‘I’ve had a dream. And in that dream, the sky was horribly dark, but one could distinctly see tattered clouds, and between them fathomless black patches. Suddenly I noticed in one of these patches a star, and began watching it intently. That was because that star had given me an idea: I decided to kill myself that night.
It was as if that great rush of anger had washed me clean, emptied me of hope, and, gazing up at the dark sky spangled with its signs and stars, for the first time, the first, I laid my heart open to the benign indifference of the universe. To feel it so like myself, indeed, so brotherly, made me realize that I'd been happy, and that I was happy still. For all to be accomplished, for me to feel less lonely, all that remained to hope was that on the day of my execution there should be a huge crowd of spectators and that they should greet me with howls of execration. Sorrow compressed my heart, and I felt I would die, and then . . . Well, then I woke up.
But they won't understand that. No, they will not understand. Because I dreamed it. Yes, I dreamed a dream, my dream of the fifth of September. They tease me now, telling me it was only a dream. But does it matter whether it was a dream or reality, if the dream made known to me the truth? If once one has recognized the truth and seen it, you know that it is the truth and that there is no other and there cannot be, whether you are asleep or awake. Let it be a dream, so be it, but that real life of which you make so much I had meant to extinguish by suicide, and my dream, my dream — oh, it revealed to me a different life, renewed, grand and full of power!’

Prelude

"CrossRoads" Written, Produced, Engineered by LoTyler | La'T Productions
Single from "Messages to God" Mixtape
Neruali Records First Lady & CEO

CrossRoads [La'T Productions]

Ziyaad Luceo - One More Minute (slowed)

CHANNEL: Division

Beautiful - Ziyaad Luceō

Through These Eyes - Ziyaad Luceo

Lyrics:

I often compromise my mental health I’m sorry
theres a lot more to this plastic molded body
Fighting the mentality that I went to war with wiping off any residue of faith
Built on sticky notes and reassurance words cannot explain
The glitter makes me ill 
it’s just a lie inside a book two lines could never equal good

I’m growing distant from this place I used to dream about
This depersonalization makes me question what i care about

I watched it
I promise
Fading like the wine stain on the carpet
Try not to grab the air too much
You live and you learn that’s growing up

I’ve fallen
So much was left unspoken
Sweet nothing
It gets loud when no ones watching

I’m growing distant from this place I used to dream about
This depersonalization makes me question what i care about

I watched it
I promise
Fading like the wine stain on the carpet
Try not to grab the air too much
You live and you learn that’s growing up

glitter (mannequin)

Call Your Bluff

SoFknWut (prod.UNLUCKY)

Main Course Tape

Original

To The Top

Some Of - Myself (Original Mix)

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