free therapy (im having a mental breakdown rn)

🥀🥀

All unofficial remixes (Sped + Slowed) in Fabfantasy Extras

Still including 6arelyhuman + Asteria

Sorted near order of release still working on it

Fabfantasy Vol 3

EDM music

!!!!!

https://youtu.be/9VXQltHSkyY?t=28

prod. ☆schizophrenic☆
engineered and performed by yours truly <333
the first of many new tunes in the new year

im so instant message on ur phone
im so cvs coupons and shopping home depot
when i bump
its so gospel they panic at the disco
im at the cvs
reading all their magazines
yo when i wash these dishes you know that i put in work
im like these rappers i say i need one band for my purse 
stfu listen baeby alex you know im up in this
yeah i can do a squat and a split for my routine fitness
besties at the mall shopping for new clothes to run you up
if you taste like ice cream you can take my pants off
im so s-e-x-e-y 
princess sparkle in the sky 
everything i order off of amazon is really fly 
i bought hair extensions and their really cute
i luv my new boyfriend cause he tells me what to do
hes not that nice but hes hot
and he knows that im confused
and streams my music cause i make him yeah yeah
bitch i go on walks in tokyo 
do you wanna touch my box in tokyo

because im so instant message when you text me i get hot
im so ttylxo and im here to make it drop
im so bass in your face the 808 make me pop
i was at your friends house
i was at your friends house oh my goodness
puff pass to my friends like
smoking on a wood
im looking cutesy lookin fly enough to fuck bitches 
im looking cutesy lookin fly enough to fuck bitches 
smoking all his gas
im looking cutesy lookin fly enough to fuck bitches 
im looking cutesy lookin fly enough to fuck bitches 
as i fucking should
i use apple maps to take me to the swing
hair extensions they go swing
and my new cell phone it goes ring 
i been feeling barbie
when im window shopping i take everything
with my coffee cause im famous while exiting out the whip
ok lights camera action 
and you know i keep a soda
getting fucking bread like
smoking all his gas
because im
im looking cutesy lookin fly enough to fuck bitches 
im looking cutesy lookin fly enough to fuck bitches

lyric video

IM AT THE CVS!!!

https://instagram.com/asteriasdeath
https://instagram.com/kets4eki

Artwork by Hikikomori Neighborhood:
https://instagram.com/hkk.neighborhood

PROJECT X

PROJECT X (feat. kets4eki)

Mixed & Mastered by @d3rcore
Produced by @blood-pup
shout out Kreayshawn😎😎

[Lyrics:]

[d3r:]
Hey, bitch Do you really, really, really wanna go hard?
Go in the crib, steal your stepfather's credit card
And take the car and do circles in the parking lot
Scream at the top of our lungs like la la la
La la la la la la la la la la
We on that la la la la la la la la la la

Hey, bitch Do you really, really, really wanna go hard?
Go in the crib, steal your stepfather's credit card
And take the car and do circles in the parking lot
Scream at the top of our lungs like

I'ma take their money, cause these bitches acting funny
They don't care about me, that's okay, cause you're not special honey
Why you acting lovey-dovey, when you try and make shit bloody
You ain't that zombie bitch, you is just biting my swag dummy, (Ha)
Oh my god, I'm gonna shoot you in the face if you stab me
Sike, I was capping in my lyrics, cause that shit made me sound clean
Only bitch I'm falling for, is if she's dead inside like me
But that ain't happening so soon, cause I just fucking disagree

Crazy how I popped up on the scene, just like a plant
I'm fuckin' this shit up, cause I'm like that
You don't take me serious, all that fuckin' does is make me laugh
If you're thinking about me, that means you're jealous, you're on crack
I've been poppin' addies, to stay focused, eat it like a snack
I'm so determined and that's just a fact
I can't tell if I am worthy, cause my life's barely intact
But that don't matter, cause I'm sitting here making all these stacks

[wujek:]
All these hoes, they calling me, now that they know I'm making racks
Feel like GTA, I pull up, put the money in the back
My ex hoe she calling all the time, but I don't call her back
VIPs up in the club, so all the drinks are on my tab
Walk up in the city, knowing everybody seeing me 
I need molly, I need acid, I don't fuck with all that weed 
I don't need to settle in, I'm in the club and I won't leave 
When she grinding all up on me, I'm like bitch, like what's the need

[d3r:]
I'ma take their money, cause these bitches acting funny
They don't care about me, that's okay, cause you're not special honey
Why you acting lovey-dovey, when you try and make shit bloody
You ain't that zombie bitch, you is just biting my swag dummy, (Ha)
Oh my god, I'm gonna shoot you in the face if you stab me
Sike, I was capping in my lyrics, cause that shit made me sound clean
Only bitch I'm falling for, is if she's dead inside like me
But that ain't happening so soon, cause I just fucking disagree

hey bitch +wujek (blood pup)

@asteria

https://instagram.com/kets4eki
https://instagram.com/asteriasdeath

cover art by https://instagram.com/hkk.neighborhood/
produced by https://instagram.com/isthatwasty/

go_hard +asteria (wasty)

Blow Up!

u savinnn my life baee
-
im sooo high i cant feel nothing
u can tell me yr lies
ill punish u in the morning
yea baby what u wanna hear from me
taking all yr clothes off fuck me in the backseat
n i gave u my heart n u kept it in yr hands
whered it go bae?
whered it go baee?
yr looks r daunting
im fucking haunted
imma fuckin zombie
buss it down in my ferari
and i dont even know yr name but
we can fuck and u get outta my face 
cameras flashing in my eyes and my hearts racing
i was so close to dying u saving my life-

zombi @omgartixan

@𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐬𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 (@asteria)

𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒 𝐎𝐍 𝐌𝐄 (𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝 + 𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛) - 𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐚

prod me

girl you love to see me bleed
you've been watching me at night
oh your love is all i need
i'm so sick of all the spite
now i'm standing in the light
don't know what is wrong or right
now you're all up on my mind
i'm so sick of all the lies

tried to make it up for you
but i only made it worse
girl you're haunting me at night
it's like you're a fucking curse
say you love me, it's a lie
and you know it fucking hurts
got your voice up in my mind
girl you killed me with your words

i don't feel like i'm myself
girl i need you by my side
i can be the one for you
promise that i'll treat you right
girl i'm running out of time
lemme be all yours tonight
pretty little stars align
you can be my valentine (x2)

I CAN BE THE ONE FOR YOU

SPOTIFY

I CAN BE THE ONE FOR YOU [lavendr]

lyrics:

[Chorus: luu]
Taschentücher voll mit Blut
Ja mir geht es gar nicht gut
Weil du hast so viel zu tun
Und das fickt grad meine Mood
Ja ich ritz mich grade
Neue Marmelade
Ja ich bring mich um
Bring mich um
Ja ich bring mich um, girl grade
In meiner Hand der Alk, geb mir die Kante
Wünscht' ich wär verbrannt
Will dass du mir sagst
Dass du mich hasst damit ich dich in Ruhe lass

[Verse: SSJ Twiin]
(Arf Arf)
I been on my own shit
Ion' give a fuck
I told that bitch
Come suck the whole dick
Ion want your pussy
Stupid hoe I want your throat bitch
Go head shawty
(Arf Arf)
Go head hit that
(Oh Oh)
Dawgin' out like
(Arf Arf)
Love to make her
(Choke Choke)
Oh man what a
(Good Good)
Girl
Call that bitch my baby
Oh man what a
(Good Good)
Girl
That hoe drive me crazy

[Chorus: luu]
Taschentücher voll mit Blut
Ja mir geht es gar nicht gut
Weil du hast so viel zu tun
Und das fickt grad meine Mood
Ja ich ritz mich grade
Neue Marmelade
Ja ich bring mich um
Bring mich um
Ja ich bring mich um, girl grade
In meiner Hand der Alk, geb mir die Kante
Wünscht' ich wär verbrannt
Will dass du mir sagst
Dass du mich hasst damit ich dich in Ruhe lass

[Verse: cxpyyy]
Dass du mich hasst
Baby das kann doch nicht sein
Ja wir war'n so schön zusammen
Und du warst doch so schön mein
Also babygirl, hast du uns denn vergessen
Ich hasse es zuzugeben
Doch ich bin besessen
Bin besessen
So doll besessen von dir
Und ich bete
Bete baby bleib doch hier
Bleibst du nicht bei mir
Ist das was mich hier zerstört
Schreie aus Verzweiflung
Doch ich glaube dass mich niemand hier hört

taschentücher +SSJ Twiin [Buhguul]

vip X_x

Buy on iTunes

vip X_x + skypebf (wasty)

@𝐤𝐞𝐭𝐬4𝐞𝐤𝐢 
@𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐬𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡

𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐘𝐀 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐘! (𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝 + 𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛) - 𝐤𝐞𝐭𝐬4𝐞𝐤𝐢, 𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐚

@𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐬𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 (@asteria)
@𝐤𝐞𝐭𝐬4𝐞𝐤𝐢 (@kets4eki)

𝐔𝐋𝐓𝐑𝐀 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐓 (𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝 + 𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛) - 𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐚, 𝐤𝐞𝐭𝐬4𝐞𝐤𝐢

@𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐧𝐞𝐲𝐦𝐧𝐬𝐧 

𝐈'𝐌 𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐌𝐘 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐘 𝐁𝐎𝐘 (𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝 + 𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛) - 𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐍𝐄𝐘𝐌𝐍𝐒𝐍

sometimes u have to give up on ppl
not cuz u dont care
but cuz they dont

stream the new version here -> https://soundcloud.com/imxofilo/domination-w-bbykocaine

DOMINATION! +trappedinnarnia (xofilo)

prod me (:

Credits:
@1lav
@hateoryx

LYRICS:
LAVENDR:
i don't feel like i'm alright 
too much shit up in my head 
tell that bitch to suck it up
off these drugs i'm feeling sane
yeah i said a lot of shit 
but just leave it in the past
don't know if it's love or hate
either way i'm feeling stressed

yeah i'm in the club 
tell that bitch to suck my dick
off these pills i'm feeling numb 
oh my god i feel so sick
yeah my head's full of bricks
i don't give a shit 
off these drugs i'm going numb
in the club i'm getting lit stupid bitch

(x2)
i'm so fucked up
pussies tryna talk, acting up
mess it up
talking shit so we pulling up, fuck em up
i'm off these drugs
can't give a fuck
bitch i'm posted up
popping shit we gon' fuck it up

HATEORYX:
bitch i fuck it up, smoking blunts in the parking lot
im so high that im nodding off, i just know that im popping off
hit the cart and i cought a lot, do my dance & they sit n watch
hit an opp they gon lay n rot, im with lavendr fuck it uuuuup

my heart is cold, all this shit is getting old
all particles, str8 up scattered round the room
now were all doomed n the end is coming soon
just know that im always watching youu!!

LAVENDR:
(x2)
i'm so fucked up
pussies tryna talk, acting up
mess it up
talking shit so we pulling up, fuck em up
i'm off these drugs
can't give a fuck
bitch i'm posted up
popping shit we gon' fuck it up

FUCK IT UP

FUCK IT UP! +HATEORYX [lavendr]

follow @ntalya
add to ur playlist // follow us on ig:
https://www.instagram.com/1willowcore
https://www.instagram.com/nosgov
https://www.instagram.com/ntalya_0/

lyrix;
(nosgov)
if you saw what ive seen
one wrong choice & u disappear
noone's fault, one look in the mirror
it wasn't worth it
im laying around im feeling worthless
nobody craze me
i needed closure
convert to morphine(4x)
(willowcore)
nevr asked how it felt 4 u
im livin terrible ill tell u tha truth
ill rip my heart out n ofer it to u
circumstances had me actin a fool
think i took a wrong turn
i act like ur with me 
breathe x2

prod ntalya
mixed & mastered by me
additional production by me

spotify

(つ~⊂* ) wrong turn + nosgov ~ [[ buyok ]]

I WANT YOU + 6arelyhuman [TOXIQUE]

@kets4eki

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6CYc6cwNawnTG2d1Uu8CIV?si=a05cf01a2a224c30

https://www.instagram.com/99lytra/
https://www.instagram.com/kets4eki/
Cover artist: https://www.instagram.com/luvzmilo/
Produced by: https://www.instagram.com/qyurisuu/

WILL U BE MINE +Kets4eki (qyurisuu)

@𝐱𝐥𝐲𝐭𝐫𝐚 (@xlytra)
@𝐤𝐞𝐭𝐬4𝐞𝐤𝐢 (@kets4eki)
@𝐪𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐬𝐬𝐮

𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐔 𝐁𝐄 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐄? (𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝 + 𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛) - 𝐥𝐲𝐭𝐫𝐚, 𝐤𝐞𝐭𝐬4𝐞𝐤𝐢

@𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐤𝐢𝐝 (@thatkid)
@6𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐲𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧 (@6arelyhuman)

𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑 𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐃𝐒 𝐀 𝐋𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐄𝐑 (𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐒 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐃) - 𝐓𝐊, 6𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐲𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧

OUT ON SPOTIFY
https://open.spotify.com/track/14jDw43krGvfuChI1Zqt1d?si=09e9614658b144c8
mastered by @9surgery

𝓵𝔂𝓻𝓲𝓬𝓼
@dollreal
i cnt be away from u
i got attachment issues
ill lock u up in my room
im sorry baby u cnt move
ill follow u everywhere u go
im a lil psycho
i jst hate 2 b alone
i jst hate 2 b alone
i know u kinda like it
its ur secret obsession
tht u hate to mention
ur guilty pleasure
tht u wanna die 4
tht u wanna die 4

@9surgery
xoxo pretty little psycho
party all night 
no ur not going home
xoxo pretty little psycho
cutting all then 
no ur not alone
pictures of the blood
paparazzi 
pictures of ur corpse
cameras flashing
meet u at the morgue 
no they won’t find me
hang u for the search party

@dollreal
i got attached i got obsessive
can u tell can u tell?
i got so mad tht i bashed ur head in
go to hell go to hell!
i want u 2 myself
plz dont look at no1 else
i know i get a lil 2 jealous
but u love it anyway

i cnt be away from u
i got attachment issues
ill lock u up in my room
im sorry baby u cnt move
ill follow u everywhere u go
im a lil psycho
i jst hate 2 b alone
i jst hate 2 b alone
I hate to b alone, i fkin hate it!
its ur secret obsession
tht u hate to mention
ur guily pleasure
tht u wanna die 4
tht u wanna die 4

attachment issues w/ 9surgery (glorygasp, xgatteora)

iamsodead spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/79rIkNtnF3pYn7naX60saB?si=EQ5mDsDaSZWaGCUh22PwWg

d3r - https://soundcloud.com/d3rcore?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

prod insta- https://www.instagram.com/irlshitbih?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==

mixed & master- me

Old cover art before this by insta- @99kb1n3

iamsodead
plz dnt leave me alone
im afraid that i'll be gone
it wont take long till im done
so dont call once i end it all

i find it so funny that i cry mysellf to sleep
i use to joke ab it now im doing it 4 real
i use 2 thnk that cutting myself was so fucking stupid
now i find myself doing ts shit during the afternoon
i dont know whats wrong w me i try so hard to understand
maybe im just boring orrr idk a fcking thng
maybe i shud i die??
will it be tonite???
see the mirror nd cry
i thnk this is goodbye ^^

plz dnt leave me alone
im afraid that i'll be gone
it wont take long till im done
so dont call once i end it all

d3r
i dont see the point
ahhhh
my life without joy
ahhhh ahhh
i dont even see the point, it breaks me up where is the joy?
how where did it go? and what did you say?
all this awful things
was it by mistake, i dont think it was but it wasnt enough
to keep me away from you or im dumb asf
its 3am and what i need is all i love but no one here for me
and thats the way it was

mistakezzz w/ d3r [irlshitbih]

cuz im a rockstar 
not a popstar
catch me going fast in my sports car
if i crash i know one thing
ill die 2 u
(ill die 2 u)

babe i got u wrapped around my finger
getting closer to death
ya ur bout to crashout
lovin me ur last breath
into cardiac arrest
lovin me ur last breath
into cardiac arrest
lovin me ur last breath

girl u make me feel so right (feel so right)
how u love to ruin my life (ruin ur life)
im addicted 2 ur touch (to my touch)
toxic love its never enough 

ill make u feel sumthin jst 4 fun
ill have u thinking baby maybe im the one
u put the pedal to the medal boy ill drive u insane
now ur goin 2 fast u cant stop u cnt brake

cuz im a rockstar 
not a popstar
catch me going fast in my sports car
if i crash i know one thing
ill die 2 u
(ill die 2 u)

babe i got u wrapped around my finger
getting closer to death
ya ur bout to crashout
lovin me ur last breath
into cardiac arrest
lovin me ur last breath
into cardiac arrest

Crash Out! + dollreal (glorygasp)

self prod
ft @z4y4 @p6inkillr

bottle after bottle idgaf 

imma take a pill
i dont wanna go
hold me real tight hold me real tight
yeah i swear i see u in my bedroom  
skeletons and ghost
telling me im gonna die soon
party every night every night
im addicted 
in the club light club lights idgaf

@z4y4

i've been looking at u from the other room all fuckin night
girl u look so beautiful, u look so fine
tell me what youre for
show me youre a whore
baby i been saying here, begging u for more
pin me to the door
this is what i live for
baby i am yours
you are my fuckin lord
every little thing that i said is true
i just really need you in my bedroom

(unc lyrics soon)

hold me tight w/ z4y4 & p6inkillr

prod @withdrawncpcty
feat @anorexicbeauty

lyrics

@gutzxx

bae take of 
your skirt
im tryna see your heart
IM TRYNA SEE YOUR HEART
IM TRYNA SEE YOUR HEART

lacerated decorations
dead bodies all on the floor
why cant you fucking see
that you were made for me 
im carving into your heart
I love it when it goes dark
I love your tiny screams
I love your tiny screams

love when the drips down
shut up don't make a sound
fuck her inside her mouth 
love it when she screams so loud
cutting from her heart straight down
tell me all your pretty lies
don't you love it
when im fucking up your body

lacerated decoration 
baby come and cut my body
you know it hurts so bad
think I made mess
fucked up in the head
I did it out of stress
im not sorry but 
I wanna cut your 
YEAAAAAAAAH
I WANNA CUT YOUR BODY 
WANNA CUT YOUR BODY
wanna cut your body 
baby im not sorry 
do you understand 
im not sorry

@anorexicbeauty

when i cut ur body bitch skinny legs they start to twitch
u look pretty on ur knees u look pretty on ur knees

shes still putrid and its been a week
resurrect my body so she can b my corpse Bitch
Hospital luvstory met her at the Psychward
she Looks cute w those bangs she can tear my < 3 apart
Horror hurt celebrity
cute ass flesh whats underneath
wanna see ur bare flesh
luv ur blood i need it fresh 
hanging carcass like a pig
pretty princess on her knees
im the butcher in this movie
let me cut it up n use it 
Purity mangle me 
make a heart w wats left of me
body parts under my bed
shes lives on inside my Head

putrid & mangled w/ snuffcide

prod vandal

я так устал
я вторые сутки обездвижен
я не могу уснуть в башке так много глупых мыслей
оттенок кожи бледен я блюю кровавой смесью

я так устал
я вторые сутки обездвижен
я не могу уснуть в башке так много глупых мыслей
оттенок кожи бледен я блюю кровавой смесью
на теле тысяча порезов нет пустого места
я так устал я прикован в комнате навечно
нету желаний нету целей нет совсем надежды
погряз в апатии и страхе ну за что все это
ну за что все это

@flut1e:
я продал свою душу потеряв своё сердце
выбери день когда умрем давай нырнем в эту бездну
облитый кровью заебавшись от порезов на теле
устал шагать и думать что же меня ждет за пределами

Этого мира мечтаю лишь испарится
Моя душа забыла что значит любить быть счастливым
чувство что я скоро сдохну не дает мне покоя
но дает благославление я буду чуть ближе к богу

@evacryy:
от меня остался пепел
ведь когда-то я горел
помнишь мои откровения
это ветер перемен
больше ничего не будет
я надеюсь что умру
побыстрее побыстрее
в темной комнате тону

в темноте я один
мои подарки в пыли
то что ты мне дарила
окутала слизь
и на мне пророс мох
плесень мое лицо
тяжело что-то видеть
когда черви в глазу

Nya Poka ft flut1e, evacry

sorry for the bad mixing i lost the beat flp and couldnt fix the song :/

sweet temptation [p6inkillr]

#sw #nihil i love you all </3
@rylaxmunch
@f3en
@man1c-157000212
@takka001

mistakezzz w/ d3r [irlshitbih]

Iamsodead