insta- https://www.instagram.com/iamsodeadawe?igshid=ZGNjOWZkYTE3MQ==

mix- rylax

feat- https://soundcloud.com/pupsies

prod- igi 

Original Cover art before this by- https://www.instagram.com/pupyic?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==

iamsodead
why do i care sm for u
but u left me 4 someone else
but idk how 2 stop ts pain
so i jst wnna sleep it off
touch me feel me
bby i dont wanna stop
love me use me ill be ur bf
let me tell u all my secrets 
????

pupsies
i dont care what ppl say you know i love you anyway
i dont care what ppl say ____
loving you is so __
ill lose my breath 
loving you just drives me crazy
tell me is it over yet

iamsodead
i dont want no problems with ya
???
and i just wanna kms
???
let me put a knife on ur neck hoping you would run
why do i care sm for u
but u left me 4 someone else
but idk how 2 stop ts pain
so i jst wnna sleep it off
touch me feel me
bby i dont wanna stop
love me use me ill be ur bf
let me tell u all my secrets 
????

pupsies
why do i care sm for u
but u left me 4 someone else
but idk how 2 stop ts pain
so i jst wnna sleep it off

iamsodead x pupsies
why do i care sm for u
but u left me 4 someone else
but idk how 2 stop ts pain
so i jst wnna sleep it off

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boyfriend w/ PUPSIES [igi]

feat @user-750092194

(@gutzxx)

i just watched you bleed out
all over the floor
pretty white skin
you belong in the morgue
i cant stop make it stop
everything that you said
your pretty face rotting in my head
im decaying in my bed and its all your fault
stab me in the heart
carve your name into my skin
i just wanna know whats its like to die
with your pretty face burried in the cold 

me again

dont do not touch 
i see dead corpses 
all around me 
i cant breathe 
baby im dying slowly
look me in my face
baby im rotting away 
i love you much
but my body's decayed

@user-750092194

i just wanna die
i don’t care at all i just wanna die 
i dont care abt the truth i wish you’d just lie 
i used to sit alone dont care abt life 
i wish you’d fucking die i dream it every night 
i fucking tried and lost myself 
idk can you help so
idc anymore i just wanna die

BLEED OUT W/ SCARLY (p.iney)

I'm so sck of fndin lov :/
cntless </3 hrt my head
i cnt fckn stnd it
break my trust but i still fckn lov u
i cnt do this anymor
i jst wanna stab my heart
i cnt do this anymor
i cnt do this anymor

wste my time on fckn repeat
you never evn cared
fake my fckn offline status
i jst wnt you to notice

i dnt knw wut to do
im so sck of tryng
im alwys in the wrng
no matter how hrd i try

ik im alwys jealous
alwys obsess w u
the thoughts cnt stop though
nd i wsh u'd thnk ab me
leavin me did not help
said u care but u did not
said u care but u still left
prmised me but it still broke

alwys siding w ur friends
even though all i wanted was ur lov
made me feel so insecure
even though all i wanted was ur care

i jst wnt u bck in my lyfe
i miss the times we had
its only been a single day
but i still fckin miss u
im so sick its my head
im so hrt im so x_x
but i still miss u
but i still miss u

I'm so sck of fndin lov :/
cntless </3 hrt my head
i cnt fckn stnd it
break my trust but i still fckn lov u
i cnt do this anymor
i jst wanna stab my heart
i cnt do this anymor
i cnt do this anymor

ps. this is a very old song of mine that i decide to recreate and release again fyi

i'm so sick of finding love [asecoamy & keomi]

party all nite x_X ft. kiryo & ivy's lullaby (aura)

Iamsodead-https://open.spotify.com/artist/24CEUgMF43BiRf5CPYFtPK?si=IJqkRC8tTdOT7MQwZQu9Rg

Feat syris- https://on.soundcloud.com/aSBhNh56DDSf7UHx6

Prod- @kudasaithree

iamsodead
got me fuck up fuck up fuck up up 
think i had enough had enough had enough
yea im getting fuck up in the party all alone
so fuckin high i dnt wanna feel this all the time
i feel so anxious everythnz againts me :/
told me im tht im crazy but u know i try my hardest
yea im so fuckd up 
i just wanna end myself its all just a mistake
fuck up got me fuck up got me fuck up got me fuck up 

syris
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iamsodead
got me fuck up fuck up fuck up up 
think i had enough had enough had enough
yea im getting fuck up in the party
so fuckin high i dont wanna feel this all the time
feelin so anxious -
told me im tht im crazy but u know i try my hardest
yea im so fuck up i want my fuckin medicine 
i just wanna end myself its all just a mistake

why tf do u hate i thought tht we were ok
try my fucking best and now-
hella scars all over my thighs-
maybe u were mine but baby i was never ur love
got fuck up got me fuck up got me fuck up

syris
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fucked up in the party w/ syris [kudasaithree]

@1stress
@hateoryx
@1lav
mastered @mylastwinter
https://www.instagram.com/ihateyoustress/
https://www.instagram.com/hateoryx/
https://www.instagram.com/iveyyslullaby/
https://www.instagram.com/fucklavendr/

spotify soon

iv
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hanging by a thread
stitch my eyes wanna die 
im so fuckin sorry bby 
but you just tell me lies
cause my life have been so horrible 
but darling youre adorable
methanol n adderal 
idk where im goi-
yea cut me up
sew my flesh up 
why is it so hard to open up
bpd n xtc
everyone has left me 
can you feel feel my heart 
im like omg its dying



stress
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now my life’s so horrible 
i won’t ever feel complete 
shes dying in a car but 
tht whore she always used me 
i’m dying inside cuz u said
 u missed the old me
u must have never known
 me i’m going trigger happy 
i’m cutting down to styro 
while she’s watching me bleed
bby do u even know 
the way u talk to me??
i don’t feel alright everyday
 i wake up there’s a scary sight 
there’s a monster in ur bed im
 the one tht killed the flashlight



oryx
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outside in the night im alone, i'm so terrified
catch me in the party wit my shawty getting dumb high!
i cant even go on i dont even think i feel right
i dont even know what i wanna do with my damn life

you wanna torture me
wanna be left alone
i wanna feel the beat
n hit the microphone
why u send me a message?
u looking way too desperate
im laying on my deathbed
imma overdose

haunt me w/ stress + oryx (lavendr)

cant sit wit us

cant sit wit us w/ hauntingclaire

remix of "cuts on me" js made it for fun LOL
prod me :p
@disoc8

cutsss w/ disoc8

Mixed by @romziie + @disoc8 + @misalivee
Produced by Geam
Mastered by @romziie
B1TXH ITS HALLOWEEN

LYRICSSSSSS
[@romziie]
like b1tch its Halloween..
taking all this molly yeah we smokin all this w33d!!
they takin all these drxgs, yh it turned me to a fein
I cant get enough of you, stop tryna be like me >.<
fxck1n up my mental gonna snort sum k3t4m1neee

[@disoc8]
yeah, b1tch its Halloween so we sm0ke dopeee
yeah b1tch its #BFC we are known h0ee ///
yeah post a mlg and a quick scope!!!!
can you let me fck1n sleep, let me d1e slow..
suicide fck1n party lets all k1ll ourselves
these drxgs r makin me sick, I need something else
spooky b1tch tryna fxck in a haunted house
I like to party until I'm on the fck1n ground

[@misalivee]
flashing lights cut my body up
bitch its Halloween
fuck me up in the haunted house
ur the one I need
chew me up like a zombie slut
watch me fucking bleed
watch me cut watch me kill myself
cuz its Halloween

addicted w/ disoc8 + misalive

everything by me

lyrics:

dragging and scratching your nails down my chest,
with your voice in my head, i can't get any rest
i can still feel your dead hands clutching my arm
staring and piercing yr gaze thru my heart
i didn't wanna do it, please trust me, no i didn't
i just need to stop the screaming, there's no other way to fix it
graveside, i watched the starlight
and as her soul leaves, it'll be the right time

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as pale as the moon with yr skin on mine,

the color slowly shifts to grey inside yr dark green eyes

and for what you've done to me baby, you owe me yr life

these days i don't feel so well, 

from one lover to another, i'll see you in hell

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moments passing, time keeps flashing
from the bedroom, heard her windows cracking
please stop crying, please quit weeping
i'll do my best to make it quick and easy

my head ii running around the room
i've given this all up for you
yr face blushing scarlet
the color of a stab wound
detached from yr body, i nvr rly knew you
you're just a harlot, i know they'll forget you

-

as pale as the moon with yr skin on mine,

the color slowly shifts to grey inside yr dark green eyes

and for what you've done to me baby, you owe me yr life

these days i don't feel so well, 

from one lover to another, i'll see you in hell

Cruelty

mon cœur explose

#sw #nihil
@rylaxmunch
@f3en
@man1c-157000212
@takka001