Hi! I love your music. Would you mind if I use it on my vlog? Thanks

at an age where this hits hard—feeling the pressure of life, caught between having so much time yet not nearly enough.

Wow ! 😮 I love it May I please use this in my YouTube vlog, I will give the proper credits 🥺✨

Can't Seem To

Wrote/recorded this song in early 2021. 

Was going through my old files and thought I'd share here. <3

a step back

wrote this when i was 16 and recorded a demo on my 17th bday, finally did a rerecording of it today bc i just rlly like this song and wanted it out there

~lyrics~
What a monster I’ve created over years of not knowing how
What a beast I have become after every moment my mood crashed down
Now my arms are growing stronger, and my nails have become claws
To tear away at my saddened face and leave once and for all

What a horror I’ve unleashed after a lifetime of holding back
Bottled up my everything and then my bottle went and cracked
Now infinite emotion pours into a finitе house
And when the sunlight comеs and the walls are filled i won’t make it out

So sing me a story of your life
Put your memories deep into me
So I have something warm and bright
Please sing me a story of your highest times
So I have something to hold onto when i die
To the hands of suicide

My body’s become darkness
And my mind’s become the light
I’m a mystery cradled in the night
In a bed of just not knowing
What is wrong from what is right
Switch me back around so I can die
To the hands of suicide

My body’s become darkness
And my mind’s become the light
Switch me back around so I can die
To the hands of suicide



The Hands Of Suicide

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The Moon

caring for you

Saturn, Saturn glows 
She'd reach her hands out (and) try to hold 
Speech made out of sounds of crickets and rustling on the ground

Swimming in her school's little pond with a garden's perfect view 
Holding her breath underwater, puts herself up to the test

a step back

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