Can i use this as background music for a video?

i dont wanna take back what i said back then
every word that hurt you baby i meant
but i didn't do it on purpose
believe me when i said ifelt nervous

said you loved me boy but i felt nothing
just apologize then go back doing the same damn thing
you get mad when i wanna talk
like loving me is a job you can't stand 
you're my man so why do i feel like i'm

all alone when i came back home
when we shared our bed
running through my head
was the thought that though i love you so much
it just aint enough, it just aint enough

and in spite of all you've done to me
you've got issues but i got mine too sorry i couldn't be
more patient less insecure
wanted so bad to be unsure
if i should do what i did
so sorry i couldn't fix

what we had
just too many cracks
in the house we built
sinking in the sand
like thunder's echo and a lightning's crash
we burned so bright, burned out so fast

picking up what's left and lay to rest
your memory, the could-have-beens
and again today it's pourning rain
and i' not ok in the aftermath

aftermath (demo)

아유춥네 (demo1) (prod. dress)
from the 2022 reality tv series "Seoul Check In" Episode 1

I wanted it to be you 
guess i have to accept that's not possible
so many maybes we could've been babe
i kindle just a small flame
that you could be mine again
there's too many things too hard not to recall
time keeps flowing seasons change and i don't know where you are
who you sleeping with or talking to 
your last word au revoir
put my memory of you in a box under my bed
with the rest of my pipe dreams never to be revisited again
still every night i get on kakaotalk and check if you're on
if i dropped you a text would you reply

imma go my whole life not knowing for sure if we would've 
not made it out of the woods or we could've 
turned shit around, our love so profound but not fated
imma go my whole life feeling like a part of me's missing
you left a hole in me babe i'm still reeling
my heart's on the ground for you to pick up where you left off

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produced by dress
music and lyrics by sam rui

disclaimer: this demo version of the track that appeared on the show is not being monetized on soundcloud. I own the rights to the lyrics and melodies. The rights to production and master of the song belong to the producer.

아유춥네 (prod. dress)(from Seoul Check In EP1)

"Listen to the Rain" by Milky Day is available on Spotify, Apple music, and all other major music platforms.
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LYRICS

I see you hiding from the pain, the struggle and the fighting, mm
Why you lying, to yourself and the people you're surrounding, mm
I just wanna wake up from this nightmare
Praying every day but I'm still so scared
So afraid of the unknown, yeah I should've known
That life can be so unpredictable walking with your head down feeling miserable
And I wish I was invisible when everything around me seems so typical
Seeking some comfort from the teardrops in the skies
Feeling outnumbered, there must be more than meets the eye

Bathing in the moonlight, streetlights lighting the way
Chillin by the poolside, blue eyed, on rainy days
As I listen to the rain pitter patter in my brain
I'll let it wash away the pain of yesterday

Lately all I do is sit and pray, hoping that I'll find a better day
Coz even when I say I'm doing fine, I'm really not okay
It feels like life keeps on passing by, and I keep getting left behind, behind
And it's so hard to concentrate when all I think about is yesterday
And worry about what's coming up tomorrow instead of living in the day
But I'm trying to let go of all of my fears
While I sit with the sky and we both shed our tears

Bathing in the moonlight, streetlights lighting the way
Chillin by the poolside, blue eyed, on rainy days
As I listen to the rain pitter patter in my brain
I'll let it wash away the pain of yesterday

Moonlight, streetlights lighting the way
Chillin by the poolside, blue eyed, on rainy days
As I listen to the rain pitter patter in my brain
I'll let it wash away the pain of yesterday
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CREDITS

Produced by Milky Day & Simon J. Li
Written by Milky Day & Zuhair
Mixed by Nicolas Essig
Mastered by Julian Lowe
Cover Art by Max Lin

Listen to the Rain (feat. Zuhair)

In the cathedral of night where shadows fuse and form,
I walk the aisle of the forgotten, where the cold truths swarm.
Teeth and bones beneath my feet, rattle their silent cry,
Telling tales of lost souls, who weren’t ready to die.

Teeth and bones, teeth and bones,
Whispering secrets in hushed tones.
In the ground, they make their beds,
In the silent earth, where light treads.

Moonlight casts through the branches, like fingers on my skin,
Pulling at the edges of sanity, thin.
I feel the pulse of the ancient, the rhythm of the scared,
In the teeth and bones, life stripped bare.

Can you hear the grinding, the gnashing deep below,
Where the roots of the earth cling to what they know?
Each bone a story, each tooth a spell,
Cast in the darkness of the personal hell.

Teeth and bones, teeth and bones,
Whispering secrets in hushed tones.
In the ground, they make their beds,
In the silent earth, where light treads.

Tooth And Bone(early demo sample)

Call You Mine - 주영 (JooYoung)

88rising
DEAN - HALF MOON // beautiful LIVE performance

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=imG-TIME7Xc

DEAN - HALF MOON --  Beautiful LIVE  Performance

Absence_SideA

Love like that

Sometimes - CRUSH (Baek Yerin Cover)

Produced by J Grooves 
Top-line and lyrics by AINN(@ainnmusic)
Rap by Mak P (@makpannakan
Art by So Young Kim (@sykeda)

다녀오나봐 [GHOST] (feat. Mak P)

What It's Like To Love U

-

with you i just feel like
like i could
take on anything in my past life
i always lose
out to situations i can’t fight
devil so loud
saying that we aint gonna last right
that i can’t allow 

wanna spend my whole life getting to know you 
is that cool
baby cos the dawn breaks and the sun shines when u do
when were lying side by side together
i forget the girl i was before i met you
so i know what i should do

you’re the missing part i needed when i lost my way
i love you there’s nothing more to say
no i can’t predict the future baby come what may
i know i love you and even more each day

What Its Like To Love U (demo prod. me)

Lyrics:

Hit me on my line
If you want me to come find you
I think that you want me
To come over tonight to 
Drink a little wine , get tipsy over time, yeah
I’ll play a game or two  
With you until the night time creeps on over closer
I know that we’re not sober
The wrongs won’t make a right  
But you’re biting on my shoulder, ooh
I’ll wait til tomorrow
To drown in my sorrow’
I’ll wait til tomorrow
To drown in my sorrow’

I need you, to call me when you feel alone
I want you, to remedy my broken soul
I need you, to make believe that you’re my own
 I want you
I need you, to call me when you feel alone
I want you, to remedy my broken soul
I need you, to make believe that you’re my own 
I want you

[JWord]
You the only one 
You the only thing, that blows my mind
You the only type
You the only right one in my eyes
I can’t go on without you
Plus, I know you need me here too
You the only sight
Never gonna lie
That’s why my head is basically designed 
To only write
For you and that’s no lie
Tell me can you see what I see in you

Look in my eyes
Can you see my lies 
Can’t take away
What i’ve left behind
I say I’m fine but
She’s on my mind
Chills up my spine while 
I’m fantasizing 
I know I shouldn’t blame you
Cuz I cannot erase you
(But fuck it i’ll go anyway, yeah)
Just need a time and place to
Decide how to replace you
(But fuck it i’ll go anyway, yeah)

I need you, to call me when you feel alone
I want you, to remedy my broken soul
I need you, to make believe that you’re my own 
I want you
I need you, to call me when you feel alone
I want you, to remedy my broken soul
I need you, to make believe that you’re my own
 I want you

I need u i want u (feat. JWord)

IamSamRui (voicenotes/ drafts/ travel diaries):
https://soundcloud.com/iamsamrui

samantharui@hotmail.com

아유춥네 (prod. dress)(from Seoul Check In EP1)

Sam Rui

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