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End Credits EP

ICYMI

Ghost in the Shell

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she said what you doing can you come through?
certain things i wish i could undo
dont want to feel a way, so let it pass through
waist pressed on you in a past life
she said undress her in the bathroom
give me head i love a good attitude
falling for you in a vacuum
slipping past 100 on the dash soon
when i call it, can you zoom?
comms check, one, two
i thought about you all of my night
 
found you outside
we had fun crimes
collapsed some time
ill cross your mind
call me next time
dilated eyes
quick death, brief life
 
crashing
crushing
 
i lost all focus
blurring thru these motions
you dont give a fuck since
distance turned to oceans
weaponise the timeline
ive been here in real life
dodging all these airstrikes
anxious but its alright
martyrdom weather
 
breaking in with your new friend
think of me when you shut it down
 
i read your message through the lines
i just want to cool it off
she just loves crossing all these wires
hands getting tied up in them
but dont you hate those cliches now
almost killed to not get stronger
the photos lasted longer
and after all this time were not much taller
i know
 
i lost all focus
blurring thru these motions
you dont give a fuck since
distance turned to oceans
weaponise the timeline
ive been here in real life
dodging all these airstrikes
anxious but its alright
martyrdom weather
 
breaking in with your new friend
think of me when you shut it down
fucking me out of your head
heart breaking were solo, ah

Modern Warfare

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19 (baby!)
inverted baby
bright blue sky scenes
obscura in my bedroom
lying on the floor we had some times
bad ideas
soft spoken music to my ears
spending my money 
like i wish i had spent time

but no our legacy sheets
can bring me sweet dreams
how strange is it when ours is lost in them
i said whenever you called id be there
i hope you never take advice from your friends
crammed in to the back seat of my first car
that i drove too fast
running from the thought i
know you dont get it when i say i been balling

its all bless
you couldnt stop crying i couldnt cry at all
how can i dance myself clean?
these rooms just dirty my soles
slowly my friends turned to places
i cant be everywhere at once
i watched some friends turn to places
now its just a one way convo

and til youre not afraid of going
ill be right here on your arm
and when its not my choice in staying
ill go

i know our legacy sheets
cant bring me sweet dreams
how strange is it when ours is lost in them
i said whenever you called id be there
i hope you never take advice from your friends
crammed in to the back seat of my first car
that i drove too fast
running from the thought i
know you dont get it when i tell you im balling

balling

we were just kids
you couldnt stop crying i couldnt cry at all
how can i dance myself clean?
these rooms just dirty my soles
slowly my friends turned to places
and i cant be everywhere at once
i watched some friends turn to places
now its just a one way convo

Balling

i was looking for your face in the prequels
that keep running through my mind when its idle
i know you never had the time for my sci-fis
but you loved shape shifting
i know we were high but i meant it
im not trying to fuck about, if it looks it
i told her now is not the time im just dancing
and ghost erasing

but i remember
that sunset like it was last night
fireworks blowing holes in the night sky
she told me baby now or never
didnt know what it was for a long time
but it was you for so long on my mind
i know were breaking but

i just want to hear your voice in the morning
cos i been up waiting for something thats hopeless
i dont really want to break your heart when its open
like finding out loves not a feeling
its a choice

you want me to tell you
ive always hated dancing
but i would dance with you
but i can see right through you babe
know youd love me if i told you
that im in love with you

but i remember
that sunset like it was last night
fireworks blowing holes in the night sky
she told me baby now or never
didnt know how to feel for a long time
but it was you for so long on my mind
i know its breaking but

i just want to hear your voice in the morning
cos i been up waiting for something thats hopeless
i dont really want to break your heart when its open
like finding out loves not a feeling
its a choice

Sci-Fi

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lord knows were wrong
ceilings were floors

that we clipped our lives through
but im closer to hope

now downs become up
i can see the light skew


but its alright, i wont be long
drilla come thru and try snatch my phone

inside out, comme des garcons
no bad blood, i dont hold a grudge
girls still try but i let it go
proud of my tears, proud to be alone

proud of my highs

proud of my lows
and though some of these things

just out of our control i



i know you think about me sometimes

i hope he treats you like you always wanted

in time these rushes we feel wont fly by

how can i think ahead youre always on my mind?
how can i think ahead youre always



hate feeling like this

thinking in crises

feeling so cliche

ooh
tried to run from it
she said im not above it

im from it
ooh



cos you were looking at me back like that
rushing thru the years trying to turn the clock back

i cant always be there

but i you know i come back
i been racing
and been in last for so long

but its alright, i wont be long
drilla come thru and try snatch my phone

inside out, comme des garcons
no bad blood, i dont hold a grudge
girls still try but i let it go
proud of my tears and proud to be alone

proud of my highs

and proud of my lows
and though some of these things

just out of our control ive



i know you think about me sometimes

i hope he treats you like you always wanted

in time these rushes we feel wont fly by

how can i think ahead youre always on my mind?



how can i think ahead youre all thats on my mind?
every sight

Closer 2

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i was looking for you in the garden
the shadows under the trees perforated night skies 
i found it hard to see in the glare
the only response to a call was the rustle of leaves, birdsong
your name diffusing through the undulations in the air
the kitchen doors were open
checked the fridge before continuing
skipping stairs was a stretch but still a habit

years later a couple lanes away from where we lived
i watched an asteroid break up on entry
bright limbs streaking across a black sky
what were the chances?
miracles unfolding overhead
drinking in the park

i could never explain the pit in my stomach 
frantic, nervous pacing through the house
(if we act like things are not spiralling out of hand
does that make them so?
if a thought goes unspoken does that erase it?
the unbroached belief when my friend died decades later
that subconscious echoes carried him through me)
but it never rears its head when it can be reasoned with
the world ends on a quiet weekend
not through diagnoses, emergencies, collapses -
although i hate thinking that memories bend

cars were still parked outside
if the rapture had happened, why was it unrecognisable?
why was the sky blue?
why did no one tell me?
did these things not announce themselves?
and when i found you, you told me to wash my hands
i had been playing outside
and spoke nothing of the end of the world
does that mean it never happened?

A Call

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waves crashing over me
as light disappeared
touch myself for some dopamine
what a fucking loser
i missed it bad but i hate it here
im out cried
started to phoenix in ashland
facetimed a blaze in slow motion



i watched it collapse in my palms
i been feeling the love i had fall
through open arms
and bleeding out
i wish i made it back you know
we shouldve lasted years
call it fate if it helps you

to let this go
i dont want the things i loved no more
its cutting me up
old friend dont go
i dont want to feel alone no more
it comes and it goes

I saw your eyes in a dream last night
so used to not getting to say goodbye
melting away with the changing light
you know you dont have to stay
ill afterglow in the dark
of course the past can be changed
i watched it bend while i talked
the feelings all interchange
i feel you here when youre gone
and through it all
let it fade if it helps you

to let this go
i dont want the things i loved no more
its cutting me up
old friend dont go
i dont want to feel alone no more
it comes and it goes

howd you like to see the world?
how to hold you when it hurts?
your eyes they drift through hazey light
the cruelty of circumstance and time
i dont want to wake you up
its clear youd rather be elsewhere
id rather be in love

Elsewhere

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Bipolar Paradise Pt. I

I think i lost my mind a while ago
cos ive been seeing some ghosts
and id be lying if i told you im fine
but i lie
yeah, these thoughts i would never speak out loud
Ive seen you cry but ive never seen you shout
like a hurricane, these shots dont ricochet
sight blurred im walkin dazed, girl im fucking faded
or maybe wasted, i cant remember how it happened
oh i dont know my limits at all
im sinking down into my thoughts
oh my god

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down
girl you know im drownin
and i keep goin down
but ill swear that im not , im not, im not 

its friendly fire and sunlight 
the aftermath of one too many
words i said, when i should of said nothing at all
at all
i gotta stop overthinking
and missing
what could have been
you were never even really here
and still were are spinning
just liars and cheaters
right back where we started
but it dont get easier 
i am drowning
in liquor and apathy
will be the death of me

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down

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the morning light shines a lifeline
escape is what i need
i shouldve listened last night girl
this is beyond belief
that we keep falling for the lure of
liquid confidence and lights
and we skydive from walls we built
dying just to feel alive

on the way down screamin
woah
if all we have is time then well be alright
its not much but its better than nothing
were running on fumes but well make it through the night
its not love but its better than dreaming

oh im on fire
theres a burning in my bones
and in my eyes these dreams theyre taking hold
i just need time

building walls to burn them down
canon balls to watch me drown
youve got me lost in here and now
youve got me lost in lost and found
we only hang in evenings
and i dont know what im thinking
but i know that i wont think it
if i keep up with this thinking
all these dreams and all these plans
we shared under the moonlight
theyre dreams and plans that i have
i just dont know if youll fit right
when i leave in the morning
and i kiss you and say goodnight
i kick myself until we kick it
shouldve told you goodbye

coming home so late at night
with clothes covered in sand
i dont know just what im thinking
but im doing what i can
and if all we have is time then we will find

if all we have is time then well be alright
its not much but its better than nothing
were running on fumes but well make it through the night
its not love but its better than dreaming



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Friday Night Song

Friday Night Song

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shes in love with the concept
as if were all just how she imagined
cos were in love i just dont know it yet
well tell me how am i supposed to see the magic
cos i dont believe in it no more
but i wont tell her
cos i always imagined
its easier if she thinks she won
so imma let her

and she said
i dont think i love you no more
you never seem to call me lately
girl i dont think you know me at all
cos i never thought id have to say this
but i dont love you
and i never did look at us
burning down in flames for kicks
but just know
im not singing for your xo
im just singing cos its over

came and went like the summertime
was that a sunset or sunrise
looking back like whered the time go
so much for trying to keep this moving slow
cos i dont believe in her no more
but i remember

how we talked shit like we knew what we wanted
and i still remember what she said

i dont think i love you no more
you never seem to call me lately
but i dont think she knew me at all
cos i never thought id have to say this
but im no liar and i never hid anything
you shouldve seen it coming to this
just know
im not singing for an ex tho
im just singing cos its over

cant

The Love U Need

gggiiiiirrrrlllll

End Credits

Nocturne

Gravity


cigarette ash like wildfire
burning holes in the nighttime
open scars cut like barbed wire
white lies flying high like a ceasefire
dropping flags on the shoreline
this is as far as i can feel right
cos what you dont know
can haunt you

and all we ever wanted
was sunlight and honesty
highlights to want to repeat
lets get away from here and
live like the movies do
i wont mind when its over
at least i didnt think for a while

so lets run
make a great escape
and ill be waiting outside for the getaway
it doesnt matter who we are
well keep running through the dark
and all well ever need is another day
we can slow down cos tomorrow is a mile away
and live like shooting stars
cos happy endings hardest to fake

sunsets on power lines
making a break for the otherside
heading out to where that sunshine
45 millimeter rolling like we lost time
polaroids and outcast
rather burnout young than grow up fast
and we could be forever futurebound
cos all i need is time and now and i could leave this past behind me
and maybe ill see a way for me to stay
when theres so much out there
so ill live forgetting for the time being
[and all we ever wanted]
[was sunlight and honesty]
[highlights to want to repeat]
[lets get away from here and]
[live like the movies do]
and i wont mind when its over
at least i didnt think for a while
so lets run
make a great escapeand ill be waiting outside for the getaway
it doesnt matter who we are
well keep running through the dark
and all well ever need is another day
we can slow down cos tomorrow is a mile away
and live like shooting stars
cos everything was never the same

and i want to let you know
i want to let you go
but i just cant bring myself to speak
but this is how it goes
the end credits the roll
this bridge was built over kerosine
but we can watch it
[burn down]
[we can watch it burn down]

and all i ever wanted
was sunlight and honesty
highlights to want to repeat
lets get away from here and
live like the movies do
i wont mind when its over
at least i didnt think

so lets run
make a great escape
and ill be waiting outside for the getaway
it doesnt matter who we are
well keep running through the dark
and all well ever need is another day
we can slow down cos tomorrow is a mile away
and live like shooting stars
cos you can wish away forever but youll never find a thing like today﻿

End Credits (Feat. Leah Kelly)

02:09

Interlude

cos weve been driving so long
I cant remember how we got here
or how we survived
so long out trying to run from our pride
till you set fire to my atmosphere
and i remember how i spent the 23rd
feeling six feet under when im 30,000ft in the air
chasing that sun down
so far east im west bound
feeling like the edge of the world is near

but youll feel better when you wake up
swear to god ill make up
everything and more when i get back someday
this is more than just a phase love
shooting stars all break up
and even though it seems like half the world away
things will be better in america
heard the streets are gold there
maybe i can fly you out this place someday
chasing dreams like im on novocaine
screaming through your airwaves
looking back i almost thought i heard you say

stay youre not gonna leave me
this place is right where you need to be
and why your words gotta mean so much to them
and they mean nothing to me
so stay youre not what youre hearing
cos ive been watching you changing
and who said youre one in a million anyway?

cos you see only what you want to
your tunnel vision owns your
and you cant see whats wrong
when you keep sleeping through the p.m
eyes wide open when youre dreaming
youre sleepwalking
just keep talking
maybe you can talk your way out of this deep end
no b plan in your system
just tell me what your thinking
im scared that you might fall
but youre not
but youre not

and youll feel better when you wake up
taking off your make up
sun always seems to wash our fears away
and its always shining somewhere
i just gotta get there
and even though it seems like half the world away
things are better in america
heard the streets are gold there
maybe i can fly you out this place some day
chasing dreams like im on novocaine
screaming through your airwaves
looking back i almost thought i heard you say

stay your not gonna leave me
this place is right where you need to be
and why your words gotta mean so much to them
when they mean nothing to me
so stay youre not what youre hearing
cos ive been watching you changing
and who said youre one in a million?

youre so much better than that

stay youre not what youre hearing
cos ive been watching you changing
and who said youre one in a million
anyway?

and youll feel better when you wake up
swear to god ill make up everything and more when i get back some day
chasing dreams like im on novocaine
screaming through your airwaves looking back i almost thought i heard you say

youre so much better than that x

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and i said whats up
what you been thinking
cos you been staring at that roof so long id swear its come alive
and she spoke nine words
and now were sinking
but i cant find it in myself to want to lie to keep this thing from going down

cos that girl took my heart
and i aint want it back
no
im laying down my cards

cos you said it meant nothing
and i shouldve kept my silence
but i guess im too attached to my own pride to let you know
that all these words meant nothing
and ive always been this heartless
and we were just having sex no i would never call it love
but love

oh no i think im catching feelings and i
dont know if this is empathy i feel just
hold on remember why you said this was the last time
woah
so i guess its
let die to let live

and whats good
when both choices ive got
have us staring down the barrel
to the bullets i cant stop
and so i stand off
like indecisions kevlar
till this fear of feeling stops and im done
but you

no i dont know how to forget you

cos that girl took my heart
and i aint want it back no
a bulletproof restart

oh no i think im catching feelings and i
dont know if this is empathy i feel just
hold on remember why you said this was the last time
woah
so i guess its
let die to let live

no i dont know how to forget you

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cos i had the best of the worst sides
and i had these lungs
and i had too many flash fires
that i just let them burn

till my chest is on fire
and my head just wont die
i guess im lying cos i wanna
i guess im lying cos i dont
cos i just feel so tired
like its move or slowly die
you aint you when youre like this
this aint you and you know it
but aint that just the point

you dont know
how to let go
who said this must be all or nothing
but im
still caught below
and ill never let you know
no i cant tell you nothing

cos im a fucking mess sometimes
but still i could always be
whatever you wanted
but not what you needed
especially when you been needing me
cos im a fucking mess sometimes
and ill say what i dont mean
just cos i wanted
or maybe i need it
swear lyings the only rush i need

cos all i needed was some words to say
that all these feelings dont mean shit to me
cos its all just chemicals anyway
anyway
and i got way to many routes to take
to make this all just go away
and find another heart to break
so heartless with the words i say
just saying what im supposed to say
cos i had nothing for you
i cant love when i cant even love myself
things i would rather be thoughts at the back of my head but im addicted to hurting
and i got these lungs
and I spent too many late nights
thinking a hole in the earth

till the sky is on fire
and my head still wont die
i guess im lying cos i want to
i guess im lying cos i dont
cos i just feel so tired
like i need something to come alive
she said you aint you when youre like this
this aint you what you done?
and i said thats the point

you dont know how to let go
who said this must be all or nothing
but im still caught bellow
and ill never let you know
no i cant tell you nothing

cos im a fucking mess sometimes
but still i could always be
whatever you wanted
but not what you needed
especially when you been needing me
cos im a fucking mess inside
and ill say what i dont mean
just cos i wanted
or maybe i need it
swear lyings the only rush i need

/numb

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and this is just another sad song
cant deny that ive been needing one
and that the world is always at fault
and we did nothing how did we do wrong
and ive been thinking that when we thought
the world would break us that we werent wrong
but its just never been the world outside
and sonder kinda has me terrified
and im so sorry i cant find the time
spend all my days over preoccupied
and ive been thinking bout how id react
if you were me and i was ghosted out
and i know i should try more
but ive been so caught in my own small shit that i cant see
past the nothing around me
but ive been trying really fucking hard not to try so hard
really fucking hard to just let go
really fucking hard not to try so hard
and realise ive nowhere left to go

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so tell me this is who you are
they tell me ive got something more
and oh you could be loved
but i dont want the lights to find me when im dark and lost
but never on my own

cos i just wanna swing like sinatra
singing like i cant stop
cos i could never rock like a rolling stone
i just wanna live like the ones before
and maybe i could play guitar like hendrix
or save the world or end it
and then maybe youll remember me when im gone
thats all i could ever want
thats all i want

so i got ten minutes to be all or nothing to
whoever wants to hear
and i got ten weeks of talking bullshit on repeat till im burnt out and disappear
but i owe you nothing
and i own my luck
oh they said youll never be alone again
but i dont think you understand me or what i fear
but you could be loved
but i dont want to lie to tell myself
im more than all the mistakes ive out run

cos im only here for a minute
and i dont care what you say cos i know
youre only here cos im winning
but i can be my own kind of rock and roll like
i dont really care if you say you dont fuck with me
and i can say what the fuck i want cos its down to me
and i got love for you even if you are doubting me
like oh my god i just cant stop

cos i just wanna sing like sinatra
with ethanol my soundtrack
cos i could never rock like a rolling stone
i wonder how it feels to burn out young
cos i just wanna die before my heart fails
from heartbreak or cocktails and
then maybe youll cry once you know im gone
thats all i could ever want
oh thats all i want

cos i aint scared of living
i aint scared of living
no i aint scared of living
cos its all weve got
what are we breathing for if we aint living
and i dont want your love
i just want to feel like im still living
and if there is no god
ill know the day i die i lived through heaven
and that i gave it hell
and if it hurt oh well at least thats living

thats all i want

sex drugs and rock and roll thats all i want
whats under the words you know thats all i want
something more than superficial is all i want
sex drugs and rock and roll thats all i want

/i aint scared of living.

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and if i told you how this story ends
would you change a step you take?
and if i could relive all of my days
id live them all the same

cos im scared
of all that i dont know
cos i want it all but all of it aint gold
and im scared
but i know its not for long
cos im learning what i shouldve long before

that all we are
is a light into the darkness
and all we are
is time thats counting down
and all we are
is falling through the spaces in between
endless flight

a lifetime in repeat

but i still find solace
when you say that you know how i feel
when its wrong
and we aint been right for years

let go
give these ghosts a new home
lets bury our pasts and our fears
and all these bones
and lets go
i shouldve seen it long before

cos this is my life
i will not run in circles
ending where i start

so hold on to me
well burn out slowly
and feel our hearts leap
to words we dont mean

love

means nothing to me
cos i dont know what it is
im just dying to be
all that ive been dreaming of
and words betray me
contradict all i stand for
but im still learning
yeah im still learning

that all we are
is a light into the darkness
and oh we are
just time thats counting down
and all we are
is falling through the spaces in between
endless flight

were falling to our knees

Circles

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you try to kill it but it wont stop bleeding
try to forget it but it wont stop killing you
youre running out of time
yeah you know you cant go back
its too late
to say its too late
you cant take back that you said nothing
how could you do nothing

is this burning right?
am i living bridges
can we build our past right?
learning through future solecism

its played out (ive missed times)
ive moved on (been disconnected) 
get fucked up (i stressed time)
my new draw (forgetting timing)
and its not right (and i need you to talk me down)
youre dead wrong
what are we doing (cos i feel like i need to crash)
lets go home
theres no hope
its all wrong

//cos i been looking at the sky to show me where i went wrong
//been looking at the sky like someone was looking down
//but it keeps raining on me
//and i been looking at the sky since i was like 5 years old
//been looking for the the stars but it seems like theyre all gone
//and the faults not ours alone
//but i think its time to go

its played out
ive moved on
get fucked up
my new draw
and its not right
youre dead wrong
what are we doing?
lets go home
theres no hope
its all wrong

and ive got way too many questions just to try and get it right
cos i cant be the one to shrug it off
and i could be the reason that we stay up all night to be someone
be someone
and oh all weve got is to try to get it right
but no one told you
that this gon hurt
oh no
and now all i really want is to scream

that shit just to try and find a way get my head down
and head out or maybe just the two of us
and head now 
im just trying to find the real now
dream clouds, ghost ground
real friends, dead home town

cos i been looking at the sky to show me where i went wrong
been looking at the sky like someone was looking down
but it keeps raining on me
when i been looking at the sky since i was like 5 years old
been looking for the the stars but it seems like theyre all gone
and it breaks my heart you know
but i think its time to go

//and its not right
//youre dead wrong
//what are we doing
//lets go home
//theres no hope
//its all wrong

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gold
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free fall for now
desert air wont drown you out
and for a second i thought the world was ending 
and i couldnt breathe in
and so this isnt your time
been chasing kairos with those scapegoat eyes
cant you realise
fuck the summertime its you
so scared of overgrowing youth
when its not done with you

and everybody gon run
everybody gon run
and you can call it what you want
but i call it moving on
and im so done
with singing words i dont believe in no more

so what you rushing for
who said its now or never?
i think youre taking on the wrong advice
but its alright if these are your worst times
you know youre good
youre good

and if you want you can breathe on your own
this isnt what i thought but its beautiful
make peace with your mistakes and theyll turn to gold
weightless i let go

and everybody gon run
everybody gon run
and you can call it what you want
but i call it moving on
and im so done
with singing words i dont believe in no more

call it what you want but i call it growing up
and im done

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crash
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its been a few years since you been gone
theres been a few tears but that was years and years ago
yeah i grew up to be exactly what you wanted
yeah i been living out the dream that you dreamt up

its been a few years with more to come
its been a few years since ive felt sure of what i want
and i woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me and i thought
woah, old friend its bittersweet

but how could you do this to me?
how could you do this to me?

cos you are not who you think you are
theres no grain on these brown eyes
but they can be green if they really want
and i can bend your words
so they say exactly what hurts the most
but silence is better than fake laughs
or faking were always up
loose grip
the world bends around you
and living through cracked screens
we fold down to what we want
out of love
we talk through lines
were made of smoke
and just in time
we drift away
diffusing light
confusing times
growing up
or cascading down?
cascading down
im hurting now

but change comes slow
if you hate whats in your head
the fuck would you speak your mind
in search of lost time
just 21 so im young and im stupid
only 16 yeah i think you shouldve known

i think you fucked me up

i think
i think you fucked me up
and ive got nothing to say to you

its been a few years and i moved on
couldnt make it disappear oh i tried so hard to be strong
but i grew up today and faced that im not just lonely
dont feel much better but i guess that its a start

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float
10 of 13

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i cant find you
but cant fault you
cos i can get so caught up in my own head
 
you just float through
i cant catch you
and i can understand
but cant face the feeling
that im just another end
 
so when you coming home?
i could be what you need girl if you want me to
you know what they say bruh that love gon come back to you
 
but i can float too
and i dont ask for much from you
and maybe thats too much too soon
so i keep rolling through the blackout
no fire without some fallout
made peace out of the pieces
not i cant take it back now no
but i keep on track now up
and yeah thats all of it
i gave up my youth for this
cos i wanted it and
if you think that i need you then youre out of your head
but i want you
 
so bring me down
and drown me out
ill be waiting here when youre ready
and ill lay me down unfinished now
 
so when you coming home?
i could be what you need girl if you want me to
you know what they say bruh that love gon come back to you
come back to you
come back to you
oh its always you
gon come back to you
come back to you
gon come back to you
come back to you
 
so bring me down
and drown me out
ill be waiting here when youre ready
and ill lay me down
 
unfinished
 
when you coming home?
i could be what you need girl if you want me to
if you let me
you know what they say bruh that love gon come back to you

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love; not wrong (brave)
12 of 13

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and i know ive been closing myself off unsure
i know ive been real hard to reach, harder to love
and i know its tiring this shit is getting old
so please just hold on to me
ive slayed these demons theyre old to me
recurring dreams this is happening
tearing my seams; lucid reality
 
and i just want you to feel love
before it disappears
cos we are more than were not
so never fear to feel
good when every things wrong
and find some beauty there
cos all we ever are is brave
 
and your worlds not ending
 
so i wont go
still living in the middle of a one way war
i cant fight it but im trying to be what you want
you cant sing but youre singing this anyway
and anyway
so please just hold on to me
this is no end were not finished here
finding our way were just changing
becoming more than i think of me
yeah
these fears in my head
and dreams in my bed
they wont get the best of me
cos i chase dreams till the end
these nightmares all bend
silver linings are all i need
 
so please just hold on to me
ive slayed these demons theyre old to me
recurring dreams this is happening
tearing my seams from reality
 
and i just want you to feel love
before it disappears
cos we are more than were not
so never fear to feel
good when everythings wrong
and find some beauty there
cos all we ever are is brave

love; not wrong (brave)

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wings
4 of 13

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last night was a car crash
highlights meet a quick end
live the high life 'fore the week ends
coming down hard to the sunset sinking in

didnt try hard for a diehard
nothing i can say that you wont get wrong
and everybody asks where youre gone now
can you only really want
what you dont have enough?
everything you ever wanted adding up
to be the reason you cant stand it now
you talk a lot well act like it
finally found a way to get myself untangled

and undone but its alright
this aint been the dream in a long time
make sure you play the music when my times up
oh just say it im done

so if you loved me how was i supposed to know?
cos now were fading and losing what we wanted most
but in spite of how you feel its not the end of the world
some say these things are for the best
how are you so sure?

and you can find me where the sea pours into the stars
ill get there someday
i hope you find everything you think that you want
bruises will fade
time on our side we can wait for it
ill be doing fine if you are
cos life is but a dream
only as real as you let it be

so if you loved me how was i supposed to know?
and now were fading and losing what we wanted most
but in spite of how you feel its not the end of the world
some say these things are for the best
for better, or worse

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forever//over
9 of 13

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i met the devil in the hills last night
i was driving by myself, alone
he said boy what you running from?
i said i dont know

i dont know if it was a better time
but girl we were giants then
endless nights we were infinite
summers end would mean the death of us

but summer past
and we grew up
and all of our paths
they split up
and i havent seen your face or heard your voice in so long
so so long
we had a good run
its over now

lying on the grass talk is so old
living under orion we grew so bold
lying on our days we were outlaws
our loss but
catch me if you can
never wiped out
trying to catch a wave
trying to break out
i guess i didnt know

and now im gone
but it dont hurt me anymore
thats just the way it goes
yeah i shouldve known
but i heard you talking through the walls late last night
there are no ends just grays and half-lives
half time
its alright

that summer past
and we grew up
and all of our plans
they split us up
and i havent seen your face or heard your voice in so long
so so long
we had a good run
its over now

so please dont fade me out
so please dont lose me now

i heard the words that you never said
smoke screen from a cigarette
exhale we can never be whats in our heads
elevation doesnt matter now its straight ahead
sending shivers down my spine, life pirouettes
its cool, were used to losing real friends
only ever feeling it in retrospect
and we were really breathing not silhouettes
maybe in another dream this would never end

cos everything is not alright
and we are falling
but thats just life without some lows there is no highs
and everything will be ok
though we are all hurting
cos time flies fast and you know no pain is forever

ever

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so hold on if you want
i dont want to play this, no
i dont have the patience
and last year was a long one
and these days are re runs
a fine time for a breakdown
find word to tear these walls down and i threw them all away
cos if i start then i probably wont stop cos the world moves on
and the lights stay on
for the next one and the next one
its an ocean
no i dont wanna waste forever
but i can if i want to
theres so much that can change my mind so much of me has changed
how could i ever feel the same?
so dive in
to my home
its all that i have
(coming up for the weekend
running as far as we can)
so drive me
til the shore
spoken like a real life savoir
(we'll get it right for the next time)
nascar were just racing in circles again

bleed out its a cold night
city views killed the starlight
sleeping at the wheel for the first time terrifying when you wake up
few years later its a new time
hard to see how it stands from the inside its tried
if its tiring
you
then
leave

/too young to know better
/two three too close to feel teenaged again /few things on my mind better
/left unsaid

so dive in
to my home
its all that i have
(coming up for the weekend running as far as we can)
so drive me
til the shore
spoken like a real life savoir
(we'll get it right for the next time)
nascar were just
/cassini dont come home
/you dont want to say it /and i dont want to know /but i feel it
/i feel
/and i dont want to be here /but i dont want to go
/cos i need

EDEN

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