listening to this with robotussin in my blood

The song is so beautiful but the lyrics break my heart</3 TT

prod. ortoxone

yet another cliche song
talkin bout my fcking health
talkin bout how i wnna kms
das the only thing i can express
i dnt see a future w myself
taking drugs so i can reflect
putting all da acid on my tongue
so i can learn self love
"self love" i struggle w it so much
i thought that loving someone else 
wudve fckn helped it
starve myself cuz i hate body so much
use 2 be so happy b4 i got on the internet
remember when u use 2 be a kid
u wud sit down w the family
nd u wudnt thnk bout it much
but ur growing old, thnkin bout the future
i fucked up w my choices now im sitting in my room w drugs
robotussin in my blood, im on my bed i can't form a single thought
without substance i wnna kms
its my mistake for thinkin that im oversharing
i got no motivation for my own life
i would rather kill myself and not have it at all
i feel so depressed, i feel so upset
nd i fucked up my receptors in my little fckin head
popping drugs i love it so much
i cant think i wanna die now
i use 2 obsess over love now i hate it so much
the seratonins in my head needs something more then love
wanted love thats why i hate myself
i wanted love now im chasing all da drugs
i hate myself i jst wnna be a kid again
i nvr wnted this i jst wnna love myself

just another sad song [ortoxone]

#sw #nihil i love you all </3
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