"I will never know"is a poetic descent into the fog of dementia — a song about the slow unravelling of self, memory, and the bonds that once defined a life. Through vivid imagery of fading books, lost seasons, and fractured identity, the piece explores the quiet tragedy of watching the world slip away from within.
It is a lament for the person we were, and the love that struggles to remain when names, faces, and moments drift into shadow.
A haunting reflection on memory, identity, and the ache of becoming a stranger to your own life.

I will never know -2

"For Forever" from the DEAR EVAN HANSEN

"If I Could Tell Her" from the DEAR EVAN HANSEN

"Only Us" from the DEAR EVAN HANSEN

IG - benchambers

Well it was always going to happen.
I haven't recorded a musical theatre cover in forever but this song wouldn't leave my head and I've been infatuated with Pasek and Paul's work since doing a workshop with them in 2015.
Here is my cover of "Waving Through A Window" from Dear Evan Hansen.

"Waving Through A Window" - Dear Evan Hansen

Waving Through A Window pre-brodway

Requiem from Dear Evan Hansen

Dear Evan Hansen - Full Soundtrack

So it's been on my list for forever, and due to struggling lately it gave me a perfect opportunity to blast this out. God bless musical theatre.

I know it's not spot on to the original, I kinda just needed to sing out emotion and I'm happy with the finished product so BAM

Emily Downing's Album

She Used to be Mine  [Waitress]

Dead Mom | Beetlejuice The Musical

"Superboy and the Invisible Girl"

Waving Through A Window pre-brodway

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