"Even Though" Electronic music with vocals

Even Though

whatch the video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a0hN3Ltfm0Y
Here is my latest creation inspired by my abandonment syndrome. Enjoy
Thanks for your attention, guys!

Lyric down below
Io non so più 
come difendermi 
se tu mi spari al cuore senza un alibi
fuggi via da me
Mi fa male questo vuoto
Forse un giorno ti perdonerò
Non so perché ti sto inseguendo
Dentro di me io ti condanno
ma nei sogni ci sei solo tu
L’amore miete troppe vittime 
ma stare soli non si può
mi illumini di sole quando vuoi
ma poi è di nuovo notte fra di noi
Nuvole nere
Che minacciano
Di infradiciarmi il cuore fino all’anima
Come bolle blu
Sono vuote le parole
quando trovi scuse inutili
Mi porta via quest’alluvione
destinazione non so dove
Volo via e così mi salverò
L’amore miete troppe vittime 
ma stare soli non si può
mi illumini di sole quando vuoi
ma poi  è di nuovo notte fra di noi
vivere
non si può scegliere
ed io in fondo scelgo sempre te
Sabbie mobili
Non respiro sotto il fango
Non vedo mani tese verso me
imbambolato sui tuoi occhi
In estasi quando mi tocchi
Voglio indietro la mia dignità
amore mio non ce la faccio
voglio da te l’ultimo abbraccio 
e poi ti giuro… non mi vedrai  più
ma i più
 mai più

I don't know anymore
how to defend myself
if you shoot me in the heart without an alibi
run away from me
This emptiness hurts me
Maybe one day I'll forgive you
I don't know why I'm chasing you
Inside me I condemn you
but in dreams there's only you
Love claims too many victims
but being alone is not possible
you light me up with the sun whenever you want
but then it's night between us again
Black clouds
That threaten
To soak my heart to the soul
Like blue bubbles
Words are empty
when you find useless excuses
This flood takes me away
destination I don't know where
I fly away and that's how I'll save myself
Love claims too many victims
but being alone is not possible
you light me up with the sun whenever you want
but then it's night between us again
living
is not possible to choose
and deep down I always choose you
Quicksand
I can't breathe under the mud
I don't see hands reaching out to me
dazed on your eyes
In ecstasy when you touch me
I want my dignity back
my love I can't do it
I want the last hug from you
and then I swear... you won't see me again
but the most
never again

L'ultimo abbraccio (the last hug)

ICE CORAL..

Remote horizon

«WALKING UNDER THE MULBERRY TREES». Op.91 (2017). New edition and execution (2025).

a growing indifference

___________________________


roses and thorns will not release me
I try to get along, 'doesn't come easy
it isn't the money or the phony power play
y' just don't want me in the most familiar way

I've seen your eyes
with a new distance
that won't be denied
a growing indiff'rence
oh, yes, oh my
poor me, and mine

no burning rubber, 'barely rollin' slow
talk your lover, go tell him, let him know

that I've seen your eyes
stranger than fiction
that won't be defined
a growing indiff'rence
I guess, love resigned
poor me, and mine
 
now from a distance
a growing indiff'rence

change clothes and go
poor me, and mine

a growing indifference

Mindworks (2008)

Forever Relentless

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Tree - Heady

Andrew Ev - Pop

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