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The Eden Project - Death Of A Dream

Bipolar Paradise Pt. I

I think i lost my mind a while ago
cos ive been seeing some ghosts
and id be lying if i told you im fine
but i lie
yeah, these thoughts i would never speak out loud
Ive seen you cry but ive never seen you shout
like a hurricane, these shots dont ricochet
sight blurred im walkin dazed, girl im fucking faded
or maybe wasted, i cant remember how it happened
oh i dont know my limits at all
im sinking down into my thoughts
oh my god

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down
girl you know im drownin
and i keep goin down
but ill swear that im not , im not, im not 

its friendly fire and sunlight 
the aftermath of one too many
words i said, when i should of said nothing at all
at all
i gotta stop overthinking
and missing
what could have been
you were never even really here
and still were are spinning
just liars and cheaters
right back where we started
but it dont get easier 
i am drowning
in liquor and apathy
will be the death of me

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down

The Eden Project - drowning.

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shes in love with the concept
as if were all just how she imagined
cos were in love i just dont know it yet
well tell me how am i supposed to see the magic
cos i dont believe in it no more
but i wont tell her
cos i always imagined
its easier if she thinks she won
so imma let her

and she said
i dont think i love you no more
you never seem to call me lately
girl i dont think you know me at all
cos i never thought id have to say this
but i dont love you
and i never did look at us
burning down in flames for kicks
but just know
im not singing for your xo
im just singing cos its over

came and went like the summertime
was that a sunset or sunrise
looking back like whered the time go
so much for trying to keep this moving slow
cos i dont believe in her no more
but i remember

how we talked shit like we knew what we wanted
and i still remember what she said

i dont think i love you no more
you never seem to call me lately
but i dont think she knew me at all
cos i never thought id have to say this
but im no liar and i never hid anything
you shouldve seen it coming to this
just know
im not singing for an ex tho
im just singing cos its over

i think you think too much of me

purchase

cos weve been driving so long
I cant remember how we got here
or how we survived
so long out trying to run from our pride
till you set fire to my atmosphere
and i remember how i spent the 23rd
feeling six feet under when im 30,000ft in the air
chasing that sun down
so far east im west bound
feeling like the edge of the world is near

but youll feel better when you wake up
swear to god ill make up
everything and more when i get back someday
this is more than just a phase love
shooting stars all break up
and even though it seems like half the world away
things will be better in america
heard the streets are gold there
maybe i can fly you out this place someday
chasing dreams like im on novocaine
screaming through your airwaves
looking back i almost thought i heard you say

stay youre not gonna leave me
this place is right where you need to be
and why your words gotta mean so much to them
and they mean nothing to me
so stay youre not what youre hearing
cos ive been watching you changing
and who said youre one in a million anyway?

cos you see only what you want to
your tunnel vision owns your
and you cant see whats wrong
when you keep sleeping through the p.m
eyes wide open when youre dreaming
youre sleepwalking
just keep talking
maybe you can talk your way out of this deep end
no b plan in your system
just tell me what your thinking
im scared that you might fall
but youre not
but youre not

and youll feel better when you wake up
taking off your make up
sun always seems to wash our fears away
and its always shining somewhere
i just gotta get there
and even though it seems like half the world away
things are better in america
heard the streets are gold there
maybe i can fly you out this place some day
chasing dreams like im on novocaine
screaming through your airwaves
looking back i almost thought i heard you say

stay your not gonna leave me
this place is right where you need to be
and why your words gotta mean so much to them
when they mean nothing to me
so stay youre not what youre hearing
cos ive been watching you changing
and who said youre one in a million?

youre so much better than that

stay youre not what youre hearing
cos ive been watching you changing
and who said youre one in a million
anyway?

and youll feel better when you wake up
swear to god ill make up everything and more when i get back some day
chasing dreams like im on novocaine
screaming through your airwaves looking back i almost thought i heard you say

youre so much better than that x

End Credits

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Lyrics:
I find it funny
The lights we shone burn us out
So I just keep runnin
But I cant catch this horizon
It's always just further than I know it never ends
I fear what I'm dreaming of
And know..

It feels like heaven when you are lost
And it feels like I'm out of time
And it feels like an end I cant overwrite
No, not this time

In the beginning
We always dream to be where we are now
The human condition we chase lines that we redefine
So close but still so far
I'm falling apart
Want to be the world forgot
I know..

It feels like heaven when you are lost
And it feels like I'm out of time
And it feels like an end I cant overwrite
And it feels like I'm watching my childhood dreams just fade and die

Oh we grow older
But never learn to say:

Goodbye.

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Who's Got Your Love

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damn
thought I was someone
thought we were something
its always hard to understand
when every feeling
leaves with no reason
can't even balance no more
cause I put all my weight on you

but you're gone
don't care how much I try
you're gone
and I'm not too surprised
you're gone
when you're all that's on my mind
you're gone
you're gone

damn
I poured the concrete
you laid the ceiling
and it hurts to tear it down
but our home is empty
and all of the memories
I keep trying to erase
but I spent all my change on you

but you're gone
don't care how much I try
you're gone
and I'm not too surprised
you're gone
when you're all that's on my mind
you're gone
you're gone

how did a feeling so strong
end up just feeling so wrong
answers to questions I want

but you're gone
don't care how much I try
you're gone
and I'm not too surprised
you're gone
when you're all that's on my mind
you're gone
you're gone
you're gone

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so tell me this is who you are
they tell me ive got something more
and oh you could be loved
but i dont want the lights to find me when im dark and lost
but never on my own

cos i just wanna swing like sinatra
singing like i cant stop
cos i could never rock like a rolling stone
i just wanna live like the ones before
and maybe i could play guitar like hendrix
or save the world or end it
and then maybe youll remember me when im gone
thats all i could ever want
thats all i want

so i got ten minutes to be all or nothing to
whoever wants to hear
and i got ten weeks of talking bullshit on repeat till im burnt out and disappear
but i owe you nothing
and i own my luck
oh they said youll never be alone again
but i dont think you understand me or what i fear
but you could be loved
but i dont want to lie to tell myself
im more than all the mistakes ive out run

cos im only here for a minute
and i dont care what you say cos i know
youre only here cos im winning
but i can be my own kind of rock and roll like
i dont really care if you say you dont fuck with me
and i can say what the fuck i want cos its down to me
and i got love for you even if you are doubting me
like oh my god i just cant stop

cos i just wanna sing like sinatra
with ethanol my soundtrack
cos i could never rock like a rolling stone
i wonder how it feels to burn out young
cos i just wanna die before my heart fails
from heartbreak or cocktails and
then maybe youll cry once you know im gone
thats all i could ever want
oh thats all i want

cos i aint scared of living
i aint scared of living
no i aint scared of living
cos its all weve got
what are we breathing for if we aint living
and i dont want your love
i just want to feel like im still living
and if there is no god
ill know the day i die i lived through heaven
and that i gave it hell
and if it hurt oh well at least thats living

thats all i want

sex drugs and rock and roll thats all i want
whats under the words you know thats all i want
something more than superficial is all i want
sex drugs and rock and roll thats all i want

/i aint scared of living.

rock + roll

ATO - 94 Dreaming

Produced by EDEN

Artwork: Ewan Waddell/ Photography: Kweku 

Sound Engineer Jacob Marshall

94 Dreaming..

The frame ain’t the same no more is it
I painted this picture and let the words reflect my image
sometimes the truth hurts
like the first line of this verse
I expected too much
thinking there were just like me
i’ve got to start being selfish
helping others left me helpless
where the river
meets the stream
till the sky falls to its knees
& I could sit here for hours 
this perspective 
trespassing thoughts 
behind locked doors
that belong to thrown away keys
you see
needing me or need me not
dictates your smile
falling  into lines like I ain’t heard from you in a while 
I’ll be whoever you want 
providing you put your mind to it
tryna buy my freedom
should it afford my pride 
I wish I could believe you 
but I can’t 
there's too much on my plate
pour me another glass
drowning in these sorrows 
till I found peace with my past
drawn into a world where the flower is defined by the vase   


& that’s young me by the window sill, 
with questions that view can’t answer
guess it’s too, early to say
if what w’eve made are mistakes
You just wanna, lose your mind
to find your soul
I just need to see the world before I call this home 

 
I used to run riot when I was young
confused, tryna distinguish where someone like me belongs
when did i become the man
the cool kid I was never that


when they’ve learnt to love you for all but yourself 
you’re deluded wealth undermines your coming so far 
shattered glass
family portrait suddenly find the present
as we pick the past up
and recall it as heaven
it’s never seemed so insignificant
everything you worked for
too precious to enjoy 
ourselves we avoid 
these thoughts we employ
too much noise 
we just listen for the silence
the sits between the sirens
 
X


& I just found a place that no-one else knows
watch the sky reach till it lets go
I’ve never been afraid to close my eyes before
they’ll paint you how they want to in the end

I knew that you’d show
been caught up where you found me before 
wanna go
somewhere only we would know




You I said thought I told you to stop dreaming
but your reality never gave me the reason
to stop believing 
I chose the darkest path
to emancipate my own feelings 
clouding the vision 
distorting the meaning 
I mean its
clearer now than ever
growing up under pressure 
nothings ever promised 
a slave for the word better …
If you see me you don’t know me 
stop pretending 
you never attended 
not to mention 
I was left to put to bed all of my questions 
but i’ll sleep on it
dream bigger 
new frame of mind
the bigger picture
fingers travel scriptures
till we capsize
I’ma keep running
we sinning
pushed back to the beginning
..the past speaking to me like a family 20 minute visit 

dreamt of this line last night
stood at some height 
over the city, prepared to leave all these memories
behind
compromised by my 
desire to make it all on my own
you’ll begin to sink in when you’re stone..
……….
We we need  a comparative perspective to be free
happy despite all that you haven’t seen
scared to look for answers
coz you know what they might be 
94 Dreaming
still looking for a mirror that I believe in



& I just found a place that no-one else knows
watch the sky reach till it lets go
I’ve never been afraid to close my eyes before
they’ll paint you how they want to in the end

I knew that you’d show
I’ve been caught up where you found me before 
wanna go
somewhere only we could know


when they’ve learnt to love you for all but yourself 
you’re deluded wealth undermines your coming so far 
shattered, glass
family portraits suddenly find the present
as we pick the past up
and recall it as heaven
it’s never seemed so insignificant
everything you worked for
too precious to enjoy 
ourselves we avoid 
these thoughts we employ
too much noise 
we just listen for the silence
the sits between the sirens

94 Dreaming (prod. EDEN)

This is a folder of music that EDEN uploaded to his Facebook page a little over two years ago as he made the transition from The Eden Project to EDEN. It contains (almost, it's missing a few collaborations) everything that he created up until April 2015 (I believe) where he made the transition to EDEN.

Kairos

EDEN - Death of a Dream

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its been a few years since you been gone
theres been a few tears but that was years and years ago
yeah i grew up to be exactly what you wanted
yeah i been living out the dream that you dreamt up

its been a few years with more to come
its been a few years since ive felt sure of what i want
and i woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me and i thought
woah, old friend its bittersweet

but how could you do this to me?
how could you do this to me?

cos you are not who you think you are
theres no grain on these brown eyes
but they can be green if they really want
and i can bend your words
so they say exactly what hurts the most
but silence is better than fake laughs
or faking were always up
loose grip
the world bends around you
and living through cracked screens
we fold down to what we want
out of love
we talk through lines
were made of smoke
and just in time
we drift away
diffusing light
confusing times
growing up
or cascading down?
cascading down
im hurting now

but change comes slow
if you hate whats in your head
the fuck would you speak your mind
in search of lost time
just 21 so im young and im stupid
only 16 yeah i think you shouldve known

i think you fucked me up

i think
i think you fucked me up
and ive got nothing to say to you

its been a few years and i moved on
couldnt make it disappear oh i tried so hard to be strong
but i grew up today and faced that im not just lonely
dont feel much better but i guess that its a start

rock + roll

EDEN

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