I wrote this song because I struggle with perfectionist paralysis every day of my life.. Just releasing songs is a huge deal when I know they are packed with imperfections..............

Got a hard drive full of could-be gold
Half-built castles, stories untold
A folder marked “someday soon”
Buried deep beneath the moon
Plans in color, stuck in black
Start to climb, then I slide back
Every spark becomes a flame
'Til fear just snuffs it out again

(Pre-Chorus)
I wanna share, I wanna fly
But every time “what if” multiplies
Too many dreams, too little time
All waiting in a perfect line 

(Chorus)
Got the backburner blues, to-do list that’s sky-high
All these half-born worlds just waving goodbye
I can't finish, can't begin
Trapped in loops I’m living in, stuck in perfectionist paralysis

This feeling of not good enough
Telling you its so damn rough
Comparing is the trap, when carving our own path
Easy to point out the flaws
Would rather hear a strong applause
Powering our life, magic through the night

(Pre-Chorus)
I wanna share, I wanna fly
But every time “what if” multiplies
Too many dreams, too little time
All waiting in a perfect line 
(Chorus)

Got the backburner blues, to-do list that’s sky-high
All these half-born worlds just waving goodbye
I can't finish, can't begin
Trapped in loops I’m living in, stuck in perfectionist paralysis, back=burner blues

Missing out on the magic 
Would be oh so tragic
To miss the moment that could change a life
That vulnerability, part of the key to truly feel alive

Perfectionist Paralysis

TASCAM DR-05

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1)Good Morning Love (Vocal Love Mix) - Sean Ali, George Lesley, Rona Ray
2)Rescue Me (Sean Ali & Munk Julious SOA Vocal Mix) - Vick Lavender
3)Free Yourself (Zepherin Saint Tribe Vocal)- DJ SGZ
4)He Loves Me(Calvinsol) - Jill Scott
5)Happiness (Sean Ali Remix)- Exte C & Tonechild
6)Consequences (Vick's Time Traveler Main Vocal Mix) - Vick Lavender
7)The Cure (Coflo Remix) - R.O.D. (Rainie of De'Lacy)
8)Maybe (Main Mix) - Brandon Markell Holmes
9)Be the Change - Laroye feat. Carlos Mena

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1)Museum of R&B (toucan sounds Edit) - Brandon Markell Holmes, Toucan Sounds
2) Stay Forever  - Zepherin Saint & Sheree Hicks & Nathan Adams (Tribe Vocal Mix)
3)I Need You In My Life (DJ Leandro 2K20 Afro Remix)- DJ Leandro & Art-Jones ft. JLuv
4)Difficult -  DJEFF ft Josh Milan
5)No Cares (Rightside Remix)- Deep Roger feat. Angela Johnson
6)Last Goodbye -  DJEFF ft Shakira Aly
7)You Can't Keep (Original Mix)- Sheree Hicks, Ian Friday
8)Beautiful Lie (Original Mix) - Vick Lavender, D.Millz