Resignation Revisited

im running thru these packs so fast
this cigarette just might be my last
theres a feeling crawling up in my chest
and i cant stop it 
do i annoy u cause i feel like a pest？
feel like a 
feel like a
and U do it the Best..
and u do it the Best
and u do it the best
& u do it the best
.....
i know  im living unhealthy
remember everything that you tell me 
my body rots from the inside 
my blood clots and i feel high
cant rly find it in me to try
try
.
if i give in close my eyes

U know you dont have to fight?
to keep me alive?

U do it the Best - prod iv

https://soundcloud.com/prodiv
thanku to life insurance for letting me use the beat :)

changed     produced by i.v.

made today
save me from myself
please listen to this
unlistenable music
no mixing

I can't live with my mind

https://soundcloud.com/utmostfaith
https://soundcloud.com/speaking149_role

lyrics!
galloper

uh uhhh
pull up with some fiends or sum
i got like whatever you want just say you need it now 
i’ve never fucked up i’m so conceited uh uhh
four drinks in my cup im so damn greedy uh uhh
please don’t say you need me uh uhh
i enjoy a beverage watching tv uh uhh
i cant stop the screaming uh uhh
please just only focus on the things you know uhh

faith

please just only focus on the things you know
everywhere u look u see the fruit of the seeds you sowed
i can only sing the same tunes same few notes 
we keep replaying replaying the same old same old
i can feel my bones when the wind blows so cold
i dont wanna be here i dont really feel so bold
25 times around the sun and im feeling so dam old
love cant patch the hole in my heart
need a jump start or a restart 
wake up in the morning first thing i do, puff the cart
i just really wanna drive off in my car
will u still feel my intentions when im oh so far

galloper

i thought i ruled the world once i tried so very hard 
doing things you won’t believe you’d always doubt me from the start 
count it from the start, tell me are you really sure?
fixing all my shit of course 
i feel so dumb i feel the worst
i feel so dumb i feel the worst
everything i have is cursed 
every dream i have gets worse
you wanna see me at my worst
please can you jump first 
tell me can you hear my words 
tell me do you fear the worst 
i’m singing tears about to burst 
i’m singing tears until im washed up
i crashed my honda 
heat up like a sauna 
i can’t believe that i got caught up 
i can’t believe you i don’t wanna 
too late the sun’s up 
if you hear me put your arms up
if you’re healing put your arms up

put yr armssup!!   w faith     produced  by   fleafriends

kanpu

@cyberianangel @affectional

ok i really lost it
i know it wasnt me but maybe i was an accomplice
really need to save them man i got that complex
they be showing love yeah since act of service
give a fuck about the fame
im just tryna feel on her cervix
they dont fuck with me they still dismiss
baby can i call u miss
i got one shot i wont miss
if i miss will u miss me when im gone
fucked up house its a swamp
u dont gotta do shit ill swipe
dont hold back ur tears ill wipe
ill just sit here i got time
i got worries i cant tell u about yet
i was sitting on my ass u brought home the bread
i was praying for this shit i pled
im still not okay bae for u i bled
but theres nothing left unsaid
yet this feels so unsettling
i think im obsessed can i call u baby

you can call me baby
baby
i’m your little baby 
treat me like a puppy 
pet me so fluffy
my nose so stuffy 
all over i want you to touch me 
teach me how to roll over 
getting so needy want you to pull over 
drank so much I’m kinda hung over 
eat me like some left overs
bitch it’s still october 
but it’s still getting colder
hanging on your shoulder 
sneaked a pic i kept it in my folder
control her control me 
give you soul 
can you reap my soul
you can take me home

kratom chan, cyberian angel - control me (prod comfort fabric ritual)

prod me + @ssongbirdssing

ya u treat me like a rental 
stuck up in my room im goin mental
write down all my feelings write with pencil 
the gigs up shut it down
i can see u all around
water wealth contentment health
cant u see I needed help
blurry vision how i felt
ur by my side like leather belt 
and u stay on my mind 
and i swear that im fine
i can do this every time 

runny nose ya im sick ya im sick 2 pollen
been so long ya i need u ya i know ur callin
autumn season ya im fallin i cant make it back
im runnin relay runnin back n forth ya im doin track

petals on me devath like im art yuh
i really hate the sun its better in the dark yuh
hate when they arrive i hate when they depart yuh
imma crash again my eyes closed cuz i dont really care
flooded in my brain i cannot take u there 
goin mia im goin everywhere 
same fit I spam it like its down+b
i hate when theyre around me

ya u treat me like a rental
stuck up in my room im goin mental
write down all my feelings write with pencil
the gigs up shut it down
i can see u all around
water wealth contentment health
cant u see I needed help
blurry vision how i felt
ur by my side like leather belt
and u stay on my mind
and i swear that im fine
i can do this every time

pollen (me+ssongbirds)

& travel world empty big mall

vånda - of course not

im sorry for my emotional wording, i will come back to music sometime, thank u everyone all the msgs were so nice i mean it. love u all 

1:58 with vanda @vanda100
5:16 prod 756 @o756
10:23 prod ume and pcb @uumeee @0x6167
12:25 prod ianostrings9 and galloper @knvb4 @galloper1234
13:15 prod galloper @galloper1234
14:27 prod djposer @dj-poser
15:51 from 2022 or 2023
31:05 trojan aka rage, shamz and bugzy freestyle TrojanSw2

a friend said "for us, music is like food. its hard to stay away from it"

Resignation Revisited

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