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Single for Rainy Tapes Vol. 1 COMING OUT AUGUST 3RD!!

Prod. Jacobsen

Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain
Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain

These days I don't feel no pain
I don't really want to feel okay
Sunshine, I don't feel no rain
My demons call my name
And I kind of want to go back
Thinking that the shadow where my home at
Fuck it, I've been feeling so heartless
Strange I've been taken from the darkness, yeah
And I don't really feel myself
Smoke til I can't feel myself
Drink til I fucked up my health
My friends said I need help
Cause I want to feel a heart break
Want to feel the pain of a heart ache
I don't really know what love is
I'm just fucking done with the numbness, yeah

Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain
Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain

And I try to convince myself that I don't love you
I don't love you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't need you
I don't need you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't love you
I don't love you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't need you
I don't need you, yeah

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Roderick Porter:

SoundCloud: https://www.soundcloud.com/roderickporter

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Rainy Tapes, Vol. 1

i like the pain

SPOTIFY!

Roderick Porter - i like the pain (feat. Shiloh Dynasty) [prod. Jacobsen]

everyone with a girlfriend might relate idk

(out now on all platforms) Forever Fever - benjaboii (prod.hotline)

Heres a pre-released song off of my upcoming EP uwu
(im trash at singing ik)


tomcbumpz: @tomcbumpz

spotify!

Save My Soul (prod. tomcbumpz)

prod: @mental
mixed: @mental and @kammichaelmusic

mental was here OwO

Worried (prod. mental)

up on all platforms <3

you keep playin with my heart
youre tearing me apart
saw it comin from the start
the start, the start
and i keep trying to run away
know you need me to stay
dont look at me, dont look at me
dont look at me that way

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Ghost (feat. Ivri)

please pick up (NOW ON SPOTIFY/ITUNES)

https://soundcloud.com/sadboyprolific
https://soundcloud.com/thomasreidmusic


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take me back (w/ sadboyprolific & thomas reid)

Produced by: M.E

Kam Michael:
Twitter: www.twitter.com/kammichael_
YouTube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCf69XIrEYLrqnHr8keB7bRw
Instagram: www.instagram.com/imkammichael
Snapchat: kamlewinsk

Lyrics:

[Hook]
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone

[Verse 1: Kam Michael]
You know I hate it when you don't call back
now just tell me what you call that. Yeah
I'm not good, till I fall back, sippin on the hard black hit me like a heart attack, yeah
And I tried but I failed, couldn't stop you from leaving,
When you said you loved me that shit was misleading 
You play with emotions, I can't stop the bleeding
It's hot where I'm from but you're changing the seasons, yeah
And I don't ever wanna fight, nah
I don't wanna be alone when it's night time
I just wanna be in touch with the right mind
My god, used to be in love now you ain't mine
I've been all in my head 
Can't get out of my bed,
Overthinking everything, think I'm better off dead
I just roll up a blunt and get high off the meds
I don't got no one else, I just chill with my stress, yeah
Long nights and the day's cold,
Smoke all in my lungs but I'm still low
Steady waiting for the day where I'm not alone
Sad boy hours everyday, how my life goes
Now I'm missing them days we would text till the morning,
we talked about music, now my world is pouring
I'm stuck in a circle, it's you I'm adoring.
a hole in my chest and there is no restoring

[Hook]
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone

[Verse 2: Kam Michael]
Yeah, 
And I don't ever wanna restart.
I could never re-track cuz you break hearts
Lost love,
It was found in the cold dark 
See we could never be in touch, cuz you're too far
You've been wasting my time 
I'm wasted and chasing something hard to find 
You broke me so much now it's hard to confide
I don't wanna make up I just want piece of mind
I've been all in my head 
Can't get out of my bed,
Overthinking everything, think I'm better off dead
You would never understand all the feelings I've kept
But you still are the reason my life is a mess
So give me a reason why this shouldn't hurt,
I'm losing myself when I'm writing a verse
So give me a reason why this shouldn't hurt,
I'm losing myself when I'm writing a verse

Kam Michael - Why did you leave me?

Available on all platforms: https://fanlink.to/HowiFeel

Connect With XINCLAIR:
Instagram: www.instagram.com/iamxinclair
Twitter: twitter.com/iamxinclair

Connect With G.I.N.
Instagram: www.instagram.com/dirtyallsummer/

Produced by Zeeky Beats

Artwork by Gun Boi Kaz

How I Feel

How I Feel (feat. G.I.N.) [Prod. Zeeky Beats]

@ivrii
@tomcbumpz

mix/master by @mostlyeverything
artwork by cohnography

listen on spotify: open.spotify.com/track/07i3iHqyTo…GeS36X2jLB6zJsFQ

lyrics:

eyes getting irritated
i will await my doom
scratching at my skin
burrowing within
they stare and then they grin
let me in
please let me in


i ain’t felt threatened since seven to eight
got it straight now i keep a razor blade at my waist
your life revolves around happiness i’m studying hate
i just beheaded seven angels that i met at the gate
cause my demons told me in my head there ain’t enough space
when you’re fighting for survival etiquette has no place
if me and satan met again i’d be forced to handle the reigns
i understand my mind and the power that it contains
and also that a mind is so fragile that it can break
in a matter of seconds depending on what you take
i learned the hardest battle we face is against ourselves
i’ve been questioning reality while fixing my health
even Liu King would need help tryna kick shit this well
my flows hotter than the stove tops on kitchens in hell
so just stick to yourself or you can go missing as well
just like all the fucking confidence i had for myself
what’s a born sinner forced to fucking live life in hell
then told to go back when he dies by himself
its me and you