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Bipolar Paradise Pt. I

I think i lost my mind a while ago
cos ive been seeing some ghosts
and id be lying if i told you im fine
but i lie
yeah, these thoughts i would never speak out loud
Ive seen you cry but ive never seen you shout
like a hurricane, these shots dont ricochet
sight blurred im walkin dazed, girl im fucking faded
or maybe wasted, i cant remember how it happened
oh i dont know my limits at all
im sinking down into my thoughts
oh my god

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down
girl you know im drownin
and i keep goin down
but ill swear that im not , im not, im not 

its friendly fire and sunlight 
the aftermath of one too many
words i said, when i should of said nothing at all
at all
i gotta stop overthinking
and missing
what could have been
you were never even really here
and still were are spinning
just liars and cheaters
right back where we started
but it dont get easier 
i am drowning
in liquor and apathy
will be the death of me

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down

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the morning light shines a lifeline
escape is what i need
i shouldve listened last night girl
this is beyond belief
that we keep falling for the lure of
liquid confidence and lights
and we skydive from walls we built
dying just to feel alive

on the way down screamin
woah
if all we have is time then well be alright
its not much but its better than nothing
were running on fumes but well make it through the night
its not love but its better than dreaming

oh im on fire
theres a burning in my bones
and in my eyes these dreams theyre taking hold
i just need time

building walls to burn them down
canon balls to watch me drown
youve got me lost in here and now
youve got me lost in lost and found
we only hang in evenings
and i dont know what im thinking
but i know that i wont think it
if i keep up with this thinking
all these dreams and all these plans
we shared under the moonlight
theyre dreams and plans that i have
i just dont know if youll fit right
when i leave in the morning
and i kiss you and say goodnight
i kick myself until we kick it
shouldve told you goodbye

coming home so late at night
with clothes covered in sand
i dont know just what im thinking
but im doing what i can
and if all we have is time then we will find

if all we have is time then well be alright
its not much but its better than nothing
were running on fumes but well make it through the night
its not love but its better than dreaming



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cos i had the best of the worst sides
and i had these lungs
and i had too many flash fires
that i just let them burn

till my chest is on fire
and my head just wont die
i guess im lying cos i wanna
i guess im lying cos i dont
cos i just feel so tired
like its move or slowly die
you aint you when youre like this
this aint you and you know it
but aint that just the point

you dont know
how to let go
who said this must be all or nothing
but im
still caught below
and ill never let you know
no i cant tell you nothing

cos im a fucking mess sometimes
but still i could always be
whatever you wanted
but not what you needed
especially when you been needing me
cos im a fucking mess sometimes
and ill say what i dont mean
just cos i wanted
or maybe i need it
swear lyings the only rush i need

cos all i needed was some words to say
that all these feelings dont mean shit to me
cos its all just chemicals anyway
anyway
and i got way to many routes to take
to make this all just go away
and find another heart to break
so heartless with the words i say
just saying what im supposed to say
cos i had nothing for you
i cant love when i cant even love myself
things i would rather be thoughts at the back of my head but im addicted to hurting
and i got these lungs
and I spent too many late nights
thinking a hole in the earth

till the sky is on fire
and my head still wont die
i guess im lying cos i want to
i guess im lying cos i dont
cos i just feel so tired
like i need something to come alive
she said you aint you when youre like this
this aint you what you done?
and i said thats the point

you dont know how to let go
who said this must be all or nothing
but im still caught bellow
and ill never let you know
no i cant tell you nothing

cos im a fucking mess sometimes
but still i could always be
whatever you wanted
but not what you needed
especially when you been needing me
cos im a fucking mess inside
and ill say what i dont mean
just cos i wanted
or maybe i need it
swear lyings the only rush i need

/numb

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so tell me this is who you are
they tell me ive got something more
and oh you could be loved
but i dont want the lights to find me when im dark and lost
but never on my own

cos i just wanna swing like sinatra
singing like i cant stop
cos i could never rock like a rolling stone
i just wanna live like the ones before
and maybe i could play guitar like hendrix
or save the world or end it
and then maybe youll remember me when im gone
thats all i could ever want
thats all i want

so i got ten minutes to be all or nothing to
whoever wants to hear
and i got ten weeks of talking bullshit on repeat till im burnt out and disappear
but i owe you nothing
and i own my luck
oh they said youll never be alone again
but i dont think you understand me or what i fear
but you could be loved
but i dont want to lie to tell myself
im more than all the mistakes ive out run

cos im only here for a minute
and i dont care what you say cos i know
youre only here cos im winning
but i can be my own kind of rock and roll like
i dont really care if you say you dont fuck with me
and i can say what the fuck i want cos its down to me
and i got love for you even if you are doubting me
like oh my god i just cant stop

cos i just wanna sing like sinatra
with ethanol my soundtrack
cos i could never rock like a rolling stone
i wonder how it feels to burn out young
cos i just wanna die before my heart fails
from heartbreak or cocktails and
then maybe youll cry once you know im gone
thats all i could ever want
oh thats all i want

cos i aint scared of living
i aint scared of living
no i aint scared of living
cos its all weve got
what are we breathing for if we aint living
and i dont want your love
i just want to feel like im still living
and if there is no god
ill know the day i die i lived through heaven
and that i gave it hell
and if it hurt oh well at least thats living

thats all i want

sex drugs and rock and roll thats all i want
whats under the words you know thats all i want
something more than superficial is all i want
sex drugs and rock and roll thats all i want

/i aint scared of living.

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you try to kill it but it wont stop bleeding
try to forget it but it wont stop killing you
youre running out of time
yeah you know you cant go back
its too late
to say its too late
you cant take back that you said nothing
how could you do nothing

is this burning right?
am i living bridges
can we build our past right?
learning through future solecism

its played out (ive missed times)
ive moved on (been disconnected) 
get fucked up (i stressed time)
my new draw (forgetting timing)
and its not right (and i need you to talk me down)
youre dead wrong
what are we doing (cos i feel like i need to crash)
lets go home
theres no hope
its all wrong

//cos i been looking at the sky to show me where i went wrong
//been looking at the sky like someone was looking down
//but it keeps raining on me
//and i been looking at the sky since i was like 5 years old
//been looking for the the stars but it seems like theyre all gone
//and the faults not ours alone
//but i think its time to go

its played out
ive moved on
get fucked up
my new draw
and its not right
youre dead wrong
what are we doing?
lets go home
theres no hope
its all wrong

and ive got way too many questions just to try and get it right
cos i cant be the one to shrug it off
and i could be the reason that we stay up all night to be someone
be someone
and oh all weve got is to try to get it right
but no one told you
that this gon hurt
oh no
and now all i really want is to scream

that shit just to try and find a way get my head down
and head out or maybe just the two of us
and head now 
im just trying to find the real now
dream clouds, ghost ground
real friends, dead home town

cos i been looking at the sky to show me where i went wrong
been looking at the sky like someone was looking down
but it keeps raining on me
when i been looking at the sky since i was like 5 years old
been looking for the the stars but it seems like theyre all gone
and it breaks my heart you know
but i think its time to go

//and its not right
//youre dead wrong
//what are we doing
//lets go home
//theres no hope
//its all wrong

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its been a few years since you been gone
theres been a few tears but that was years and years ago
yeah i grew up to be exactly what you wanted
yeah i been living out the dream that you dreamt up

its been a few years with more to come
its been a few years since ive felt sure of what i want
and i woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me and i thought
woah, old friend its bittersweet

but how could you do this to me?
how could you do this to me?

cos you are not who you think you are
theres no grain on these brown eyes
but they can be green if they really want
and i can bend your words
so they say exactly what hurts the most
but silence is better than fake laughs
or faking were always up
loose grip
the world bends around you
and living through cracked screens
we fold down to what we want
out of love
we talk through lines
were made of smoke
and just in time
we drift away
diffusing light
confusing times
growing up
or cascading down?
cascading down
im hurting now

but change comes slow
if you hate whats in your head
the fuck would you speak your mind
in search of lost time
just 21 so im young and im stupid
only 16 yeah i think you shouldve known

i think you fucked me up

i think
i think you fucked me up
and ive got nothing to say to you

its been a few years and i moved on
couldnt make it disappear oh i tried so hard to be strong
but i grew up today and faced that im not just lonely
dont feel much better but i guess that its a start

vertigo

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