115 BPM in F#m

(english below)

Dieser Song fängt die Essenz von Verlust und Erinnerung in einer minimalistischen, aber eindringlichen Klanglandschaft ein. Klavierakkorde bilden das emotionale Fundament, während dezente Drums und Gitarren subtile, rhythmische Akzente setzen. Ein Shaker verleiht dem Song eine organische Textur, die an den Herzschlag der Zeit erinnert.

Der Text malt ein Bild von Einsamkeit und Sehnsucht: "The Silence screams, so loud and clear" – die Leere wird fast greifbar. Der Song erkundet die tiefen Emotionen, die mit dem Verlust eines geliebten Menschen einhergehen, und betont die Macht der Erinnerung: "So deep in my breath, so deep in my heart."

Die Melodie ist melancholisch und zurückhaltend, was den Hörer einlädt, sich den Gedanken und Gefühlen hinzugeben. Der Song erzählt von einer Welt, die einst gemeinsam aufgebaut wurde, doch die Zeit hat ihre Türen verschlossen – ein Thema, das zugleich verletzlich und universell ist.

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This song captures the essence of loss and remembrance within a minimalist yet haunting soundscape. Piano chords lay the emotional foundation, while subtle drums and guitars add rhythmic nuances. A shaker introduces an organic texture, echoing the heartbeat of time.

The lyrics paint a vivid picture of loneliness and longing: "The Silence screams, so loud and clear" – the emptiness becomes almost tangible. The song delves into the deep emotions tied to the absence of a loved one, emphasizing the power of memory: "So deep in my breath, so deep in my heart."

The melody is melancholic and understated, inviting the listener to immerse themselves in the thoughts and feelings conveyed. It tells the story of a world once built together, now locked away by the passage of time – a theme both vulnerable and universally relatable.

Goodbye

[Instrumental intro]

[Verse 1]
You come to the mirror, but nobody's here.
You come to the people, with an imagined self.
You prey for attention, but nobody's care.
You prey for the food, for an imagined self.

[Pre-chorus]
Emotions are our food,
Attention is our mission,
We're like a human virus.
We give what we do not have,
To take what we most need,
We're like modern vampires -
Making you confused and bleed.

[Instrumental break]

[Verse 2]
You come to the mirror, but nobody's here.
You come to the people, with an ideal self.
You prey for attention, an ideal can gain.
You prey for the food, for an imagined self.

[Pre-chorus]
Emotions are our food,
Attention is our mission,
We're like a human virus.
We give what we do not have,
To take what we most need,
We're like modern vampires -
Making you confused and bleed.

[Chorus]
Your strength is slowly fading,
Nothing will left to defend.
The void is always waiting -
You will join us in the end...
Your identity is slowly fading,
Nothing will left to defend.
The void is always waiting -
You will join us in the end...
If you lose yourself.

[Instrumental break]
[Solo]

[Verse 3]
You create delusions, with beautiful lies.
You craft every story, just to survive.
You prey for resources, from everywhere.
You prey for yourself, and you do not care.

[Pre-chorus]
Emotions are our food,
Attention is our mission,
We're like a human virus.
We give what we do not have,
To take what we most need,
We're like modern vampires -
Making you confused and bleed.

[Chorus]
Your strength is slowly fading,
Nothing will left to defend.
The void is always waiting -
You will join us in the end...
Your identity is slowly fading,
Nothing will left to defend.
The void is always waiting -
You will join us in the end...
If you lose yourself.
If you lose yourself.

[Instrumental break]
[Solo]
[Outro]

[Instrumental break]

If you lose yourself.
If you lose yourself.
When you lose yourself...

Vampires

[Intro]
I remember it like yesterday,
We met in a world where pixels played.
Through a screen, you became my light,
My home, my everything, my fight.

[Verse 1]
Every word, every laugh, feels so near,
Even now, I can almost hear.
You were my only one, my escape,
But the day I lost you, the world reshaped.
The burden’s heavy, the silence loud,
But I’ll keep your name through every crowd.

[Pre-Chorus]
Time can’t erase the love that we shared,
Though life moves on, I’m still so scared.
I miss you so much, it tears me apart,
But I keep you alive in the beat of my heart.

[Chorus]
I’m lost, lost in the track of time,
Chasing memories, frozen in my mind.
I miss you more than words can say,
But I know we’ll meet again someday.
Through the echoes of this melody,
I’ll hold on to what you left in me.

Lost… but not alone.

[Verse 2]
The game we played feels empty now,
But your laughter lingers, shows me how.
You became the place where I felt safe,
Now I wander through this endless space.
Every moment without you burns,
Yet I dream of the day when it’s my turn.

[Pre-Chorus]
Time can’t erase the love that we shared,
Though life moves on, I’m still so scared.
I miss you so much, it tears me apart,
But I keep you alive in the beat of my heart.

[Chorus]
I’m lost, lost in the track of time,
Chasing memories, frozen in my mind.
I miss you more than words can say,
But I know we’ll meet again someday.
Through the echoes of this melody,
I’ll hold on to what you left in me.

Lost… but not alone.

[Bridge]
One day, I’ll cross that line,
Where time fades, and souls align.
Say hello to all the others for me,
I’ll see you soon, where we’re meant to be.

[Chorus]
I’m lost, lost in the track of time,
Chasing memories, frozen in my mind.
I miss you more than words can say,
But I know we’ll meet again someday.
Through the echoes of this melody,
I’ll hold on to what you left in me.

[Outro]
I miss you, but I carry your light,
Guiding me through the endless night.
I love you; I’ll see you again,
Until then, goodbye, my friend.

Lost Track

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🌧️✨ Laughter in the Rain is a song about finding joy in the storm, dancing through life’s ups and downs with someone who makes every moment feel magical. With uplifting melodies, heartfelt lyrics, and a rhythm as soothing as raindrops on a window, this track is a celebration of love, freedom, and the beauty of embracing the unexpected.

No umbrellas, no worries—just laughter, music, and the warmth of someone who turns even the darkest skies into a dream.

Let the rain fall, turn up the volume, and lose yourself in the moment.

Laughter in the Rain

[Intro]
The clouds are grey, but I don’t mind,
With you beside me, the sun still shines.
Every drop becomes a melody,
Dancing through this symphony.

[Verse 1]
The rain falls soft, a gentle kiss,
In moments like this, it feels like bliss.
Your hand in mine, we’re spinning around,
Each step we take, a joyful sound.

[Chorus]
No umbrella, we don’t care,
The world is ours, the sky is fair.
Through every storm, we find the light,
Our laughter echoes through the night.

[Verse 2]
The rhythm of the drops, a perfect beat,
We’re lost in a moment, it’s bittersweet.
Your smile, it shines through the darkest skies,
Together we’re a spark that never dies.

[Chorus]
Laughter in the rain, we’re wild and free,
Dancing through the puddles, just you and me.
No need for shelter, no need for fear,
With you, the storm feels crystal clear.

[Bridge]
The rain keeps falling, but we don’t stop,
We’re reaching high, we’re at the top.
In every drop, a new refrain,
We’ll keep on laughing through the rain.

[Final Chorus]
Laughter in the rain, we’re wild and free,
Dancing through the puddles, just you and me.
No need for shelter, no need for fear,
With you, the storm feels crystal clear.

[Outro]
The storm is fading, the skies are bright,
But I’ll remember this rainy night.
Our laughter lingers, a sweet refrain,
Forever lost in the rain.

Laughter in the Rain

https://open.spotify.com/track/2s96Gub6VunZAvUtgrJIhv?si=68be3bc7ae844aa9

Feels like paradise
When you take me to the edge
You’re so hot that it’s terrifying
Got a face like Madison beer
You don’t gotta pretend girl, cause I know how you feel
Say you crave it; you’re the one that I want

Chorus

Girl, I’ll let you take my breath (take my breath)
Till your cheeks are painted red
Can you take me to the edge?
Can you take me to the…

Verse 2
Got me hypnotised,
When you take it off for me, yeah…
Fuck them other guys,
I’m the only one you need
I don’t need you to say it,
Cause I know how you feel
Baby take it, I’m the one that you want

Chorus

Girl, I’ll let you take my breath (take my breath)
Till your cheeks are painted red
Can you take me to the edge?
Can you take me to the…

Girl, I’ll let you take my breath (take my breath)
Till your cheeks are painted red
Can you take me to the edge?
Can you take me to the…

Girl, I’ll let you take my…
Won’t you take it babe
While I’m in-between your legs
Can you take me to the edge?
Can you take me to the…

Bridge

Know you fantasize
Know you fantasize
take it off for me…
take it off for me…
While I’m in-between your legs
Won’t you take it off for me
I’m the one that you want

Chorus

Girl, I’ll let you take my breath
Till your cheeks are painted red
Can you take me to the edge?
Can you take me to the…

Madison

[Instrumental intro]

[Verse 1]
You found interesting someone,
But you should be always on top.
You make them feel like you're the one,
But in reality you're just clown.

[Instrumental break]

[Pre-chorus]
If you feel powerless inside,
Don't try push everyone below eye sight.
If you feel so insecure,
Don't crush their dreams to build your cure.

[Instrumental break]

[Verse 2]
You find someone who catches your eyes,
But you must always reach the sky.
You make them feel like they are shit,
So they became useless and not fit.

[Pre-chorus]
If you feel powerless inside,
Don't try push everyone below eye sight.
If you feel so insecure,
Don't crush their dreams to build your cure.

[Instrumental break]
[Solo]
[Solo 2]

[Verse 3]
You put down everyone in below your sight,
So no one else can reach your height.
You ignore those who shine so bright,
So in your world, there is no light.

[Pre-chorus]
If you feel powerless inside,
Don't try push everyone below eye sight.
If you feel so insecure,
Don't crush their dreams to build your cure.

[Instrumental break]
[Solo]
[Solo 2]
[Instrumental break]

[Pre-chorus]
If you feel powerless inside,
Don't try push everyone below eye sight.
If you feel so insecure,
Don't crush their dreams to build your cure.

[Solo]
[Outro]

Power Games

Song demo using AI assisted vocals. Lyric video available at: 
https://youtu.be/aSH7D8arFno?si=Gv02VGM1Y20aqHKy

Woman With A Weapon

🔥 Evil, Evil, Drifting Away – Song Insight & Lyrics 🔥

🔻 Evil, Evil, Drifting Away – Song Insight
Betrayal leaves scars, but some wounds cut deeper than flesh—they carve through the soul. Evil, Evil, Drifting Away is more than just a song; it’s a reckoning, an unfiltered confrontation with deception, manipulation, and the destruction left in love’s wake.

This song isn't about heartbreak—it's about survival. About seeing through the lies, about finding the strength to rise after being torn down. It’s the final chapter in a story that should have ended long ago.

A cold-hearted act, a game played for gain. But in the end? The mask falls, and the truth is buried six feet deep. No more lies. No more control. This time, it’s your turn to walk away—free.

🔻 Evil, Evil, Drifting Away – Lyrics

[Intro – Sung (Soft, Melancholic)]
The levels of betrayal run deeper,
Stolen hope in the life we live and the life after,
Cold-hearted evil is all he was made of,
No soul to take with him.

[Verse 1 – Rap (Intense)]
I’m feeling enraged with emotions,
Hope can't live on any plane,
A man I loved was nothing but lies,
I can’t see him even when I die.

Evil, evil, drifting away,
Red blood pumping in my soul,
Remember things you would say,
My eyes locked in like a precision scope.
I feel my heart decay,
Rising faster as you get closer,
The lies you told to me,
A twisted way of your thinking,
Stealing memories and hope.

[Chorus – Sung (Emotional, Building)]
It was real to me,
More than just a passing thing,
I gave you a part of me,
Something you could see,
Despite all your messed-up ways,
I loved you anyway.

[Verse 2 – Rap (Sharper, Aggressive)]
You stole the show when you broke the truth,
A lie, a performance, nothing but proof.
An act to make them pay,
Money’s all this ever was, no love in play.
I was just a prop for your display,
A 9-year stretch for your payday.

I fucked up, slowly stepping away,
Blurry vision blocking my way.
Thought about this moment and what I’d say,
But now words are nothing, I just want you away.

[Bridge – Sung (Dark, Reflective)]
You don’t get to take a bow,
No ovation, no flowers now,
You’re buried six feet underground,
Beneath the lies where no truth is found.

[Verse 3 – Rap (Raw, Empowering)]
I walked away with nothing left to say,
Not worth the time or risking the dead-end way.
A stranger you are, always have been,
Fucked up, unhinged, nine years of pretend.

Never trust a man that lies,
Unless he’s dead and buried alive.
It’s the only truth he tells in the end,
No more lies, no more pretend.

[Chorus – Sung (Triumphant, Resolute)]
My music set me free,
It was always his loss to see,
Killing his muse was his last show,
Now he’s gone, but I’ll grow.

[Outro – Rap (Victory)]
He’ll have no part of me, no big, no small,
He’s dead to me now, gone after all.
I’m free to love another, this time for real,
No more lies, no more deals.
This time it’s my last, no more pain,
I'm free to rise, to love again.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
Love isn’t supposed to be a performance. It isn’t supposed to be a weapon. But some people treat it like both.

Evil, Evil, Drifting Away is a raw, unfiltered dive into the mind of someone who used love like a game—and the aftermath of breaking free. This isn’t just a song; it’s a final word. A declaration of survival.

4Me2BeFree doesn’t just write songs—they strip away the illusion. If you’ve ever been used, ever been played, ever been left with nothing but broken promises and scars, this one’s for you.

No more illusions. No more control. No more second chances.

🔥 This time, the only one left standing is you. 🔥

📌 Copyright Notice:
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Evil, Evil, Drifting Away - (Remastered) - (Explicit)

Oh, the sun kissed the waves on a Trinidad night,
When a wanderin’ soul met a vision of light.
Her skin like mahogany, hair like the tide,
She sang, “Sweet sailor, come walk by my side!”

[Chorus]
“Ho-oh, stay awhile, let the moon take the sky—
The stars’ll be diamonds, the ocean’s your guide.
Why rush away from this warm island sand?
Stay with me, darlin’, and hold my hand…”

[Verse 2]
Her laugh was a melody, sweet and low,
Like sugarcane whispers from long, long ago.
She danced ‘round him barefoot, her hips swayin’ slow,
Said, “The sea’s got a secret that only I know!”

[Chorus]
“Ho-oh, stay awhile, let the moon take the sky—
The stars’ll be diamonds, the ocean’s your guide.
Why rush away from this warm island sand?
Stay with me, darlin’, and hold my hand…”

[Bridge]
[Tempo slows, haunting steel drum echoes…]
The wind turned to whispers, the waves hummed her tune,
Her lips tasted sweet, like a salt-kissed lagoon.
She led him to waters where lanternfish glow—
Now that sailor man’s just a tale locals know…

[Verse 3]
[Rhythm picks up, urgent and bright…]
So if you’re down in Trinidad when the twilight grows thin,
And you hear a voice callin’ soft on the wind,
Cover your ears, boys, and quicken your feet—
That siren’s still singin’ where the coral reefs meet!

[Outro]
Oh-oh-oh-oh, the moon’s her guitar!
Oh-oh-oh-oh, she’ll lure you far…
Sing it loud, sing it strong—
But don’t you follow that siren’s song!

Sing it loud, sing it strong—
But don’t you follow that siren’s song!

⋆.ೃ࿔*Calypso⋆.ೃ࿔*:⋆

💬 Album Description
This isn’t just music—it’s a signal.

The Nexus is a spoken-word concept album built from pain, memory, protest, and perspective. It speaks for the unheard, through a proxy voice forged from trauma, truth, and resistance.

These 11 tracks move through addiction, silence, shame, distraction, and systemic manipulation—unpacking what’s been normalized and showing what’s been hidden.

It’s about healing without permission.
About waking up in a world designed to keep you numb.

This is not performance. It’s a recalibration.
A transmission from the edge.

I.A.N. – The Next US.
Not a savior. A signal.

Broadcasted Distraction

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

Broadcasted Distraction

4Me2BeFree

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