Untitled - 21:11:16, 2.56 AM

Tell me if i’m guessing wrong
Tell me if i’m getting at the wrong thing
If i’m being too presumptuous
Was there ever even an us to start with

Tell me if i’m being rude
But yes i’m accusing you of using 
Me and my body
You just needed somebody
to hold at night when you were lonely

Yeah we all get lonely sometimes 
but it’s not right to cross that line 
To give a girl mixed signals
Loving doesn’t come with a deadline
Yeah i thought we were so fine
What happened here

Made me think that it was me
Thought that i was safe for once
In you i trusted i can’t believe
Left me shaken left me weak
Been hurt before but didn’t think come from you

But baby now i see
That i’m not unloveable
don’t have some kind of deformity
The problem lies with you
And so i hope you get through
Whatever left you broken bruised and so confused
So i wish you well and know we’re all good

Travel Diaries #31 (perth) - 21:11:16

you and my baby got too much under the water
go around in circles never talk bout what we ought to
string me up hang me dry
use me just to keep you warm another night

i've been thinking bout it i've had time to myself lately
don't make any sense or fit right when you call me baby
know you got another girl
we in bed together but your mind's on her

baby i don't love you when you're not sober
baby you don't know where you do me wrong
when you're not sober

i can't have you lie to me i know your heart has wandered
to another woman but you keep me close for comfort
lie to me to keep me close
scared of facing the the unknown when i'm not yours

Travel Diaries #3 (soberinsydey) 12:11:17

Travel Diary #17 (HK)- youdontcallanymore.mp3

Love, come back to me
Disguised as a full bodied bloom 
In the heart of the city 
But I, it would be foolish of me to believe 
That flowers
Grow strong in concreted walls

Tell me I'm wrong 
Tell me that 
I'm being cynical
Bad things don't last for so long
Name me a song 
That hasn't come out of heartbreak 
So I'll drop my wall

But for now
I acknowledge that I'm alone 
I believed once 
Now I don't know 
About love
Somebody teach me again

Voicenotes#2 (don't know about love) 08:02:18

Travel Diaries #1, 8 June 2018

for everyone real and true and beautiful i met out here in Seoul/ Guam, thank you xx


or too long i’ve been too scared to speak my mind
and i don’t want to preach
but life’s been unkind and rough with me
so i gotta write this song to teach
the lessons that i’ve learned
all the bridges that i’ve burned
trying to figure it out and still
young and foolish throughout so still

glad i went through
in the eye of the hurricane 
of broken promises i found the truth
and from then on i knew
that you take in what you give out
stand your ground if you get fucked over somehow
life will show you how it comes round
the world be in your hands

Long way from home
Dirt on my bag and tattered shoes 
Still so far to go
I’m good to walk if i got you

Such a long way from home
So much i still got left to do
So much i still don’t know
Maybe i’ll find it out with you

Travel Diaries #1 (thankyou)- 8:6:18, 5.10 AM

Voicenotes#1 - only when it's easy

Voicenotes#1 - you hurt me too

to my summer storm - 그 짧은 여름에 사랑한 사람은 그때부터 영원까지 내 맘속에 살거야.  다시 만날 때까지...

king of my heart
you really know how
to drive me up the wall every time you come round
i'm like hey baby
왜 절대 연락 안해
널 완전 완벽해
with my heart don't play
can't say what it is
that got me like this
you look like a 천사
i'm lost in your kiss
whenever you're close
the world stops its spin
recall none of my problems
so this must be it
내가 사랑해요
this much i know (for sure)
내 조아하는 바보
널 원해요
i love you so

Travel Diaries #4 (summerinseoul) - 8:6:18, 4.41 PM

허각 (Huh Gak) – 바보야 (Only You)

기억 속에 또 조용히 찾아와
너무 사랑한 기억 아련히 떠올라서
가까이 조금만 한걸음 조금만
다가가니까
그 자리에 내가 갈 때까지만
딴 데 눈 돌리지 마 아픈 그대

나는 바보야 이런 너를 떠나보내놓고
나는 바보야 후회하는 거밖에 몰라서
정말 너무 아프다
가슴 치면서 울고 있잖아

이젠 내게 와줘 바보야
맘에 없는 말인 줄 알면서 너도 바보야
내 맘 알잖아 이젠 내게 와줘 바보야
내겐 너뿐이야

바보야 - 25:9:18, 1.41 AM

7 october 2019 wausan-ro 32 gil 3:27am

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keep lying to myself i’m doing fine
where’s the line between the real world 
and where i’m standing
how many times have i crossed over
i’m still afraid to be alone at night
wanna call you up and be all by myself at the same time
and no decision seems to be right so 

what’s the root of the problem
i’m digging my way through snow
while more falls down from up above
outside i’m tough but on the inside
i’m losing my mind

is it sadness or boredom
when god made me did he know
does he expect me to grow
into somebody better
i’m hollow and overflowed

how many times do i have to say
living tomorrow’ll be worth the day
no matter how bad no matter how sad i am right now
i’m tired of thinking its worth the pain
the weight i was born with just stays the same

say something different
say something worthwhile
could you make me smile for a second
and make it more worthwhile

make it worthwhile (freestyle)

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