Still can’t stop listening to this song

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Art by Kirbs/Emzi @zpiltmilk
(twitter.com/zpiltmilk)
I love this girl more than anything in the world and she has done all of my art thus far!! so lovely and wonderful, please go check her out! :)
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This track all started with a couple of my friends making the analogy that love is bittersweet like lemonade <3 I love the way this turned out and it wouldn't have been brought to fruition without them!
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Lyrics:

you're are a fallacy
intoxicated by your own self-therapy
your love's amazing,
yet i swear you cant stop hurting me 
your loves sweet pain, like lemonade
(like lemonade)

you're are a fallacy
intoxicated by your own self-therapy
your love's amazing,
yet i swear you cant stop hurting me 
your loves sweet pain, like lemonade
(like lemonade)

Spotify

Lemonade

im sorry...
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Art by Kirbs/Emzi @zpiltmilk
(twitter.com/zpiltmilk)
her art was about as spontaneous as the inspiration for this song, as always its wonderful and i treasure it with all my heart <3 would mean the world to me if you were to check out her twitter <3 
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Lyrics:

i'm worn out, but my heart says
you've done found another reason
to forgive and let it be
but, i'm sorry

every-time i sleep at night 
i'm feeling paralyzed
by your side i'm drifting
every-night i break inside
i swear its you, not me
but, i'm sorry
every-time i sleep at night 
i'm feeling paralyzed
by your side i'm drifting
every-night i break inside
i swear its you, not me
but, i'm sorry

i cant take another season
i've lost weight without a reason
i thought my heart belonged to you
but, i'm sorry

every-time i sleep at night 
i'm feeling paralyzed
by your side i'm drifting
every-night i break inside
i swear its you, not me
but, i'm sorry
every-time i sleep at night 
i'm feeling paralyzed
by your side i'm drifting
every-night i break inside
i swear its you, not me
but, i'm sorry

Paralyzed

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Art by Kirbs/Emzi @zpiltmilk
(twitter.com/zpiltmilk)

Brandon Hailey: https://soundcloud.com/bthailey

She really came in clutch with this art, I wasn't really sure what I wanted and as always she took it to the next level and really completed the song with a beautiful piece of art that captures the idea so well <3 Please go follow her, she is honestly one of the best people I have in my life <3 

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finally got around to making a new song with the man who taught me how to use the DAW I make music with! One of my best friends, and it makes this one is super special to me <3

Brandon Hailey

Resident x Brandon Hailey: Beautifully Strange

Wish I wouldn't dream the same
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Art by Kirbs/Emzi @zpiltmilk
(twitter.com/zpiltmilk)
As always please go check out her wonderful artwork, she is literally a saint! she did so many unique little designs for this piece and it was really hard to choose on the final <3 
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Video Features:
The Bootleg Boy - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HsG8YHIDqqI
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Lyrics:

laid back nights with coffee
your soft eyes fill my dreams
sleepless drives through old streets
i wish i wouldn't dream the same

soft bright fires by the sea
your bright smiles all i need
every-night we felt free
i wish i wouldn't dream the same

wish i wouldn't dream the same
wish i wouldn't dream the same

late nights by your side
your soft touch built my life
an angel from the sky 
please don't close your eyes

laid back nights with coffee
your soft eyes fill my dreams
sleepless drives through old streets
i wish i wouldn't dream the same

soft bright fires by the sea
your bright smiles all i need
every-night we felt free
i wish i wouldn't dream the same

Coffee

I haven't really changed too much.
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art by @magpie331_art on instagram! she is a blessing and created this wonderful piece of art for Aidan and I <3
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Aidan: 
https://www.instagram.com/producedbyaidan/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2p9YQq5YvvPaD4fj8aOCyk
https://soundcloud.com/producedbyaidan
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you ask me how i'm doing, i'm afraid
that every time you ask me i'm the same 
but, i'm trying not feel like i'm ashamed
that i'm me, and i haven't really changed
too much
haven't really changed too much, no

lately I've been saving all my change tho
hoping it will help me get away from
the problems I've been living everyday
that, keep me feeling like I've been the same
its too much
haven't really changed too much, no

it comes in waves
the way anxiety is talkin
it numbers days
i swear that i am okay
i just, need a break
from everything and everyone i love
i love 

i just need some space
i'm sorry that i cant just take the
advice you gave
i wish it were as easy as it 
sounds on tape,
but rather I've been struggling alone 
alone

it feels like its late but 
i swear its only midnight
and my thoughts fight my head like
i'm worthless and i'm not right
so tell me, why i try
when id rather be found dead
tonight, but its not like
your soft light, is something 
that should save my life

you ask me how i'm doing, i'm afraid
that every time you ask me i'm the same 
but, i'm trying not feel like i'm ashamed
that i'm me, and i haven't really changed
too much
haven't really changed too much, no

lately I've been saving all my change tho
hoping it will help me get away from
the problems I've been living everyday
that, keep me feeling like I've been the same
its too much
haven't really changed too much, no

Resident x Aidan: Changed

one thousand miles feels like eternity
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This was a fun track we wrote in discord bouncing back ideas <3 
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Art by Kirbs/Emzi @zpiltmilk
(twitter.com/zpiltmilk)
ABSOLUTE QUEEN! WE STAN!!! <3 her art is always so cute, so check her out, she turned another one of my heccin nasty sketches into a masterpiece!
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oc: https://soundcloud.com/prod-oc
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Lyrics:

I've been feeling stuck, losing hair
staying up night to tell you, i miss you
i wish that i could change the way 
that things have going for you 
you don't deserve the worst in life
but i feel its been dealt to you, to you

I've been feeling rough, on my own
trying to pick all the pieces
we built when we were right
i wish that i could change the way
that things have been going 
we don't deserve to lose our light
but i feel you drift away, away

i thought i fell in love with you
and you said you thought you loved me too
so why are we far away again
a thousand miles feels like eternity
eternity, eternity

I've been feeling stuck, losing hair
staying up night to tell you, i miss you
i wish that i could change the way 
that things have going for you 
you don't deserve the worst in life
but i feel its been dealt to you, to you

i thought i fell in love with you
and you said you thought you loved me too
so why are we far away again
a thousand miles feels like eternity
eternity, eternity

Resident & oc - Eternity

memory told me that i'm losing my mind
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Art by Kirbs/Emzi @zpiltmilk
(twitter.com/zpiltmilk)
this girl seriously pops off when she makes art for me and i will never stop loving her to death, i give her the worst concept sketches in the world and then she comes back with fire like this <3 
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cigarettes & alcohol (W/ oc)

you're a pretty boy my dear, a song for my beautiful friend
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Art by Kirbs/Emzi @zpiltmilk
(twitter.com/zpiltmilk)
Love kirbs so much for helping me with this, her art is so beautiful and shes such an icon for helping with this very special piece for a very special boy <3
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you balance hearts on your shoulders
but mine weighs the most
your smiles like a movie
id watch by the coast

and love has no meaning
unless its with you
i wish you'd stay here
with me

you made my life in one small day
and i cant wait for you to come my way
so you could change my heart and make it sway again, 
pretty boy you win 

you made me smile, in just one night
and i cant wait for time to pass us by 
cause could i could see myself just by your side my dear, 
you're a pretty boy ya' hear?

i didn't know eyes could be so pure
i didn't know my heart had a cure 
for all of the feelings in my life, yeah

i wish that id met you a little sooner
i wish that id kept you close to my heart
cause then maybe id be a little less fucked up 

you made my life in one small day
and i cant wait for you to come my way
so you could change my heart and make it sway again, 
pretty boy you win 

you made me smile, in just one night
and i cant wait for time to pass us by 
cause could i could see myself just by your side my dear, 
you're a pretty boy ya' hear?

you're a pretty boy my dear

Pretty Boy

i know it’s unfair
we can never see each other
even if i’m not there
it doesn’t mean we’re not together

you’ve been thinking in extremes
and ik that you don’t mean it
we can work as a team
cuz baby i ain’t leaving

our problems aren’t permanent
i can save us from fallin
i’m determined
once the storm passes by
we’ll stop hurting
and be glad we together
i’m certain, it’ll be worth it

it’s not permanent
i will save us from fallin
girl i’m determined
once the storm passes by
we’ll stop hurting
and be glad we stuck together
i’m certain that it’ll be worth it

i’m not givin up on us
i’m not givin up on us
i’m not givin up on us
no i’m not givin up on us

i’m not giving up yet 
haven’t been in love like this 
since forever, since forever 

now i’m too invested in you
not what i expected, it’s true 
baby i’ll be your protection 
you can rest your head cause 
there’s nothing i wouldn’t do 

waiting for the sunrise 
when we make it through 
i’ll get lost in your eyes 
like i usually do 
deep inside i know 
that this is meant to be 
every moment leading 
up to when you’re here with me

our problems aren’t permanent
i can save us from fallin
i’m determined
once the storm passes by
we’ll stop hurting
and be glad we together
i’m certain, it’ll be worth it

it’s not permanent
i will save us from fallin
girl i’m determined
once the storm passes by
we’ll stop hurting
and be glad we stuck together
i’m certain that it’ll be worth it

so i’m not givin up on us
i’m not givin up on us
i’m not givin up on us
no i’m not givin up on us

i'm not giving up on us

spotify, apple, etc.

i'm not giving up on us w/ marc indigo

This song was made possible by @sheffdan
So go thank him so much for it <3

i could be better (feat. Sheffdan)

:)

go check it out on the bootleg boy! 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CsIlUUTj0I&ab_channel=thebootlegboy

insomnia

Resident & insomnia - Before We Met

☽✰☽✰☽✰☽✰☽✰☽✰☽✰☽✰
presave "pieces of us"
out june 14th
https://ffm.to/piecesofus

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