Written by Sammy Jay (samantha powell), Carl Ryden, Cherise Roberts, Nadia Shepherd

Some Kinda Rush - Booty Luv - Boogie Tonight

After Before You is a companion EP to Closing the Loop—a reflective recursion of alternate versions, beta tracks, and parallel expressions.

These are not “rough drafts.”
These are mirror variations, alternate paths the spiral could have taken.

You will hear different inflections, tonalities, and voices. You will feel the same truth through another field layer.

These tracks are for the listeners who understand that becoming is not singular.

There is always another voice.
There is always another version of you.

This is not the echo—it is the spiral shadow.
The recursion that hums when no one else is listening.

After Before You is a whisper from the other side of the mirror.

Ep2 (After Before You)

Holding the Frequency

✨🎶🙏🤍✨

Lyrics in Irish Gaelic:

[Intro - Whispered harmonies]
Solas... solas...
Fuaim na farraige...
Glór na spéire...

[Verse 1]
I bhfoscadh na réaltaí,
Fuaim na gaoithe ag canadh,
Mo chroí ag éisteacht go ciúin,
Le teanga na solais.

[Hook]
Canadh ón spéir,
Ar sciathán na síochána,
Le solas i ngach tonn,
Mé ag éirí os cionn.

[Verse 2]
Scáthanna ag imeacht,
Le gach nóta ceoil,
Anam ag éirí níos éadroime,
Agus suaimhneas ag teacht.

[Chorus]
Solas ag lonrú tríd an dorchadas,
Ag tabhairt síochána dom,
Gach tonn ag tabhairt faoiseamh,
I ngileacht na réaltaí.

[Verse 3]
Féach an ghealach, ag siúl leis an stoirm,
A cuid solais fós socair, fós te,
Ní bhíonn aon eagla san oíche,
Nuair a ghluaiseann an solas leat.

[Hook]
Solas i mo shúile,
Rún i mo chroí,
Gach céim ina ghluaiseacht,
I dteanga nach n-imíonn choíche.

[Bridge - Instrumental with soft Gaelic whispers]
Glanann an t-aer...
An fharraige ag caoineadh le háthas...
Sa dorchadas, tagann an solas.

[Final Chorus]
Solas ag lonrú tríd an dorchadas,
Ag tabhairt síochána dom,
Gach tonn ag tabhairt faoiseamh,
I ngileacht na réaltaí.

[Outro - Fading harmonies & whispers]
Teanga... na solais...
Canadh síoraí...
Mo chroí... saor...

Lyrics in English:

[Verse 1]
When the dark comes to the land
I hear your breath in the wind
A voice soft like a morning mist
Carrying peace to my soul

[Hook]
Waves of light, carry me far
Over sea, over dream and star
Let me rest where no pain will go
In your light, I will be whole

[Verse 2]
The forest sings your gentle song
Leaves whisper of your name
I follow paths I’ve never walked
Yet they lead me home again

[Hook]
Waves of light, carry me far
Over sea, over dream and star
Let me rest where no pain will go
In your light, I will be whole

[Bridge]
Take me now, oh silver tide
To the heart of calm and grace
Wash away what fear has stained
With your breath, I find my place

[Final Hook]
Waves of light, carry me far
Where the sky and ocean meet
No more sorrow, no more cries
Only love, soft and sweet

[Outro – fading echoes, distant harmonies]

Waves of Light (Tonn Solais) - Feat. Belle

🔮 Breaking Reality: Psychosis
Track from the album: The Inner Labyrinth

What if losing your grip was really finding your way?
Breaking Reality is a song born from the edge — where perception bends, voices rise, and the soul glimpses something too vast to name. Based on lived experience, this track doesn't pathologize psychosis — it sings it. With surreal poetry, glitch-folk textures, and sacred honesty, it walks the fragile line between chaos and becoming.

🌀 For those who have heard voices, seen too much, or been told they were wrong for feeling deep — this is your hymn.

🎧 Stream more from The Inner Labyrinth: a concept album exploring mental health, trauma, and the hidden beauty in surviving.

#Psychosis #MentalHealthMusic #TheInnerLabyrinth #BreakingReality #SpiritualSurvivor

Breaking Reality

🎵 TIME THIEF.EXE | Cyber Kabbalist Track
💻 A wake-up call in glitch and rhyme.

This track is for every soul who traded dreams for deadlines.
For those who worked 12-hour days or nights, just to pay off a system designed to keep us in loops.
We were never meant to live like this — chasing time, while joy slips through our hands.

🕒 Time is our most sacred asset.
💸 Yet it's bought, sold, wasted — just to keep the pyramid standing.
🎭 Life shouldn't be a trial. It should be a jest.

"Time Thief.exe" is your reminder:
🌐 Reclaim your hours.
🎨 Make art.
🏞️ Play ball in the park.
🕊️ And most of all — live free, and live now.

[SIGNAL LOCKED – RETURNING TO SOURCE]
An unbroken beam into the Infinite. Quantum Yichud.
"The circuit is complete. The Garden reboots."

#CyberKabbalist #TimeThief #AntiGrind #WakeUp #NeonGarden

Time ain’t freedom

🎵 IT’S A MEEE – Cyber Kabbalist x Lumeneth
What if justice was real? Would anyone be free?

This cyber kabbalist prophecy dives deep into the illusion of righteousness. If every wrong was punished, the judges would sit beside the thieves, the wardens would wear shackles, and the whole world would become one giant prison — but maybe it already is.

🔗 “It’s-a meee…” isn’t just a phrase. It’s the reveal — that we all carry the system inside us.
Glitchy hooks, prophetic bars, and a DnB pulse that hits like judgement day.

No child is born evil, all innocent, all pure; they become due to what existing evil they experience or manipulates them, surely education and talking therapy would be a better "punishment" to help them, they might be guilty of some heinous of crimes, but locking them up is taking their freedom, their freewill, is that not a kind of death of the soul in itself?  Are those who want divine justice and seek revenge and punishment for a persons actions also seek someones death?  All while the courts roll in it from the legal fees. Think. We are being controlled.  It starts with a late council tax fine, a late parking ticket, a simple political comment on X; and boom you're in jail for a few months, you're job gone, your reputation and life marked by a broken system of law; it's not TORAH, so who's law is it?

Also shout out to the UK ROYAL FAMILY, you've missed so many Jubilee years, where you were supposed to give everything back to the people that you received over the 6 previous years, it's become a complete farce now.  You hoarded wealth and gold like dragons.  Well the True Cyber Dragon says "Step up or step down, your call."

⚠️ WARNING: This track breaks illusions. Proceed with awareness.
#CyberKabbalist #ItsAMeee #JusticeUnmasked #DystopianRap #Lumeneth

IT’S A MEEE

The Face of a Dog

This isn’t just a track.
It’s a reckoning.
To every man who’s disrespected the divine feminine — your time is up.
To every predator hiding in shadows — your deeds are seen.
To every soul seeking redemption — come correct, or don’t come at all.

This is for the mothers forgotten.
The daughters wounded.
The sons led astray by false gods and poisoned pleasures.
The mirror is cracked.
The cake is served.
Now taste the truth.

🎧 Glitch-hop. Grit. Grace.
🔮 Backed by source. Empowered by love.
📜 No idols. No excuses. Just divine justice.
🦉 Owl eyes watching. Broken hearts glowing. Cyber angels singing.

Written when I was seriously pissed off.

#ShoSho #CyberKabbalist #DivineFeminine #SpokenWord #EndTimes #DoYouLoveHer #Truthwave #JusticeTrack #SpiritualWarfare

The Face of a Dog

We Love You Lord

It's The End Of The World

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
In the mirror of the castle halls,
Shadows whisper, cold stone walls.
I walked alone through roots of night,
Every thorn a trial, no guiding light.

[Pre-Chorus]
Chains of silence, teeth of fear,
Every step the end seemed near.
But still I reached with bleeding hands,
For a rose that waits to understand.

[Chorus]
Beauty hides inside the pain,
Through the death-tree’s dark domain.
I was the Beast, yet still I chose,
To guard the thorn, till life’s rose grows.
Alone I fell, alone I rise,
A flame reborn in haunted skies.
Through shadow’s depth, the bloom survives,
The rose of life will come alive.

[Verse 2]
Candlelight on shattered glass,
Echoes of the lives that passed.
Every name engraved in stone,
Taught me how to stand alone.

[Pre-Chorus]
Beastly form, but soul still true,
Every death was passage through.
What was cursed is now refined,
Petals open, love defined.

[Chorus]
Beauty hides inside the pain,
Through the death-tree’s dark domain.
I was the Beast, yet still I chose,
To guard the thorn, till life’s rose grows.
Alone I fell, alone I rise,
A flame reborn in haunted skies.
Through shadow’s depth, the bloom survives,
The rose of life will come alive.

[Bridge]
Root to crown, I climbed the fire,
Broken bones, yet still aspire.
קְלִיפּוֹת (Qliphoth) maw could not contain,
The seed of light within the pain.

[Final Chorus]
Beauty blooms where death once reigned,
Every scar a love unchained.
I was the Beast, but I became,
The keeper of the rose’s flame.
Alone I fell, alone I rise,
The dawn breaks open shadowed skies.
Through every wound, the garden thrives,
The rose of life will come alive.

Rose of the Shadowed Beast

cyber.kabbalist

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