Lyrics:
So lost in my head
Stricken with grief
All the pain and loss, 
Drove to insanity
Completely enraptured by the volcanity
I'm left on the floor, with my face in my knees 

Looking into each others eyes
Drunk slow dancing to the oldies
I think I am love with you
I smiled as you said to me
Holding each other tight
Interlocked while we sleep
Thought I finally found my love,
But I had sewn what I reaped
I knew self sabotage 
Would get the best of me
A new love you will find
As I will also find mine
Share our lives with lovers new
The cords that raveled our souls will unbind 

I wish we were meant to be. 
But life isn't always so kind. 
We must our separate ways
As our fates are no longer aligned
There's somebody for you
There's somebody for me 

Though we tried our best
I feel it was destiny
I transformed you, 
You transformed me


Someday you'll find your love, 
And I'll find the love for me
I wasn't meant for you
You weren't meant for me
Our memories of us will fade away 
Cupids strings 
Will longer play our melody 

Someday we'll be strangers
We'll pass each other by
We won't feel the same
When we look into each others eyes
Our songs no longer playing
Our memories fading

Vocals: Denaira
Guitar: Denaira
Lyrics: Denaira
Songwriting: Denaira

Cupid's Strings

Hourglass empty by John Caserta https://thenounproject.com/browse/icons/term/hourglass-empty/
Noun Project (CC BY 3.0)

time's up

why don't we go outside?

vivrant thing by q-tip x move along by all american rejects x ghostride by crumb

Lyrics:
Sometimes I feel 
Everyone around me is sleepwalking 
And I'm the only one awake
Sometimes I feel lost in the dark 
While everyone else 
Already found their way 

I'm fucked up and I'm filthy
My edges are rough and I'm guilty
I ride the tides of life alone
I climb this mountain with broken bones 

Loser in love
Loser in life
I'm surrounded by moss 
Covered in vines 

The earth swallows me whole 
I say it'll be the last time
But my heart is too soft
I drowned myself in red wine 

I ride the tides of life alone
But I'm healing all my broken bones
My soul, this earth will never tame
My passion for this life burns, 
A never ending flame

Credits:
Vocals: Denaira
Guitar: Denaira
Lyrics: Denaira
Songwriting: Denaira

Released August 11, 2025

Never Ending Flame

vocals from "up the junction" by squeeze over my remix of "lady your roof brings me down" by scott weiland

up the junction by squeeze x bringin' me down by ian sutherland (first draft)

up the junction by squeeze x scratch that by ian sutherland (first draft)

SPARK MASTER TAPE - PARDON MY ABSiiNTH (ian sutherland remix)

the question remains the same x blowin up in the world (rough draft/idea)

KKALLABASSASSTACKS

I'm slowly fading
From all the heaviness,
My chest is concaving
Causing me to sink into the dark
All these blows to my heart
Have surely left their mark

I can't let go

I can't let go

Nobody will ever know
I am locked in a cage
Drowning in anguish
and supressed rage

Through purgatory I am falling
Yet this ache I feel is so enthralling
Curiosity and wonder for what is true
Though it is not meant for me,
I am happy it is meant for you

It's too late for me now
Lost in the dark
I never found my way out
This world has forgotten me

So I bleed
In purgatory I stand
My soul aches
There is nobody to hold my hand

Lost, so lost
It is so cold here
Emptiness and desolation
Eternal sorrow, wretchedness and fear


But I wish upon you all the love
All the love I never got to see
My young heart tainted by depravity

Credits:

Released August 18, 2025

Vocals: Denaira
Lyrics: Denaira
Songwriting: Denaira
Guitar: Denaira

time's up

Ian Sutherland