golden glitter light storm

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all the songs i have recorded (including the embarrassing ones from freshman year of high school)

Originals

i float across the lonely ocean
blank stares and love potions
as days drift by to months i’m slowly losing patience 
were you real or were you just my imagination 

too good to be true turned out to be just a lie
now thousands of forced laughs turn to a million hidden cries
i miss the days of excitement of love and of sin
now the ocean pulls me out while your tide pulls me in

i’m feeling a bit dizzy car exhaust fuels my dreams
butterflies float above me masked by raindrops, smoke and screens
now i locked myself alone drifting off to the sea
ooh god only knows what is in store for me

dreamland

** I uploaded this song to streaming, and for copyright reasons it cannot be used in youtube videos any longer :( ! Please feel free to use a different song of mine in your video! **

it’s warmer and brighter and nicer this march
than it ever was last may
and i think that the world is slowly ending
but i think the world is better off that way

if we truly are just dust from space
if we go or stay, it doesn’t really matter
but if we’re something more and we f*cked up this bad
well, i think that might just make me sadder

it’s a cute little form of nihilism
where my mind has finally found it’s home
wandering the streets of late stage capitalism
well, i guess there are worse streets to roam

it’s colder and sadder who are we pretending
why we joke oh i cannot say
and i think that the world is finally ending
but i think the world is better off that way

but i think the world is better off that way

sad song

not sure what i’m holding onto
i’m holding on just fine
one deep breath and then i’m off you
not my best but i’m alright

taking in once-known surroundings
somehow they all feel new 
feet are sore and heart is pounding
nothing like being with you

i don’t want to wait for later
desperately in search of a savior
i bit the hand of my feeder
i’m falling deeper and deeper

deeper

don’t mistake my sadness for weakness
though i’m falling straight for the ground

broken into a billion little pieces
don’t take too long to come back to town

they say that winners can be losers
well, we can be losers too

zoning out to a dimes square epstein truther
while i’m daydreaming sleeping next to you

if you say love comes at a cost 
i won’t believe you
believing in yourself will often get you lost
i need to see you

so track me down 

don’t take yourself too serious
but don’t think that you’re funny at all

how come i’m smiling when i’m furious?
cramming my emotions small

feeling sick at the sight of my front door
god damn do i sure miss home

opted to leave but I would return still
baby if you’d pick up the phone

if you say life comes at a cost 
i won’t believe you
i fear i may have got myself lost
i need to see you

i’ll hunt you down

Track Me Down/Hunt You Down

i admit i was drinking 
before we met
caffeine would have been a heaven send
again

standing outside
didn’t mind the rain
while you’re coming down for me again
oh man

when you let me in
i was warming up
pour myself another cup
pretend

that i’ve been fine
the past few months
when truth is i've been in the dumps
my friend


you win
i lose
time and time again


i taste your breath
and i feel the cold
seeping deep down into my bones
playing dead

it’s not the same 
as i thought it was
my consciousness starts to float above
my head


you win
i lose
time and time again

you win

One fine morning, just right after waking up, I picked up the guitar and started singing. I haven't played (and sung) in such a long time so I am getting a little rusty, but I am happy I'm beginning to make music a habit again. I hope you guys enjoy this short cover of a classic favourite ♡

Don't Think Twice, It's Alright - Bob Dylan (Cover)

memory (demo)

Flu Song

who are you (demo)

cover picture - dylan martin ( @veryfreakingcool on instagram, follow that gurly)

memory (demo)

Ian Fredrickson