🔥 Trigger – Song Insight & Lyrics 🔥

🔻 Trigger – Song Insight
Some people don’t fight fair. They don’t throw fists—they twist words, play mind games, and push buttons just to watch you break. Trigger is about that raw, electric tension—the kind of chaos someone else creates but refuses to take responsibility for.

This song isn’t just about anger. It’s about clarity. It’s about the moment you realize that the one pulling the strings doesn’t control you anymore. The moment their games stop working.

Some wounds heal. Some become fuel. And some—some burn so deep they ignite something unstoppable.

🔻 Trigger – Lyrics
Verse 1
Your fucking head games,
Play whiplash on my brain.
Forcing me to see things,
That trigger something down in my soul…

Hating what you have made me.

Pre-Chorus
Over your head and through my spine,
Blood crashing into my mind.
You are the reason I wake to live.

Chorus
It's not my anger that makes you mad,
Slippery grip, losing ground—you start to fall.
Over your head and through my spine,
Blood crashing into my mind.

You are the reason I wake to live.

Verse 2
Your fucking head games,
You play whiplash on my brain.
Forcing me to see things,
Trigger something down inside me.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
Some battles aren’t fought with fists—they’re fought with resilience, clarity, and knowing exactly who the real enemy is. Trigger isn’t just a song. It’s a reckoning.

🔥 No more control. No more manipulation. This time, I decide what happens next.

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Trigger Something Down V3 (Remastered) (Explicit)

Caught in the Riptide by Nova J

[Verse 1]
I remember skipping class
Fifteen and feeling free
Ben McKinney, Logan Glass
Do those guys remember me?
Roll a blunt dipped in honey
Tell a joke, shit you’re funny

[Pre-Chorus]
I feel on top of the world

[Hook]
ooo-ehh, ooo-ehh, riptide-ayy
ooo-ehh, ooo-ehh, riptide-ayy

[Verse 2]
By nineteen, flashing lights
Little pills of ecstasy
Danced all night, lost my sight
Cash was gone so easily
Lines and bumps in bathroom stalls
Chasing highs that break the fall

[Pre-Chorus]
Still feel on top of the world

[Hook]
ooo-ehh, ooo-ehh, riptide-ayy
ooo-ehh, ooo-ehh, riptide-ayy

[Chorus]
Like I’m walking on white sand
And the water looks so kind
So I dive in, head and hands
But it chills me to the spine

[Main Hook]
Losing sight of the shoreline
Treading water to survive
I’m about to lose my life
‘Cause I’m caught in the riptide

[Verse 3]
Then came nights with no more light
Plumes of white in darkened rooms
Needles in the quiet fight
Sealing shadows to my doom
Light it up, bodies shaking
Shoot it up, future breaking

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m on the edge of the world

[Hook]
ooo-ehh, ooo-ehh, riptide-ayy
ooo-ehh, ooo-ehh, riptide-ayy

[Bridge]
By the water, walls came down
First time I could speak my heart
Little boy lost his ground
When his family fell apart
Big brother gone, abuse and lies
Divorce that burned through all my skies

[Final Hook]
I was sinking, I was fading
Nothing left to hold on to
Then I reached for something steady
And it pulled me back to you

[Transition]
Now I’m standing in the sun
With a love that pulled me through
All that pain became the waves
That carried me to you

[Final Chorus]
Now I’m walking on white sand
And the water feels so nice
So I dive in, head and hands
And it warms me deep inside

[Outro]
ooo-ehh, ooo-ehh, riptide-ayy
ooo-ehh, ooo-ehh, riptide-ayy

Treading water to survive

ooo-ehh, ooo-ehh, riptide-ayy

I was caught in the riptide

ooo-ehh, ooo-ehh, riptide-ayy

But with you, I’m alive 

ooo-ehh, ooo-ehh, riptide-ayy

[Instrumental Outro]

Caught in the Riptide

NORTHERN LIGHTS by Nova J

[Verse 1]
I saw the Northern Lights last night
Slicing the sky like birds in flight
The sun goes down, the shine departs
Half a year of endless dark
If you were here, I wouldn’t complain,
But I walk alone on this frozen lane.

[Pre-Chorus]
Through the cold, through the unknown,
This empty town don’t feel like home.
Your eyes were bright, steady, and true,
Now all I see is the dark without you.
(Oooooh oooooh)

[Chorus]
Just us two was all I knew
Now I’m still here, but half of me’s you
Win or lose, I can’t undo
The life we had, just me and you
(Oooooh oooooh)

[INSTRUMENTAL]
(Northern Lights… Northern Lights…)
Oooooh ooooh 
(Northern Lights… Northern Lights…)
Hmmmm

(Northern Lights… Northern Lights…)
Oooooh ooooh 
(Northern Lights… Northern Lights…)
Hmmmm

[Verse 2]
I’ve seen mountains split in two
But nothing broke me like losing you.
The earth can shake, the sky can fall
Saying goodbye’s the hardest blow of all
When sorrow calls, I can’t confide
I only whisper to the other side

[Pre-Chorus]
Through the fire, through the unknown
I stumble on, but I’m alone
Your hand once held me, your love the flame
Now I cry and call your name (mmm)

[Chorus]
Just us two, our time was true
But night keeps falling, I can’t break through
Win or lose, I’m bound to you
Just us two, without you

[INSTRUMENTAL]
(Northern Lights… Northern Lights…)
Oooooh ooooh 
(Northern Lights… Northern Lights…)

(Northern Lights… Northern Lights…)
Oooooh ooooh 
(Northern Lights… Northern Lights…)

[Bridge]
The colors rise where the shadows go
Green and violet, the heavens glow
I search the stars for a sign of your face
A fleeting spark in the vast of space

[Outro]
(Northern Lights… Northern Lights…)
Oooooh ooooh 
(Northern Lights… Northern Lights…)
Hmmmm

Through the cold, through the unknown,
This empty house don’t feel like home.
Your eyes were bright, steady, and true,
Now all I see is the dark without you.

(Northern Lights… Northern Lights…)
Oooooh ooooh 
(Northern Lights… Northern Lights…)
Hmmmm

(Northern Lights… Northern Lights…)
Oooooh ooooh 
(Northern Lights… Northern Lights…)

Just us two, our time was true
But night keeps falling, I can’t break through
Win or lose, I’m bound to you
Just us two, without you

(Northern Lights… Northern Lights…)
Oooooh ooooh 
(Northern Lights… Northern Lights…)
Hmmmm
(Northern Lights… Northern Lights…)

Just us two, without you

(Northern Lights… Northern Lights…)
Oooooh ooooh 
(Northern Lights… Northern Lights…)
Hmmmm
(Northern Lights… Northern Lights…)

Just us two, without you

[whistling]

Northern Lights

This song was created and written by: 
J J Samuels
The music, vocals and production were done by: 
J J Samuel 

#Pop #Rock #Electronic #Dark #Gritty #Sinister #Euphoric #Cinematic

Unholy Ghost

UNHOLY MARY by Nova J

[Spoken Intro]
I’ll give you until the count of five.
Then I do it.
5… 4… 3… 2… 1…

[Verse 1]
You cry wolf in the courthouse, you cry wolf in the pews
Every man who gets close leaves branded, accused
Unholy Mary, queen of shadows and schemes
You built your religion on your children’s screams

[Pre-Chorus]
Every story you spin gets heavier still
Like snow piling high on that house on the hill
(Unholy Mary… what happened to you?)

[Verse 2]
You lock all the windows, you deadbolt the door
Homeschool their silence, they don’t dream anymore
You search for new labels, new ways to get paid
But the mirror reflects every debt you’ve made

[Pre-Chorus]
Every promise you broke turned colder with time
Your letters to God just excuses in rhyme
(Unholy Mary… what happened to you?)

[Chorus]
Unholy Mary, where do you hide?
(Unholy Mary… where do you hide?)
Your children are shadows, they stand by your side
(Unholy Mary…)
The mirror won’t answer, it just looks right through
 (Unholy Mary… what happened to you?)
Unholy Mary, what happened to you?
(Unholy Mary… what happened to you?!)

[Bridge]
Vanity binds you, your mercy decays
Loneliness lingers, you’re lost in the maze
Your children bear burdens they never should know
You pray for redemption, but the mercy won’t show

[Outro]
Snow falling steady on your backyard gate
The candles burn out, but you’re still awake
It’s your fate. Oh Mary. It’s your fate.
Your fate. Your fate.

[Instrumental Close]

Unholy Mary

🔻 Song Insight

Title: Was I the Last One
Artist: 4Me2BeFree

“Was I the Last One” is a cinematic, emotionally raw ballad exploring the ache of loving someone lost to addiction—and the even deeper pain of realizing you may have been the last to love them for real. The lyrics move through memory, regret, and that strange state of loving a person who’s already gone, even as they remain physically present. It’s about the way addiction stains everything: relationships, trust, self-worth, and time. Even as the song wrestles with anger, loss, and helplessness, it finds a kind of bittersweet closure in the knowledge that the love you gave was genuine—something the other person might never truly grasp. The song stands as a message to anyone who’s loved an addict: you’re not alone in your grief, your confusion, or your longing for peace.

🔻 Lyrics
Intro:
distorted phone ringing:, faint static:

Verse 1:
The power in my pain, aching in these veins  
Needle ruptures—as your stain takes hold  
Phone idles, it’s these moments that remain  
Stuck in like glue, nothing I say, nothing to do  

Pre-Chorus:
It’s you in what I lost  
Things you broke and tossed  
Every fiber of me  
Splinters—inside of you  

Chorus 1:
Vision blurred in my mind  
Parts I can no longer find  
Skin, eyes, and your lips  
Every part—I used to miss 

Refrain:
My moments slow to hours  
Days stretched, just waiting  
Now gone—it’s hollow our rings  

Verse 2:
The thing that scares me  
Was I the last one?  
I hope it’s not true  
to be the last to love you  

Interlude:
Is this what it’s like  
For the loved ones who fight?  
Tired words keep falling  
Tell me, how do I stall  
To fix these broken parts

Bridge Part 1:
Will I regret what I tried?  
Maybe I should have lied  
What did I do for you?  

Bridge Part 2:
If that phone rings, I'll know the truth  
The end has come, there’s nothing to do  
I will fall, and a part of me dies with you  
this pain inside—can’t... escape... this place

Hook / Chorus 2:
I have to focus on the pain  
Stay awake for all my mistakes  
It won’t solve this now  
No longer about us  

Refrain / Post-Chorus:
It’s only when sleep wakes me, and you can’t breathe  
I used to watch your chest rise and fall  
To think it could stop—with nothing at all  

Outro:
With every break and every pain  
And you, too, take this away  
But not the part that has to wait  
That I have to keep  
That I have to keep  

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song was written at the edge of loss, when you realize you’ve already grieved the relationship and are now preparing for the actual goodbye. I poured every ounce of love, regret, and helplessness into these lines—anger, sorrow, and the strange peace of finally letting go. Addiction doesn’t just take someone away; it makes you mourn them while they’re still breathing. For anyone loving an addict, it’s okay to feel the whole spectrum: love, hate, hope, and resignation. Your love was real. That’s what matters.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

As 4Me2BeFree, I create songs that turn pain into cinematic story—tracks for those who feel everything a little too deeply. “Was I the Last One” continues that mission: unfiltered emotions, hard truths, but always a glimmer of healing in the sound. My music exists to be both a mirror and a balm for anyone navigating the messiest corners of love and loss.

🔻 Copyright Notice

All lyrics and content featured in this post are protected under copyright (© 2025) and have been securely time-locked and validated through a crypto-based verification system to ensure originality and ownership. Unauthorized reproduction or distribution of any part of these works without explicit consent is strictly prohibited.



Was I The Last One

This song was written and created By:
J J Samuel
The production, vocals and music were done by: 
J J Samuel

#IndieRock #AlternativeRock #NewWave #DanceRock #Anthem #Comical #Sarcastic #Fun #Witty #Upbeat #SynthPop #SingAlong #ClubBeats #NewMusic #Music2025

Dive into this sarcastic, upbeat indie-rock anthem that blends alternative rock, new wave, and dance-rock vibes with a groovy, danceable edge! I created a funky new sound and added an Upbeat synth and guitar lead melody and a pulsing club drum beat, this track delivers a catchy, memorable melody perfect for a witty sing-along. Inspired by lyrics of love’s wild addiction—jolt to veins, fevered dreams, and a heart’s boom boom boom—this is your go-to for anthemic guitars and synth-driven fun. Turn it up and try not to get addicted!

Lyrics, 

[Verse 1]

It hit me quick, like a jolt to my veins,
Your wicked grin sent a buzz through my brain.
Was it your eyes or your blonde hair?
I don’t know! I’m caught in your stare.

[Pre-Chorus]

Ooh, when you walked in, you lit the room up like a flare,
My heart’s pounding, feel you floating in the air.
I’m a goner, yeah, I’m losing control,
You’re a virus running wild in my bones.

[Chorus]

You’ve infected me, I’m hooked on your love,
Can’t get enough, you’re all I’m dreaming of.
My heart’s a drum, goes boom boom boom,
I’m addicted to your love, and I’m doomed!

[Verse 2]

Just a Saturday night, same old routine,
Then you spun around, like a fevered dream.
I said, “Sorry, but you’re looking so fine tonight,”
One touch, and you hijacked my mind outright.

[Pre-Chorus]

Ooh, when you walked in, you lit the room up like a flare,
My heart’s pounding, feel you floating in the air.
I’m a goner, yeah, I’m losing control,
You’re a virus running wild in my bones.

[Chorus]

You’ve infected me, I’m hooked on your love,
Can’t get enough, you’re all I’m dreaming of.
My heart’s a drum, goes boom boom boom,
I’m addicted to your love, and I’m doomed!

[Verse 3]

Your laugh’s a toxin, it’s pulling me in,
That cheeky wink’s got my head in a spin.
Every glance, every move that you make,
I’m a junkie for the thrill I can’t shake.

[Pre-Chorus]

Ooh, when you walked in, you lit the room up like a flare,
My heart’s pounding, feel you floating in the air.
I’m a goner, yeah, I’m losing control,
You’re a virus running wild in my bones.

[Bridge]

If I die right now with you by my side,
I’d be a happy man, no tears to cry.
Your smile’s contagious, it’s all that I need,
You’re the one, girl, you’re my sweetest disease.

[Chorus - Extended]

You’ve infected me, I’m hooked on your love,
Can’t get enough, you’re all I’m dreaming of.
My heart’s a drum, goes boom boom boom,
I’m addicted to your love, and I’m doomed!
You’ve infected me, I’m hooked on your love,
Can’t get enough, you’re my sweetest drug.
My heart’s a drum, goes boom boom boom,
I’m addicted to your love, and I’m doomed!

[Outro]

I’m addicted to your love, yeah, I’m doomed,
Your smile’s a toxin, got me consumed.

[End]

Addicted

🔻 Song Insight

“12 Ravens” is a dystopian spoken word journey that peels back the layers of illusion in modern life. Built on a Matrix-inspired soundscape, the song explores the blurred lines between reality, perception, and the inner need for meaning. In a world obsessed with more—more truth, more comfort, more distraction—“12 Ravens” is a reckoning with the questions we all carry but rarely ask. It’s not about surrendering to cynicism; it’s a challenge to recognize the systems that confine us, while daring to define our own moral compass and rediscover what it means to be awake.


🔻 Personal Reflection

This track isn’t a declaration of my personal faith or worldview—it’s a creative exploration of what it means to live inside the machine. I do believe in life beyond this world, just not as a simple escape or reward. “12 Ravens” challenges both the comfort of certainty and the paralysis of cynicism. At the end of the day, I believe in acting from a real compass: giving because you care, being someone others look up to, not just “winning.” The system is real, but so is our power to choose how we show up inside it. Sometimes, seeing the lie is the first step to finding what’s true.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

“12 Ravens” fits into the vision of 4Me2BeFree by turning raw emotion and existential questioning into a cinematic, immersive journey. Our music isn’t about answers—it’s about awakening. Every track is a story, a challenge, and an invitation to look deeper. By blending personal struggle with bold soundscapes, we transform the chaos of the world into art that helps listeners feel seen and inspired to question, awaken, and be free.

🔻 Copyright Notice

All lyrics and content featured in this post are protected under copyright (© 2025) and have been securely time-locked and validated through a crypto-based verification system to ensure originality and ownership. Unauthorized reproduction or distribution of any part of these works without explicit consent is strictly prohibited.

12 Ravens

🔻 Song Insight

Title: To Be Alive
Sometimes a song doesn’t just come from life—it arrives out of the haunted territory between dreams and waking. “To Be Alive” was born from the echo of a night terror that didn’t leave a memory, but left its mark on my soul. It’s a confession from the edge of survival, the struggle to own the only self I have left, and a message for anyone who’s been trapped by pain they can’t put into words. The song’s layers—raspy vocals, shifting tempos, and atmospheric instrumentation—mirror the push and pull of trauma and hope. This is what it sounds like when your own mind is both the battleground and the sanctuary.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
I’m tired of this skin
the shit in my head
trapped on the inside
just want to hide

[Verse 1]
Screams, nightly echoes cry
falling from my walls
I want to survive
can’t breathe, awaken by lies

[Pre-Chorus]
I wanted change to save me
rearrange dreams
I build a will, 
I'll try, 
knowing I'm alive

[Chorus]
You don’t get these parts
can’t break what’s inside
I own this life,
my path I wear with pride
I will survive, I will live

[Verse 2]
Crime, it’s time that decays
mangled mind that strays
rotten thoughts in brine
blood drains as I fade

[Verse 3]
I’m yelling at this silence on the inside
stones I carried alone
I paid the price, I atoned
looking for a home

[Bridge]
Broken, with no repair in sight
outdated—an empty fight
parts of me slip by, fading,
I had to see what was right

[Chorus]
You don’t get these parts
can’t break what’s inside
I own this life,
my path I wear with pride
I will survive, I will live

[Breakdown / Outro]
Damned if I stay in this place
to hell with all your empty grace
without hope, I fight to grow
you can take what’s owed
but not the part that makes me free
I own my life, I own my path
I will survive, I will live
just to be alive

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song came from a night of dreams that woke me with my own screams—a place I don’t need to remember to know what it’s about. I’m grateful I forget those dreams, because my waking reality has been enough. I hurt for the version of me that still lives them every night, fighting alone. I wouldn’t wish what I’ve gone through on anyone, and this song is how I speak to that space that still haunts me long after the death of my relationship.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

At 4Me2BeFree, every song is an act of cinematic truth-telling. “To Be Alive” turns personal struggle into shared experience, using layered soundscapes and honest lyrics to create something that resonates beyond words. This is our mission: to transform pain into power and isolation into connection, so no one feels alone with what haunts them.

🔻 Copyright Notice

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To Be Alive

Chemicals by Nova J

[Verse 1]
We’re sitting in a circle on a basement floor
Sharing bottles, chasing something we can’t name anymore
The lawyer’s still in his tie, but he’s losing his home
Dealer’s got the power now, and he won’t let it go

[Pre-Chorus]
He looks so calm with the smoke around his head
Like he found peace, but I know his dreams are dead

[Chorus]
And he keeps talking ‘bout the chemicals
Like they’re medicine, like they’re saving him
But I can see the writing on the wall
It’s critical, it’s pitiful
The way we fall for chemicals

[Verse 2]
I took a ride on a ship too far from land
Bought my comfort in a hallway with a shaky hand
Flashing lights and bodies pressing, but I felt the sea
Rising in my bloodstream, dragging under me

[Pre-Chorus]
I woke up in a cabin, faces I don’t know
The story never changes, just the cast in the show

[Chorus]
And I keep talking ‘bout the chemicals
Like they’re medicine, like they’re healing me
But it’s a carousel I can’t get off
It’s cynical, it’s biblical
The way I pray to chemicals

[Bridge]
I watched a friend turn blue on a hotel floor
Two strangers slipped away and stepped out the door
I swore I’d never be the one to meet that fate
But here I am, still bargaining with chemicals again

[Final Chorus]
And we keep talking ‘bout the chemicals
Like they’re medicine, like they’re heaven-sent
But the spiral always feels unstoppable
It’s beautiful, it’s terrible
The way we worship chemicals

Chemicals

🔻 Song Insight

“Lollipops, Sugar & Spice” is a playful, surreal, and subversive journey through desire and temptation. Beneath the candy-coated surface, the track explores longing, blurred boundaries, and the chaotic fun of letting go. It’s about the wild mix of sweetness and darkness inside us all—the thrill of exploring pleasure, breaking old rules, and searching for connection in a world where innocence and kink collide. Every chorus tastes like freedom, every verse stirs up the shadows. It’s sticky, sensual, and unexpectedly deep.

🔻 Lyrics

[Intro]
A fire ignited, it burns inside
Dimensions hiding in corners of time

[Verse 1]
Looking back, it’s fading away
Wrapped inside, we start to play
Sparks fly—could it be true?
Hoping, maybe it’s you?

[Chorus]
Lollipops, sugar and spice
You’re down for anything nice
Sweet with a side of kink
Candy, lemonade and ice
All the things that I like

[Interlude]
Floating out, I’m seeing stars
Lost in flavors, here we are
Sweet confusion, wonderland
Touch my heart with sticky hands

[Verse 2]
Catholic bells had no tone
All these sins had gone on
Can’t find feet for hands
A blinded spiral, something viral
Druggin’, undone, and spun
Still seeing double
State your crime, or burn in hell

[Bridge]
Oh Daddy, Father please
It’s a mistake, complicated
Nothing worth saying
Turning wine to water
And bread to mold

[Chorus]
Lollipops, sugar and spice
You’re down for anything nice
Sweet with a side of kink
Candy, lemonade and ice
All the things that I like

[Refrain]
Am I dreaming, am I awake?
Running circles, candy breaks
Oh, these cravings I can’t shake
Let’s play again, for sugar’s sake

[Outro]
Turning wine to water
And bread to mold

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song is the product of late-night DMs, wild cravings, and letting myself wander into places where joy and trouble mingle. “Lollipops, Sugar & Spice” came from memories that are part sweet, part wicked—times I let go of the past and let the moment take over. Sometimes, you just have to stop apologizing for your cravings and lean all the way in. This is me doing exactly that.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

For 4Me2BeFree, every song is a cinematic experience, a story that isn’t afraid to blur lines or get messy. “Lollipops, Sugar & Spice” is another chapter in our mission to make music that’s as playful, raw, and complicated as life itself. Our sound is about breaking rules, mixing nostalgia with the now, and always giving listeners something to chew on—emotionally and sonically.

🔻 Copyright Notice

"All lyrics and content featured in this post are protected under copyright (© 2025) and have been securely time-locked and validated through a crypto-based verification system to ensure originality and ownership. Unauthorized reproduction or distribution of any part of these works without explicit consent is strictly prohibited."

Lollipops, sugar and spice - Sugar

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

Trigger Something Down V3 (Remastered) (Explicit)

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