i’ll fix what’s broken
for you no cost
when the good earth gives in
what’s left aint ours

i’ll float in the ocean
i’ll swim through space
what i thought what was it isn’t
but i’ll remember that face

the end is coming
(and it’s coming fast)
oh i know, just don’t know how
(oh i know, oh oh i know)
i can’t see it but it’s something
(oo i can feel it in me feel it in me)
it’s in my bones it’s coming now
(it’s coming out it’s coming out)

now darkness terrifies me
(give me light oo give me sun)
i’m forced to figure endings out
(what is it what have i become)
how scared i am defies me
(give me light oo make me one)
somethings coming round
(coming up coming down)

earth's end

i float across the lonely ocean
blank stares and love potions
as days drift by to months i’m slowly losing patience 
were you real or were you just my imagination 

too good to be true turned out to be just a lie
now thousands of forced laughs turn to a million hidden cries
i miss the days of excitement of love and of sin
now the ocean pulls me out while your tide pulls me in

i’m feeling a bit dizzy car exhaust fuels my dreams
butterflies float above me masked by raindrops, smoke and screens
now i locked myself alone drifting off to the sea
ooh god only knows what is in store for me

dreamland

** I uploaded this song to streaming, and for copyright reasons it cannot be used in youtube videos any longer :( ! Please feel free to use a different song of mine in your video! **

it’s warmer and brighter and nicer this march
than it ever was last may
and i think that the world is slowly ending
but i think the world is better off that way

if we truly are just dust from space
if we go or stay, it doesn’t really matter
but if we’re something more and we f*cked up this bad
well, i think that might just make me sadder

it’s a cute little form of nihilism
where my mind has finally found it’s home
wandering the streets of late stage capitalism
well, i guess there are worse streets to roam

it’s colder and sadder who are we pretending
why we joke oh i cannot say
and i think that the world is finally ending
but i think the world is better off that way

but i think the world is better off that way

sad song

i admit i was drinking 
before we met
caffeine would have been a heaven send
again

standing outside
didn’t mind the rain
while you’re coming down for me again
oh man

when you let me in
i was warming up
pour myself another cup
pretend

that i’ve been fine
the past few months
when truth is i've been in the dumps
my friend


you win
i lose
time and time again


i taste your breath
and i feel the cold
seeping deep down into my bones
playing dead

it’s not the same 
as i thought it was
my consciousness starts to float above
my head


you win
i lose
time and time again

you win

For Yourself

luv me back

memory (demo)

cover picture - dylan martin ( @veryfreakingcool on instagram, follow that gurly)

please don't go (demo)

the children have followed the footsteps of their father they're stuck in his evil trail

if only they heard the word of their kind mother who said when he gets bad, bail

he has studied greatly yet has never learned a smidgen of a single thing

they had met when they were younger but now are far gone as she she morphs into a frail being


his presence always trampled what was he was surrounding and she let him trample down

now her daughter tramples flowers as internal screaming grows into eternal frowns

nails on a chalkboard filling up the dreams of what she once had used to love

but when she wakes in a cold sweat she forgets bout what she was even dreaming of 


he takes her to the backyard before the sun rises, she stares down a loaded gun

she’s saddened but she’s not surprised as she tries to break down the old barn door and run

but when old door opens she's met with the feeling that she'll never come around

she lays upon her lover’s feet and decides to just rest and let him trample down

backyard at night

Home

i’ll keep my word
will you keep yours?
sometimes i wonder
what your mind has drifted off for

the cold outside
has made hard to hide
all the feelings i’ve been feeling
i’ve had to push my brain aside

but our brains are here
whether we like that or not
we will always be up thinking
even when we try to shut our minds off

i’m scared of you
what are you up to?
but my fears are slowly shrinking
please tell me what you plan to do

to do to do to do
for you i would do anything you wanted me to

words don’t mean much
if they mean something at all
i’ve fallen from a cliff side
are you here to break that fall?

willing to take a chance
to save us now
willing to stare down the barrel
willing to figure out how 

to prove to prove to prove
for me you would do anything i wanted you to

i’ll keep my word
will you keep yours?
sometimes i wonder
what your mind has drifted off for

for you for you for you
for you i would do anything you wanted me to do

sad song

Ian Fredrickson

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