you say dont wear that you say wear this you say dont do that i dont give a shit  you say i asked for it i didnt ask for it too much make up not enough
make your fuckin mind up
clothes do not define me breasts do not define me you do not define me 

i am woman

you say dont go out after dark you say dont walk through the park at night if you do hold your keys in your hand and be ready to fight
if i have to fight gonna go for the eyes gonna go for the balls and after it all i put my foot on your chest and scream 

i am woman
 hear me roar 
i am woman hear me roar

stop the suffocation manipulation violation
stop the exploitation subjugation violation

you say

Train Ride Through Space

Always Watching You (2017) Anthology CD1 Track 01

Sometimes when I'm driftin' on a cloud
of Blu Dream smoke...
I forget my grievance
I smile at spaces in my view
where years ago...I watched U
the babe I could not leave
the eyes so familiar
and I turn to see an older muse
the awkward teen
broken hearted by a love so new
O my one
...my only...son, what happened
can U give me a clue
cause this weight upon my breast
is meant to thoroughly arrest
and I'm down...I'm barely movin'
for the pain...what're U proving?
that U can kill but still let me live
that U have a will...like a pill U shouldn't give
cause U feel righteous the facts don't hold U up
and gossip as U will
those slams make U a thug
yea
O my one
my only son
what happened to ya
O Oh what happened...my son

To Thoroughly Arrest

Floating Clouds (2017) Anthology CD4 Track 11

Proud (2017) Anthology CD4 Track 12

Try on someone else you "Dirty Old Bastard"
You've got the wrong person
Produced in the
ARAPA Music Studio 
29.7.2024

Sugar Daddy

[Verse 1]
You said goodbye, left me here
Lost and shattered, filled with fear
Pieces of my heart scattered wide
In this broken zone, nowhere to hide
Memories haunt, your voice lingers on
Every dream I had is now gone
Struggling to find a place to mend
Wishing for this pain to end

[Verse 2]
The days are long, the nights are cold
In this space where stories unfold
Every beat of the song, mends my soul
Every note brings back control
Healing whispers in the air
Guiding me out of this despair
In the music, I find my peace
Piece by piece, the pain will cease

[Bridge]
You thought you'd found (the) love of your life,
But you were just a trigger point,
To win back someone else,
You thought your efforts would build your bond,
But you were just a second choice,
In their wait for something else.
Piece by piece, the pain will cease

[Verse 3 (not included in this mix)]
Don't stay with some' who doesn't care
About things you do, love you share
There might be some', already there
Waiting for you, a love that's rare  
Look beyond what feels like home
To find a place where love has grown
Sometimes comfort isn't what you need
See what's good for you, let your heart be freed

[Chorus]
In the broken zone, hearts remain unspoken,
Trying to heal, where everything's been broken,
Through the darkness, through the night,
Searching for a ray of light.

[Chorus 2]
In the broken zone, hearts now outspoken,
Healing the fractures, the chains are broken,
Through the darkness, through the night,
We found our way, in the ray of light.

In the Broken Zoon [Love Of Your Life Mix]

Nuance is a collection of songs that weave together a story through the ebb and flow of life. The name came to me during a burst of inspiration—“Nuance” just felt right. Life, art, and music are all rich with subtle shades of meaning. They’re full of contrast, like yin and yang.
The album opens with a burst of high energy and gradually winds down into an almost meditative state. It journeys through different musical styles and explores a range of topics, reflecting a time in my life marked by intense experiences. Themes of love, struggles, healing, and transformation echo throughout—paired with a deep yearning for inner strength, peace, and unity. At its core, this album is a heartfelt expression of my passion for creating music.




Healing

Grim Blossom, Crimson Petals is a blood-soaked boom bap opera that drapes Japanese folklore in vinyl dust and streetwear paranoia. It’s elegance with bruises—part yōkai fever dream, part noir requiem scored by Grimes Benton

Cherry Blossoms on Surveillance Tape

3 Textures Grid(s):  Abandonned Voices, Electric Swarms, Piano Whisper

Elven Dream

Latest Updates: 
From 1st June 2025, celebrating 10 years of KORG KRONOS music with lots of brand new music showcasing the wonders of this iconic workstation in all it's glory. Also as a nod to the release of the KRONOS 3, which will take KORG into the next generation.
All my albums in full quality are available on Bandcamp, please check out the link below.
Have recently taken a short holiday to recharge my batteries and top up my creative juices. Thank you to all my followers for your continued support and encouragement, means the world to me.
Over 10K minutes uploaded, over 1500 tracks - am sure there is something in there for everybody to enjoy. I love making music. Hope it matters to you.
Am posting some Jarre sounding pieces as homage to my lifelong hero of electronic music, using some of the sounds and instruments he has used along the way. Jar of Jarre is my collection of memorable sounds which have changed the way we appreciate modern electro.
Keep an eye out for my new collection of 2024 Remastered best of tracks, coming soon.
New year, new start. Back on the search for good music and inspiration. Will be featuring a lot of my older work remastered this year, seems like a long time since I began my composing journey back in 2000.
Happy New Year to all my followers, May 2025 be filled with musical magic. 
Thank you for all your kind comments and support throughout 2024 I do appreciate it. Stay safe and love each other.
All my remastered best tunes from 2015 to 2023 are now available to buy on Bandcamp.
Am back to making regular music now but sorry no Christmas songs this year. This time of year is very hard for me as it is when my father became very ill and died in the new year 2010. I still miss him very much but hope he would be proud of my musical journey, he is my number one inspiration.
Just a quick personal note on AI and music. I think it is not a good thing for the creative side of music and a lot of it comes without feelings or soul. Creativity is a gift, and should be greatly valued, cherished and nurtured. Music is what makes us human and can never be replaced by a computer.
Finished remastering up to and including 2023 now. Has been a mammoth task but well worth the effort. Next year I shall be working on a remastered series of my pre KORG days 2000 to 2008, in 8 volumes, as well as celebrating in style my 10 years of KRONOS magic, can't wait for 2025.
Have now amassed over 1000 tracks on SC (that's over 8000 minutes of music) and it has been a blast sharing them with you all. Next year 2025, marks the 10th anniversary of the start of my KORG journey.
Am currently putting together a remastered Anthology collection of all my best tracks from 2015 onwards. 2015 consists of a 3 volume set (Now available on Bandcamp). 2016 consists of a 4 volume set. (Also available on Bandcamp). 2017 consists of a 4 volume set. (Available on Bandcamp) 2018 consists of a 4 volume set. (Also available on Bandcamp). 2019 consists of a 4 volume set. (Now available on Bandcamp). 2020 consists of a 3 volume set (now available on Bandcamp).
If you would like to listen to more of Magician, especially retro older tracks please checkout Bandcamp (see link below).
Have recently been rediscovering some of my older music pre KORG days and remastering for uploading to my cloud. Hope you like. Seems such a long time ago now.
I have been lucky to have music in my life, and now the time to explore how it can affect other people. I have discovered many new talented artists on SC and am happy to encourage and support their work; from small beginnings come great things. Please be inspired to be your best, inspire others too, encourage those who lack the inner courage to move forward, and together we can make music make a difference in all our lives.
Am spending a lot more time on my music now since retiring from work in July 2020. Always learning new techniques and honing my craft. Am comfortable now with all chord sequences throughout the scales and loving improvising with the help of my mighty KORG still. Am still trying to give my full support and encouragement to all SC users and some latest (you know who you are), are developing nicely. Be good to one another, be gracious to others, leave your ego out of your life and above all else remember there is always someone worse off than yourself. 
Please be kind to each other, to be happy with our lot without jealousy or greed; to give without asking the cost; to love as if there is no tomorrow; to share and inspire others who may be less fortunate than us; most of all to enjoy life for the joy of living, for we know not what the morning brings - stay safe my friends, be strong and always stay positive; remember life changes - DON'T let it change you!!  
Music is my life - has helped me through many dark places, is a big part of who I am. I put my heart and soul into every single piece of music I produce. I have found many wonderful friends on SC and many exciting talented people.  Been writing and producing music now for 40 years plus. Specialised in electronic based orchestral compositions. I have created my own genre which I call 'electrorchestration'.
Favourite artists/bands include Gary Numan, Little Boots, Jools Holland, Eno, Edgar Froese (1944-2015), Jordan Rudess, Kebu, Madis, Keith Emerson (1944-2016), Rick Wakeman, Richard Wright (1943-2008), Pink Floyd, Tangerine Dream, Vangelis, Jean Michel Jarre, M83, Public Service Broadcasting, Dream Theater, ELP, Yes and Mystery to name but a few.
Click on link below to Bandcamp for more music from my collection

Floating Clouds (2017) Anthology CD4 Track 11

Magi©ian™ (Making music make a difference)