I been downing uppers so that I can feel okay
I get mad at everybody but its me I hate
I hear the whispers in the wind as they contemplate
I hear demons underneath me as they celebrate

know I'm not around but nobody can take yo place 
I been on the road gone I been stackin cake
keep a 40 right beside me as I meditate
I been rollin swishers, can't forget to medicate

when im out in public I be private with my face
as of late I need a break I need to settle some things
can't be bothered with these broke niggas they gimme the shakes
I been in tukwilla witta drifter showed me some things

oh they think better
lucid past his level
I been zone
i been in my bag

i been missin home
but im comin back
i been crackin 4s
tryin to relax

i take prescriptions I pray that they fix me
got deals with my demons so far I've made plenty
I buy happiness but I still feel so empty
i smile in a crowd but inside I feel filthy


I'ma diamond in the rough I turned my life into something
somebody watching over me give em a grammy or something
they gotta front row seat to see me out here sinnin and whilin
wish they could take part in the money that i run to deposit

oh they forgot huh
im from the block and ill spin it
fulton county yuh
im 303 till im finished
shawty love yeah
i cant get caught up with them feelings
but im thankful yeah

Downin Uppers Prod. Tennis Player

BLOODSTAINS

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Produced by McX

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Saints Row (prod. rimathugger)

Hallelujah and Hooray

TOXIC LOVE [PROD. HEARTJUNKIE]

Cover art: Aly Moon (aka @ moon.x.lust on instagram)


LYRICS

Love is deaf
love is dumb
love is blind
you and i

x2
Love is blind and you don't see a thing
I'm turning out the lights tryna fall asleep
I don't wanna fight are you hearing me?
I never knew that love was deaf too

I been grinding, finding out that time is what it takes
to mend these wounds that make us break
feels like each day is another love/hate
keep biting my tongue till I taste blood
use that same blood to cure my ink
sometimes I fear we're faking fate
but I can't tell you anything I think
I'm starting to drink
I'm starting to pour
I'm feeling my face
Don't feel it no more
I lost my way
I lost true north
you shred my sails
but I'm pressing forward
eye of the storm
girl, why do you storm?
Lord, get me ashore for I need reformed
or maybe I'm born to suffer great fortunes
I can't pay more dues if you so fore-choose

but it's been a long night
been a long day
and you play the right games
yeah, you play the right games
so I'm rolling the dice tryna say the right things
shit, it's sunny outside but she make me feel rain

Love is deaf
love is dumb
love is blind
you and i

x2
Love is blind and you don't see a thing
I'm turning out the lights tryna fall asleep
I don't wanna fight are you hearing me?
I never knew that love was deaf too

x2
Love is deaf, love is dumb, love is blind
I try to fight, try to run, try to hide
I'm getting numb, getting drunk, getting high
I fell in love when true love was a lie

but it's been a long night
been a long day
and you play the right games
yeah, you play the right games
so I'm rolling the dice tryna say the right things
shit, it's sunny outside but she make me feel rain

you and i (prod. blade901)

I fuck things up for no reason
change life up each change of the seasons
and I'll find love
though I don't need it
follow my gut because all my heart was never enough

I don't wanna give up
but I don't wanna go on this way
I don't wanna break hearts or shame
I'll take blame for not playing those games
hit me when I come up
'cause I'll talk when life is made
I need meaning, show me worth
give me purpose here on earth
and life isn't so scary
grind till I get buried
I'll change up just to change up
good change, bad change
life gotta vary
I don't care where I go
I care where I call home
but this page I can't stop staring
what words, what notes might carry

I fuck things up for no reason
change life up each change of the seasons
and I'll find love
though I don't need it
follow my gut because all my heart was never enough

'cause I fall from grace, I'm my own worst enemy
'cause I fall from grace...
it's a choice
it's only me

I fuck things up for no reason
change life up each change of the seasons
and I'll find love
though I don't need it
follow my gut because all my heart was never enough

Enemy (prod. blade901)

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Lyrics
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I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my-

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

I don't even know who I think I am
I'm just somebody who I used to know
Leave me alone with a couple of cans
I think I'm better at the side of the road

Spending all my cash on a couple of grams
I'm only high when I ain't feeling low
Back from a show with a handful of bands
Babe do you love me? Don't say no

Don't say no
Don't say no
You're all I have left just please don't go
Don't say no
Don't say no
You're all I have left, please don't-

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my-

Imma make it all the way, I'll be coming for my pay
Grab a slice and grab a plate, you can have what's left behind
See me: Louie on my waist, Gucci dripping in the rain
I ain't fucking with no fakes, but y'all can see me on the rise

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light