This feels like the start//end of this album

saw him live in paris finally. After listening to him for the first time 8 years ago . Dreams do come true

for old times sake it’s human nature 🗣️🗣️🗣️

w/ @jacynyte :)

produced by @prodsoma , @zekzo099 & @nicopatty
mixed & mastered by me

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lyrics:

i laid bare everything that made me weak
yet every1 knew me more than i did 
and i could never see myself from where they stood
until i finally looked deep inside my soul
and now..

i can see where the lines meet
and every weakness in between
my bloodshot eyes tell me all i need
so you will never have to peek
written on these closing walls
the words i never got to speak
so i embrace it, all my wrongs 
and finally i feel so free

but it just feels so fucking fake
told all the time that i should change 
in truth, u never believed in me 
to overcome what i became 
but it’s not ur fault
it just wasn’t enough
everything that you say 
(is) like a knife through my heart
and to think that we could end it all
in the blink of an eye, these lines just halt

i can see where the lines meet
and every weakness in between
my bloodshot eyes tell me all i need
so you will never have to peek
written on these closing walls
the words i never got to speak
so i embrace it, all my wrongs 
and finally i feel so free

the way i look and how i talk
don’t say you’re sorry it’s not your fault
my eyes are tired of it all
my every flaw always gets involved
already know what is wrong with me
the silent words just make it hard to breathe
try to force it but it’s hard to be who you’re supposed to see
wanna fall asleep till i…
cannot think about it anymore
let it hurt till it’s silent in my core
try to be me, just another thing i force
now every word you say is like a sword to my heart
let it all
fall apart
right where you can see it
these heartstrings tangled up with vines
let go, it’s way too much to hide

Lines of Death

lines of death feat. Jacy Nyte (Prod. Soma, Zekzo & Nicopatty)

she said what you doing can you come through?
certain things i wish i could undo
dont want to feel a way, so let it pass through
waist pressed on you in a past life
she said undress her in the bathroom
give me head i love a good attitude
falling for you in a vacuum
slipping past 100 on the dash soon
when i call it, can you zoom?
comms check, one, two
i thought about you all of my night
 
found you outside
we had fun crimes
collapsed some time
ill cross your mind
call me next time
dilated eyes
quick death, brief life
 
crashing
crushing
 
i lost all focus
blurring thru these motions
you dont give a fuck since
distance turned to oceans
weaponise the timeline
ive been here in real life
dodging all these airstrikes
anxious but its alright
martyrdom weather
 
breaking in with your new friend
think of me when you shut it down
 
i read your message through the lines
i just want to cool it off
she just loves crossing all these wires
hands getting tied up in them
but dont you hate those cliches now
almost killed to not get stronger
the photos lasted longer
and after all this time were not much taller
i know
 
i lost all focus
blurring thru these motions
you dont give a fuck since
distance turned to oceans
weaponise the timeline
ive been here in real life
dodging all these airstrikes
anxious but its alright
martyrdom weather
 
breaking in with your new friend
think of me when you shut it down
fucking me out of your head
heart breaking were solo, ah

Modern Warfare

venus fly trap

i was looking for your face in the prequels
that keep running through my mind when its idle
i know you never had the time for my sci-fis
but you loved shape shifting
i know we were high but i meant it
im not trying to fuck about, if it looks it
i told her now is not the time im just dancing
and ghost erasing

but i remember
that sunset like it was last night
fireworks blowing holes in the night sky
she told me baby now or never
didnt know what it was for a long time
but it was you for so long on my mind
i know were breaking but

i just want to hear your voice in the morning
cos i been up waiting for something thats hopeless
i dont really want to break your heart when its open
like finding out loves not a feeling
its a choice

you want me to tell you
ive always hated dancing
but i would dance with you
but i can see right through you babe
know youd love me if i told you
that im in love with you

but i remember
that sunset like it was last night
fireworks blowing holes in the night sky
she told me baby now or never
didnt know how to feel for a long time
but it was you for so long on my mind
i know its breaking but

i just want to hear your voice in the morning
cos i been up waiting for something thats hopeless
i dont really want to break your heart when its open
like finding out loves not a feeling
its a choice

Sci-Fi

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i was looking for you in the garden
the shadows under the trees perforated night skies 
i found it hard to see in the glare
the only response to a call was the rustle of leaves, birdsong
your name diffusing through the undulations in the air
the kitchen doors were open
checked the fridge before continuing
skipping stairs was a stretch but still a habit

years later a couple lanes away from where we lived
i watched an asteroid break up on entry
bright limbs streaking across a black sky
what were the chances?
miracles unfolding overhead
drinking in the park

i could never explain the pit in my stomach 
frantic, nervous pacing through the house
(if we act like things are not spiralling out of hand
does that make them so?
if a thought goes unspoken does that erase it?
the unbroached belief when my friend died decades later
that subconscious echoes carried him through me)
but it never rears its head when it can be reasoned with
the world ends on a quiet weekend
not through diagnoses, emergencies, collapses -
although i hate thinking that memories bend

cars were still parked outside
if the rapture had happened, why was it unrecognisable?
why was the sky blue?
why did no one tell me?
did these things not announce themselves?
and when i found you, you told me to wash my hands
i had been playing outside
and spoke nothing of the end of the world
does that mean it never happened?

A Call

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second hand smoke, fucking up my chest

like you as you are, can you air my text?

i feel out of time, closing in on space

you been in my head and not paying any rent
i got two more lives, i got seven spent
i found missing time, spending it
but it wont talk to me

how can i bridge the lie to who you are?

if its how you are, its true
id follow you down -
always down when you are

i love when you push it back

i miss how you used to talk back

and talk shit with me
 

so i keep staying up all night
killing back some time

i keep thoughts of you

thought loops

whatever i want

am i still what it is you like?

ill see you round some time

blue ticks, im a red light

confused how to get right
only come through
when im better off without it

i dont want to be in love

i dont want to be in love no more
 

dipping ps1 just to catch up on you

you been m.i.a., but you text no different

i feel levels up and you dont know, dont care

for old times sake, its human nature

feel it deep but shallow embraces 
dual sim
said she phoning it in

im not convinced

know some day some under paid
karma gon come collect
come out with it dont hold back
things tend to balance through the madness

fact is i heard that you been
 


staying up all night

revenge killing some time
still i keep thoughts of you

thoughts can do
whatever i want
am i still what it is you like?
see you all the time

blue tick, youre a red light

confused how to get right
only come through when im better off without it

i dont want to be in love

i dont want to be in love no more

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i saw the northern lights at 19
pathfinding in the sky and staying up like that shit easy
feeling i might call and make a mill just like its easy
why should i save a world that would never save me?
and ive been burning both ends
like im trying to see the end of time
fucking like we fell in love with wasted life
what you waiting for?
we wont always feel this good

waiting for?
yeah
how would the right time grant what you want?
dont you want to feel right standing on your ones?
on your ones

its just how i feel some times
i told you its gon be alright
but i only hear about you thru friends now
i didnt feel the time slip by
i didnt know that was a last goodbye
i guess we are who we are til were not

and with my arms round my friends
til the bitter end
i dont really care
what you really said
i can break my heart by myself 
guess we are who we are til were not
if it keeps going how its been then were gone
and if its all in my head
i made peace with it
im still myself in the morning
i been waking up with a new friend
and they boyfriend and his new friends
 
so what you waiting for?
build me up, i cant feel this enough
called your bluff, i dont care if you walk this time

but its just how i feel some times
i told you its gon be alright
i only hear about you thru friends now

i didnt feel the time slip by
i didnt know that was a last goodbye
i guess we are who are til were not

its just how i feel some times
i told you we gon be alright
but i only hear about you thru friends now

i didnt feel the time slip by
didnt know that was a last goodbye
guess we are who are til were not
and i dont wanna feel like im reaching
i dont want it

Reaching 2

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MARY JANE (PROD. WENDIGO)

SMITHEREENS

Die For You

Comme il faut

i'm taking off and landing all at once

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i never had the guts to run away 
ever since 16 
dreaming of a brighter day 
out of control and out of everything 
you came out the blue 
or was it blue gray 

felt like waking up 
in a new place 
that stole the dark from the night 
shone a new way 

but i can feel your heartbeat rising 
even when youre ghost 
i can feel your every single movement 
so good morning 
its a good morning 

felt like waking up 
in a new place 
that stole the dark from the night 
shone a new way 

but i can feel your heartbeat rising 
even when youre ghost 
and i can feel your every single move 
so good morning 
good morning

as day breaks mortality 
colours run and bleed 
for fear nows the only time there is 
and just as good night comes following 
follow down and seem 
i who watched this disappear

and out of the dark youll find you 
given the time and space 
the world will bend to guide you

i never had the guts to run away 
ever since 16 
been dreaming of a brighter day 
out of control and after everything 
you came out the blue

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good morning

icarus

falling in reverse

Times Like These

shoutout @monkimon

lyrics
bitch don't move, too fast
dash 200, with my foot on gas
give two fucks bout what we had
bitch can't say nothing bout that

knife inside my back
fuck my faith, my bad
near your date, i'm glad
heart is bleeding black

baby if you only knew
the things i said bout you
then maybe you'd come thru
im tired of getting used

im tired of needing you
im tired of bleeding thru
i don't want anything new
end of day i'm choosing you

baby i know i'm in the back of your mind
you don't gotta tell me i'm wasting my time
you want everybody i know you not mine
think i got ahead of myself, i'm out of line

what do i
gotta do to
get you close to me
i cannot see why
you suppose to
won't you post to be mine
ion know boo
i think obsessed depressed
i wanna be by

bitch got my phone buzzin' like a bee hive
just one more minute won't you be mine
bitch i'ma make sure that you be mine
bitch cry on the phone in the meantime

just cry on the phone like you used to
i wish i could do what you do
baby i'm the one to get through to
i don't give a fuck if you fuck with a new dude

PS1

EDEN

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