love the vocals at this part and the drums are sick lol

Lyrics:

My disaster
The one you’re after
Only when it’s dark
The sun goes down
And I creep in your mind
Hear the laughter
The monsters feeding in the park
I have joined before
Am I even human anymore?
 
I wish this never happened
Wish we never met
I wish that you were dead
I wish that you were dead 
 
Eyes of fire
Bloodthirsty desire
A guilty victims stare
Little does she know
Or little does she care?
Is that a bite mark?
Is she unaware?
Skin as pale as snow
This isn’t a fair way to go
 
I wish this never happened
Wish we never met
I wish that you were dead
I wish that you were dead 
 
Racing thoughts
Restless nights
How am I still your sacrifice?
When you sucked the sweetness out of me
And all that was appealing
 
Come to me
Are you lonely?
Flashback attacks
You give me
Flashback attacks
 
I wish this never happened
Wish we never met
I wish that you were dead
I wish that you were dead 
 
I wish this never happened
Wish we never met
I wish that you were dead
I wish that I was

Wish You Were Dead - Shydez

Origin Story feat. Justin JPaul Miller

Laying, quiet
Someone’s mother
Body fights off violence
Never forget
The sound of silence
Taking over the room
Like a blackened parade
Or a nihilist tune

I keep asking

How could a selfless saint end up like this?
If the world is good, why did it make you sick?
Why did it make you sick?
Out of every soul 
the last to deserve it
If the world is good, why is it so sick?
why is it so?
why is it so 
sick?


Staring, tortured 
I’m her daughter
Keep myself together 
I’ve already lost a father
White sheets
Blind me
You were finally
leaving all that you’ve known
but this isn’t where you were supposed to go

How could a selfless saint end up like this?
If the world is good, why did it make you sick?
Why did it make you sick?
Out of every soul 
the last to deserve it
If the world is good, why is it so sick?
why is it so?
why is it so 
sick?  

Frozen in time my body feels outside of me
(sick)
Decaying destination loss of all conscious of reality
(sick) 
Frozen in time my body feels outside of me
(sick)
Decaying destination loss of all conscious of reality
(sick) 

I can’t stop screaming

How could a selfless saint end up like this?
If the world is good, why did it make you sick?
Why did it make you sick?
Out of every soul 
the last to deserve it
If the world is good, why is it so sick?
why is it so?
why is it so
sick?

so sick
so sick
so sick
so sick 
so sick

so sick

Sick - Shydez

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Before And After (Remix) feat. Crash World, Trav Da Poet and Justin JPaul Miller

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Crypto

This beat right here will have you on your A-Game.

Last Ride

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