When I feel like being me

Demon Girl

Wake Up

CosmoHKAK - Wellenklang

track belongs to @currentjoys (fka TELE/VISIONS)

buy song: https://currentjoys.bandcamp.com/track/new-flesh

buy album: https://currentjoys.bandcamp.com/album/wild-heart

current joys music: https://currentjoys.bandcamp.com/

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facebook: https://www.facebook.com/currentjoys/

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lyrics:

I listened to the cure, I listened to the cure, I listened to the cure and then I cried 
I watched Videodrome, I watched Videodrome, I watched Videodrome and lost my mind 
I tried to write a song, I tried to write a song, I tried to write a song I think you'd like 
But no one gives a shit, no one gives a shit about my life 

Until I die 

I have nightmares, I have nightmares, I have nightmares all the time 
So I stay awake, so I stay awake so I stay awake all night 
I say I'm gonna leave, I say I'm gonna leave, I say I'm gonna leave but I think you're right 
I'm gonna stay right here, I'm gonna stay right here, I'm gonna stay right here until I die 

Until I die

Current Joys - New Flesh

Featuring @sadboyprolific
Prod.By Stan Beatz

Overdose ft. SadBoyProlific (Prod. by StanXun)

this song hurts a lot for me, but i hope you guys can find something beautiful in it.

up everywhere now

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kenny1234/fWLj


well I've got a ghost
running through my head
that used to be a girl
laying in my bed

don't want the ones that want me
and the ones I want 
leave my heart a mess

so I'm all alone
feeling cold as hell
asking why oh why
I do this to myself

I just wan feel something
but if feels like I don't have much left

I've got a mind full of bad things
but good intentions like an angel with some bat wings

and I'm fine if you ask me
but I'm still running from my problems like a track meet

and I don't know why
I don't want you
or why I want her 
when she don't want me to

and they say love hurts
I guess that much true
cause now we both choked up
lips are turning blue

tell me what is coming next
I can't handle all this stress
got me always second guess - in

what's been running through your head
all I know is your upset
from the tension when we texting

I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in, I can never rest in
x2

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r.i.p

this is an old song, but it means a lot to me.

verse 1

last night
wasn’t my best night
my wrist looking like i got into a bear fight
i’m kinda scared 
because i really don’t feel right
i mean,
is everything supposed to be this bright? 
i might past out this time 
and i’m having flashbacks of my timeline
yo, i’m thinking that these cuts 
are way too deep
please help me,
i don’t wanna fall asleep.
and that’s when,
i heard the call on my phone
so i picked up 
because i’m all alone
and you didn’t even know 
you were just at home
so i put it to my ear and said hello
and you asked me if i was okay
then i said no.
not really today
then you told me,
you were heading my way
how did you know that i needed a save?
i’m just glad that it wasn’t too late

(hook)
do you know why i’m a mess
i’m never out of bed
it’s all inside my head
and on the stereo 
a song i listen while i bleed
i hope i never breathe
the way you look at me
you see right through my sleeves

verse 2

tell me how you do it though
girl i really wanna know
it’s not like i’m that public yo
i’m never on the radio
you treat my sleeves just like a ghost 
how do you know?
can you see my cuts?
do you watch them grow?
if it wasn’t for you
i’d be six feet deep
i’m strong now
but i once was weak
you know i’m hurting 
when we still don’t speak
your eyes froze 
from the blood in the sink
i’m sorry that i put you through this
but i promise that i’m on a new movement 
i might fall 
but i know i won’t lose it
so i thank you and look imma prove it
yeah

(hook)

sleeves (prod. haruhi) [unreleased]

IG @ sadgods
-
@sadboyprolific
@itsyungvan
prod sadgods
mixing help from alec lark

Spotify

In My Bones (feat. SadBoyProlific & Yung Van)

Produced by: cruiser

Kam Michael:
Twitter: www.twitter.com/kammichael_
YouTube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCf69XIrEYLrqnHr8keB7bRw
Instagram: www.instagram.com/imkammichael
Snapchat: kamlewinsk

SadBoyProlific:
@sadboyprolific
www.instagram.com/sadboyprolific
www.twitter.com/sadboyprolific

SPOTIFY

Kam Michael - Should've, Would've (ft. SadBoyProlific) [Prod. cruiser]

i don't really know anymore.

Mixed and Mastered by @kammichaelmusic

Losing You (Prod. Young Taylor)

Mac's debut '2' will be available worldwide October 16th on Captured Tracks. 

Mac DeMarco // Ode to Viceroy

Gone, [prod. Into Misery]

re-upload of waste my time since it got deleted this would prob get removed but I just reuploaded it because I love the song and I wanna listen to it again and I want it on my playlist.

SadBoyProlific - Waste My Time (ft. Snøw X Nuxe)

I'll Be Alright

I'll be alright

Prod Kado

Art by mattiswithdrawn

I feel that man,  good luck! I’m sure you’ll come with something great
❤
1
Wed 3:57 PM
Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try 

Everybody knows that it’s my fault 
That I fell asleep on the sidewalk 
No sleepwalking too fucked up for talking 
Pretty soon be an outline made of chalk 
I’m gonna die soon
And when I do 
I hope that you know it’s not about you 
Turns out I didn’t know enough about you 
Turns out the world don’t revolve around you 
But in my head, everything’s bad 
Everything’s wrong, everything’s sad 
Been way to long I feel like that 
Pandemic vibes, miss mom and dad
And the little lost pleasures I once had 
Is the measure of my life really my stacks
Whether or not you’re better off in my bed
I want to Love what I treasure and clear my head
So get the fuck away from me if 
This isn’t where you want to be then
Just Go abead, you can leave and when 
It’s all over you can be free 
I don’t really understand my thoughts 
That it’s all my fault 
When it’s clearly not 
Every time we talk 
I test my luck 
Then I fuck this up, who would’ve thought yeah 

Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try

Where You Want To Be

Instagram @ sadgods
contact: sadgodsmusic@gmail.com
Music on Spotify & stores.

In My Bones (feat. SadBoyProlific & Yung Van)

sadgods

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