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🔻 Song Insight

"Forever Fall" by 4Me2BeFree is a haunting acoustic-alt ballad trapped between dream and memory, reaching for a self just out of reach. Told through raw vocals and evocative imagery, the track explores the surreal terrain of inner searching—where time loops, identity blurs, and the weight of emotional residue lingers like mist. This isn’t a nightmare—it’s a dream searching for meaning, a desperate attempt to reconnect with a piece of the soul long forgotten: the inner child.

With stripped-back guitars and cinematic builds, "Forever Fall" pulls listeners into a suspended moment between letting go and holding on. Every line unravels a story of emotional claustrophobia—trapped not by fear, but by a version of reality too fogged to navigate. It’s a soundtrack for those who’ve felt the ache of isolation even within their own mind.

🔻 Lyrics

[Verse 1]Binding darkness, sleep takes holdLike river flow—it’s you taking meI have nowhere I can go

[Verse 2]Looping into night, under slumberDarkness breeds—Take me to your crownI can’t be found

[Bridge]Waking from shafts of light igniteStriking shadows explode brightAn abstract creation of a tattered brain

[Verse 3]Try to explain, can’t let goSomething inside keeping me tameIn pain I can’t sustain—It’s a fraction of time

[Chorus]Focus my mind, lock soul in placeI can see—have to let goHeavy eyes fall like bombsFlashes of image now goneIn darkness you hideDeep on the other side

[Verse 4]I walk for years dreamingStuck in reality I can’t fearBashing walls—let the heavens fallWake me from my forever fallThis place of nothingnessA steel trap I possess

[Bridge]I rip at my chestPull for my last breathPurging all I had left

[Outro]Pitch black—nothingA silent dead seaAn eruption of sightForced out with mightShafts of light burning the skyWhere I was to go

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song is a mirror. One I didn’t expect to hold so long.

"Forever Fall" came from a place I didn’t fully understand until I heard it back. I thought I was writing about nightmares—about being chased or paralyzed in sleep—but the truth is... this was a dream. A long one. A fogged-in, looping space where I was endlessly searching for someone I’d lost: myself.

Or more specifically, the version of me that never got to heal.

That kid who still waited somewhere behind all the trauma, the masks, the coping. That’s who this track is reaching for. And the field in the fog? That’s not fear—that’s hope breaking through, even if it never fully lands. I wrote this while feeling disconnected, stuck between clarity and collapse. But singing it felt like pulling the thread back to something real.

There’s a kind of surrender in this song, but also resilience. You might hear both. Or neither. That’s what I love about it.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

For 4Me2BeFree, music is more than melody—it’s emotional truth in cinematic form. Every track aims to capture the quiet chaos we live through and rarely speak out loud. "Forever Fall" continues that mission: fusing poetic vulnerability with haunting soundscapes. It belongs to a larger vision—one where pain isn’t hidden but transformed into something powerful, something that breathes.

This isn’t just a song—it’s a feeling you didn’t know you remembered.

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Forever Fall

🎧 "I'm Not Done" – by 4Me2BeFree
🔻 Song Insight
“I'm Not Done” is a slow-burning breakup anthem wrapped in grit, truth, and emotional rebellion. It’s the unraveling of a luxury-wrapped lie—the kind of relationship that looked perfect from the outside, but inside, was transactional, manipulative, and hollow. The lyrics unfold like a cinematic confession, exposing the moment when love stopped being love and became leverage.

Over melancholic guitars and deep, driving drums, the narrator reclaims their power with brutal honesty: "I sold the ring for jack / just enough to buy me back." What begins as quiet heartbreak swells into a full-throated declaration of survival. It’s not just about the betrayal—it’s about what you're willing to walk away from to save yourself.

This is a song for anyone who’s ever been loved conditionally, bought off with gifts, or made to feel like their pain was part of a deal. It’s a toast to letting go, reclaiming dignity, and saying, "I’m not done—even if we are."

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro],[Solo]
All I wanted was you
But you played me like a cheap move
Love wrapped in diamonds, a disguise
Now I’m a price
And you're too high

[Verse 1],[Solo]
You set the scene like a film
The beach, The Ritz, the ring
Said “forever” with a smirk
But I could feel the strings
You wanted control, not love
Just someone you could keep
Your love was just a deal
And I’m not that cheap
I’m not for sale

[Pre-Chorus],[Solo]
Dropped the cash
Made a vow
Just to throw it in my face somehow

[Chorus],[Solo]
I sold the ring for jack
Just enough to buy me back
You called it love, but it was a trap
At least I can toast to that
You can’t buy me to stay
It was a whore you wanted anyway

[Verse 2],[Solo]
Tropical skies, fake paradise
Dinner for two under broken light
You said it was for us
But I saw it in your eyes
This wasn’t a gift
It was leverage in disguise

[Pre-Chorus]
Said you'd change
Said you cared
But the cost was more than I could bear

[Chorus]
I sold the ring for jack
Just enough to buy me back
You called it love, but it was a trap
At least I can toast to that
You can’t buy me to stay
It was a whore you wanted anyway

[Bridge],[Spoken or Whispered]
You can buy a dog
Train it to obey
But I’m not your BITCH
And I don’t play
You said I had no choice
You said I owed you that day
But love isn’t debt
And I never said I'd stay

[Final Chorus],[Solo]
I sold the ring for jack
Just enough to buy me back
You called it love, but it was a trap
At least I can toast to that
You can’t buy me to stay
It was a whore you wanted anyway

[Refrain]
You can’t buy me
It was a whore you wanted
You called it love
It was a trap

[Outro:Extended]
Now you wear the shame
And I keep the peace
You were never the one
Just the receipt

🔻 Personal Reflection
This song didn’t come from a writing session. It came from a real moment, sitting alone with a glass of Jack in my hand and the emotional receipt of everything I had just walked away from. The beach, the ring, the money—it was all theater. But when I looked at the silence that followed, I realized: None of it was real. Only my pain was.

I wrote this track as a way of unfreezing the truth—because when someone wraps their control in “love,” you start to question your own worth. But this song helped me remember: I was never for sale. No matter how shiny the gesture or extravagant the apology, if love has a price, it isn’t love.

Selling the ring wasn’t petty—it was liberation. And that glass of Jack? That was my toast to the part of me that survived. Because I’m not done.

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I'm Not Done (Explicit)

🎵 "Goodbye Again" – 4Me2BeFree
Song Insight
"Goodbye Again" is an emotional final chapter written in the ashes of lost love. It captures the realization that sometimes we mourn the version of someone we created, not the person they truly were. With powerful storytelling and an alt-emo heartbeat, the track pulls listeners through grief, betrayal, acceptance, and ultimately self-liberation. It's a goodbye not to a lover, but to an illusion — raw, cinematic, and achingly human.

Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Shadows from a stranger, standing at my door
I see his eyes, but it’s your face I’m searching for
The mouth moves slowly, words I can’t believe
Lips I used to kiss now only speak in grief

[Pre-Chorus]
Tightness in my chest, I let you confess
Spilling secrets you hid, pulling out the rest
The parts of me you took, every word, every look
All the lies I read, never the man I believed

[Chorus]
Guess you were right, is all you’d say
Walking away, no expression on your face
The man I used to know—he’s gone, he’s dead
My heart explodes, a thousand pounds inside my chest

[Verse 2]
Phone loud with laughter, someone else on the line
Echoes in the distance, lost somewhere in time
Woke with tears in my eyes, the day you died inside
To the one I loved, to the life you denied

[Pre-Chorus]
To the lies, the drugs, the men you’d meet
To everything I was, I forgive you for me
This is nothing I choose to keep
It’s time to move on, let the old weight sleep

[Chorus]
Guess you were right, is all you’d say
Walking away, no expression on your face
The man I used to know—he’s gone, he’s dead
My heart explodes, a thousand pounds inside my chest

[Bridge]
I’ll miss the songs I wrote to keep alive
The panic attacks, the 3am fights
The insane things you’d say, the chaos you’d bring
It always gave me something to sing

But it’s been too long, you’re taking up space
Images fading, backups erased
Format’s been done, and now I’m free
I don’t know you, you’re a stranger to me

[Chorus/Outro]
Guess you were right, is all you’d say
Walking away, no expression on your face
The man I used to know—he’s gone, he’s dead
I don’t know you, never did

Artist Reflection
"Goodbye Again" was never meant to be a song of anger — it’s a song of release. It’s the moment when you stop arguing with the past, stop replaying the what-ifs, and just breathe out the truth: it was never real in the way you thought. This track is my way of closing the door for good... not with bitterness, but with understanding. Sometimes letting go is the bravest love song you’ll ever write.

About 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree creates cinematic alt-emo music that dives into heartbreak, healing, and rediscovery. Built on raw emotion and real stories, the project blends alternative rock, emotional pop, and modern emo with storytelling at its core. Every song is a place to feel, remember, and move forward.

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Goodbye Again

🔻 Song Insight – "Sun Soaked" by 4Me2BeFree
“Sun Soaked” captures the golden glow of a perfect summer day — not just the weather, but the warmth between two people who finally stopped running and chose to live in love. It’s a track that radiates with carefree affection, laughter on a river, and hearts that found safety in each other.

But behind the charm is something more layered — the quiet acknowledgment that these moments don’t just happen. They’re chosen. Fought for. The song reflects on a time when love could’ve slipped away, but didn’t — when someone made the decision not to let happiness pass them by again.

Every line glides like sunlight over skin — nostalgic, giddy, and alive. Whether you’ve lived this moment, lost it, or long for it, “Sun Soaked” feels like a memory you didn’t know you missed until now.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
Mmm, yeah...
[softly]
Mmm, yeah...

[Verse 1]
River soaking in time
Rafting, laughing, you're by my side
Lazy days drift, hearts collide
Floating along, just you and I

[Chorus]
I knew it then — your eyes, that smile
The kind of love that stays a while
You thought I was dreaming, maybe high
But I planned this life under open sky

[Verse 2]
You thought I was joking, maybe smoking
Token thoughts from days unspoken
But I saw us here, way back when
And swore I wouldn’t miss my chance again

[Chorus]
It’s this kind of life you shouldn't pass
Sun on our skin, toes in the grass
I'm not gonna lie — this is bliss
Don’t let it go, don’t miss this kiss

[Bridge]
So give it a go, give it a try
Love wild, love true, don't question why
Floating on hope in the summer sky
We gave this life a try — you and I

[Chorus]
It’s this kind of life you shouldn't pass
Sun on our skin, toes in the grass
I'm not gonna lie — this is bliss
Don’t let it go, don’t miss this kiss

[Outro]
Yeah…
This is the way love feels alive.

🔻 Personal Reflection
This one came from a rare place — not pain, but peace.

Sun Soaked was born on a quiet day, floating down a river with someone who made everything feel easy. There was no fight, no past tension — just the joy of being right where I was. That’s a feeling I had spent years chasing and, more honestly, years sabotaging.

I wanted this song to be a reminder — to myself and anyone listening — that love doesn’t always arrive with fireworks. Sometimes, it shows up in the way someone laughs beside you. In how they hold your hand when you're not asking for anything. I’ve missed too many chances before. This time, I didn’t.

And if you’re reading this, wondering if it’s too late — it’s not. Float toward what’s real. Even if it scares you.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
For 4Me2BeFree, Sun Soaked is a bright chapter in a catalog often filled with shadows. It’s not a departure — it’s a moment of light peeking through the same lens of introspection and honesty. The project is about storytelling, transformation, and raw truth, whether that truth breaks you down or builds you up.

This song is a celebration of presence — of finally being in the right place with the right heart. It's for anyone who’s fought hard to be free and finally found someone worth slowing down for.

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Sun Soaked

🔻 Song Insight – Dirt Floors
At the edge of memory and metaphor, “Dirt Floors” is a reckoning—an anthem for anyone who lost themselves in someone else’s world and barely made it back.

Carrying the weight of unspoken trauma, the song peels back what it means to live in quiet erasure. Inspired by a childhood story and the intimacy of a toxic relationship, “Dirt Floors” is a confessional landscape. Each lyric echoes the ache of normalized abuse, lingering guilt, and the erosion of self-worth.

[Verse 1]  
I claim my dirt floor—  
A pittance paid before.  
You act like I’ve got nerve,  
Like this can't be my war.

[Verse 2]  
It's been clear,  
I've walked these halls before.  
Pain echoes off the walls—  
But I walk it once more.

[Pre-Chorus]  
This can't be home.  
I'm haunted when I'm alone.  
If this is just my “before,”  
Where’s the after I’m owed?

[Verse 3]  
With soul bent and beaten,  
I buried what was taken.  
Still chasing what was clean—  
But it never stayed for long.

[Chorus]  
Dirt floors where I crash and burn,  
Refused to bend, refused to learn.  
Fool’s gold lined the gate—  
And I bowed to what was fake.

[Verse 4]  
Red flags bleached to white,  
I blurred the line of sight.  
Gray clouds began to bloom—  
Every silence spelled my doom.

[Verse 5]  
Built on lies, not stone,  
It wasn’t just my crying alone.  
The script flipped as it dried—  
And I just watched it die.

[Bridge]  
Somewhere in the mourning,  
The tar began to spread.  
Told myself it wasn’t real—  
But everything I touched turned black.  
Every truth I swallowed came back.

I was living someone else’s name.  
Not clean. Not whole.  
Not me.  
Joy turned to grayscale,  
Even the light got washed away.

[Verse 6]  
I drew maps to my unknown—  
A place I used to roam.  
No sirens, no parade—  
Just a shadow pulling me away.

[Verse 7]  
Out of sight, I found my mind.  
But the shrapnel still designed  
A quiet war inside my chest—  
Each breath now second-guessed.

[Verse 8]  
You can’t unpull a trigger.  
Words cut and linger.  
Shards in silence—  
No more postponing  
What always ends up spoken.

[Verse 9]  
I'd rather walk this road alone,  
Under bridges made of bone.  
Not sticks, not stone—  
But words poured raw from me.  
That was the house.  
That was the key.

[Chorus – Reprise]  
Still, I sweep a floor  
That won’t stay clean.  
But these walls—  
They stand from everything  
I've lost, I've loved,  
And all I’ve done  
To come undone.

[Outro – Spoken]  
Falling ain’t failing.  
It’s just new direction.  
Don’t let the lies that flew by  
Become your reflection.  
This ain’t holy ground—  
It’s war.  
And we fight  
With what we carry.  
Keep your fire.  
Lose the shame.  
You’re more than  
What you stayed for.

🔻 Personal Reflection
This one gutted me to write. Not because it points fingers—but because it doesn’t.

My mother once told me a story about having a shack in heaven with dirt floors while others had mansions. She meant it as a parable, but I took it as truth—that even in the afterlife, some of us would still live on the outskirts.

Later, I found myself in a relationship that chipped away at me piece by piece. Where even love felt like punishment. Where identity warped until I couldn’t tell if I was surviving or fading.

I didn’t want this song to list sins. I wanted it to hold them. I wanted it to feel like what it’s like to be gaslit, to normalize cruelty, to wonder if a place that once felt like home ever truly was.

This is for anyone who questioned their worth inside a relationship.
Anyone who stayed too long because leaving meant rewriting the only story they knew.

I’m still sweeping those dirt floors.
But now, they’re mine. And that matters.

🔻 Copyright Notice
© 2025 4Me2BeFree.


Dirt Floors

Away From Men - Cinderella Syndrome

Is there anyone out there

This song was created and written by: 
J J Samuel
The music, production and vocals were done by: 
J J Samuel

#Alternative-Rock #Pop-Rock #Moody #RollerCoaster #Intense #Atmospheric #Raw #Gritty  #Stormy

This track is one of my older pieces which I found in my collection of over 400 plus songs. 

“Stormy” is about the roller coaster of love and how it affects our emotions. Sometimes things seem okay on the surface but deep down a storm is brewing! Relationships are like thunderstorms and we are human so we were not
Designed to always get along, it’s a up and down spiralling story! Rage and anger can take control, disagreements happen. Its part of life ❤️ ⛈️

🌩️ STORMY ⛈️

🔻 Song Insight

"How Many Rights Done Wrong" is a journey through life’s detours—the places where every turn seems to lead somewhere new, but never quite “right.” Anchored by a hypnotic chorus and gritty, road-worn verses, the song explores the cycles we fall into, the scars left behind, and the stubborn hope that pushes us to try again, even when the world keeps spinning us in circles. With its vivid highway imagery and raw honesty, this track captures the ache of searching for meaning—and the wry humor of getting lost along the way.

🔻 Lyrics

[Verse 1]
How many wrongs before a right
Getting stuck on left for a life
It’s too dark to see the light
If not now then when—tonight

[Verse 2]
I’ve got cycles, running them over
Dead roadkill marks every mile I’ve lived
Each pattern splatters across my shoulder
It’s not just a life in my head

[Bridge]
Hitched a ride through borrowed time
No bike, this shit got wild
I’m stifled, grown and torn
This bloodline’s mine alone

[Chorus]
How many wrongs before a right
Getting stuck on left for a life
It’s too dark to see the light
If not now then when—tonight

[Verse 3]
Roads lead down to dying towns
People talk but never speak
Always got some shit to say
Never willing to take that walk

[Bridge]
It’s lip service, no pleasure
Growing pains, no measure
Can’t see the gains for all these losses
Something’s gotta change before I toss this

[Chorus]
How many wrongs before a right
Getting stuck on left for a life
It’s too dark to see the light
If not now then when—tonight

[Verse 4]
Backstroke through the undertow
What goes down stays below
How far can you go without hope to show?
It’s a place you never grow

[Outro]
How many wrongs before a right
Getting stuck on left for a life
It’s too dark to see the light
If not now then when—tonight

🔻 Personal Reflection

I wrote this song after one too many nights replaying old mistakes and missed exits, both real and metaphorical. “How Many Rights Done Wrong” came from the push-pull of wanting to do better, but feeling like every direction just leads back to the same spot. It’s a nod to all the times I took the wrong turn, hoping somewhere down the line it would make sense—or at least make for a good story. If you’ve ever felt stuck at life’s crossroads, you’ll hear a piece of yourself in this one.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

This track is pure 4Me2BeFree: messy, honest, cinematic. Our music is about transforming lived pain into a shared, relatable journey—finding beauty (and a little dark humor) in the confusion. “How Many Rights Done Wrong” is another page in the story of learning, unlearning, and finding meaning in the middle of chaos. The goal: turn life’s wrong turns into a map for someone else to find their way home.

🔻 Copyright Notice

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How Many Rights Done Wrong

🔻 Song Insight

Title: To Be Alive
Sometimes a song doesn’t just come from life—it arrives out of the haunted territory between dreams and waking. “To Be Alive” was born from the echo of a night terror that didn’t leave a memory, but left its mark on my soul. It’s a confession from the edge of survival, the struggle to own the only self I have left, and a message for anyone who’s been trapped by pain they can’t put into words. The song’s layers—raspy vocals, shifting tempos, and atmospheric instrumentation—mirror the push and pull of trauma and hope. This is what it sounds like when your own mind is both the battleground and the sanctuary.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
I’m tired of this skin
the shit in my head
trapped on the inside
just want to hide

[Verse 1]
Screams, nightly echoes cry
falling from my walls
I want to survive
can’t breathe, awaken by lies

[Pre-Chorus]
I wanted change to save me
rearrange dreams
I build a will, 
I'll try, 
knowing I'm alive

[Chorus]
You don’t get these parts
can’t break what’s inside
I own this life,
my path I wear with pride
I will survive, I will live

[Verse 2]
Crime, it’s time that decays
mangled mind that strays
rotten thoughts in brine
blood drains as I fade

[Verse 3]
I’m yelling at this silence on the inside
stones I carried alone
I paid the price, I atoned
looking for a home

[Bridge]
Broken, with no repair in sight
outdated—an empty fight
parts of me slip by, fading,
I had to see what was right

[Chorus]
You don’t get these parts
can’t break what’s inside
I own this life,
my path I wear with pride
I will survive, I will live

[Breakdown / Outro]
Damned if I stay in this place
to hell with all your empty grace
without hope, I fight to grow
you can take what’s owed
but not the part that makes me free
I own my life, I own my path
I will survive, I will live
just to be alive

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song came from a night of dreams that woke me with my own screams—a place I don’t need to remember to know what it’s about. I’m grateful I forget those dreams, because my waking reality has been enough. I hurt for the version of me that still lives them every night, fighting alone. I wouldn’t wish what I’ve gone through on anyone, and this song is how I speak to that space that still haunts me long after the death of my relationship.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

At 4Me2BeFree, every song is an act of cinematic truth-telling. “To Be Alive” turns personal struggle into shared experience, using layered soundscapes and honest lyrics to create something that resonates beyond words. This is our mission: to transform pain into power and isolation into connection, so no one feels alone with what haunts them.

🔻 Copyright Notice

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To Be Alive

🔻 Song Insight

Cold Gold is about the cost of love when it turns into control. It’s the sound of defiance rising from broken trust—choosing truth over illusion, freedom over silence.

🔻 Lyrics

Intro:
Shiny and new... shiny and new...
: You said “shiny and new”?
  : So see-through... you see-through...
: Nah. You mid. Straight see-through.

Verse 1:
Clout-chasin’, tryna line me up
: Line him up, line him up
Wanted smoke, I lit the block, flame mine now
: Flame it now, flame it now
Talk slick, thought I’d fold?
: he won’t fold
You chaos, I’m bricked up, peace on hold
: Locked down
Ten bands gone? Paid your plug, wiped the slate
: Run it back
Daddy’s bag dry, you still ridin’ hype
: So predictable
Nine long years, you drained my vibe
: Nine whole years
Now I’m done countin’ every cry.
Wait, babe, that ain’t the story—
It was a hack, I swear!
You know my mom got me stressed...

Chorus:
You straight toxic, period.
: Period, period
“Shiny and new” — that’s your aesthetic
: ’Sthetic, so pathetic
Traded our future for a temp high
: Next high, next high
Now watch me stack while you just cry.
: Watch him stack now
You straight toxic, period.
: Period, period
“Shiny and new” — but it’s all pathetic.
: Pathetic, so pathetic

Verse:
Built the crib, raised kids, you ghosted
: Straight ghosted
Now you in my DMs? Boy, you roasted.
: Pure trash
Dream on layaway, swipe got denied
: All them lies
Empty chest, no soul, void inside.
: Void inside
Still chasin’ cheap thrills, same dead lane
: Same game, same game
Claimed you flame, but you ice, no flame.
: Killed the vibe


You straight toxic, period.
: Period, period
“Shiny and new” — that’s your aesthetic
: ’Sthetic, so aesthetic
Traded our future for a temp high
: Next high, next high
Now watch me stack while you just cry.
: Watch him stack now

Bridge:
I was on my grind, babe, stop the cap!
  Spoken, Cold:
Your grind was cap. And that’s facts.

 You’ll never find anothim one like me.
  Sarcastic: Thank God, thank God
 Lead: Thank God. Now I’m finally free.


My new shorty diff, he a perfect ten.
  Laughing, Sharp: he laughin’, he laughin’
Cute. You want my line so I can school him then?


Well, maybe you could—
 Lead  Final Blow, Spoken:
Nah. Lessons ain’t free.
Keep your new shorty, keep your blue-pill dream.
You dismissed.


You straight toxic, PERIOD!
: Period, period!
“Shiny and new” — it’s your sickness!
: It’s a sickness!
Scarred us all with your every lie
: Every lie, every lie
Now watch me RISE while you just die inside.
: Die inside
You straight toxic, PERIOD!
: Period, period!
“Shiny and new” — just a gimmick.
: Just a gimmick!

Outro:

You want the cheat code? Build your own world.
  Whisper: Build your own...
Energy locked. Chapter closed.
  Whisper: Closed... closed...

Yo... for real? You just gonna... block me...?


🔻 Personal Reflection

Cold Gold came from realizing the price of bending to someone else’s idea of who I should be. It’s about the breaking point—where survival means walking away with your soul intact.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

For 4Me2BeFree, every track is a cinematic story stitched from real scars and triumphs. Cold Gold embodies this mission—turning pain into power, carving beauty from brokenness, and making music that mirrors the fight to stay true.

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Cold Gold

Smitten

🔻 Song Insight

“Goodbye” captures the raw moment when letting go isn’t just necessary—it’s salvation. This track is a cinematic farewell to the ghost of a toxic love, carved by years of heartbreak and the slow realization that not every song deserves a reprise. Each lyric is both a wound and a stitch, reflecting the journey from devastation to self-redemption. The repeated “goodbye” isn’t just closure; it’s a rebirth.

🔻 Lyrics

[Intro]
You fade away, I was waiting on this day
It’s been years in the making, but now I’m okay

[Verse 1]
I held out for too long, you always knew
Something better came along, now I see it’s true
Maybe this is for my soul
In the end, I’m gone—
You’re just another wasted song

[Pre-Chorus]
I was blind, hoping you were a different guy
But in time, the light burned out,
Wish that last fight had been our goodbye
What was bright just died
Nothing worth saving inside

[Chorus] [Layered Vocals]
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
I’m letting go, I won’t rewind
Goodbye, goodbye, one final time
You’re no longer mine

[Verse 2]
All that time just erodes
Fleeting thoughts I let go
Had I stayed, I would’ve died
You pulled me under, stole my shine
Just another wasted song

[Bridge]
Truth be told, you’ll never know
The hollow depths you tried to show
A padded cell of your own hell
But I survived, and I can tell

[Chorus] [Harmonies + Echo FX]
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
I’m letting go, I won’t rewind
Goodbye, goodbye, one final time
You’re no longer mine

[Outro]
Goodbye to that dream
Goodbye to your name
Goodbye to the pain
I’m finally free
Just another wasted song

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song was years in the making, and finishing it feels like closing the last door on a life I outgrew. “Goodbye” is not just for him—it’s a promise to myself. I poured every memory, every mistake, every ounce of hope and disillusionment into these lines. It’s the final word on a chapter that needed to end so I could finally start over, free.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

For 4Me2BeFree, this track marks a turning point—a true act of release and self-respect. We believe in making music that doesn’t just echo pain but transforms it into power and honesty. “Goodbye” is our manifesto for anyone standing at the threshold of letting go. Every track is a piece of real life, spun into something cinematic so others can find their own story in the sound.

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Goodbye

🔻 Song Insight

Be That Guy captures the moment when someone finally reaches through your darkness, offering you a way back into the world—and into yourself. It’s a story of transformation, where old pain gives way to new hope, and vulnerability becomes strength. The lyrics explore the courage it takes to open up, to stand by someone else, and to believe that healing and joy are possible—even after everything. This is the anthem for anyone who’s ever needed to be rescued, or who’s dared to be the one who saves.

🔻 Lyrics

Intro:
Let this take hold, all the parts of you
To be bold, I want to know it’s you I hold
The parts you keep inside
To stand by you and be that guy

Verse 1:
Time apart, your voice, your need for me
The best in both of us, we set free
Setting sights on what makes us believe
Breaking past, coming up free

Pre-Chorus:
I waited so long with a broken past
Time lapses—here you are at last
I feel alive inside, now the cast is cracked

Chorus:
Show me your heart, the broken and the whole
All your parts, I want to know
You make me want to be that guy
For the good, the bad, the scared, the love
Let me in, let me be the one I know I can be

Verse 2:
I owe you for what you found
A part of me buried underground
Your light pulled me from the dark
I wanted to know this is real
That this is how you feel

Bridge:
So much was lost, nothing left in this broken heart
But then you spoke, you sparked a thought—
Could this be the other half?
I’m watching this dream unfold
Let this be me—a love I can hold

Chorus:
Show me your heart, the broken and the whole
All your parts, I want to know
You make me want to be that guy
For the good, the bad, the scared, the love
Let me in, let me be the one I know I can be

Verse 3:
From within, this feeling long since dead
To care, to worry, and want to protect
Fight for your honor, maybe take your hand
A dream too soon, I know, but maybe you’ll understand
Too many stars align and I’ve gone blind
This light has shined just right to brighten our night

Outro:
So take my hand, say you understand
Tell me you will be my man
See my spark, the light now never dark

🔻 Personal Reflection

Be That Guy was written during a time when I wasn’t sure if I’d ever trust again. Sometimes, the universe hands you someone willing to reach back and pull you forward. For me, this song is about risking hope—about letting love resurrect the parts of me I thought were lost forever. It’s not about being perfect; it’s about being brave enough to show up, scars and all, and say, “Let me in. I want to be that guy.”

🔻 4Me2BeFree

Every 4Me2BeFree song aims to turn real, messy feelings into something cinematic. “Be That Guy” transforms vulnerability into a call for strength, inviting everyone to see their story reflected in the music. Our vision is to make every track a doorway: a way out of darkness, a reminder that healing and joy are always possible. We want our songs to feel like someone reaching out their hand—ready to pull you back into the light.

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Be That Guy

Intro:
When did this turn into a carport competition?
Not every hookup needs to be a demolition derby!

 Scrollin' through these apps, same tired old game
 Size queens checkin’, playin’ that shame
 “How long is your song?”—that’s wild, not my lane
 My stick don’t need a crane just to blow your domain

Verse 1:
 Caught up in ruts, askin’ me how I fuck
 Skippin’ the foreplay, y’all just pressin’ your luck
 Talkin’ like Salt-N-Pepa—yardstick parade
 But skill ain’t a number, that’s just the charade

🔥 “So before playin’ with words politically incorrect
 Y’all stutter out comments, just to flex and deflect
 I can’t relate to something so gaping, you need a crane
 Droppin’ grenades, blowin’ up—leave nothin’ the same”

You huntin’ for Holmes, I might play along
 But from where you start, this vibe’s all wrong
 Gifted, no complaints, never needed the boast
 But you chase what’s lost, missin’ the most

Chorus:
 I don’t need twelve to make you scream my name
 Know how to use it—now that’s real game
 Back in it, no lazy lay, put it all on display
 One night stand maestro—“It’s Jesus?” Nah, it’s me today

Verse 2:
 Size don’t mean ecstasy, that’s weak logic, babe
 Photoshop flexin’, all filters, all fake
 Locked jaw, hand cramp—never see you satisfied
 Real connection’s what you want, but you only chase the size

🔥 “Don’t tell me I can’t springboard into heaven’s zone
 Lazy-handed compressions, extraction alone
 Smash the backboard, headboard, make you beg for more
 Holdin’ on tight, drippin’ sweat on the floor”

Effort spills over, I’m settin’ up camp
 Pizza box open, like a midnight champ
 Biting down on verses, you’re speakin’ in tongues
 Feelin’ heaven rise up, while my devil’s got lungs

Bridge:
 Cyclone erupts, divine intervention
 Down under tremors, maximum tension
 Grab what you can, ‘cause the storm’s full-blown
 When I’m finished here, you’ll never feel alone

Hook/Breakdown:
 No lip service, no hot dog fame
 I take numbers—your last stop, change the game
 Shop prepped, floor clear, backdoor’s where I stand
 Hands free, no holdin’ back, poundin’ hand-in-hand

Bridge 2 / Callout:
 No lazy lay, I’m puttin’ in work
 Every thrust got you hooked, yeah, that’s the perk
 Ready to impale, it’s loaded and hot
 No probation, no cell, just hands-free shot

Chorus:
 I don’t need twelve to make ‘em scream my name
 Master of the craft—forever untamed
 Back into it, love on display
 One night legend, you know it’s me today

Outro:
 Hold it tight, ‘cause I’m comin’ back with a vengeance, see?
 Days and nights blur—your world redefined, eternally
 Rest it well, keep it tight, I’m ready tonight
 Lost in this anthem—yeah, I set it right.



Cyclone Eruptin

🔻 It's You Boy – Song Insight
Some loves are slow-burning. Some are fleeting. And then there’s the kind that consumes you whole—the kind you can’t resist, won’t deny, and don’t want to escape.

"It’s You Boy" is raw passion wrapped in electric energy—a love so intoxicating it feels like fate, a force so strong it bends reality.

This isn’t about innocence or hesitation—it’s about surrender, connection, and the fire that won’t be tamed. With gritty industrial breakdowns, haunting verses, and a chorus that hits like a tidal wave, this song is an anthem for the fearless, the bound, the ones who know love is more than just a feeling—it’s a force.

It’s devotion without apology.
It’s passion without restraint.
It’s you, boy.

🔻 It's You Boy – Lyrics
Intro
Ropes of desire, binding me still,
Under your weight, bending to will.
A taste of us, raw and consuming,
Infused and alive—this is no illusion.
It’s you, boy, the one I adore,
The only fire I’ll ever implore.

Pre-Bridge
You’re taking shape, a force outside,
No matter your plan, I’m on your side.

Bridge
Deny it now—it’s a futile fight.
Let’s tear this down before the night.

Verse 1
An addiction, a dangerous elixir,
Caught in the whiplash, it’s another ride inside.
Pulled under, surrendered, I’m tangled, it’s true,
A cycle repeated, something raw and new.
Breeded, defeated—this love is primed.
We’re lost in our rhythm, but we’re out of time.

Chorus
Our skin pressed close, a tactile tide,
A tapestry woven, and what I say will never fade—
We build this space, a home to live in tune—
A place for us to focus on me and you.

Verse 2
Nothing is lost in this endless crusade,
A war of emotions where memories are made.
We’re a bond, a pack, unbroken, so true,
This is me, this is you.

Verse 3
Take my hand and meet the roar,
Together we’ll break through every door.
Unfiltered, raw, emotions collide,
A love that stands, never denied.

Chorus
Our skin pressed close, a tactile tide,
A tapestry woven, where secrets reside.
What they say fades—we carve our space,
Griping and growing, forgiving the chase.

Verse 4
No permission sought, no duality,
This is the path—it’s destiny.
No fleeting chance, no misstep here,
Our bond transcends all doubt and fear.

Outro
No mistakes, no final glance,
This is no coincidence, this is our chance.
No do-overs, no last dance,
This must be our enchantment.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
Some songs are about love.
Some songs are about fire.
This one is about both.

"It’s You Boy" is more than just a song—it’s an experience. A journey through desire, devotion, and destiny. A sound that wraps around you like heat, like gravity, like fate itself.

If you’ve ever known a love so inevitable, so undeniable, so powerful it burns through everything— then this song was made for you.

Let it take you.

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"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

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