prod me

yume de takaku tonda
karada wa
donna fuan matotte mo
furiharatte iku
nemuru chiisana omoi
hirogari dashite
kizuku yowai watashi
kimi ga ireba
kurai sekai
tsuyoku ireta
nagai yume miru
kokoro wa
sou eien de
i wanna always stay with u
ill give u everything i have

crossing field (cover)

@bloodsekai

i spawned in
all by myself
joined a guild 
but got kicked out
always down 
2 zero health
im so bad 
if u cant tell

i suck at games
so dont ask 2 play 
i need some space..
for fornite okay..
i dont like when i lose
when i dont get what i choose
give up its no use
my friends will move on
they'll have fun without me

bloodsekai - i suck at games so dont ask me 2 play

weekends demo

prod. zakuro
i keep on letting everybody down again and again
i put my trust in u but u said things that u never meant
i hate myself just as much as u do
my life is fucked and this world is so screwed
push me away some more
shove my face in the ground
nobodys there for me
my life goal is to drown
i regret everything that i have ever done
my life is way too hard i will never be enough
i think god hated me cus i just cant do anything right
i cover up my face im not worthy to be in ur sight
the shooting star in the sky is my last hope
but its all useless everybody treats me like a joke
and now im staining the snow
cus im not meant to be here
can u tell that im trying
i wish id disappear
days are passing by the world still hates my guts
ill never get to heaven i will always be stuck
ill never get my wings
im hanging on by a string
i let you down once again
ik ik

i'll never get to heaven

@bloodsekai

throw my head right
i can't sleep, why?
honestly i
dont even wanna die
tossing, turning
my chest, burning
yea im hurting`
but i gotta get thru this

i'm biting my nails
i'm nervous
my only thought's
"i can't do this"	  
but i wanna try
but i wanna try
i dont wanna cry
no i dont wanna cry
throw on a scarf
it's cold outside
i cant steal ur heart
but u can steal mine
my brains wrapped in
a thousand lies
i tell myself 
and all of human kind

throw my head right
i can't sleep, why?
honestly i
dont even wanna die
tossing, turning
my chest, burning
yea im hurting
but i gotta get thru this

i know i'm not bad
but i'm still sad
i can't trust myself
i only bring me down
down
down
down
down
down

throw my head right
i can't sleep, why?
honestly i
dont even wanna die
tossing, turning
my chest, burning
yea im hurting
but i gotta get thru this

bloodsekai - honestly, i don't really wanna die

hi im back very short song 
prod me
ft. @odihu

im so damn lonely
u call my name
i get ecstatic
only u understand me
when im manic
im just waiting
for the day to end
so i can play pretend
act like im a movie star
then life wont be so hard

im so lonely please hold my hand
im not used to romance
glad that i can be ur man
cause you gave me a chance
i dont know whats wrong
with the thoughts inside my head
but i know that if you left me
there i would end up dead

im so damn lonely
u call my name
i get ecstatic
only u understand me
when im manic
im just waiting
for the day to end
so i can play pretend
act like im a movie star
then life wont be so hard

im so lonely!! (ft. odihu)

@akira3ksucks + @weejk cover prod me

red eyes
i might die
u fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
u cut my name into ur thigh
bloodstains on ur dress
u left me here with nothing left
stab ur knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

i cant decide
if u should live or die
rot my brain everytime
ur never satisfied
if i say that i love u
would u say it back
my head is filled with fluoride
turn to a maniac

u decide if i should live or die
i cut my wrist while u look in my eyes
tell me lies until i feel alright
watch me die as u lay by my side

red eyes
i might die
u fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
u cut my name into ur thigh
bloodstains on ur dress
u left me here with nothing left
stab ur knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

so there's this girl (cover)

rushing running down the stairs
hoping that my cat is there
shes the one thats by my side
even when i start to cry

she so white and fluffy too
her fur just makes me comfortable

i know shes just a cat
but she means the world to meeeeeee

shes my only company
she give me lots of peace

id die if she ever leaves

i love my cat and she loves me too
everyday the world makes me feel blue
but my fluffy little cat helps me get through
in her empty little head she has no clue

my best friend is a little fuzz ball
when i wanna cry i know who to call
meows when she wants to play
then im on my way

come on lets go
my only friend
playtime with you is my medicine

she knows when im sad
shes the best friend ive ever had

i love my cat!!!

Ghosted

“Hollow Conversations” is an unrelenting exploration of isolation, emotional fragmentation, and the disconnection that plagues human interactions. A sonic journey through the void of unspoken words and broken bonds, this album captures the raw anguish of trying to connect in a world where communication often feels empty and one-sided. Each track delves deep into the struggles of trying to bridge the gap between our internal selves and the external world, only to find ourselves more alone than ever.

The album opens with a sense of quiet tension, each song building toward the inevitable breakdown of relationships, self-perception, and even sanity. With its fusion of rap-metal, post-hardcore, and electronic rock, “Hollow Conversations” creates an emotionally charged atmosphere, blending aggressive, high-intensity moments with haunting, reflective passages. It’s a musical landscape where vulnerability meets anger, where the search for connection is drowned out by the noise of confusion and isolation.

Bandcamp

De cientos de temas sin editar, estos se merecen formar este nuevo álbum.

01_Solo

new music soon maybe
super awesome radical epic face

weekends demo

kathrine sheppard