nudist

visual on youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9oBWnPjKgWw&ab_channel=ghosthands

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wherever nowhere is

King of the Castle

is there anyone home?

lyrics

[mæsk]

i cant listen to to u speak, gone and not coming back
she’s the one that fucked me up 
now she wanna blame her past now
feeling sloshed baby so u wanna talk now
i just needa stop 4 ur pushing me around

i should not
but now she in my arms
the face that look like heaven but behind 
its a ahhhhh
she calls my name like a saint
she fucked me up
but when in arms we can run it back

im running back on my own, dirt shoes
but she right on my neck to pay her dues
she said “i just hate it, i dont wanna make it if im not with you”
know ur on ur own on this one
but i can make it fun
my angel speaks, i wont listen
i think the horns have won

[flesh]
you can say you're sorry all you want know you dont mean it
you just wanted someone you could fuck and share your weed with
never really gave a shit about how i was feeling
im a hollow body to you none of it had meaning

hollow bodies w/ flesh golem (flesh x nihil空)

Featuring @sydcxx
Produced by @pekarot_161
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
The past few weeks been terrible
But you make it all seem bearable
How did I ever make it this far on my own
Before we met I had nearly lost all hope
I can’t see myself without you
But I can always be myself around you
So what say you we have a honeymoon
This is something that I could get used to

(sydcxx & Carlby)
So what say you we let down our guards
So what say you we open our hearts
To the possibility that maybe love's not all so bad

(sydcxx)
When the days are cold the nights are colder
So lay your heard upon my shoulder
I think I needed you here to set me free
There's no telling how things would be for me

Listen on Spotify!

Honeymoon w/ sydcxx (Prod. Pekarot)

Produced by Carlby
Guitar by @irby134
Vocals mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Michael Venia @veniamastering

LYRICS
It’s hard for me to make peace with this
Can’t shake this sense of abandonment
You left me feeling misplaced
Like I don’t really fit in
You were a friend to me back then
But now we’re broken irrevocably
It can’t be mended
Who knows what went on in your head
The path you chose was selfish

But I stuck out my neck anyway
And I believed you every time you swore to me that you’d change
The path you chose could only lead one way
Towards your self destruction and an early grave

But what about all those you left behind
At only twenty-five
That’s too young to die
To put your vice above your life
That’s suicide

Misplaced (Prod. w/ irby)

unfinished
oct 22
scrap
night

lyrics:
remember when u said that it was the little things
that were differing
like the potholes we danced in, my street filled with rain, like a symphony
is that what you mean?
fallen branches littered every chance of us
i might cancel on you
the night we split is ringing in my head, im done
i can’t see this through

watch the last
two years of my life
slip away like a bad dream
u never quite had me at all
im just lookin onward
it pains me to think about
you while you sleep in his arms
remember the night
we sat under stars
soaked it all in
while we’re fallin apart
i hope this is all just a bad dream
i’d be happy

press pause, you can resume later [king theta]

iris

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

nevrfall's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@prod.nevrfall1669


/lyrics/ 

stagnation
i try to touch the wall but my hand just phases through
patience
everyday same old thoughts just different phrasing
i can't hear you talk
I'm spacing
out
pulse racing
I'm breaking
down

throw my fist through the air
breaking knuckles against the wall
I'm not real
I'm not real
at all

head blown
started throwing objects
haven't left the bed
mom thought i was a carcass
i can't even write now
not even an artist
fuck all of the fake shit
ive been getting nauseous
i don't wanna say shit
that i don't mean regardless
had to take a break
i just had to leave the darkness
things ain't looking up
and i don't really care now
i just need to keep to myself
I'm prepared now

four months passed
and ithought i was goner
i can feel my heart beat
feel it getting faster

i just need some time
to get out of my mind
OK
need to clear a path
get the fuck out my way
it feels like
no matter what i say
i end up in the same
forsaken place

stagnation
i try to touch the wall but my hand just phases through
patience
everyday same old thoughts just different phrasing
i can't hear you talk
I'm spacing
out
pulse racing
I'm breaking
down

0.1 (nevrfall)

New single “God Complex” featuring Kanashi 

-Lyrics-
Oh wow 
I almost got a word out 
The moment you opened your mouth 
I knew I couldn’t say shit 
Cause you don’t wanna hear
No you don’t wanna hear it
Oh wow
I thought you had my back
Turns out it’s just not like that 
Cause you only care for yourself
No you don’t care about no one else
Cause it’s always bout you
No it’s never bout me
You don’t give a single fuck 
About my feelings
Cause it’s always bout you 
No it’s never bout me 
You don’t even know
Just what I’m dealing with
In my chest 
Dealing with in my head
This feeling of regret 
This feeling of regret

She thinks the world revolves 
Around her and her thoughts 
She’s only there to tear me 
Down down down 
Feeling like I can’t breathe 
Slowly suffocating 
I don’t think you know 
Just what’s best for me 

Say everything I says wrong 
Tell me I don’t belong 
Don’t think I don’t know 
Just what’s going on 

She’s got a god complex 
I don’t think it’s that complex 
Shes only there to tear me 
down down down 
Down below to my knees 
She wants me begging please 
Saying don’t you ever leave
I don’t think that’s what’s best for me

I don’t think that’s 
What’s best for me
One moment you are loving on me 
The next you want me to leave 
It gets me more fucked up 
Then you would ever believe 
But one thing is for sure 
You’ll never catching me begging for you
Yeah you think you’re so fucking special 
But you’re not 
You and that god complex 
Can fuck off and rot
You just wanna control me
And it probably would have worked
On the old me
Yeah it probably would’ve would’ve 
Worked on the old me 

Say everything I says wrong 
Tell me I don’t belong 
Don’t think I don’t know 
Just what’s going on 

She’s got a god complex 
I don’t think it’s that complex 
Shes only there to tear me 
down down down 
Down below to my knees 
She wants me begging please 
Saying don’t you ever leave
I don’t think that’s what’s best for me
She’s got a god complex 
I don’t think it’s that complex 
Shes only there to tear me 
down down down 
Down below to my knees 
She wants me begging please 
Saying don’t you ever leave
I don’t think that’s what’s best for me

Prod splashgvng X IOF
Mix by killing art X kanashi 
Master by kanashi

God Complex (feat. Kanashi) [prod. Splashgvng X IOF]

Another Love Song

☽✰☽✰☽✰☽✰☽✰☽✰☽✰☽✰
presave "pieces of us"
out june 14th
https://ffm.to/piecesofus

iris

fishkid