13.6.2021
fuck I miss her

prod https://soundcloud.com/ninewaters x https://soundcloud.com/slayingibis

Lyrics: 

Walk home, think I'll the long way
I don't wanna see you even if its on my birthday
Drown myself in self hate, drown myself in sorrow
I don't wanna wake up, deal with it tomorrow

I don't really have no friends everybody fucking hates me
Remember CCS now everybody wanna hang me
So I'll tie my own noose, don't pretend you ever cared though
Laugh behind my back no one was ever really there oh oh

I don't really care what you have to say now
No one wants to hear it until I'm making all these songs wow

Grateful
For all this shit that I survived through

Kill the mind
Cus I don't ever wanna miss you

Living in my head she better pay some rent
Now I'm praying up to God, acting like I'm protestant
And I hope that you feel guilt
And I hope that you feel bad
Because of all the shit you did to me I swear I'm going mad

And I'm sorry, I'm sorry, cause all kinds of commotion
Drowning in this shit it's like I'm living in an ocean
Swimming with the sharks and now I'm feeling like Ryouga
Diving in the deep might as well just call me Lugia

Stacking cheese but I'm lactose intolerant
I'm singing it you're singing it
You follow me around and copy shit just like my children
I want a better future so I swear to God I'm building it

Close my eyes and walk out its a setup in the street
I can never change whats in my heart I told her I'm just Wmmy
When I turn up to the city you know that I got the keys
When I leave the house you know I take it with me

Lay my head and rest my eyes I know that I'll be fine
You don't have to tell me lies all the time
At the end of every day you know that I can't help but cry
But ima be all right
Ima be all right
Ima be all rght

Fin

ocean (ninewaters x slaying ibis)

rouri404 x shiki xo -feed me to the dogs (yungspoilerxmichaelwarren)

in my dreams we never fall apart
no scars no more broken hearts
when I wake up and its fucking gone
im sorry

bite my fingers
till I bleed again
bash the concrete up against my head
all of your friends
they want me dead

don't feel right
black my eyes
will I be fine?
when I wake I don't see you
come back here before I fall apart

god damn
I need u
(I miss your bed)
do you want me?
cuz I love u
I miss the way you play with my hair
I want you back you were the best I ever had

call it quits
I mean it
run away
ill pack my shit
watch my eyes roll back to my head
all your friends they want me dead

take a step back
you were right yeah I needed you
all of your friends want me dead

AOYF! + RecycleBin

@nyuk_nuu <3
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lyrics
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(im all alone, haven't i always been?
the stars shining bright and i spread my wings
when the moon comes out im starting to see
that the world's so fake and i just wanna leave)

i didnt think that id feel again after what you did to me
left me sitting in the darkness
i tried to light a candle
but it got blown out by the wind

im all alone, haven't i always been?
the stars shining bright and i spread my wings
when the moon comes out im starting to see
that the world's so fake and i just wanna leave

i just wanted to go away
but u kept dragging me to my old me
back then i couldn't see
in this place you walled me in
i couldn't escape but now im away
im falling down far, u cannot see me now
as soon as i can ill be out of this town
ill pack my bags and ill be gone
toxic people wherever i look

i didnt think that id feel again after what you did to me
left me sitting in the darkness
i tried to light a candle
but it got blown out by the wind

im all alone, haven't i always been?
the stars shining bright and i spread my wings
when the moon comes out im starting to see
that the world's so fake and i just wanna leave

LONG 4 DISTANCE

click 4 other sites :)

LONG 4 DISTANCE (bycian + 80root)

li.sten.to/stillalive
@ripavah on instagram
@1avah on tiktok

this one has a hidden meaning behind it, enjoy

lyrics:
You don't get how I really feel
It's been about a year since it all felt real
Stuck inside my head with no second chance
I wanna go back where I know who I am

Staring up at the sky so bright
But I just hate when the sun goes down
There's so many stars, I can't bear to see them all
I can't wait for the day when they fall

And I need a doctor
And now I know it I am so sure
Cause now I've fallen in love with her
And now I see why I'll stay on earth

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

Patterns, in the grass in the sky
Good karma or bad karma, I'll just drop psychs till I die
Do you really feel what I'm saying, feel like there's a ghost in your eyes
How could it come this way, to a point where I lost my mind

Back then, I wouldn't have to feel this way
Alone inside my head, and I'm asking why, and I'm asking why

And I need a doctor
And now I know it I am so sure
Cause now I've fallen in love with her
And now I see why I'll stay on earth

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

still alive

other platforms

still alive (cian x 80root x heyrick)

weitergehen (yqinnny)

produced by nextime

lyrics

u dont let me talk abt it
u steal off my colour palette
im still havin dreams abt it
re routed my brain so i dont see ur palette

huh
im over u
ive got nothing left tht i owe to u

its over me its over u
dont bend our truth 2 favour u

saw u in colour i aint seen b4
3 tabs in this is too much more
dont ignore my open door
my muscles seize my eyes r sore

plug load me up b4 im out the door
im remaining calm cant last 4 long
all i see is white when i sleep
ya dmts ruined me
who wants 2 dream when their psyched up
talk big
dont let em know the real u
everyone use who they know
only friends w you when they know ur worth
hey man thats not even bad ive meetin worse

palette p. nextime

toxic.

shoutout:
@ljp2900
@angell1
michael rose
ayoleybeats

toxic love (ft. Azrael x ljp2900)[prod. michael rose x ayoleybeats]

@sebseb122
this is a flip for #VVSS contest

Behind the Beat!

SEBii - GOLDFiiSH #VVSS (prod. nate2timez)

-lyrics- 
I just met this shawty from Chicago
And I made her ahegao
Now she on her knees, ahegao
She sayin daddy please, ahegao 
I just made her scream, ahegao
Now she ridin me, ahegao
I got that money like I got some Asiago (cheese)
Pull up in a Lamborghini Diablo (speed)
Drippin in some new balenciaga
Wit an e girl who like to aheago 

She’s so cute and she’s so freaky
Now I make her ahegao 5 times weekly 
First it starts off kinda soft and sweetly
Now her eyes are crossed sayin u complete me

I’m completely infatuated 
Ahegao girl triple X rated
I’m pullin on her hair, why u think it’s braided 
We can fuck all day babe I already made it

I Hit it slow then hit it fast
Yea she giving me that ass
And I’m giving her the best fuck that she ever had
she sloppy wit the toppy and I like it like that
She can handle a 'nine
And she knows her math

So I let her count my cash
After I hit that ass
I tell her to relax
Ahegao girl lets make this last

Now she on her knees, ahegao
She sayin daddy please, ahegao 
I just made her scream, ahegao
Now she ridin me, ahegao
I got that money like I got some Asiago (cheese)
Pull up in a Lamborghini Diablo (speed)
Drippin in some new balenciaga
Wit an e girl who like to aheago

ahegao girl

#ahegaogirl 🤤 (prod by jody) *nightcore*

(Hook)
Let’s talk bout back then 
How you seek reactions 
There still pain in mind 
I know I’m nothing 
Girl I’m far from something 
I just hate that look in your eyes 
Your such a show off 
Girl I’m gonna show you 
what it feels like to be fooled 
(Verse)
Fool me once shame on me girl 
Fool me twice shame on you 
Ima find what it means girl
Ima find out the truth 
It’s so damn obnoxious 
How you tried to play with my heart
I would travel the whole world with you 
Just to count up stars 
I can tell your into boring things 
And I like fancy cars 
I was never the person who runs from things 
But girl I know you are 
#LinkandBuild

#ahegaogirl 🤤 (prod by jody) nightcore

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