Procrastinatin

You call me on a lazy afternoon
Asking me what I'm up to
Let's find something to do
Baby I'd be down, down, down
Down, down, down, down, down, down
You know I'd be down, down, down
Down, down, down, down, down, down

I see you arriving in your car
Jet black Mercedes, built in the 70s
Classic like you and me
I'll be coming down, down, down
Down, down, down, down, down, down
I'll be down, down, down
Down, down, down, down, down, down

I feel a little rush
I think I've got a little crush on you
I hope it's not too much
But babe when I'm with you, I hear it
My heart singing
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la-la
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la-la

Honestly I shouldn't waste time no more
Cause all these little boys you're chasing,
did they break your heart?
I know you've been down, down, down
Down, down, down, down, down, down
I won't let you down, down, down
Down, down, down, down, down, down

I feel a little rush
I think I've got a little crush on you
I hope it's not too much
But girl when I'm with you, I hear it
My heart singing
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la-la
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la-la

If you feel the same
I see it in the way that you behave around me
And I can tell
What we have is different from anyone else
Cause you stop doing what you're doing
When I call you come to me running
And I would do the same for you
So tell me that you feel it too

I feel a little rush
I think I've got a little crush on you
I hope it's not too much
But babe when I'm with you, I hear it
My heart singing
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la-la
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la-la

I think I've got a crush, babe
Crush on you too
Feel a little rush, baby
And I feel it too
I think I've got a crush, babe
Crush on you too
Feel a little rush, baby

Crush - ovcoco,jeebanoff(cover)

@samantharui
@Thezadon

© Zadon & Sam Rui 2017

Right Now (ft. Sam Rui)

original prod. by J Roes 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qipJ_NOIYok&t=42s
"summer fever" music and lyrics by bevy maco
https://soundcloud.com/datmrco/summerfever


매일같이 타던 버스에서 널
처음 본 순간이 아직 떠올라
내 폰만 쳐다보는척 하다가
너의 예쁜 두 눈과 마주쳐버린

그 어느 여름날에
우리 둘이 
그 어느 여름날에 
우리 둘이

I still miss u 
I still miss u 
I still miss u 
I still miss u

우린 너무 어렸었나봐
그저 모든게 새로웠던 거잖아 
창 가에 앉아 바라보던, 이 세상이 
너로인해 아름다웠었나봐

wish i didn’t see you in my dreams
hoping you still thinking about me
us two by the river at night
thought that we still had time

그 어느 여름날에 
우리 둘이 
그 어느 여름날에 
우리 둘이

I still miss u 
I still miss u 
I still miss u 
I still miss u

summerfever

produced by. Freddie
mixed by. Freddie
lyrics by. gracie, Pisa
composed by. gracie
guitar by. Jaesung

sunflower

아침해(feat. PISA)(sun)

2. 아침해(feat. PISA)(sun)

JUNIK - Easy (Mac Ayres Cover)

baby i ain't proud of what I’m feeling right now
say you got a lot that you can’t deal with right now
and its only me you can turn to
only me you go to
when you get like this i never learn
like a stray dog biting
can never seem to let it go so why then
sacrifice me
i bear your cross when you ask
i steer your course so you don’t crash and burn
i never turn my back on you
cos you’re getting old and 
still living lonely stranded 
hunchbacked on a cold shore

part of my future i won’t have
angel above lost in the sand
i’d give up my youth to bring to you back to life
now a dead man walking 
the man i love
who i loved

dead man walking (freestyle)

7 october 2019 wausan-ro 32 gil 3:27am

-

keep lying to myself i’m doing fine
where’s the line between the real world 
and where i’m standing
how many times have i crossed over
i’m still afraid to be alone at night
wanna call you up and be all by myself at the same time
and no decision seems to be right so 

what’s the root of the problem
i’m digging my way through snow
while more falls down from up above
outside i’m tough but on the inside
i’m losing my mind

is it sadness or boredom
when god made me did he know
does he expect me to grow
into somebody better
i’m hollow and overflowed

how many times do i have to say
living tomorrow’ll be worth the day
no matter how bad no matter how sad i am right now
i’m tired of thinking its worth the pain
the weight i was born with just stays the same

say something different
say something worthwhile
could you make me smile for a second
and make it more worthwhile

make it worthwhile (freestyle)

in late 2019-2020 my friend joel introduced me to splice and let me borrow his  account, another friend manny also lent me his very expensive looking electric guitar, and in the same time period i also went into a bit of a depressive spiral while encountering a lot of issues while working on an official mixtape release, so i wrote a lot and tried to produce my own music for this first time to get through that and that's how these demos happened.
this is a personal project and all the songs are released in the demo versions that i made and recorded each one in that day. (i'm really sorry about the mix quality but i hope u like the demos here in some way or another and maybe feel them as i did)

i would sincerely like to thank joel and manny for the splice and guitar sponsorships respectively whether u know it or now yall really helped me through a weird time. also my family if they ever come across this for letting me make music late into the night even though i can be noisy sometimes and for loving and supporting me through many years of depression and anxiety. s/o anyone who has/has experienced that or any mental condition along that line and still got out of bed to make something of a day, and especially to all families and friends who knowingly or unknowingly stay with us through everything and  carry our weights when we can't

to disappear

(if i )don't stop

Runaway

lowfi verbal diary
freestyles/ onetakes

instagram.com/sammirui

make it worthwhile (freestyle)

Sammie