She called me on the phone last night 
I could tell that something wasn’t right 
Silence followed by a heavy sigh 
Said these words and she began to cry 

If I were you
I would really wanna kill myself too 
At times I feel 
Like I wanna end my life and drown in pills

He drifted into sorrow and pain 
I never knew what I could say 
To help him alleviate his ache 
I wonder what goes on inside his head

If I were you 
I would really wanna kill myself too
At times I feel 
Like I wanna end my life and drown in pills 

If I were you 
I would hurt me just to make myself feel 
I hope it heals 
Only wish to feel whole again
 
I don’t wanna live 
If everyday feels like I’m dying 
I’m hurting

Mixed by Zuirfan Jamil

If I Were You

Can't Seem To

Wrote/recorded this song in early 2021. 

Was going through my old files and thought I'd share here. <3

a step back

clementine

The Moon

caring for you

Saturn, Saturn glows 
She'd reach her hands out (and) try to hold 
Speech made out of sounds of crickets and rustling on the ground

Swimming in her school's little pond with a garden's perfect view 
Holding her breath underwater, puts herself up to the test

a step back

Ian Fredrickson