covering drunk by keshi but im acually drunk 

And I'm stumbling back to bed all by myself
Don't need nobody else
All my friends are drunk again
And I'm stumbling back to bed all by myself
Don't need nobody help

still smells like smoke, and your cologne
it’s been a while since we last spoke
So tell me, how's it go?
내게 빌려준 옷 뭘 할까요?
돌려줘야 할 것 같죠
먼저 시간을 좀 줘요

All my friends are drunk again
And I'm stumbling back to bed all by myself
Don't got nobody else
All my friends got other friends
So I'm stumbling back to bed all by myself
Don't got nobody else

I never thought
one day we’d come
to this finale where you’d be gone
It’s been hard to carry on

I loved you whole
you loved me true 
But love alone can’t tide us through
(tide us through)

오늘도 술에 취했죠
홀로 휘청거리며 침대로 돌아가
너의 생각이 나
네가 내 옆에 있는 게
매번 취할때마다 
환각할 수 있다 그때의 너와 나

우리를 끝난 겐 받아들여볼게

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ig & twitter: @sammirui

watch on youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=29vrg-yxRw8&lc=Ugzg4ocoaCAgKvUffct4AaABAg

drunk - keshi cover

instrumental by @sglproduction:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XULH7CahACQ

i got a man but i want you
i got a man but i want you
and it’s not nerves, it’s not nerves
making me think bout someone new
you know i got so much to say
i try to hide it in my face
and it don’t work, you see through
that i just wanna get with you 

and you’re right
you right, i got my guy
but i, i can’t help it i want you
said you right, i got my guy
but i, i can’t help it i want you

i can’t stop and look the other way
boy it’s just the things you say, that got me falling prey
you’d be thinking bout it every day
don’t believe in fairytales, but we got our fantasies
just us, no he, no she
tryna be all through your sheets
fall into our old routine
and we know it’s not that deep
you and i we both got needs
frustrations to release
the tension’s boutta break
we can’t tell no one hope they don’t know

i got a man but i want you   
he don’t listen but you do
when’er he’s mad, i get hurt
how can i not fall back to you
you know i got so much to say  
i try to hide it in my face
and it don’t work, you see through
that i just wanna get with you

and you’re right
you right, i got my guy
but i, i can’t help it i want you
said you right, i got my guy
but i, i can’t help it i want you

boy you want me like i want you too
we got that synergy, you fit right into me
i know your girl, she ain’t that big a deal
why you hesitating, when you know how good i    feel
you know that head surreal, you know you miss that view
i wanna make up for lost time and make you feel brand new
we both know that it don’t have to be
that complicated, let’s just fuck and relive memories

i got a man but i want you
you got a girl but you do too
you’re unsure, i’m confused
butwe in too deep to undo
tryna keep steady but i stray
when i’m stressing u my escape
tryna quit, must admit
prolly gon hit you up again today

you right, i got my guy
but i, i can’t help it i want you
said you right, i got my guy
but i, i can’t help it i want you

You Right - Doja Cat ft. The Weekend (cover/lyric flip)

i dont wanna take back what i said back then
every word that hurt you baby i meant
but i didn't do it on purpose
believe me when i said ifelt nervous

said you loved me boy but i felt nothing
just apologize then go back doing the same damn thing
you get mad when i wanna talk
like loving me is a job you can't stand 
you're my man so why do i feel like i'm

all alone when i came back home
when we shared our bed
running through my head
was the thought that though i love you so much
it just aint enough, it just aint enough

and in spite of all you've done to me
you've got issues but i got mine too sorry i couldn't be
more patient less insecure
wanted so bad to be unsure
if i should do what i did
so sorry i couldn't fix

what we had
just too many cracks
in the house we built
sinking in the sand
like thunder's echo and a lightning's crash
we burned so bright, burned out so fast

picking up what's left and lay to rest
your memory, the could-have-beens
and again today it's pourning rain
and i' not ok in the aftermath

aftermath (demo)

아유춥네 (demo1) (prod. dress)
from the 2022 reality tv series "Seoul Check In" Episode 1

I wanted it to be you 
guess i have to accept that's not possible
so many maybes we could've been babe
i kindle just a small flame
that you could be mine again
there's too many things too hard not to recall
time keeps flowing seasons change and i don't know where you are
who you sleeping with or talking to 
your last word au revoir
put my memory of you in a box under my bed
with the rest of my pipe dreams never to be revisited again
still every night i get on kakaotalk and check if you're on
if i dropped you a text would you reply

imma go my whole life not knowing for sure if we would've 
not made it out of the woods or we could've 
turned shit around, our love so profound but not fated
imma go my whole life feeling like a part of me's missing
you left a hole in me babe i'm still reeling
my heart's on the ground for you to pick up where you left off

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produced by dress
music and lyrics by sam rui

disclaimer: this demo version of the track that appeared on the show is not being monetized on soundcloud. I own the rights to the lyrics and melodies. The rights to production and master of the song belong to the producer.

아유춥네 (prod. dress)(from Seoul Check In EP1)

"..a manic pixie dream girl in Rabin’s definition is a female character that is different or otherwise quirky, whose essential function throughout the plot of the story is to teach the main male character some fundamental lesson, usually about how to love or live life to the fullest. [The trope] teaches us that men will always be the primary protagonist of every story, thus only ever leaving supporting roles for women to fill."

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say you'll spend the night babe
racking up my time with you
tryna make you mine babe
throw me any sign that you're gon stay

I daydream about all the possibilities
baby I'm greedy to hear you say that you love me
but there's no real love for your MPDG

I care for you, I do
but you ain't there for me, you
the world revolves around what you need
your POV don't know yourself

let's say i'm your lover tonight
but only if i want it, i keep on lying
you know i just can't get enough
i'm not even trying
when i'm alone keep it on the low, i'm tryna be cool
but baby give me a chance, only you understand

imma get needy for you

imma get needy for you

you say that you know who you are
but that's just a concept
whats the bigger context?
one day you gon drift off too far
baby just be honest

MPDG - Sam Rui & Jema (demo ver.)

Travel Diaries #1, 8 June 2018

for everyone real and true and beautiful i met out here in Seoul/ Guam, thank you xx


or too long i’ve been too scared to speak my mind
and i don’t want to preach
but life’s been unkind and rough with me
so i gotta write this song to teach
the lessons that i’ve learned
all the bridges that i’ve burned
trying to figure it out and still
young and foolish throughout so still

glad i went through
in the eye of the hurricane 
of broken promises i found the truth
and from then on i knew
that you take in what you give out
stand your ground if you get fucked over somehow
life will show you how it comes round
the world be in your hands

Long way from home
Dirt on my bag and tattered shoes 
Still so far to go
I’m good to walk if i got you

Such a long way from home
So much i still got left to do
So much i still don’t know
Maybe i’ll find it out with you

Travel Diaries #1 (thankyou)- 8:6:18, 5.10 AM

lowfi verbal diary
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Travel Diaries #1 (thankyou)- 8:6:18, 5.10 AM

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