music by : @porter-robinson

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Porter Robinson - Dullscythe (Astral Ctrl Edit)

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second single from Puppet's second album New York Family

a cover of Four Year Strong

lyrics:

go on and rip my beating heart out
fill my body up with disease
it doesn't matter if I'm rotting from the inside out
you're still the worst part about me

a symptomatic sign of the changing times
I feel like I'm just flying blind
I brace myself for the fallout
I never had a strong enough stomach for me to endure
all of the carnage shock and the gore
you're leaving me breadcrumbs to follow

I try to hold it together
but you just pull me apart

go on and rip my beating heart out
fill my body up with disease
it doesn't matter if I'm rotting from the inside out
you're still the worst part about me

I used to have the nerve to combust
but my spine is caked in dust completely covered in rust
and I'm sick of just coughing my lungs out
you always try to throw another wrench in the gears
filling my head with your bad ideas
that's what I get for sticking my neck out

split me down the middle
open up my chest
you can take the parts you want
and you can leave me with the rest
split me down the middle
open up my chest
I can stitch myself up good enough
clean up the mess that you left

go on and rip my fuckin' heart out
fill my body up with disease
It doesn't matter if I'm rotting from the inside out
you're still the worst part about me

go on and rip my beating heart out
fill my body up with disease
it doesn't matter if I'm rotting from the inside out
you're still the worst part about me

The Worst Part About Me

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Lyrics
I doubt me
Its hard to believe that I'll see it through
It's likely
to turn out that I just had wasted time
forget me
I'll always try to be somebody else
Time after time

Always down, am i gonna get by
Wait too long, i'm gonna run out of time
Everything I do, yeah it doesn't feel right
Will it be a problem for the rest of my life

Too far gone, I'm such a waste of time
Seems like everyone else is fine
I'm not sure what I'm tryna find
Im not sure if I should even try

Lately I've been losing sleep
Wish the path wasn't so steep
Just see things from my point of view
Can't compare, just look at you

Come to grips I'm in too deep
Wonder what happened in between
Fear whats unknown, all my life
Am really worth the time

I doubt me
Its hard to believe that I'll see it through
It's likely
to turn out that I just had wasted time
forget me
I'll always try to be somebody else
Time after time

I feel I'm in it too deep
It's just a fucking disease
Something I just can't defeat
It's just so hard to believe

Feels like theres no place for me
Don't even know who to be
I'm trying so hard to see
But i'm too far out of reach

I always back down
Searching for a way out
Wonder why I'm left out
Is it too late to change now?
Time after time.

time after time

october w/ victxrw

hey! i decided to throw together a track created from a bunch of my favorite songs. the idea with this one was just to let myself have fun and not worry about the intricacies that normally hold me down. if you like this song or my music in general,  you should definitely check out the source material :)

every track in order of appearance:
https://soundcloud.com/laxcitymusic/grateful
https://soundcloud.com/airuei/aquamarine
https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele/love-in-every-single-way
https://soundcloud.com/porter-robinson/mirror
https://soundcloud.com/korewakosu/hoopla
https://soundcloud.com/duumu/paralysed
https://soundcloud.com/bitbird/acloudyskye-n33t-nothing-else
https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele/escape
https://soundcloud.com/defsharp/flower-bed [where the track started :)]
https://soundcloud.com/grantsongs/wishes-feat-mccall
https://soundcloud.com/xavimakesmusic/tennyson-crybird-xavi-remix
https://soundcloud.com/dobitwo/your-favorite-sidekick-a-remix-for-underscores-x-8485
https://soundcloud.com/webcage/actor
https://soundcloud.com/04collective/rusherz-before-you-go
https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele/only-for-a-moment
https://soundcloud.com/ebumusicc/cosmology-of-the-shapes
https://soundcloud.com/underscores/everybodysdead

and sadkey - ought for the cover art ;)

ICONS

ICYMI OUT NOW - http://ftrbnd.co/icymi

waves crashing over me
as light disappeared
touch myself for some dopamine
what a fucking loser
i missed it bad but i hate it here
im out cried
started to phoenix in ashland
facetimed a blaze in slow motion



i watched it collapse in my palms
i been feeling the love i had fall
through open arms
and bleeding out
i wish i made it back you know
we shouldve lasted years
call it fate if it helps you

to let this go
i dont want the things i loved no more
its cutting me up
old friend dont go
i dont want to feel alone no more
it comes and it goes

I saw your eyes in a dream last night
so used to not getting to say goodbye
melting away with the changing light
you know you dont have to stay
ill afterglow in the dark
of course the past can be changed
i watched it bend while i talked
the feelings all interchange
i feel you here when youre gone
and through it all
let it fade if it helps you

to let this go
i dont want the things i loved no more
its cutting me up
old friend dont go
i dont want to feel alone no more
it comes and it goes

howd you like to see the world?
how to hold you when it hurts?
your eyes they drift through hazey light
the cruelty of circumstance and time
i dont want to wake you up
its clear youd rather be elsewhere
id rather be in love

Elsewhere

yokohama

Been sitting on this track for almost a year. Super excited for others to finally hear <333

DL: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1WvbRImSoSjM1wZ0FV5wnIZo4EcTt4MGp/view?usp=sharing

Ellie Goulding - Burn (Kosakii Remix)

old version of this song I found from before I finished it and hated it 2017

royalty

with the amazing https://soundcloud.com/oyeme-thomas 

master by https://soundcloud.com/knoir

i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
standing in the hallways
laughing and listening
to music, acting like we always do
acting like we don’t exist 
and excuse me
but i hate to say i hate that
i hate hating the commons
i hate increasing my pace when
i know you’re right behind me
walking to our class
maybe we could stop
talk about what we have in common
such as
we both have insecurities
we have liked a girl and
i’m sure she isn’t purposely
hurting me, and the same goes for you
the pain that you’ve felt
is something that i’ve gone through
she’d be perfectly
okay with us
being friends
i just wanna stop pretending that i hate you
i just wanna be
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
why do butterflies
fly in my stomach when i see you?
they fly around
faster than a hungry, wild zebra
kicking my stomach to death
because it sees a threat 
to my over-valued reputation
i hate this persistent intimidation
that i’m always facing
just because your face is 
pretty
or the way your chain sits upon your neck
or maybe because you’re
famous
i remember at that football game
i was standing right behind you and i was
trying to act at the same way
that i'd act around my friends
but they were drooling over you
so i was too afraid to say this in the future
listen man, i just wanna talk to you
maybe become friends
but i have never had that opportunity
to talk to you and see
if i could promise peace
between us
maybe we could farm some greens
pardon me for being personal about it
but i just wanna be
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your
i am not an enemy
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends ?!?!?!?!
i just wanna be your friend !!!!1
i just wanna be your friend!!!!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!
i just wanna be your friend!
i am not an enemy
i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your friend

written by me

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peace treaty w/ oyeme

re:set

you can hear how much the song changed over time. the choruses really were the weakest link in the song. took me a while to completely re-do them and fill them out. writing the drums for Living in It made me completely rethink my song writing and made me shift this song from synth-focused to band-focused

this bounce is from december 2019. I announced my hiatus in november of that year, but truly I already hadnt been making music for almost a year before then. I just hadnt made it public

this place doesn't mean anything anymore

nasos