no hindsight in 2020 uff it's Soo relatable ❣️

the last reminder of 2020 I will ever need ❤

man 2020 sucks bro hurts like hell already losing everyone and its only feb wtf

yo! if anyone is seeing this, i make music sorta like eden (?) if anyones down to collab, hmu!

thank you eden. for helping me through life.

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Gravity

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EDEN - Gravity

4 What it's Worth

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so tell me this is who you are
they tell me ive got something more
and oh you could be loved
but i dont want the lights to find me when im dark and lost
but never on my own

cos i just wanna swing like sinatra
singing like i cant stop
cos i could never rock like a rolling stone
i just wanna live like the ones before
and maybe i could play guitar like hendrix
or save the world or end it
and then maybe youll remember me when im gone
thats all i could ever want
thats all i want

so i got ten minutes to be all or nothing to
whoever wants to hear
and i got ten weeks of talking bullshit on repeat till im burnt out and disappear
but i owe you nothing
and i own my luck
oh they said youll never be alone again
but i dont think you understand me or what i fear
but you could be loved
but i dont want to lie to tell myself
im more than all the mistakes ive out run

cos im only here for a minute
and i dont care what you say cos i know
youre only here cos im winning
but i can be my own kind of rock and roll like
i dont really care if you say you dont fuck with me
and i can say what the fuck i want cos its down to me
and i got love for you even if you are doubting me
like oh my god i just cant stop

cos i just wanna sing like sinatra
with ethanol my soundtrack
cos i could never rock like a rolling stone
i wonder how it feels to burn out young
cos i just wanna die before my heart fails
from heartbreak or cocktails and
then maybe youll cry once you know im gone
thats all i could ever want
oh thats all i want

cos i aint scared of living
i aint scared of living
no i aint scared of living
cos its all weve got
what are we breathing for if we aint living
and i dont want your love
i just want to feel like im still living
and if there is no god
ill know the day i die i lived through heaven
and that i gave it hell
and if it hurt oh well at least thats living

thats all i want

sex drugs and rock and roll thats all i want
whats under the words you know thats all i want
something more than superficial is all i want
sex drugs and rock and roll thats all i want

/i aint scared of living.

i think you think too much of me

rock + roll

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you try to kill it but it wont stop bleeding
try to forget it but it wont stop killing you
youre running out of time
yeah you know you cant go back
its too late
to say its too late
you cant take back that you said nothing
how could you do nothing

is this burning right?
am i living bridges
can we build our past right?
learning through future solecism

its played out (ive missed times)
ive moved on (been disconnected) 
get fucked up (i stressed time)
my new draw (forgetting timing)
and its not right (and i need you to talk me down)
youre dead wrong
what are we doing (cos i feel like i need to crash)
lets go home
theres no hope
its all wrong

//cos i been looking at the sky to show me where i went wrong
//been looking at the sky like someone was looking down
//but it keeps raining on me
//and i been looking at the sky since i was like 5 years old
//been looking for the the stars but it seems like theyre all gone
//and the faults not ours alone
//but i think its time to go

its played out
ive moved on
get fucked up
my new draw
and its not right
youre dead wrong
what are we doing?
lets go home
theres no hope
its all wrong

and ive got way too many questions just to try and get it right
cos i cant be the one to shrug it off
and i could be the reason that we stay up all night to be someone
be someone
and oh all weve got is to try to get it right
but no one told you
that this gon hurt
oh no
and now all i really want is to scream

that shit just to try and find a way get my head down
and head out or maybe just the two of us
and head now 
im just trying to find the real now
dream clouds, ghost ground
real friends, dead home town

cos i been looking at the sky to show me where i went wrong
been looking at the sky like someone was looking down
but it keeps raining on me
when i been looking at the sky since i was like 5 years old
been looking for the the stars but it seems like theyre all gone
and it breaks my heart you know
but i think its time to go

//and its not right
//youre dead wrong
//what are we doing
//lets go home
//theres no hope
//its all wrong

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its been a few years since you been gone
theres been a few tears but that was years and years ago
yeah i grew up to be exactly what you wanted
yeah i been living out the dream that you dreamt up

its been a few years with more to come
its been a few years since ive felt sure of what i want
and i woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me and i thought
woah, old friend its bittersweet

but how could you do this to me?
how could you do this to me?

cos you are not who you think you are
theres no grain on these brown eyes
but they can be green if they really want
and i can bend your words
so they say exactly what hurts the most
but silence is better than fake laughs
or faking were always up
loose grip
the world bends around you
and living through cracked screens
we fold down to what we want
out of love
we talk through lines
were made of smoke
and just in time
we drift away
diffusing light
confusing times
growing up
or cascading down?
cascading down
im hurting now

but change comes slow
if you hate whats in your head
the fuck would you speak your mind
in search of lost time
just 21 so im young and im stupid
only 16 yeah i think you shouldve known

i think you fucked me up

i think
i think you fucked me up
and ive got nothing to say to you

its been a few years and i moved on
couldnt make it disappear oh i tried so hard to be strong
but i grew up today and faced that im not just lonely
dont feel much better but i guess that its a start

vertigo

crash

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touch me and slip away 
i cant hide feeling out of place 
i cant function oh my mistake 
thought you were someone i once knew 
i was light-years ahead of me 
thoughts in my head dont disappear 
i was a maybe 
that made you the truth 
in time i will come 
to see it for how 
it really was 
in my mind its only 
false faces whisper 
love you

if that feeling had a price 
then i would gladly pay it 
over and over and over til im broke 
and if you held me for ransom 
id love it id never want to go home 
but all this hypothetical thinking 
is digging me down 
and maybe i was seconds away 
but it doesnt matter now 
heat death only seconds away 
so no it dont matter now

touch me and slip away 
i cant hide feeling out of place 
i cant function oh my mistake 
thought you were someone i once knew 
theres lightyears ahead of me 
voices in my head dont disappear 
i was a maybe 
that made you the truth 
in time i will come 
to love it for how 
it really was 
in my mind its only 
false faces whisper 
see you

if that feeling had a price 
then i would gladly pay it 
over and over and over til im broke 
and if you held me for ransom 
id love it id never want to go home 
but all this hypothetical thinking 
is digging me down 
and maybe i was seconds away 
but it doesnt matter now 
heat death only seconds away 
so no it dont matter now

no future

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EDEN - Just Saying

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rushing in and rushing out again 
another martyr anon 
so you can wake up and start again 
from stardust to god 
and maybe in another mans life 
on another mans time 
maybe the times just not right for us 
maybe this is all that we are

the lives ive loved 
too close to know 
the hindsight song 
theres no way id rather wait than know

the highs we trade for the lows 
just gotta wake up and start again 
cos this is no place like home 
and if you couldve stayed there you wouldve 
couldve, shouldve 
another life i had known 
maybe the time would be right for us 
but this is all that we got 
our luck

the lives ive loved 
too close to know 
chasing but at what cost? 
just cos theres no way id rather wait than know?

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she says im no good with my hands 
but i held up the whole sky for her 
i want to forget my future and 
jump into the dark 
i wouldve caused so much trouble 
if id had you to sneak out with me 
all our futures melted in your hands 
theyre drowning us

still i say things like 
no hindsight in 2020 
got my sight checked thats precious to me 
cant blindside me im well aware 
if you were me id burn this out 
to the sound of the daylight slipping from me 
all our yesterdays spent misguided, sliding 
and now our heels worn down, and self aware 
with dreams of stopping

you must have me messed up 
with somebody else 
you got me mixed up 
you got me stressed out 
youth spent plaited under walls 
waterfalls 
walls can talk 
to things like

no hindsight in 2020 
got my sight checked thats precious to me 
cant blindside me im well aware if 
you were me id burn this out 
to the sound of the daylight slipping from me 
all our yesterdays spent misguided sliding 
and now our heels worn down and self aware 
with dreams of stopping 
dreams worth stopping for

2020

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i never had the guts to run away 
ever since 16 
dreaming of a brighter day 
out of control and out of everything 
you came out the blue 
or was it blue gray 

felt like waking up 
in a new place 
that stole the dark from the night 
shone a new way 

but i can feel your heartbeat rising 
even when youre ghost 
i can feel your every single movement 
so good morning 
its a good morning 

felt like waking up 
in a new place 
that stole the dark from the night 
shone a new way 

but i can feel your heartbeat rising 
even when youre ghost 
and i can feel your every single move 
so good morning 
good morning

as day breaks mortality 
colours run and bleed 
for fear nows the only time there is 
and just as good night comes following 
follow down and seem 
i who watched this disappear

and out of the dark youll find you 
given the time and space 
the world will bend to guide you

i never had the guts to run away 
ever since 16 
been dreaming of a brighter day 
out of control and after everything 
you came out the blue

2020

EDEN

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